A/N: Hey! I am definitely making up for the lack of updates!

You get none for about 2 weeks, then you get 3 in one day!

This is in Edward's point of view.

Enjoy!

EPOV:

As soon as I went outside, away from Bella, I was close to breaking down again. I wanted to see her, but she hated me. I called out a taxi, and jumped in without looking back.

I knew if I did I would go running back to her, and kiss her and hug her. But, she would push me away, and I don't think I could deal with Bella rejecting me.

'Where to, son?' The taxi driver asked me.

'The airport, please.' I said, hoping it wasn't too far away. I didn't really know where I was, or even if they did flights from here to Seattle, since there wasn't an airport in Port Angeles.

'Ok, it's only about 10 minutes away.' The taxi driver said, as though he was answering my thoughts.

I nodded and thanked him, and looked out of the window to take in some of the view I would miss out on. It was for the best though. Bella doesn't want me here. She doesn't want me at all.

'Right, ok, we're here.' The taxi driver said, and I handed him a 20 while stepping out.

'Keep the change.' I said, as I headed towards the airport doors. I hope there's a flight soon, because if I have to wait around for a while I would probably change my mind and go and see Bella, which would be a very bad idea.

'Hello, how may I help you, sir?' The woman from behind the tickets office asked.

'Are there any seats on any flights heading to Seattle any time soon?' I asked, praying she would say yes.

'I will just have a look for you now, sir.' I nodded as she typed into the computer, and I was getting so nervous she would say no.

'Ah, yes, there is one seat left on a flight leaving in 20 minutes. Would you like to buy the ticket?' She asked, and I smiled in relief.

'Yes, please.' I said, as I handed over my credit card. She told me which gate to go to, and I almost ran. I didn't want to miss the flight now I had just bought the ticket.

'Is that all your luggage, sir?' A security man asked me.

'Yes, it is.' I said holding up my small bag. All I had managed to pack was my phone, my laptop, my passport, my wallet, and a couple of tops and jeans. Bella had been a bit of a distraction, not that I minded though.

'Ok, ticket, please.' He said, and I handed him my ticket. He looked at it, and tore off a section. Then, he pointed in direction for the tunnel to get to the plane.

'Hello, sir, may I take a look at your ticket please.' The female flight attendant asked me as I stepped on to the plane.

'Yes.' I said as I handed her my ticket.

'Ok, your seat is row 15, on the aisle. Would you like me to show you to your seat?' The woman asked politely, but slightly desperately. I saw her name was Lauren on her name tag.

'No, I'm alright, but thank you…Lauren.' I said, smiling and walking off. If Bella thought I was a man-whore, I may as well live up to her expectations. Lauren looked more than happy to make me part of the mile high club.

I took my seat and saw I was sat next to another man, who looked a bit older than me, maybe just over 30? I smiled to him, since he seemed a bit nervous.

'Hi, I'm Daniel Thornes.' Daniel said, holding out his hand.

'Hey, I'm Edward Cullen.' I said, shaking his hand.

'Aren't you that model dude?' He asked, and I couldn't hold in my laugh.

'Yes, yes I am. But my normal job is as a doctor.' I said. Whenever people found out I was a model, they always assumed I was stupid. That really annoyed me.

'The plane is about to take off. Please make sure your seatbelts are on and all bags are in the overhead lockers or under the seats. Thank you and enjoy the flight.' I made sure my bag was securely placed and sat back down. I was just about to do up my seatbelt when Lauren came over.

'Oh, let me do that for you.' Lauren said, and I'm pretty sure when her hand touched my crotch it wasn't an accident. She attempted to look embarrassed, but it didn't really work.

'If there is anything else you need, just let me know.' Lauren said, emphasising the word anything. She rubbed my shoulder and I smiled at her as she walked off.

'Someone wants you to join the mile high club with them.' Daniel said, laughing slightly.

'Really? I never guessed.' I said, pretending to look shocked.

'Do you think you would? I mean, if I wasn't married, I would. She seems pretty attractive.' Daniel said, and I almost laughed.

'Call me old fashioned, but I don't base things on looks.' I said.

'I'm the same, although I'm not saying my wife's ugly. But, if it's just some sort of one night stand, what does it matter? Unless you're in a relationship, because, that's not cool.' Daniel said, shaking his head. I started laughing again at his comments.

'I suppose you're right, and no, I'm not in a relationship.' I said, although I wished I was. But not with anyone, with Bella.

'You sound sad about that?' Daniel half asked.

'Well, yeah, I nearly was with a girl recently, but we sort of got into a major argument and now she hates me.' I said, feeling sad again.

'Maybe you should try and take your mind off her, and I'm sure the flight attendant would help with that!' Daniel said, laughing again. I thought about that, and maybe he was right.

'So, how long you been married then?' I asked Daniel.

'5 years now, and my wife found out she was pregnant 2 weeks ago, and I'm over-joyed. I'm secretly hoping for a boy.' He said, and he looked genuinely happy. I wish I could have that. With Bella. No, don't think like that.

'That sounds nice, perfect little family.' I said, smiling at the thought.

'Yeah, we are actually just moving to Port Angeles, I'm a new transfer doctor at the hospital there.' Daniel said.

'No way! I work at the hospital as a doctor. Maybe I'll see you there.' I said, hopeful that I would see him. He seemed nice.

'Yeah, you'll have to show me the ropes. Oh, look, here comes the flight attendant. Now, if you're going to go for it with her, I say you flirt with her a bit, but don't look too eager.' Daniel said, giving me advice.

'Experienced in this sort of thing?' I asked quietly, because I didn't Lauren hearing, and I was laughing slightly.

'Yeah, it's how I met my wife!' Daniel said, and I was genuinely shocked.

'Really?' Before he could answer, Lauren was next to me.

'Hello, sir, is there anything I can get you?' Lauren asked, and I noticed she had undone the top two buttons on her top, revealing part of her bra.

'Depends what that anything is.' I said, flirting like Daniel told me too. I've never really done much flirting, but I was hoping I was good.

'For you, anything means anything.' She purred into my ear.

'I may have to take advantage of that sometime.' I whispered back, hopefully seductive.

'If you do, I'll be waiting in the bathroom in 5 minutes. Be there.' With that, she walked off, and I looked to Daniel.

'You have learned well grasshopper.' Daniel said, and I began laughing quite a lot.

'Thank you, but, what the hell do I do now?' I said, suddenly frantic.

'Are you seriously telling me you, a model, are not experienced in sex?' Daniel asked, looking shocked.

'Well, no, but not with meaningless sex.'

'Just do what feels right.' Right, I could do that, ok, I should go then, should I?

'Is it too eager to go now?' I asked, looking again to Daniel to advice. I don't know what I would have done if it hadn't been for him.

'No, go before she finds someone else.' With that, I got up and walked to the bathroom slowly, not wanting to seem too desperate. Just as I got there, Lauren opened the door and pulled me in. She immediately began pulling off my shirt, so I did the same with her.

Even though they were most likely fake, she had pretty nice and large breasts. She grabbed my hair and began kissing me, which only reminded me of when Bella kissed me. Focus on Lauren. She started unzipping my jeans, and she pulled them down. I undid the zip on her skirt, and pulled that down to reveal she was wearing a red, lacy thong.

She slowly pulled down my boxers, and gasped at what she saw. She smiled to me, which I took as a good sign.

'Someone has a big package.' She said, and began touching me.

I don't really remember much of our sex, all I know is that I was relieved when she said she had a condom. Of what I can remember, is that it wasn't what I expected. She wasn't all slutty, or just using me to pass the time of the flight. At the end, we actually exchanged numbers. I walked back to Daniel with a triumphant smile on my face.

'I take it, it went well then?' He asked me.

'Yeah, she had a condom, and we even exchanged numbers.' I said, proud that it maybe wouldn't be a one night/plane stand.

'Wow, you must be good then.' Daniel said, and I laughed to myself.

'We are preparing to land. Make sure your seatbelts are buckled up and all luggage is put away. Also, please make sure all tables are up.'

Lauren came right over, and did my seatbelt for me.

'Call me some time, ok?' She asked, sounding slightly nervous.

'I will, don't worry.' I said, smiling as she walked away.

The plane landed perfectly, and I managed to get out of the airport quickly seeing as I only had my hand luggage. I quickly got into a taxi and headed back to my flat.

When I got in, I was overwhelmed with how empty it felt. When I said to Bella about the hospital, I wasn't being quite true. The hospital was if anything over staffed, so I would just wallow in my apartment.

I decided to read the book Bella gave me, seeing as she did go to an effort to give it to me. Seeing as she said she never wanted to see or speak to me again, she actually managed to be quite polite.

I opened it up and a piece of paper fell out. Maybe one of the pages has fallen out. I picked it up, and saw it had handwriting on. Strange.

Edward,

I just want you to know I truly am sorry for everything I did and said. I realise now that I was such an idiot for thinking that you would lie to me. Everything you did and said to me was so nice and pleasant, and I was, well, I was a complete and utter bitch.

I was horrible to you when I first met you, because the day before Jessica had been bragging about having sex with you, Edward Cullen, the model. When I first met you in the hospital, everything I had heard was suggesting that you were a liar and a cheater. I will now admit that I was wrong, and that you are probably one of the kindest men I have ever met. And I have been an idiot

I just wanted you to know, that, I will never contact you again. If you like, I will cut all ties with Emmett and Rosalie so I won't be part of your life. I realise you probably hate me, but I'm glad that you are reading this.

Once again, I'm ever so sorry for everything I have put you through, and I'm sorry for making you upset.

Bella

A/N: Hey! The next update might be tomorrow, hopefully!

Also, things will slowly begin to get happier! There will be a HEA!

Thanks and take care :)