Eli's POV

The same dream. Every night. Why?

This in-between. Was it trying to tell me something?

The thought of being safe there, and it coming back to..made me want it more and more.

Suddenly waking up, I realized it was around 3 in the morning.

And I was on Clare's couch. But alone. Why?

The whole hosue was black, and walking around became nearly impossible.

I managed to make it up the stairs, to Clare's bedroom.

Peeking in, I noticed her laying on her bed. Uncovered, and in one of my other tshirtrs.

I loved when she would wear them. I have no idea why.

For some strange reason, I couldnt leave her alone.

Sitting by her on the edge of the bed, she just looked so ..wow. She wouldnt be asleep for long.

I ran my hands up her leg, taking in how soft her skin was.

She started moving around, but I wouldnt stop.

Slowly lifting MY shirt up, exposing her perfect stomach..

Something was happening, not like anything before.

There was just something about her being asleep, and me having the control.

I didnt know what it was, male impowerment maybe.

The feeling I had, I didnt want it to go away.

I felt like I could burst at any moment.

If only she was awake, I could share this moment with her.

But I dont want to wake her, but I do.

I really needed to stop talking to myself and just let my control over her do what it wanted.

So thats exactly what I did.

Clare being asleep, and me being inside her..was the best feeling in the world.

Now, no I wasnt going to have sex with her while she was sleeping.

Hands get the job done quite well.

She was still asleep, but very much aware of what was going on.

If she woke up would she be mad? Or go along with it?

Ohh no! Shes awake!

I guess Im about to find out.

"Eli, uhmm..can I ask..why arent I wearing any underwear and why is your hand all up inside me!"

"Hello Clare, uhmm..theres a very good explination for that..but sadly..I dont have it."

Do I stop, and let her go back to sleep?

Do I get up and walk away?

What am I suppose to do?

Eli, your such an idiot!

"I uhh, im sorry Clare..you can go back to sleep."

I started to get up and walk out the door, but Clare stopped me.

"Wait, dont go. Maybe I woke up because I wanted to. Maybe I dont want to stop."

Clare wlaked in front of me and pulled the soor shut, like they do in Cruel Intentions.

She pulled my shirt off of me, and kissed me from my neck down.

I picked her up and walked her over and layed her on the bed.

I felt her hands meet behind my neck, her fingers locking together.

I managed to get my shirt off of her, and Clare still turned red.

Why? She had no reason to be ashamed of her body. She was beautiful.

I traced a line from her lips all the way down with my finger. And she had chills.

I stood up, finally getting my belt undone. It wasnt fair to her that i still had my pants on.

I layed down next to her, and she decided she was going to get on me this time.

Damn her. But I was okay with it.

She kissed all down my body stopping where my pants would start.

When she came back up, we rolled over and i softly entered her.

Faster and harder each time.

She grabbed my hair almost pulling it out and screamed.

Something happened!

Ohh NO! I knew what it was, and so did Clare. She didnt seem to mind.

And I wasnt ready to stop, so I didnt.

She was still very much in the moment. Grabbing at my ahir, her sheets..anything she could get ahold of.

We stopped and layed there for a moment.

No sounds but our heavy breathing.

Afer about 10 minutes of silence, I looked at her.

"You knw I still love you right?"

"Of course I do. Why? Are you having thoughts now?"

"I couldnt dream of having regret about anything I do with you Clare."

"Good."