Thank you all, as always for the reviews, XD! Animal Luvr 4 Life, Adam and Jeff do make a cute couple. Interesting? Oh, yeah.. slashdlite, as always you see where I'm getting at. Thank you, XD! Seraphalexiel, I warned I had sex to get thru first :P But, love love of my story and Jeff/Adam action alwasy appreciated :) I luv Jeff Hardy Edge Randy. I know what you're waiting on. I think I told you too much of what I had plannded O.o Oh, and I spelled your name right this time (blushes) Read on. NeroAnne, glad you like it, my dear. XD. I keep telling everyone that Addy's not my bad guy here. He's not going to maim Jeff. AnonymousPunk, thank you. Adam finds out in the next chp though.. I hope.. don't hold me to it.. Dark Fae Angel, first off, it didn't get magically shortened, yay! It did take Addy (or Edge) a long time to catch on to TBS and VG.. and thanks for reminding me. P.S Poor Taker. Eww.. more BAD IMAGES!! (washes brain out 2 more times, has lost count) dehlia666, Matt notice the bruise? Can't tell just yet.

Cotton Candy; (dedicated to NeroAnne)

Chapter eleven/ 'Peaceful?'
Rated; M/ L, S (some forceful interaction)

(2/17/09-- Tuesday)

Jay woke up, squinting at the little trace of sunlight that had managed to make its way through that little opening in the curtains. The Canadian looked down at the sleeping form beside him. The dark-haired beauty that rested curled up to his side. Matt looked so peaceful, his lips curling up at one side, obviously loving whatever he was dreaming. Jay sighed. He hoped Matt didn't regret last night. Jay didn't regret it, but if Matt regretted it, it would cause him to regret it. It was a huge risk that at first he didn't want to take.. but, there was something about the older Hardy last night. Matt was so animalistic, so dominating, and in control...

Jay shifted. Nope. Cut that out right now. Don't want to get started again just thinking about it. Slowly Jason looked over at the clock. 11:45 am. Rubbing his eyes, Jay whimpered. They needed to get up. They had things to do before showtime. Jay kissed the top of Matt's forehead. Taking a deep breath.

"Matty.. Matty, it's almost noon. C'mon, we need to wake up." He nudged him softly.

Matt groaned, snuggling closer to Jason. He didn't want up. He was comfortable and Jay was disturbing his sleep.

"Matty.." Jay called softly, walking fingers up Matt's arm.

Jay snickered when Matt shook him away.

"Come on.. you always get onto Jeff for not waking up."

"Jeff kept us up... You kept us up." Matt smiled.

"Well, we need to get up, it's.." Jay paused to look at the clock, "11:50."

Matt groaned in annoyance, opening his dark eyes, glaring at Jay.

"Hi." Jay smiled.

"Hi." Matt smiled back, feeling Jay move his hair out of his face.

Matt sighed. He was confused now. Last night it made perfect sense. He was attacted to Jay. Long time friend, Jay. But, he was still straight.. right? He didn't get it. Straight? Matt pondered. Still liked girls. Did he like men? Matt pondered. Not really sure. He liked Jay. Was there a difference?

"You okay?" Jay asked thoughtfully.

Matt nodded. "Just a lot on my mind."

"Like what?" The Canadian asked, still petting his hair back.

Matt shook his head and leaned up to kiss him softly.

"We need to get up, and get those two horndogs over there up." Matt agreed, moving the covers to get out of bed.

Jay watched him walk off to the bathroom. Hoping Matt wasn't just holding shit inside.

--xx--

Jeff blinked open his eyes, looking around the room and gazing over at Adam. The blonde was still out of it. Jeff still had a death grip on his waist. Be damned if he lost him in the night. Jeff snuggled back close to him and shut his eyes.

--xx--

(sometime in early '08, after a match at a househow-- Adam dreaming)

"Randy, damnit, calm down. I wasn't talking to no one. I have a life too. Now, I'm sick of this shit. You accuse me of shit I'd never do. You don't trust me." Adam ranted, walking towards the shower area.

"If you didn't give fucking reasons for me not to trust you, then we wouldn't be having this discussion." Randy growled, grabbing his arm and pulling him back.

"Let me go, Randy.. I need a shower." Adam's heart was racing. He hated Randy when he fucking got like this. Just hounding for a damn fight.

Randy pushed him against the wall. "I am not done with you. You don't fucking walk away from me. Do you understand, Addy?" He growled hatefully.

"I just want to take a shower and then we'll go out.. okay? Don't start, you know what happened out there was nothing. It was a harmless wrestling move. Now, let me go." Adam had barely managed to steady his voice.

"Harmless wrestling move? Huh? You weren't groping him for the world to see?" Randy snarled.

"What? That's crazy, and you've fucking lost it. Let go.." Adam tried to jerk his wrist out of Randy's grip. No luck.

"Who were you on the phone with just now? Flirting with one of your little friends. Making plans to meet Cena later. You sure enjoyed groping him in the ring." Orton accused.

"Cena? Oh, now that's going too far.. me and Cena? You really have fucking lost it. I'd nev.. stop, that hurts." Adam snapped as Randy tightened up his grip on his wrist.

"WHO were you talking to?! You were fucking laughing." Randy snapped.

Adam blinked. "My mom, okay. I haven't spoke to her in a couple of days, I was filling her in."

"What did you tell her, Adam? You didn't tell her what we do behind closed doors, did you? I'd hate for her to know that her precious baby boy was my cockslut." Randy growled, his grip loosened. He was mere inches from Adam's neck.

Adam shuddered, he could feel Randy's breath on his neck.

"N..no.. please.. not now.." The blonde whimpered.

"Saving it for someone else later on?" Randy asked, biting down hard on Adam's shoulder.

Adam yelped. "Ah.. shit.. No, you know better than that."

"I don't think I do." Randy was kissing Adam's collarbone, making his way up his neck.

Adam pushed him away. "Leave me alone, damnit."

Randy growled and slammed him back against the wall.

"What's wrong, Adam? Don't love me anymore? Y'sure as fucking hell never say it." Randy barked, holding to him tightly.

"R..Randy.. please.. drop it.." Adam struggled a bit, realizing that may prove to be a big mistake.

"I'll make you say it. Huh? Y'know you like being fucked by my huge cock. You're a slut. Nothing more. MY slut." Randy shoved him on around, holding him against the wall.

"No.. let me just showered, we'll go back to the hotel." Adam pleaded.

Randy grabbed the towel that was wrapped around Adam's waist and jerked it away.

"I can't wait.. shut UP and hold the FUCK still." Orton held him there as he fought with his zipper.

Adam closed his eyes, holding his breath. Gasping out loudly as he felt the sharp pain of Randy shoving his cock inside him, roughly, unprepared. Randy growled in sick ecstasy, panting next to Adam's ear. Edge's eyes snapped open as the younger man pulled out. Orton grunted, forcefully plunging back inside, holding Adam still to the white painted wall.

"That's it, bitch. That's it! You fucking love it. Tell me, Edge. Tell me, you fucking love having my fucking cock fucking you." Randy sunk his teeth down into Adam's back.

Adam yelled out. "I..I love it, Randy." He muttered.

"Louder, Edge. I can't hear you." Orton demanded.

"I love it." Adam repeated, louder, through clinched teeth and anger.

"That a boy." Randy mocked, petting his hair like a puppy. "Spread out some, bitch."

Adam groaned, slowly shifting his legs apart. He was in such pain. He wouldn't be able to sit for a damn week.

"Good. Now, hold still... Hold still while I fuck you." Randy smirked arrogantly.

Randy snaked an arm around Adam's waist, holding his face against the wall with the other. Thrusting hard and deep. Adam gasped, holding his breath and shutting his eyes tightly. Waiting for him to finish. Adam moved his hands up, bracing himself the best he could on the wall.

"Ohh.. shit.. Edge.. fuck.. I guess you're not fucking around on me.. you have the asshole of a fucking virgin." Randy, taunted, panting.

Adam whimpered. His insides were burning. Randy could have used something. But he wanted him tight. Randy always did this. He never cared about what he was feeling. He never even helped him out.

"Jerk off, Adam.. now.." Randy commanded.

"No.. just.. no.."

"Adam.. do it.. Now." Randy kept himself from shouting at least. Adam guessed it was easy for Orton to not be completely pissed when his damn cock was buried so deep inside him.

Adam swallowed and nodded weakly, taking a hold of his cock. It wasn't even hard really. Adam bucked involuntarily as Randy hit his prostate for the sheer hell of it.

"You love that, don't ya, Edge?" Randy groaned. He did it again.

Adam hated that he did. Stupid prick. He needed to end this relationship. Randy was no good. Randy took hold of Adam's hips, pulling him out some from the wall and forcing him forward. Pounding into him harder. Adam let out a strangled cry. He felt himself ripping and tearing. Positive he was bleeding.

"Randy.. Randy, please.. stop.. you're fucking hurting me.. Oh, shit.." Adam lost it that time. His empty orgasm taking his words.

"Shut up, bitch. You do what I say. You're mine. Forever." The younger man snarled.

Adam tightened up all over. He hated that statement. Randy tossed back his head, looking down at Adam with his icey blue eyes. He loved having Adam this way. Bent over and at his mercy. He loved the sight of his cock sliding in and out of Adam's tight ass as he fucked him hard and deep.

"Oh, shit.. ohm.. fuck.." Randy released, cursing under his breath. Filling his former partner full.

Adam shivered. The cum burned as it mixed with the blood. Randy looked down, pulling out and admiring the cum and blood that coated his dick. He loved wrecking Adam.. He'd wreck him more tonight. Randy smiled at that thought. He picked a towel up and cleaned himself off before he fixed his clothes. Adam slowly and painfully retrieved his fallen towel.

"Get showered. I haven't got all night." Randy barked as Adam disappeared into the shower area.

--xx--

(2/17/09 still Tuesday)

Jeff awoke with a jerk, hearing noises. His eyes landed on Adam. He was whimpering in his sleep. He didn't look peaceful anymore. Jeff reach over and turned on the lamp.

"Adam?" Jeff called softly, reaching over and wiping the tears from the corners of his lover's eyes.

"Randy.. don't.. please.." Adam slurred through sleep. His closed eyes tightening and his lips curling up with every whimpered whine.

Jeff growled. Sometimes he felt like killing Orton for all the shit he did to him. Literally fucking killing him. Everyone thought Matt was the one who could get murderously insane over shit, but they had never seen Jeff completely pissed off.

"Adam, baby.. come on, it's Jeff.." Jeff scooted up to a seated position on the bed and raised Adam up to him.

Adam whined again, slowly blinking open his eyes. He shot up and looked around almost frantically.

"Addy.. you're okay.. you're here with me.. and Matty and Jason are right across the hall.." Jeff wrapped his arms around him. Adam was shaking. He was covered in a light sweat.

"No.. it was.." The blonde swallowed, rubbing his hands over his face.

"A dream.. come on, relax.. we left Orton's sorry ass back at the previous venue. We swam, played around, came back to the room and we made love. Me and you." Jeff cupped Adam's chin and brought his face to him.

Adam swallowed, locking eyes on Jeff. Jeff let out a deep breath when Adam wrapped his arms around him, sinking back down and just holding to the younger man.

"Shh.. he's not gonna hurt you.. or, me.. or anyone.." Jeff murmured, petting the hair from Adam's face.

Adam shook his head. "It sucks.. I can't.. Randy never loved me.."

"No.. but, I do... you're safe.. shh.." Jeff soothed as Adam started to whimper and cry softly.

Jeff held to Adam tighter, letting him cry, as he wiped away his tears and kept stroking his hair. Adam swallowed, letting it calm down. He raised up and locked eyes with Jeff.

"You love me?" He whispered.

Jeff nodded. "I love you, Adam." Jeff took his head in his hands, caressing Adam's cheeks with his thumbs.

"Inspite of everything?" He asked softly, scanning over Jeff's face.

Jeff smiled. "Inspite of everything."

"How? After all I did.."

"Shh.. I'm tired of that. It's done. Over. I see the good in you, Adam. I see you as human. You're not perfect.. and I love you." Jeff whispered, pecking him lightly on the lips.

Adam sighed. "I love you too, Jeff." He said locking eyes on the younger Hardy.

"Please don't say it if you don't mean it." Jeff sighed.

"I do mean it. I've been selfish for not telling you. But, I do... I'm just afraid if I admit that.. then I'll loose you. I'm crazy about you. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone, ever. I wouldn't trade you for the moon and the stars.. god, that sounds fucking sappy.." Adam snickered.

"Coming from you? Yeah it does. Keep going." The younger Hardy grinned.

Adam laughed and kissed his lips. "I never had anyone to really care for me in that way.. It's nice.. I don't want to let it go."

"I'm not going anywhere, Adam. I'm right here." Jeff held to him tighter. Smiling when he felt Adam's hands lock around his waist. Jeff sighed, resting his head on top of Adam's.

A hard knocking at the door spoiled that feel good moment.

"Jeff, Adam, up!" Matt yelled from the outside.

Jeff grinned wider. Time to mess with Matty.

"Go away!" Jeff shouted instead.

"No. It's 12:25, we gave you plenty of time. Let's go." Matt called, rapping on the wooden door frame.

"Ugh. Let us dress." Jeff kissed the top of Adam's head and rolled out of bed, tossing a pile of covers that had spilled off into the floor away from his boxers.

Adam got up and located his underware and jeans. They'd be alright to slip into just to let Matty in. Jeff tossed Adam his shirt and pulled on his own and a pair of pants. Adam opened the door. Giving Matt a sleepy smile. Matt sighed. Adam's eyes were bloodshot. Had he been crying?

"Uh, Jay wants you two to go get some breakfast, or lunch rather, down at the little restaurant on the first floor." Matt informed.

Adam nodded, getting his shoes and sticking them on. He kissed Jeff on the head as Matt walked in.

"Be back in a second, babe." Adam stole one last look at Jeff as if he was going away forever.

"Kay. You know what I get." Jeff yawned.

Adam nodded and nodded again at Matt as he left to go find Jay.

Matt sat down in the chair, his brown eyes landing on the pile of forgotten swimming clothes.

"Jeff, those needed to be hung up. They'll mildew." He scolded.

Jeff just smiled at him. Matt noticed he hadn't stopped smiling at him.

"What?" Matt shrugged.

Jeff shook his head and stretched, "Soooo.. anything new in Matty-land?" He smiled even more sweetly.

"No, and my life's not a board game." Matt put his head down in his hand as it was propped up on the chair arm.

"How's Jay?" Jeff asked boldly.

Matt jerked his head up. "What?"

"Jay?" Jeff repeated, scratching at the back of his neck. "Did you two have fun?"

Matt swallowed. Oh, god. Did Jeff hear? "Fun?"

Jeff nodded. "I mean, I know Jay got the early pin, but you came out on top, right?"

Matt's eyes about popped out. "Jeff, what're y'talking about?"

"You and Jason. I know you threw him down pretty hard. And the way you both were screaming and carrying on.. shit, I'm surprised the whole hotel didn't hear y'guys.. damn, that was rough shit.." Jeff snickered.

"Jeff." Matt called through clinched teeth.

"Oh, it's okay. You totally lost it. You tapped out and gave it up. Or, was it Jay who gave up? I wasn't keeping score." Jeff shook his head, staring dead at his brother.

"Score?" Matt turned red.

"I mean, you fought really hard, but in the end it was just too much. Nah, you bottomed out." Jeff giggled at his conclusion.

Matt turned redder. "No. I.."

"Jay bottomed out?" Jeff whimpered, looking confused. He was smiling on the inside.

Matt slapped his forehead. "Jeff, it was.. I was curious, okay? I really like Jay.. so.. it just.. hapened.."

"A pool match?" Jeff asked confused. "I was asking if you won. I was too busy with Adam to notice. You came out on top, right? HA. Knew it... wait.. what did you think I meant?"

Matt shook his head. "Nothing, Jeff.. just drop it."

"You said, 'I was curious, I like jay, it just happened..' What happened?" Jeff gasped in 'realization'. "You fucked him." He proclaimed pointing at his older brother.

Matt groaned and turned a deep shade of crimson, burying his face in his hands.

"Am I right? Huh? Holy shit! Ha! Matty came out of the closet! 'Bout damn time.." Jeff was literally bouncing on the bed.

"Jeff.. Jeff.. Damn it, JEFF!." Matt shouted, trying to get the bouncing man's attention.

Jeff stopped dead and sat down on the bed, covering his mouth with both hands. He blinked at his brother.

"No one can know about this. Don't tell Adam. Don't let Jay know you know. Got it?" Matt wet his lips.

"What's the big.." It was muffled. Jeff rolled his eyes and uncovered his mouth, "What's the big deal?"

"The big deal is.. I'm confused.. I still like girls.. I don't think I'm gay.." Matt sighed.

"Maybe you're bi? Adam's bi. It's not a big deal." Jeff raked his hair out of his face.

Matt rolled his eyes and looked back over at Jeff. "It is a big deal. I've never had to deal with this shit before..."

"Well, how was it?" Jeff smiled.

"I loved it.." The older Hardy whimpered. "That's the problem."

"And Jay?"

"Incredibly tight."

Jeff gasped. "You did top." He giggled madly.

"Shh, shut up." Matt motioned his brother quiet with both hands. "Yes.. I'm worried, y'know? I really like Jason, I wanna give this a try and yet, I don't know what the hell I'm doing. Y'don't just wake up one morning and be gay. It doesn't come with a fucking handbook."

"Well, how was last night? Awkward..?"

Matt looked down and studied his hand. He had a big bruise from punching the wall last night at the Raw show. You could barely see in the darkened room. They had the blinds drawn and only one lamp on.

"No. It was like I had been doing it my whole life." He looked back up at Jeff.

"Sex is sex, Matt. Men and women are different, but, both feel pleasure, both feel pain. It was two human beings who care for one another making each other feel good. That's a natural beautiful thing." Jeff ended with a closed smile.

"That's sappy." Matt stared at his brother concerned.

"Adam told me he loved me." Jeff blurted out, smiling wider.

Matt blinked. "D..does, he mean it?"

Jeff nodded. "I think he does. He's just afraid."

Matt nodded and looked down. "What am I gonna do?"

"Give Jay a chance. Join the dark side." Jeff coaxed.

"What if wants me to bottom? I dun think I can do that.. I mean.." Matt bit down on his lip as he was interrupted.

"Not all gay couples switch. If you do decide to bottom, then I'm sure Jay will be gentle and help you through it." Jeff assured.

"Y'dun top, do you?" Matt shook his head.

Jeff shook his head.

"Adam doesn't let you top?" Matt asked concerned.

"I don't ask him to."

"Why not?"

"Because Randy traumatized him, that's why." Jeff retorted.

Matt swallowed. "He raped him, didn't he?"

Jeff nodded. "Sometimes Adam has nightmares. They had stopped for awhile, till Orton started his bullshit. This morning was the first one in three weeks. I dun think it was about tops or bottoms. It was about trust." The younger Hardy swallowed, getting deadly serious. "Randy abused him, beat on him, fought with him, badmouthed him, and forced his way with him every damn chance he fucking got."

Matt sunk back into his chair, seeing the anger in his brother eyes.

"I'd never take advantage of him like that. Randy didn't love Adam, or care about him at all. He just wants to be loved." The younger Hardy informed, sadly.

Matt sighed. According to Jeff and Jay, Adam was just human.

"Randy's not gonna hurt him ever again. He'll have to go through me and Jay and you first." Matt assured.

Jeff smiled a bit. "Y'gonna talk with Jay about last night?"

Matt nodded. "Till we get this worked out, not a word." He warned.

"Same for.." Jeff nodded, hoping he'd get it.

"Alright." Matt shot a closed smile at his brother.

Just then the door flew open. Jay's hands was loaded down with four fold-out food boxes.

"Food's here." Adam announced, holding the door, and nothing else.

Jay muttered something incoherent under his breath and the bag in his mouth. He sat the food down on the table.

"Some help you are, bro." Jay complained.

"I held the door. I even paid for mine and Jeff's shares." Adam shot back.

"Uh, whatever. Here you go, Jeff." Jay handed the box to the younger Hardy who took it happily.

"Matty." Adam handed Matt his.

"If there's mustard, Adam, I'll kill you." Matt opened the lid and checked to make sure.

"Duly, noted." Adam got his and went to sit beside Jeff.

Jay was on pop duty handing out the soda cans to his friends, before sitting down on the other side of the bed and facing the group.

"So, what'd you two Hardy boyz dicuss while we were gone?" Adam asked.

"Oh, nothing.. tonight's main event's all really." Jeff replied.

"I'm dreading that." Adam muttered.

"Only because you have to face your loverboy. I get a tag match; me and Finaly versus Mark Henry and the guy who took Matty's ECW title, Jack Swagger." Jay mimicked the lisp as he said 'Swagger'. He smiled, biting into some fries.

Matt growled. "Give him hell, Jay."

M'kay. For my Adam haters (grrr) JK, anyway, for you; Adam torture. For my Randy lovers; Vicious Randy. For my head; Tylenol.

We got a little bit more of Adam's situation with Randy. And that was Adam's dream of a memory of an encounter between Randy and Adam before they broke up. Usually Addy takes care of Jeffy. Thought it's be nice to have Jeff comfort Adam for once.. especially coming off the depressing 'Sold to a Hardy', I'm loving that one. XD.

Poor Matty, so confused, lol. Join the dark side, Matt. I know Matt and Jeff talking did seem a little like girl-talk.. yeah, dun give me that. This story is supposed to be cute and sappy, NOT macho.