"No."
"I'm sorry , you said what hon?"
"NO! You weren't just a casualty. When you died.. I died inside. I loved you Peter and hearing about your death it..it hit me hard. I would go out at night and hallucinate. I would look around and see you. I'd walk towards you and every step I took, you would back away further and further until..you were gone. When you died I quit being Black Cat for a while. When I heard about Black Spider.. I.. I wanted to kill him for using your image. He shot webs, he was acrobatic, he was wearing a mask and he reminded me of you. He did what you did but he did it wrong. He would stop a robbery and steal the money that was already being stolen. It sickened me. So I went after him only to find out that it was really you. When I found out, I was happy and in shock. Peter, you need to understand. I love you! I love you more than she ever could!"
"You loved Spider-Man! Not Peter Parker."
"I realised when you died that I was wrong. I'm sorry for what I told you. When you died, I became Felicia Hardy a journalist for the Daily Bugle by day and Black Cat vigilante crime fighter by night. I did it to feel what you felt. I broke into Oscorp and enhanced myself to be like you. I guess I wanted a piece of you to be inside me."
"Cat, honestly all I can say is...thats what she said."
"Peter! She's trying to have a heart to heart moment here!" said Daredevil.
"Sorry, force of habit. Cat. I love you too. I love Ava as well. I feel love for both of you at once.I'm just confused okay!"
"Well don't be." As soon as she said that Black Cat broke free and ran to the edge of the roof.
"If I can't live with you, I guess I just can't live at all."
"What?! Cat, no! Please don't!"
She slowly fell off the roof and onto the ground below not trying to save herself.
"Cat! Cat! FELICIA!FELICIA NO! I..love you."
Peter and Daredevil stared over the ledge and at the sight of Felicia's body embedded into the ground below.
Fear, Shock, Sadness, Dispair. These feelings ran rampent through both men's bodies. They were frightened.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!WHYYYYYYYYYYY!WHYYY! WHY DID I HAVE TO BE SO STUPID! I SHOULDN'T HAVE COME BACK TO NEW YORK! WHY! WHY! WHY! I KNEW THIS TOWN WAS FULL OF HORROR AND CRAP! AND I STILL CAME BACK! AND FOR WHAT?! THE SEE THE WOMAN I LOVE KILL HERSELF! AND ITS ALL MY FAULT! FELICIA! PLEASE! GET UP! PLEASE!"
"Peter, I'm sorry." Daredevil put a hand on his young friend's shoulder.
"Yeah. So am I."
Peter swung away hoping to find an escape.
He hoped for something new. He hoped he was dreaming. But he wasn't.
He couldn't just wake up or hit rewind.
His life was like this and he couldn't do anything about it.
As the record on the stereo plays her favorite song for two whole days. And the trash stretched out for miles and miles and what she'd give for one more how she hoped he missed cuz, God, she missed how he would kiss her.
My life is over. I've just one of the best partners. The best friend. The best girl. I've lost the woman I know I love. I'm sorry Felicia. If you can hear me. Please, forgive me.
He lands on top of the Brooklyn Bridge staring around.
He didn't know where he was going but, he didn't care.
He decided to head back to his friends at the hospital.
He walks through the doors and they see him.
His eyes are red and puffy. His hair is messy from rubbing. He has a look of absolute sipair n his face.
"Pete what happened?" asked Luke who spoke first.
"Felicia."
"She did this to you?" asked Ava.
"No. I did this to her."
"What do you mean." asked Ava.
"I went outside to find her. I found her. We talked. I realised how she has changed. I told her I loved her. I told her I loved you. She said she couldn't live without me.."
"And?" said Danny
"And she walked to the very edge of the roof. And I cried and cried and cried hoping what she did didn't happen but, it did. She left me and i'll never hear her sweet voice again."
"Peter don't tell me she." said Danny.
"Yes." He replied in a near whisper.
"What?What did she do?" Sam asked anxiously .
"What people who feel they have nothing to live for usually do."
"No way! She jumped?!"
"No. She leaned back and let gravity do the rest. She looked like a fallen angel that was still falling. And it was all because of me. I loved her. I let her go. And she let go. I cried on top of a bridge. I screamed hoping I was dreaming. I dropped to my knees and cleared my mind."
The team stood in silence repressing feelings they had. Sadness. Depression.
They were said to hear of the death of another person who was so close to Peter.
Peter and the team headed to his mansion. They invited over their friends. Harry, MJ, Flash, Liz, Carly, everyone who knew Felicia well and knew about Peter.
Peter told them stories about Cat. About all the good behind the guise of The Black Cat.
He talked about her bad luck powers and how kind and gentle she was to innocent people. How she made him feel. And they actually cried. Felicia attended school with them. She took Peter's death really hard. She hardly talked to anyone at school and just moped around.
Later that day, Peter talked to Fury on the Helicarrier.
"Nick, I don't know if I can keep doing this."
"Why?"
"This wasn't a fight. This wasn't an was my fault. I lost my true love. I can feel it I loved her alot. Now I'm be with Ava and still have feelings for Felicia."
"Listen, she made a brash decision. People do that. I made many brash decisions."
"Yeah but you're still here."
"Listen Peter, I have a list of people I consider friends and believe it or not you're on that list. I don't want to see my friends like this. Weak, vulnerable and missing a major piece to the puzzle that is themself. You shouldn't be like this."
"You're right I need a hobby. And I know just what that hobby is."
"What?"
"I'm gonna hunt down all of Felicia's enemies and I'm gonna put a bullet right in their skulls."
"What!"
"Good talk, Nick. I really needed it."
He walked through the door and headed out away from the Triskelion.
He went to Felicia's apartment the next day with his friends.
"Alright guys, we got some searching to do."
"What do we look for?"
"A box. A box with a spider on it."
"Hey Pete. Check this out." Said Sam who was in the doorway of Felicia's bedroom.
They all walked in and saw the walls covered with pictures of Peter as Spider-Man and pictures of regular old Peter Parker.
"Amazing!"
"Spectacular!"
"Astounding!"
"Ultimate." Whispers a now broken Peter who was on his knees in the middle of the room staring at a picture of Felicia.
"I will always love you. You are my mistress. You are my bright light. You are my Black Cat."
Rest peacefully, my love.
I'm back in 2014 with updates for my stories. hope you all enjoyed this one.! Sorry about the character death.