My Beautiful Target

Chapter 11; I could learn to love you

Neji's hands were so big and smooth; he was holding my waist with so much force. He didn't stop kissing me too, he was still using his tongue. I was shaking; I didn't know what else to do. I don't have any experience, especially in terms of kissing. I could feel his hands go down from my waist to my thigh. I was getting more nervous, like I didn't want to continue any more than this. What made me come to my senses was his other hand, it was already placed on my left breast. I could feel myself pull away from him. I was panting so heavily by then. I wasn't mad, I wasn't happy. I couldn't even see Neji's face in the dark, yet my heart was pounding so loud. "Neji" I let out, tugging him by the sleeve. It was all too fast for me, I was a virgin and I want to stay like that until I meet someone I really, really love.

Neji's hands was on my head, he was pulling me closer again. "You know what? I've never felt like this way before. I didn't know what to do. Even if you kept pushing me away and rejecting my advances, I'd still go after you. I couldn't understand it myself. I felt real bad when I saw a lot of men look at you. I wanted to do so many things to you, but you wouldn't let me, but I still wanted to be with you. Do you know what that means, Hime Tenten?" He said softly. I also knew what he meant but I couldn't answer, I was smiling so wide as his hands held on to mine.

"I love you."

I could feel stares, even if it was dark in the cinema, there were bound to be others who could see us. It was a good thing I didn't moan or anything because that would be embarrassing. Back to what Neji said, now I know everything—why he kept on running after me and why he asked me out. He loves me? It sounds silly and impossible but he just said so himself. I couldn't let a hot guy like him get out of my reach.

"You just said I was a hot guy, didn't you?"

"Wha—you read minds now too? I mean, I did not!"

I was blushing so intensely. Neji was laughing after what I said. I give away way too easily. I reach out to his face, holding them close to mine. "Hey Neji." I began, whispering oh so softly.

"I think…"

There was complete silence, then a loud moan, a girl's voice too. I look to see the scene on the movie. What the hell, I knew we were seeing a romance type of movie but a bed scene? I didn't know that. There weren't any cuts or censor some of its intense and really, and I mean really sexual scenes. I could feel myself die inside as it all gave me the chills. Before I knew it Neji was laughing so loudly. It made me stare, it wasn't like the Neji I know, I haven't seen him laugh that hard and loud before. I could feel the stares coming back to us. I just had to hide my face with my hands.

Everything came back to normal once we headed outside the cinema. I am never going to watch a movie ever again. Who knew there'd be stuff like that happening? I could still picture out how they were naked and did everything. I could feel my brain dissolve.

"You look sick." Neji commented, smiling. Ever since that whole thing happened, he's been either laughing, smirking, grinning or smiling, which was all new to me. It felt like there was a different Neji beside me.

I turn my attention towards to other two. They didn't look like they watched the whole thing, Hinata's been smiling as if nothing happened, as if it wasn't an adult movie, to her expression it looked more like a child's movie. "Naruto… You jerk. You never told me there'd be scenes like that!" I shout. Naruto rubbed the back of his head, apologizing and smiling at the same time. In all my life I've never even watched those kinds; I'm pure as it is.

"So, never watched those before? You still look flustered." The ever so manly Hyuuga commented once again. I shrugged, hiding my face. Was I really that flustered? I just had to ask Hinata for a mirror. She threw one as I caught it, immediately taking a look on how I looked like. Crap, I looked like I was rape. Well, as a matter of fact, I was, almost, but not entirely. You get the point.

Naruto went on ahead of us, choosing some place to eat. I just noticed too, Neji hasn't let go of my hand ever since we left the cinema. We were walking hand-in-hand. Like a normal… couple. We took our seats as Naruto was making such a fuss on how everything on the menu looked so delicious.

I couldn't argue with him, all of it did look so tasty that it made me want to order everything. But, then again, my wallet's not really full at the moment so I just had to go order one meal. Just as we got our orders done, Neji butt in, being the oh-so-rich-kid he is, ordered everything. My eyes widened as did Naruto's. I never knew he could order so much.

It wasn't a while before Hinata had to go to the bathroom and Naruto had to go buy something outside. It was me and Neji left alone. I turn to him as he was staring at me with those eyes. It suddenly felt hard to talk to the guy. Nonetheless, I still did. "So, could you explain to me why you ordered everything?" I ask, well, I was curious, and if I'm lucky enough, he could share some of it with me. Yes, I'm that greedy.

Neji stretched his arms before answering me. I was on the verge of asking him if he could give some of it to me but he went fast. "I ordered those for you. I thought you wanted to?" he said. I was already feeling guilty yet thankful at the same time. I nod at him, "I- Yeah! Thank you very much." I say as fast as I could, bowing. I could hear him snicker after that. "You don't have to. This is a date, isn't it?" I pop my head out, "So what? That doesn't mean you should buy everything for me." True. I like accepting things for free but abusing it would be, reaaaaaal bad.

He had his shoulder crossed out in front of his chest, sighing. "You don't get it, do you? In dates, a guy does all the buying and paying. You shouldn't feel bad, that's how it is." Regardless of what he said, I still couldn't stand it. Yet I didn't say anything anymore. I was just happy of the fact that he did that for me.

"By the way." Neji began. For a second I was thinking he'd say something that would make me feel so uneasy, because that is how I feel right now. "You were going to say something in the cinema, right? What was it?" Oh shit, that. Come to think of it, I haven't said it yet. And come to think of it again, I forgot all about what I was going to say. All I remember was he told me that he… loves me. Damn, do I really have to be so awkward with a lot of things? Before I could answer though, the two were back. Naruto went to buy a cute little keychain for Hinata, which she was so thankful for. It made me think, they were so plain and simple as a couple that it looked so perfect already. Unlike Neji, Naruto bought her something cheap, yet something that comes from the heart. I was suddenly remembering the old fairy tales I used to read. Cinderella, Snow White, Beauty and the Beast—ah, such cute romance.

As our order came up, I was in tears. Tears of joy of how everything looked so good, my mouth was watery enough for me not to gulped down almost half of it. Yeah, I'm a really messy eater and literally have no manners so what? I could feel Neji look at me the whole time we were eating. Naruto was busy talking to Hinata and Hinata's already used to seeing me like this.

After eating I feel totally calm, happy and not to mention full.

"You can really eat, huh?" Neji says.

"I thought you'd know. Considering the first time we'd met."

"Eh? The Meat?"

"Exactly."

I could hear him sigh and chuckle. I could remember it too; he was such a jerk back then. Well, he is still a jerk after all. By the time we were all done, Hinata and Naruto were already headed home, with Naruto taking Hinata home of course. We were left at the mall, to which Neji didn't want to go home yet. He kept pulling me to look at different kinds of things. I saw cute little puppies, an accessory store and lots more. I wasn't sure if he was doing this for my sake though, he didn't look all too happy.

"…Neji."

"What?"

"Why are you doing this?"

"I thought you'd be happy."

"I am but, why?"

He held me close, our heads touching. I could feel his breathing, his warm breath pass through me.

"Because I told you, didn't I? that I love you."

"Can you tell me why?"

"I'll tell you soon enough."

I smile at the words he just said made my heart soft. It felt good hearing him say he loves me. I don't know why he was so comfortable and not nervous when saying it. I clutch my hands together and look at him. I've got to admit, he is hot. No wonder he's always been chased by a mob of girls. This is the first time I'd actually look at him in a different way. I just had to turn around, one more stare and he could get the wrong idea.

As the day was coming to an end, I actually realized a lot of things. I could see Neji look at me one more time before letting go of my hand. I was smiling at him, thanking him for everything as he wrapped his arms around me, and I did as well. I had fun. Then it all came to me, about what I wanted to say earlier. I took a deep breath before looking at him one more time.

"I think I could learn to love you, Neji."

With that he kissed me for the last time of this day. This time it wasn't rough anymore. It was gentle and soft, he was holding me too. I felt so comfortable in his hands. He agreed with what I said and finally said goodbye. I wave my hand at him as I look at his retreating figure. It was a start, right? A new start. From this day on, me and that bastard will be a couple, and I have to learn how to love him, to love him the way he loves me. Maybe. I had to get used to it.

I wanted to end it but ashsdkxkwszfrcds

I'm suddenly getting ideas /hits head

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