August 25th,
I've been using this book for a lot of designs and notes instead of actually writing down my feelings or whatever, but I don't think my therapist minds, they don't ask to read it anymore, only just glancing at it while we talk. I think that's because I'm a lot more comfortable talking to them, maybe it's because I know they won't repeat what I said(Dad's been bugging them about how I'm doing), or they share some of their problems too, it makes it a lot easier to be open.
I've also started talking to Astrid a lot too, mostly online or texting, sometimes she asks me about what I talk about with my therapist, and sometimes I tell her. She genially seems happy when I open up to her. Now that it's late into the summer she doesn't have practice anymore, meaning all of her teammates are busy on vacations or with their other friends. She likes to talk to me because I'm 'a sarcastic shit', which is true.
Sometimes we skype, and somethings Fishlegs can skype with us. I don't really remember what we talk about a lot of the time, but our calls last for hours, to the point where dad sometimes has to come into my room and take my laptop away because I 'need my rest'. At least he lets me go to be past 10 now.
Astrid recently asked me to go see a new movie; I don't know what it is, but she seems really excited, but doesn't want to go by herself (Plus she said she wanted to hang out with me in person!) I said yes as cool as I could be (I was a mess) and we're gonna see a movie this weekend! I can't wait!
I'm still waiting on my prosthetic, but once it's finished Eret said I could put it on and start walking slowly! In the meantime I'll just have to my chair.
I hope the cinema has wheelchair access…