DeGrassi Saviors Website News:
*Make sure you check my page for daily clues and pictures.
*Check the home page for our Soap Opera ending for the TV show, two of which will be turned into a 3 shot.
*Also check my January calendar writing schedule on my page for the one shots I will be posting during one shot week!
*Make sure you got to tomfeltonlover1991's page to submit ideas for a Grace/Luke story!
Other News:
Remember next week is Thanksgiving, with work and family visiting and the holiday there will be no regular stories those will resume Monday December 1st with Until the Moment I Found You. Check the DeGrassi Saviors Website for what will be posted next week!
Ch. 11 Lay Back Baby Let Your Fever Come
(ADAM)
"Adam relax she's going to know something's wrong if you've worn a hole in the carpet from pacing," Clare scolds me.
It's Saturday morning, my brother went out and Clare came over so that I can tell Bianca I'm FTM. I'm really nervous about it, I've done this before, told a girl I like that I'm a guy but I was born in a girl's body and it's never gone well. The first girl was angry and hit me but at least she didn't tell anyone else. The last girl I told didn't say anything; she just stood there in stunned silence and then walked out. She went and told her friends though and they found me after school and beat me up. It spread around school, I was outcast and Drew got into trouble for fighting because he was constantly defending me. I really like Bianca, more than any other girl I've known and I'm really nervous about telling her. I keep pacing until Clare grabs me and pulls me onto the sofa next to her. I sit there twitching my leg until Bianca opens the basement door and I look up at her.
"Hey what's up?" Bianca asks sitting down on the other side of me and I turn to face her.
"Thanks for coming over, I have to tell you something. I like you, I really like you and I'd like to go out with you but there's something that you need to know. Something big and you may not want to go out with me after I tell you," I inform Bianca nervously bouncing my legs again.
"Okay," she says slowly, "what is it Adam?"
"I'm a guy but I was born in a girl's body, I'm an FTM a female to male transgender," I confess my voice getting smaller and slower the more I talk. Bianca's silence fills me with dread and I'm too afraid to even look at her. "If you have questions ask them, really I'll answer anything," I tell her and there's more silence and then there's laughing.
My heart sinks, I finally look at her thinking she's making fun of me. Only when I look at her she doesn't mean; there's no hate in her eyes. I furrow my eyebrows unsure why she's laughing and hoping there's no malice in her laugh when she suddenly takes my face and stops laughing when her lips crush to mine! I can feel Clare giggling next to me, I'm too shocked to even breathe but the more Bianca kisses me the more I relax and finally I kiss her back and just as I'm relaxing into the kiss she pulls away.
"You are so cute," Bianca smiles, "did you really think the fact that you're FTM would scare me away? I am not your average girl Adam, Tris is practically a brother to me, I've met other transgender kids at his LGBT meetings, talked to them. I like you Adam, not for what body you're in but for what's in it."
I grin and brush my fingers into her hair, our lips mash together, her lips parting and her tongue slides out. I caress her tongue with mine; she grazes her nails through my hair and deepens the kiss as I feel Clare getting off the sofa.
"Yeah so you two seem to be fine and I'm in the way now so I'm just going to go now. Have fun," she says and I can hear her smiling so much she's practically giggling.
I wave to Clare without taking my lips from Bianca, I feel Bianca smile and I lean her back on the sofa as we keep kissing. We continue kissing for a while, not entirely sure how long we make out but we don't break apart until the basement door opens again.
"Whoa sorry, guess uh everything went well?" My brother comments closing the basement door and Bianca and I break apart.
"Your brother thought being an FTM would scare me away, I'm not just any girl it would take a lot more to scare me away from a great guy like Adam," Bianca says and I grin.
"So are you two official?" Drew questions.
"Yes we are," Bianca answers for me.
"Cool," Drew grins.
"Hey we should double, the two of us and you and Clare," I comment.
"Yeah cool, maybe tonight I'm guessing Clare went home when you two started sucking face," my brother remarks with his usual tact.
"Yeah she either had to leave or join in and Clare just isn't that kind of girl," Bianca says and I laugh.
"Too bad that would have been hot but I don't want my girlfriend kissing my brother. I'll go call Clare and you two can keep making out," Drew comments.
"Actually I should get home and I'm headed to Clare's anyway I'll let her know about the date. You guys can pick us up from her place tonight, say six," Bianca suggests.
"Six is good, see you tonight," Drew nods. Bianca smiles kissing me again quickly before she gets off the sofa and leaves the basement. "We should have transferred a long time ago, you finally have a girlfriend that understands," Drew comments when Bianca's gone.
"Yeah Bianca's amazing I like her more than any other girl I've known. Her friends have been great too; guess I should tell Owen and Fitz maybe tonight when we take the girls out. I mean they have to know right?" I state more than ask.
"Yeah probably, but hey Bianca and Clare took it well and Tris is Owen's little brother, Clare's your best friend and Bianca's now your girlfriend so I can't imagine that they'd take it too bad," Drew says and I nod.
Drew and I spend the rest of the day playing video games and then we both shower in the late afternoon. After getting ready we leave early to pick up both girls from Clare's house. We ring the bell and Owen answers smiling at me and only slightly glaring at Drew.
"Hey Adam I heard about you Bianca congrats man she's really happy," Owen says tapping me on the shoulder in congratulations.
"Thanks do you guys have a minute? You and Fitz and I guess Tris and Maya too, maybe your parents? Katie's not here is she?" I ask nervously.
"No Katie is out with Jake or something I don't really care but she's not here. The rest of us are here and we got a minute, Clare and Bianca are still getting ready though," Owen replies as he let's us in.
"That's okay I need to tell guys something and they already know," I tell him.
"Cool hey Mom, Dad you guys remember Drew and Adam," Owen says and I wave to his parents. "Adam has something to tell us, why don't you guys sit down I'll grab Fitz and the kids," Owen comments running upstairs. Drew leans near the kitchen, Owen's parents sit down, I sit on the arm of a chair trying not to pace nervously.
"Hey Adam you B a very happy girl so what's up?" Fitz asks coming into the living room with Owen, Tris and Maya.
"I know you guys are Bianca's family and you know we've started dating. I already told Clare and Bianca this but I thought you guys should know too. I'm an FTM, a female to male transgender, Bianca and Clare are cool with it but I thought you guys should know," I disclose.
"Cool," Maya smiles.
"Awesome you should come to my teen LGBT group," Tris says.
"I knew you'd be good for Bianca," Owen grins.
"I thought you were different but in a good way and B's super happy," Fitz responds.
"It was very brave of you to tell us Adam," Mrs. Milligan-Matlin smiles. I hear heels clicking on the stairs and we look back to see Clare and Bianca.
"You both look gorgeous," I smile when I see them and can't even believe a girl like Bianca is now my girlfriend.
Both girls where black jeans, Clare's are boot cut that she wears with white boots and an ice blue sweater that really brings out her eyes, Bianca has black skinny jeans with red knee high boots a red halter and a leather jacket. Clare grabs her jacket and they say goodnight to everyone, Owen reminds us to have them home by curfew and we leave. Drew drives and I sit in back with Bianca holding her hand. We're going to dinner first and then a movie, Drew parks at the restaurant and we all go in. We talk a lot over dinner, well the three of us talk Drew doesn't talk much I guess a lot of what we talk about goes over his head but he talks some. After dinner we head to the movies, none of us actually watch the movie though; Bianca and I make out the whole time as do my brother and Clare. After the movie we walk through downtown a bit before taking the girls home.
"I had a great time we should double again," Clare smiles kissing Drew goodbye at the door.
"So boyfriend we should hang out tomorrow, I'll call you when I'm up in the morning," Bianca grins kissing me goodnight.
"Okay sounds good," I grin and the girls go inside.
"You know your girlfriend is totally in charge in your relationship," Drew chides when we're back in the car driving home.
"Yeah and I don't care I've never been happier," I smile.
"And I'm happy for you bro, you deserve it," Drew says.
"Yeah about time you were with a girl like Clare," I comment and Drew nods but doesn't reply.
When we get home Mom and Dad are home and I excitedly tell them all about me and Bianca, telling Clare and her whole family and that they're all okay with it. My parents are excited and happy for me and of course want Bianca to come to dinner, I tell them she'll be over tomorrow to hang out and so Mom starts planning tomorrow night's dinner. I say goodnight to them and go up to my room and tell her to prepare for a family dinner tomorrow night.
(CLARE)
"I need to talk to you," I inform Bianca grabbing her hand pulling away from Adam at school Wednesday morning. "Sorry Adam girl talk," I call to him.
"That's okay I'll see you class Clare," Adam calls back.
"Okay what's up?" Bianca questions when I've pulled her into an empty classroom and locked the door.
"You have to swear to me that you won't tell Owen or even Fitz," I tell her.
"Swear, come one girl you know you can trust me what is it? I swear I won't tell the guys, not even Adam," Bianca assures me.
"I think I'm going to give Drew my virginity tonight, and don't tell me I'm nuts it's after Halloween and I'm thinking clearly," I say quickly.
"You do realize you've only been dating five days right?" Bianca comments.
"I know but he waited a month until I was sane again, he was patient and sweet and things have been moving pretty fast," I inform Bianca.
"Define fast," she replies.
"We've done everything but have sex, Drew talks about it a lot though," I enlighten her.
"Drew's a guy honey it's pretty much all they ever think about. Okay well do you feel ready? I mean that's really the only question," Bianca says.
"I feel scared, so nervous my heart won't stop beating like I'm running a marathon. At the same time I'm excited, I know how I feel when he's eating me out or I'm blowing him, even when we're kissing. I want this, I think," I say and she arches her eyebrow at me. "No I'm sure I want this and Drew told me everyone at his house would be out tonight. You'll be out with Adam and his parents have a dinner party to go to, Drew is certain that we'll have the house to ourselves for at least a couple of hours. And you know my house is never empty," I comment.
"Okay if you want to do this just be prepared, make sure he has condoms or you do. I'll make sure Adam stay out of the house and be sure that this is what you want," she says.
"It's what I want, I'll go find Drew and talk to him I told Owen I was probably going to hang out at Drew's tonight. I just didn't mention that no one else would be home," I comment.
"He's hanging with Fitz anyway just be home by curfew and you should be good," Bianca smiles.
I smile back and we leave the classroom, she goes back to find Adam and I go to find Drew. He is outside with Julian and a couple guys from the football team. I also see Katie and Jake out here; they look over and give me an odd gloating glare before they go back to making out. Julian sees me coming and nods to me making Drew and the others look at me but only Drew grins when he sees me.
"Hey what's up?" Drew asks putting an arm around me and giving me a deep kiss before he actually lets me talk.
"Can I talk to you alone for a minute?" I request.
"Yeah sure, see you guys," Drew waves and we walk to the back of the school. "Is everything okay?" Drew questions leaning me against the wall.
"Yeah more than okay I was thinking tonight with everyone out we could have sex," I blurt out and Drew grins ecstatically.
"Great just go to my place with Adam and Bianca after practice and I'll meet you there," he smiles.
"Okay what about protection?" I question.
"I have condoms, don't worry I'm thoroughly prepared," he grins and kisses me just as the bell rings. "Come on I'll walk you to class," he says putting his arm around me and we walk inside.
Aside from wanting to avoid my brother today, so he won't find out what I'm doing tonight, the day is pretty normal. I spend my spare with Fitz and Drew after expressly telling Drew he can't even hint at what we're doing tonight. Drew just doesn't talk at all and I help Fitz with his English homework. I hug Fitz and kiss Drew before they go to football practice, Bianca drives us and Adam to his house and the three of us hang out and do homework. When Audra and Omar leave for dinner Adam and Bianca leave for their date. I'm only alone in the Torres basement for a couple of minutes before Drew comes home.
"I see everyone has left," Drew grins holding his hand out to me and I take it.
We go up to his room and my stomach floods with butterflies, Drew and I have had a sexual encounter almost every day this week, just not sex itself. I've never done this with anyone, I know I said it's what I wanted but now that it's here I'm nearly shaking I'm so nervous. I sit on his bed and Drew brushes some hair behind my ear before kissing my neck.
"I uh…should we…I mean…" I stumble over my words in a nervous flutter as my heart begins to pound so loud I'm sure Drew can hear it.
"Relax Clare we'll ease into it, I'll get undressed first if you like or you can undress me," Drew offers.
"I think you should undress me I'm kind of shaking," I tell him.
"I'll take control you just relax," Drew says sitting next to me and giving a soft kiss. I exhale into the kiss and finally relax. Drew undresses and I smile, biting my lip at the sight of his naked body. He grins kneeling down and taking off my shoes, socks and then sitting on the bed with me. He gets my shirt off and then my bra, he smiles when he sees my breasts and places a gentle kiss on each one. "Lay back," Drew whispers giving me a tender kiss.
I lie down, and Drew sucks my nipples kissing down my belly as he opens my jeans. He gets to the foot of the bed and tugs my jeans down and then my panties. Then he spreads my legs, getting between them and he licks my clit making me moan, the nervous jitters get replaced with a wave of pleasure. Then he spreads my pussy lips, his tongue probing into me and my hips buck in response. Drew's tongue slides around, rolling against my core and eliciting moans of ecstasy from my lips, I grip his bed spread, arching my back and calling out his name. He is an expert with his tongue; I've completely forgotten that I was ever nervous I'm just lost in the bliss of his tongue. He soon has me dripping wet and writhing, aching for release. He brings me to it quickly, I scream out in orgasm and he rapidly removes his tongue.
I lurch and my body shakes, I'm vaguely aware of Drew getting a condom and putting it on. He spreads my legs again and then I feel him, his throbbing cock penetrates and I jolt. I grip Drew's shoulders and he slides an arm under my back arching me up. I whimper slightly when he goes farther than his fingers or tongue have been. Drew stops for a second kissing my neck, then my breasts then locking my lips into a kiss. When I'm deep into kissing him he moves in a little farther, every time it hurts I tens up as an automatic response and Drew tells me to relax, he'll kiss my neck or breasts to get me to breathe.
This goes on for what feels like a long time, he inches in and it's painful so I tense up, he kisses me and I start to relax and he moves again. Oral and even fingers never hurt like this, I try to breathe and relax but every time it hurts I tense automatically again. And then finally, after what feels like an eternity the pain begins to subside, it starts to become overrun by the pleasure. I relax giving into the euphoria and my cries of pain become moans of carnal rapture, I arch my back, my head lulling back and my body trembling. Drew moves faster, kissing my breasts as he thrusts in and out my body responds to his movements. I start to move on my own, not just quaking in pleasure but moving in tandem with his and driving him in deeper, urging him to move faster!
"Ahhhh Drewwwww ahmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!" I scream out so loud it echoes in his room as I reach an incredible orgasmic climax.
"Oh god Clare fuck Clare yesssssssssssss!" Drew calls out as he orgasms just after I do.
Drew slows down, pulling out and kissing my sweated breasts before lying next to me. We're both panting hard to catch our breaths and it's several very long moments before we can move again.
"That was fun, how do you feel?" Drew asks after a few moments.
"Sore and tired but good," I reply and Drew grins.
"Sorry, I'll get you some water and we should probably eat. I'll take you out, just lay here a few minutes and I'll be back with some water," Drew tells me.
He kisses me quickly and gets off the bed, I hear him walk downstairs and I curl up. After a minute more to breathe I start to dress again, I'm just getting my jeans on when Drew returns. He pouts because I'm getting dressed again but hands me some water. He gets dressed too but I'm walking and moving so awkward and slow we hit a drive-thru for dinner and eat in the car before he takes me home.
"Hey tonight was wonderful I'll see you tomorrow," Drew says when we pull up to my house.
"Yeah I hope I can walk by then," I reply and Drew grins he kisses me again and I grab my backpack slowly getting out of the car.
I walk slowly to the front door opening it with my key. Mom and Dad are downstairs and no one is in the living room thankfully so I start creeping up the stairs. I'm hoping to get slowly to my room and lay down, that way if Owen comes in I can lie on the bed and hopefully he won't notice. I make it up just past Katie's room when her door suddenly opens.
"Gee Clare you're walking kind of funny," Katie says very loud which naturally brings Owen, Fitz and the younger sibs out of their rooms. "How was your first time?" Katie asks and Owen gives me a look.
"I don't know what you're talking about Katie," I lie and hope Owen doesn't press.
"Oh please I know that walk, you lost your virginity tonight I hope you used protection. Well I'm off Jake is waiting," Katie says with a snide tone grabbing her coat and going down the stairs.
I try and walk a little faster to my room but when I gasp in pain Owen gets in front me stopping me from walking. He holds my shoulders and looks in my eyes; I bite my lip and look away.
"CLARE!" Owen yells.
"It was my decision Owen," I argue hearing Maya and Tris quietly disappear into one of their rooms.
"You've been dating for five days and you already slept with him? I'm going to kill him!" Owen growls turning to leave the house.
"Owen don't it was my decision Drew didn't rape me. We've only been dating five days because you made him wait a month," I respond grabbing his shirt.
"Because you lose your mind in October but maybe I should have made you wait longer! You shouldn't be having a sex with a guy after five days," Owen snarls.
"He's not just some guy Owen he's my boyfriend and we'd already done everything else," I inform Owen.
"YOU WHAT?!" Owen hollers as I start walking to my room.
"He's my boyfriend and he was patient for a month and I wanted to lose my virginity to him. He used a condom we were safe, you can yell at him tomorrow but we'll do it again and you can't stop us. I like him Owen I really like him and I don't regret what we did. Now I'm going to lie down," I inform Owen and walk past him into my room leaving him stunned. I forget to lock my door but when it opens it's Fitz not Owen.
"He just doesn't like finding things out after they happen, especially big things like you having sex. He doesn't like losing the control and it's only because he loves you," Fitz tells me.
"Yeah I know but it was my decision to have sex, Drew didn't force me I wanted to. Sorry I probably shouldn't be telling you this," I apologize.
"We've been friends a lot longer than I've had a crush on you, you can talk to me about anything. You should take a hot bath it will help," Fitz tells me.
"Thanks Fitz, will you talk to Owen?" I request.
"Yeah I sent him on a walk around the block to cool down, Bianca and Adam are already at his house so Owen can't go over and kill Drew," Fitz says.
I smile and kiss his cheek, he gets off my bed and I get up to draw a bath. A hot bath sounds great and I melt into the warm water thinking about my time with Drew this evening and hoping Owen doesn't kill him tomorrow.
Update Saturday December 6th starting the next day in Drew's pov.