*You guys really enjoyed the last chapter! I'm glad, I had a blast writing it! I know the suspense was real. It's a good way to get people to keep reading.*

*Chrystal's POV*

I was so sure I was dead.

I was too scared to open my eyes, I knew if I did I would have to accept the fact I'm dead.

Then I realized, I was in a bed, a really comfortable bed. Was this what it felt like to be dead?

I died with Armin, Leena, Eren, and Mikasa thinking I hated them. They thought whatever I was doing was more important then my friendships with them, my relationship with Armin.

I wish I had a chance to tell them what I was doing. I didn't, now they will never know…

I then heard voices, talking very close. I couldn't make out what they were saying.

Finally I opened my eyes, my eyesight blurred, was I really dead? Now, I wasn't sure. I saw people going back and forth, in what looked like a hospital.

Then, I saw them, Eren, Leena, and, Armin. Armin. Where was Mikasa? Was I not dead? Could I tell them? Maybe I was just seeing what I wanted to see.

"Chrystal!" They all said, relieved. I then noticed the searing pain, in my head, my ribs, everywhere.

"What happened?" I asked.

"You don't remember?" Leena asked.

"No, the last thing I remember is being taken into the Titans mouth. What happened, why am I not dead? Am I dead?" I asked, groggily.

"Well, me and Leena were done with our three Titans so I went to help you, and Leena went and helped Mikasa." Armin explained. "When I came over, you were getting taken into the Titan's mouth. I came up behind it and killed it. When it did you fell and I had to get something soft to land on, but you still took quite a fall."

"You saved me? Why?" I asked. Why was Armin saving me? He hated me right now, they all did, why didn't they let me die? I deserved it. My vision, was finally clearing enough I could see what was in front of me, although it was still a little blurred.

"Because, your our friend." Leena said. Friend? I was still their friend? After everything I did to them? "We couldn't just let you die."

"I'm sorry, by the way, for everything I did. I shouldn't have let what I was doing get in the way of my friendship with you guys. Speaking of which, where's Mikasa?"

"She's in another room. She got quite the beating trying to take out the 12 meter Titan." Eren said.

"Is she okay?" I asked.

"Yeah, just a little beating, nothing time wont fix." Armin said. I looked at Armin and he looked back. He didn't look mad at me, like he did most of the time he looked at him. Instead, he looked relieved, happy.

"You guys forgive me?" I asked, scared the answer was no. It was what I was expecting, but that's not what they said.

"Yes we forgive you." Leena said. Me and Armin looked at each other again. He forgave me? Could we be together? Or at least friends?

"Guys, why don't you go check on Mikasa, I want a moment with Chrystal. That okay?" Armin said.

"yeah, okay. I need a moment with her after you." Leena said and her and Eren left, as they did, Leena gave me a look. A look telling me she thinks something's going to happen.

"So, what'd you want to talk to me about?" I asked curious. What could he have to say to me that he couldn't say in front of Eren and Leena?

"Just to say, I forgive you."

"I know that already. Why couldn't you say that in front of them?"

"Also… to say, that… I-I'm really happy your alive…. I don't know what I'd do if you'd died." He stuttered. He was happy I' alive? He couldn't live if I was dead? I smiled, which hurt, so I stopped.

"Ok, well, thanks for saving me." I said, coming up with nothing else to say.

"Always,"

"Well, if you don't mind, I wanna talk to Leena, then all of you." I said.

"Sure."

Armin left and a couple minutes later Leena walked in.

"Hey," She said as she walked in.

"Hey, you wanted to talk?" I asked.

"Yeah, girl talk."

"Of course."

"Also, I had a question." She said, A question? For me? Girl talk? It was like we were sisters again, like what I did never happened.

"Ok, so, talk."

"you were right, Mikasa was the reason I wasn't seeing Eren."

"Ok, why couldn't tell me that?" I asked. If she can tell me this easily now, why couldn't she do it when I asked?

"She wouldn't allow me too."

"Yet, your telling me now? Why?"

"Well, Mikasa gave me permission to date Eren. So, I'm allowed."

"Really?!" I asked surprised. What had changed Mikasa's mind? "Why?"

"She didn't trust me, which is why she didn't allow me to date Eren. Since I saved her life instead of saving you she trusts me." She said. So she saved Mikasa before me? That didn't make any sense. I thought Armin wanted to save me and Leena just saved Mikasa because Armin wanted to save me.

"Why didn't you save me?"

"I don't know, I just choose, I didn't know which one I choose intill I saw Armin going to you, I'm sorry, you mad."

"No, I don't really care too much."

"Now, can you tell me what you've been doing?"

"When everyone's here." I said, I knew I could tell them, but I knew they wouldn't understand.

*To answer any confusion Chrystal's parents were killed before her eyes when she was little, she then grew up with Leena ever since. Kinda like Mikasa but a little different. if you check out my other Attack On Titan fan fiction chapter 4 explains what happens, it's the same thing. There will be a short summery next chapter for any of you who don't want to.*

*Hope you enjoyed! Will post the next chapter right away! Have to right it first though. Will be up later today! Review and follow for more!*