I Promise

A Twilight Fanfic

By sylamesio123

Disclaimer: The characters and events portrayed in this story are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author. Characters in this story do not belong to the author. The author does not own the rights to the saga, nor the rights to anything else. No copyright infringement intended.

A/N: Okay guys. I'm sorry I took so long to update. Hey if you guys want I can do an alternate ending with JxB. Just please review. It will make me feel so much better. I have had a really hard week. And thanks guys for all the hits. Almost 20,000. And ha ha. How ironic. I'm sick. My head is pounding right now. Owweeyyyy. WE are soo close to 500 reviews! Could we make to 600 in the next three chapters?

And on a funny note: My friend Maria reads all my chapters before they are posted cause she is my bestie. Anyway, she pointed out something in the last chapter. Edward said, "I make noises for Jasper." I cracked up at how wrong that sounded.

Chapter 9. All Time Low

Bella Swan

"Alice, honey, you need to get up." I whispered gently into my best friend's ear. She stirred and mumbled something I could not understand.

I laughed and shook her awake, "God, give me five minutes." She laughed then and jumped out of bad, a fake pouting look on her face.

"No," I fake refused and went along with her game.

I sighed, my face and posture going serious as hers did the same. "Um, er, Alice, have you made you decision yet?" I asked awkwardly.

She nodded and looked down, "I don't think I'm ready for a baby yet, I am going to…have it but give it up for adoption."

I smiled and hugged her tightly. "I think you made the right decision." I stepped back from her then, looking her in the eye so I wouldn't chicken out. "Just one, more thing," I took a deep breath. "You need to tell Jasper."

Jasper Hale

I laid on my bed, staring at the ceiling while I had vague flashbacks of the past two years I had spent with the love of my life. Alice was my heart, my soul. I hadn't known I loved her so much until she was gone, and I was alone again, without even my arrogant roommate to comfort me.

I knew in my brain that I had to get up sometime, to go to class, to live my life. But my heart knew that my life wasn't a life anymore without Alice.

She was my baby, the love of my life. And then Bella's face entered my mind. Her beautiful brown hair and pale face. I wondered whom I loved more, though I knew that both would never forgive me, especially Bella.

I had been absolutely horrible to Alice and Bella, both of them. Then my mind wandered and I wondered if this person I thought I was-wasn't the real me. What if the innocent Jasper was really the other side of me, not the main part? What if I was really the pig that I had been to Alice and Jasper?

I laid there for hours, not about my own happiness anymore.

Edward Cullen

I was sitting at the library, pretending to study as I checked out the sexy librarian. I knew I shouldn't have been, but what the hell. Who could it hurt but me? I mean it wasn't like Bella was going to find out.

I laughed into my sweater as she dropped a book on the ground. She reminded me of Bella, a little bit. But she was much shyer, and not even close to as beautiful as Isabella Swan.

I sighed, wondering what Bella was doing. I wondered if she had ever had a boyfriend other than Jasper. I shuddered at the thought. I didn't know much about Jasper and Bella's relationship, but I trusted Jasper. If I had to pick one person for Bella to be with other than me it would be either him or my brother Emmett. Speaking of my brother, he was coming to visit today.

Good thing he had a pretty girlfriend, or I would have been scared he would steal Bella from me. He wasn't a player like me, but he was a ladies man. He was much more muscular than me and his hair—

"Edward, at the library?" I heard a far too familiar voice behind me. I laughed and turned around to hug my brother and kiss his girlfriend, Rosalie's, cheek.

"Emmett, I've missed you, bro." I laughed.

"Me too, Eddie boy. I hate not being able to make fun of you every day. I really miss this place. Life out of college sucks. Then again, I really don't miss the curfew." He laughed as he leaned down to kiss Rose.

"Ew, guys, I like kissing but watching my brother doing it is just a bit wrong." I laughed and picked up the books I had been pretending to read.

"Ha ha, same old Edward." He said with a chuckle. I smiled as both Rose and Emmett put their arms around me.

"Edward, let's go see Alice." Emmett whined after a while. I had been talking to Rosalie about cars, and since Emmett was clueless on the subject and he got bored easily he started to whine after just ten minutes.

"Oh, yeah, I forgot." Rosalie laughed as I lead them towards our little sister's new dorm.

I knocked on the door four times but no one answered.

"I'll call Alice." I volunteered. They were always at their dorm on a Saturday morning. Alice was always sleeping.

I dialed Alice's number and pressed talk, listening to it as it rang but she didn't answer, which never happened…ever.

I called her again, assuming she had just missed the call when she couldn't find her phone in her purse. If she didn't answer after calling her twice, I knew something was indeed wrong. Calling her a fifth time, I paid no attention to Rosalie and Emmett saying something in the background to me. I couldn't think straight. Where was she? Had something happened? My breathing started to quicken as the thoughts of all the things that could have happened breached in my mind.

It rung a few times, and again, nobody answered.

A/N: Hey guys, So anyway. you all know i have been sick, anyway, this chapter sucking and my beta Child-of-God13 made it so much better. YOU ROCK!