All the guys suddenly get up and run out of the house. As I start to get up to go after them Emily grabs me. She shakes her head and gestures for me to sit. Since my face was still a bit swollen and I had the ice pack still I decided to start writing. After two hours the song was finished and I could hear the guys arriving. Who I saw with them was very shocking. Leah and Seth Clearwater were both standing there in cut off shorts and no shirt. Well in Leah's case a very very short shirt.

I quickly get up and run towards Leah. All the guys seem and look at me as I had gone nuts.

"LEAH!" I shout as I run up to her and hug her. She hugs me back and with that all the guys all give out shocked intakes of breath. I know she can be mean but she's not that mean. I look up at her face and see her face is tear stained.

"Leah what's wrong?"

She looks at me and says nothing. All she does is simply hold onto me tighter as if I were about to suddenly disappear. When she finally let's go she heads straight through the house and into the backyard where I see she has joined her brother.

"So you want to tell me what happened?" I ask everyone in the room. They look at each other wondering who was going to tell me first.

"Do you want the long or the short version?" he asks me as everyone else goes to sit down as well. I tell him long and he explains to not one but two stories.

The first is that earlier today Leah's father harry had a heart attack while in the middle of a fight he was having with Leah. He didn't tell me what the fight was about since he didn't know either. The other was that at the same time my sister had turned suicidal and jumped f a bloody cliff.

As soon as I heard that though I quickly grabbed my things and headed straight home. Once I got to my house to see another shock of the day. Alice Cullen. Alice was sitting with my sister in our living room. They both turned when they heard the door shut.

Alice quickly gets off her seat and gives me a hug. You know for someone so small she is strong and cold now that I think about it. I awkwardly pat her back.

"I'm so proud of you!" she tells me. Now I am very confused why she is proud. I guess I had that look on my face because she continues on.

"Oh sorry I have a few friends in the company and they told me all about what you're doing," she tells me. I notice she doesn't outright say that I got signed. I guess she can tell that I don't really want anyone knowing. After that awkward encounter I walk over to Bella and stand in front of her.

"h-hi Lily" Bella says her voice barely even raspy anymore.

"ISABELLA MARIE SWAN!" I shout at her, "WHAT THE BLOODY HELL WERE YOU THINKINGBLOODY TRYING TO KILL YOURSELF!"

"I wasn't-" she stared but I cut her off "OF COURSE YOU WEREN'T FUCKING THINKING!" I yell and then finally kneel down and hug her. I may not understand her of like being in her shadow much but she's my sister and well… I love her.

Bella pats my head I distinctly hear the sound of a camera flash but simply dismiss it. I get up from the floor and head upstairs to leave the rest of my things. I was scared to leave Bella after the stunt she just pulled but at the same time she wasn't alone Alice was here. I didn't go back downstairs for the rest of the day. I got up early so I could get ready to go to Seattle. I want to record the song I wrote about my family. We had already made music for a song but we didn't have lyrics but I guess this will be the song.

As I start to do my warm ups while getting ready my voice starts to crack. I try singing a bit and it hurts so much. God what am I going to do. TEA! Tea helps sooth the throat quickly I run downstairs things in hand and sprint into the kitchen. I'm so caught up in the tea that I don't even notice Charlie, Alice, and Bella sitting at the table watching me. As soon as the tea is done I blow on it and gulp it down as if my life depended on it.

I turn and see Bella looking tired, Alice amused, and Charlie confused and awkward at the same time. I simply grab my cup and place it in the sink. I don't say a thing just stare at them. My throat is still sore so I start to rub it. Alice sees this and quietly gets up. I look at her quizzically wondering what she's going to do.

"My dad's a doctor he showed me a lot of things I'm just going to see if there's anything I can see" she tells me as she starts feeling my throat. I let her since she's right her dad is a doctor.

"Open your mouth for me," she says as she grabs a spoon and presses my tongue down. She starts to hum and now I'm worried.

"Your tonsils are a bit swollen I wouldn't song or talk for a while," she tells me as she goes back to sitting down. I nod my head saying okay. This is so not okay my job is to sing how can I do that with swollen tonsils? I don't have long to think about that because I hear a car horn outside. The horn seems to shake Charlie out of his thoughts because as I was getting up he stands in front of me arms crossed.

"Where do you think you're going?" he asks me looking down at me. How does he expect me to answer if I can't talk? Alice hands me a pen and a notepad solving my problem.

I quickly scribble down that I'm going to jade's. Which I know is a lie but I have no intention of telling him the truth. The car honks again and I move my way around him and outside.

Today was hard since I couldn't talk. We only needed to record this song and one more and we were done. The problem I couldn't sing. Simon decided since I couldn't sing fully this song would be used to show off the other girls' voices'. Also that way I don't starin my voice but I would have to sing in the chorus. It took a very long time since the girls had a hard time the extra-long vocals. It's not that they couldn't do it they just weren't used to it.

"Wow Perrie I never know how hard it could be to hold a note for so long," Jade says to me during her break. I shrug my shoulders. I wanted to tell her she was doing great but I wasn't allowed to talk and I ran out of room on my notepad.

I went to go talk to Leah and well she looked a really exhausted, sad and pissed off. We talked for a while and she kept saying that no matter what she was going to go with us no matter where we went. I was glad for that but I don't think she was reassuring me as much as herself.

By the time we had finished it was five in the afternoon. When I got him my dad was sitting on the couch looking both mad and very sad. I quietly walked up to him and placed my hand on his shoulder. He jumped at the sudden touch. When he saw it was me he grabbed me into a hug. I felt something wet hit the top of my shoulder. I looked up to see the man who I thought never would ever was crying.

"Lily I know we don't have the best of relationships but please if…if you ever need me for anything please talk to me." I nod my head at him dumbly. Where the hell is all this coming from?

"Dad what's wrong?" I ask worry and confusion on my face. He has me sit with him. He tells me how Bella just left with Alice to go after he who must not be named.

Three days had passed. In those three days we had finished recording and were waiting to hear it for the very first time. The girls and I had also started having a photo-shoot. They were a lot of fun we went to so many different locations it was crazy. Along with that Jacob black had called everyday asking for the same thing. Bella. Each time I told him she hasn't come back and each time he would say something to me about how I should come over and then hang up.

In all honesty I was sick of it. Not only that but my throat just kept getting worse it was unbearable. Today this third day something was different. It's late in the afternoon when a black car pulls up in front of the house. Out of the car comes out Edward fucking Cullen holding my sleeping sister in his arms.

"DAD! Bella! She's back!" I yell as I run down the stairs. God that hurt my throat but my sister was back. Dad had yelled at Edward after Edward handed her to my dad he left. Bell was in her room for hours. In those hours I thought of Jacob and when he would call again. I loved it when he called I have no Idea why but just the sound of his voice made my heart flutter. I went to sleep and was awoken by Bella standing above me. I nearly screamed when I noticed Edward was in my room too.

Bella quickly placed her hand on my mouth and whispered to me that she wanted to take me somewhere and to get dressed. I didn't want to go with her or Edward but curiosity got the best of me. So that's how I ended up in the back of Edwards silver shiny obnoxious Volvo.