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Chapter 11
Jeff was getting Isabelle ready for when Trish came to pick her up, after the call with John he wondered what type of mood she'd be in. He still had to apologies for how he acted earlier.
"I wonder what mommy and Candice talked about while they were stuck in the elevator" Jeff said as he put Bella in her carry cot.
"What do you think we talked about… you" Trish said as she came up behind him.
"Hey Trish so what did you say" Jeff asked hoping she didn't tell her what happened between them a few days ago.
"About what" Trish asked as she put Isabelle in her carry cot.
"You know, what you and Candice said about me in the elevator" Jeff said needing to know.
"I guess I could tell you but I've always believed actions speak louder than words" Trish said as she put her arms around him and kissed him like never before.
"Trish" Jeff said in shock he wasn't expecting this, know he just didn't know what to do.
"I still want you and that's what I let Candice know, I know you care about her and don't won't to hurt her, but I know you still want to be with me I feel it every time your with me" Trish said it was time for them to stop running from their feelings they'd been apart too long as it is.
"You know there'll always be something between us but I'm with Candice" Jeff said.
"And you what have a future together, maybe you do but we have a child together, can you honestly say, you don't want to be us again, together raising Bella" Trish asked tears forming in her eyes.
"I love you Trish, you know I do and I'd do anything for Bella but I don't think we can be us again" Jeff said as his heart broke he just didn't know what to do any more but he knew they couldn't keep hurting each other like this.
"Why, why Jeff, why can't you just give us another chance I know we can make it work this time" Trish cried.
"You hurt me Trish, you hurt me so much when you left, I get the reason why now, but you should have come to me instead of just running off like that. I herd nothing from you for nearly nine months. I know it hurts you me being with Candice but she's been there for me through all of this" Jeff cried.
"I know that Jeff, and I'm sorry, I'm sorry for leaving and not coming to you when I found out I was pregnant but I was scared. But I never asked for all this Jeff, do you think I wanted this to happen I just don't understand how you could want to be with her over me" Trish cried.
"I'm not saying that Trish, what I'm saying is I don't think I could put my heart through anymore. What if we do get back together and we end up apart again, do you think we can handle that because I don't think I could" Jeff asked.
"Jeff we'll be better than before I know it, because I can't stand to be away from you ever again" Trish smiled.
"Trish I just, I just need time" Jeff said.
"Jeff I need to know if there's still a chance for us to be together again" Trish asked as Bella started crying.
"I have, I have to go, I need some air" Jeff said as he went to leave he just didn't know what to do anymore he needed time to think things through.
"Don't go this is your place, I'll go" Trish cried as she picked Bella up.
"No stay please stay here, I just need to go out" Jeff said as he closed the door.
Trish didn't know what to do she could stay here without Jeff, it was too weird so she left and went back home.
Jeff didn't know what to do anymore so he decided to go over to Randy and Lita's hoping Randy could help.
"Hey man, you look like hell what's up" Randy asked as he opened the door.
"Yeah well I feel like hell, so where's Lita and Ryan" Jeff asked as he couldn't see them.
"Oh their over and Li's mom's something to do with the wedding. So what's up" Randy asked as he handed him a beer.
"I'm so confused man I just don't know what to do anymore" Jeff sighed as he took a seat.
"Let me guess this has something to do with Trish" Randy asked.
"Yeah she came over before she wants us to be together again" Jeff said as he drank his beer.
"What's wrong with that, its obvious to everyone how much that woman loves you" Randy said.
"I know that man but I'm with Candice now, I don't want to hurt her" Jeff sighed this was just so messed up.
"Jeff I know you care about Candice, and I'd hate to see her hurt because she's a good person, but you need to be with your wife and daughter" Randy said he couldn't imagine being away from Lita and Ryan and the thought of it killed him.
"I just don't know anymore man" Jeff sighed as he put the beer down.
"What don't you know man, from where I'm sitting it's pretty easy, you love Trish, you know you do, but she won't wait forever for you to realize it's her you want" Randy said.
"I know that Randy but what if it doesn't work out again, I nearly died inside when she left me, I can't go through that again I just can't" Jeff cried.
"Jeff you can't live with what if's and come on do you think it's fair to stay with Candice knowing in your heart she's not the one, come on man that's just not right" Randy said.
"I know that Randy and believe me the last thing in the world I want to do is hurt Candice, I really do care about her" Jeff sighed.
"I know you do Jeff that's why you didn't run into Trish's arms when she first came home, but can you honestly say right now if you choose to stay with Candice and divorce Trish, when she meet's someone and get remarried your gonna be ok with that" Randy asked he had to try and get through to him.
"No of course not, even the thought of Trish with another man kills me" Jeff yelled.
"See you'll always love Trish and want to be with her. You need to make up your mind man, because you can't keep stringing this women along it's just not right" Randy said.
"I know that I just don't know how" Jeff sighed as he finished the beer.
"Well I would have suggested writing a list on the pro's and cons of both women, but we all know what happened on Friends and to be honest I think Lita would kill me if she ever found out, so I'm just gonna ask you one thing which one could you not imagine living without" Randy asked hoping he said Trish.
"Randy I need to go" Jeff said he knew the answer to Randy's question was Trish he couldn't imagine not having her in his life but right now he just need time to think.
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