Chapter 11 – Truth

I climbed back into bed, hoping that Raph hadn't noticed my absence. I couldn't stop thinking of what Vickie had said to me, how sure she was that I would be together with her soon and in doing so, on the side of evil. If what she was saying was true, then I would ultimately have to go against everything I believed in and this time, on my own decision to do so.

My apartment was silent, Raph was still deeply sleeping and all that I could hear was the sound of my breathing. Not too long ago, Vickie inhabited this apartment alongside me, her music constantly blaring at all hours and her high school friends were always over and always destroying our place. It hurt knowing that things would never be the same between us; it was then that Raph stirred in his sleep, as if sensing my displeasure.

"Mmmm…wha' time is it?"

I looked down at him, his hair was sticking up in odd angles and his facial hair had grown into scruff. I couldn't help but to break into a smile.

"It's three a.m., you should go back to sleep…"

I watched him as he rolled over onto his side, stretching slightly as he looked up at me.

"Nah, I'm up now anyway…why are you up so early?"

I shrugged, staring at the wall across from my bed.

"I don't know, couldn't sleep I guess…"

He sat up, his shoulder pressed up against mine. The both of us lost in our own thoughts until he put his arm around me, turning me to face him. He brought his lips to mine, kissing me passionately. I kissed him back with the same intensity until he pushed me, gently downwards onto the bed. I knew exactly where his actions were going to take us and there was no way I was going to refuse.

His calloused hands moved upwards underneath my shirt, groping my breasts gently, his lips moved down to my neck. My left hand came up to his back, moving up underneath his shirt. I held onto the waistband of his pajama bottoms, trying to push them down.

Raph, with one hand still cupping my breast, he used his left hand to pull down his pants and in doing so, exposing his erection which was pushing through his underwear. I moved my hips upward, his erection now pressing against my legs. It only took Raph seconds to strip me out of my shorts and underwear.

Being completely nude from the waist down, there wasn't a second of feeling exposed with him. Raphael had always made me feel safe and comfortable and I only hoped I did the same unto him.

Everything after that moment came naturally. I had pulled down Raph's boxers, his penis released from the confinements of his underwear. All he had to do was place his hand on my lower back, pushing me upwards and keeping my body against his, his cock effortlessly entered into my vagina.

His actions slipped from gentle into rough, his body and his actions taking over me. He moved himself into me, harder each time that made me somewhat paralyzed in pleasure and the constant waves that hit whenever I reached an orgasm. There wasn't any time throughout to move my body in tune with his as he, took over completely. His actions were effortless, his grunting was carnal and the way he starred at me only triggered my climax to reach faster each time. He had control over me. Even though he was rough in a way, he never sought to hurt me, only deriving extreme euphoria.

His breathing was hard and loud against my neck, making me whimper louder each time the tip of his penis hit the back wall of my vagina. As soon as my pleasure was displayed in noises and no longer by silent thought, they became louder, basically screams of pleasure as he, technically speaking, fucked me harder.

And even when my eyes rolled back into my skull, my back arched and my toes tightly curled, his actions soothed and became a gentle stream of rocking back and forth, in and out of my body.

I finally came back to reality, slowly opening my eyes and starring up into his. He smiled, never breaking eye contact with me.

"You know how much I love you, right?"

He grinned wider, stealing a quick kiss.

"I know. And I'll do anything for you."

I smiled at him, trying hard to hide my displeasure. The smile faded and I could see in his eyes that he knew something was wrong.

I had to tell him.

"Raphael, I found something out the other day and…I've been meaning to tell you but, I haven't been able to find the right time for it…"

He looked at me expectantly.

"What is it Elmira?"

I umm…Raph? I'm pregnant."