Hey Diary (Jacob Black)

February 15 2008

The new wolf is Jacob Black. The leech lover's BFF. Well, Embry is way too happy and too sad now. But mostly happy. But he is concerned about Quil too. Quil is all alone now. But I think and so does everyone in the pack that even he is gonna burst someday. This morning I had been to Paul's house. There he told me what happened last night.

Jacob had gone out on a date with this leech lover to see the movie Crosshairs. Such a weird choice this girl had. Action movie on Valentines Day. Three people had gone. These two freaks and another guy. During the movie the other guy wanted to puke his guts out so he came out. The other two followed him. After dropping both of them Jacob came back and he wasn't feeling well. He was running temperature. The Swan girl had noticed. He came home and he had a father- son disagreement and he got pissed off and BOOM he was a wolf. When Paul told me I was really worried. I mean inside the house and his father was right over there. Others were not near people when they had phased for the first time. I was really tense. This is one of the few things which can give you Goosebumps. Other being 'The Volturi'. This isn't the time to write about Italian killers. When Jacob turned into Wolf I can only imagine how careful his father should be. Anything could piss him off and Billy would be dead in a jiffy. But Billy knew how to handle this and Sam was the one who was wolf at the time. But I think Billy might have turned deaf. As soon as Jacob became a wolf he howled. Actually he tried to speak but the voice which came out was a howl. This was when he realized that he was a wolf. This even made it harder for him to control his anger.

Good thing that Sam didn't introduce himself. This guy never liked Sam. Even now he doesn't. He thinks because of Sam he became a wolf. Sam didn't have time to explain so probably Billy did it last night. Just hope he doesn't tell this to Isabella Swan. Vampire girl knowing the secrets of werewolves. Not good news.

After Jacob howled, Sam was kinda scared. When others had phased, no one was this angry and there was Billy who could get hurt because of one very small mistake. When me Paul and Embry had burst out we were not angry for long but we were confused. A lot. But we were no where near civilization when it happened. I feel a bit sorry for him.

He gave Sam a hard time though. He just went out of the house into the forest and stopped listening to Sam. He just tuned the alpha out. Totally brave act, I say. He started thinking about the date, what happened after the movie. He had planned something for that day. He had planned on expressing his love for the girl. Due to the puke and his not feeling well, he had postponed. He was really sad about it. He couldn't say now. Sam had to use his alpha voice to get his attention.

Then Sam told him about everything. Jacob was totally angry later. Because he realized that Isabella was dating a vampire and she knew about it. Actually it was Jacob who made the connection. Isabella's reaction when he talked about the leeches. He couldn't believe it. He knew she thought of him just as a friend but a best friend. He felt betrayed. Oh boy, Sam had to use his alpha voice more than he had ever used before. Jacob was distracted so often. Just hope he stays with us and doesn't become a leech's lapdog because of the girl. I have no idea why but Sam told him to start patrols right today. Everyone else had a day or two holidays to get a grip. And patrols will be done with two wolves at the same time. Expanding the perimeter. The day is coming. We have to kill the leech. We need strategy and surprise on our side. We have to divide and kill. That is the only thing going to work. We are not experienced enough. And even we need lots of luck.

Today my patrols start; I hope not to think about Operation Beach Passion yesterday. Embry would have already given crap about me to Jacob. But I guess I should be happy for the reunion of BFFs. If even Jacob thinks I am shallow, I will never get respect in the pack. Before patrols, I wanted to go and meet Kim.

She wasn't there in the house. I heard the heart beat, a steady one. Not a tender one like Kim's. I guessed it was her mom. Guess I had to go for patrols now.

I will tell you in the next entry of my encounter with Jacob Black. We have to share minds now. If he thinks of even abandoning us, I'm gonna rip his heart apart and burn his pieces like you do with a leech. Maybe, the Swan girl wasn't that important. Maybe the brothers were.

-Jared

P.S I will be able to update only on Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays.