Next day at a coffee shop
Mikan s pov
"You did WHAT ?" hotaru asked more like yelled
"Well we kissed !" I said as if it was the most natural thing
"Are you out of your mind"
"do you even love him ?" she asked me
I just shrugged my shoulder and looked away
" Mikan .." she said slowly and softly
" I m sorry it s just I feel better when I let myself be like that…"
" you know rite I haven't still recovered from kyu leaving me …" I said as I looked at her
She gave a nod
"It helps me escape the pain…" I said
" then why didn't you say yes to Natsume….?" She asked as she narrowed her eyes
"…………………." I didn't know what to say I was clueless
"Mikan…..?" she asked
"I didn't like him that s all.." I said
"What do you mean you don't like him…?" she asked me looking quite serious
I looked away
" so you mean you like ryu !" she said
"No!" I yelled
"Then what do you mean you like ryu huh and not Natsume..!" she asked holding my shoulder and pushing it a bit hard
That s it I couldn't help it…. Tears started to come it started to paint my face…
" stop crying Mikan …" she said a bit coldly
"But..!" I said but she cut me of by saying "your tears mean nothing when you don't know the reason"
"I do know the reason hotaru.!" I yelled at her for making it seem as if I was an idiot
"Really then what is it ?" she asked
I looked down
" don't try to run away it s not worth it.." she said softly
"He reminds you of kyu doesn't he ?" she asked softly
"How did u ?" I whispered
"I am your best friend after all aren't I ?" she said giving a small smile
And I hugged her
" yea he does that s why I don't wanna be around him…" I whispered while hugging her
She pulled away and " Mikan but you should move on…" " and more importantly he loves you…"
"Forget it hotaru I don't wanna talk about it…" I said softly
"but !" she said but I cut her of by saying "I cant love anybody else"
"So don't bother…" I said and I walked away….
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