hey guys! So here is another chapter. i want to apologize for the shortness of the chapter though. But I want to thank the reviewers: whistlesinthedark, and Megan. I hope that you guys like this chapter. I will make the next chapter longer I promise.

If I can't have you chapter 11

I was sitting in the bus with Shane and Becky. Nate and Jason were off talking about something that Melissa had said or done. i didn't want to know, and even if I did want to know, Nate wouldn't let me know. he wanted me to have as little stress as I could. and he thought that that would be stress. I didn't think so but whatever. Nate was just trying to help me and protect me. I sighed and watched as Cassie ran and jumped on Shane. he caught and would start tickling her. Becky watched happily and then she got up and went to the fridge. She has been having cravings more and more. I have too, but hers were just odd. right now she had a craving for tacos and peanut butter and hot sauce. I didn't like the smell of that, but Becky thought that it was awesome. she grabbed her 'food' and ate it slowly. Shane turned his head in disgust a the food that she was eating. Cassie, looked at her and smiled.

"AUNTIE! AUNTIE! ARE YOU GOING TO HAVE A BABY TOO??" Becky nodded and Cassie smiled widely.

"Yay! You and Mommy are going to have babies! that means that i can play with other kids." Speaking of kids, i wondered why Melissa and Jason's children weren't coming on tour. I was really curios and I wanted to know. i guess that I'd have to ask Nate later. I felt some sharp pains and sat up abruptly. I saw Becky and Shane looking at me with concern. I was only 6 1/2 months, so it was too early for the baby to come. I saw Cassie, sit beside me with tears in her eyes. i felt sick. I pressed my hand to my forehead and felt that it was burning up. I saw Cassie move closer.

"Mommy? Mommy? What's wrong?" I didn't say anything. I closed my eyes and Becky touched my arm and shook me lightly. Shane called Nate and Jason and they cam running out. grounded my teeth as I felt sharp pains more often.

"Niki? Niki? sweetie what's wrong?" I didn't answer him at first. i just grounded my teeth more and then I finally answered him.

"Nate! Nate, my stomach it hurts so much!" Nate's eyes widened and he sat down beside me.

"Niki? is it the baby? is the baby coming?" i shook my head and Shane had enough. He took his cell phone and called 911. Luckily for us, we weren't on the road. we were in a city. I opened my eyes and took deep breaths. I felt some more sharp pains and then closed my eyes and tried not to scream.

Half an hour later, the ambulance came. Cassie was crying and screaming the entire time. if anyone tried picking her up or taking her to the back, she would scream. she would only let Nate and Shane hold her. I got put on the stretcher and they put an oxygen mask on me. I felt them stick a needle in my arm and I winced. They put some pain killers in a needle and stuck that in. Then I slowly closed my eyes and started drifting off to sleep.

_______Later___________

I woke up in a bright white room. I looked around and noticed that i was in the hospital. i touched my stomach to make sure that I still had my babies in me. I still had the pregnant belly, but that didn't mean that the child was still in there. I rubbed around for a bit and was almost hopeless when I didn't feel any kicking. then I felt a tiny little hand or foot either punch me or kick me. i smiled widely and then sighed in relief. My baby was okay. He or She was okay. I slowly sat up and then wondered what had happened to me. i knew that I had went through the pain. But I didn't know what caused it.

I waited for a doctor to come in. i wanted a doctor to come in. I wanted to know what was wrong with me. I wanted Nate to be here. I wanted to know where he was. i wanted to know why I had those pains. i wanted chocolate.

Figures. Even when I'm in the hospital, my baby wants more food. i fed me and my baby enough food, and now it wanted more? I scoffed to myself and wondered if I would get into trouble if I pressed the red button(the one that let's nursed know that you need something) or not. i probably would. but this is an emergency! My baby is hungry! I slowly reached over to press it, when Nate and Cassie walked in. I smiled and kissed Cassie's cheek and then stared up at Nate.

"Hey sweetie." He smiled and leaned down to kiss my lips lightly. Cassie frowned and looked away when me and Nate did that. I saw that Nate had a bag in his hand, i looked up at him and he smiled.

"I thought that you might be having cravings so I brought some things." I looked at him and smiled brightly.

"Nate! i was just thinking about how Baby wants more food. He or She is saying 'Mommy! i want more food! I'm hungry!'" Nate laughed and sat down on the edge of the bed. he dumped the contents on the bed and I smiled even more. Nate had brought me and baby Reese's Pieces, smarties, skittles, star bursts and caramilk bars.

"I didn't know what you would want. so I just bought you a whole bunch of different stuff." I smiled at Nate and thanked him. I grabbed the skittles and the smarties and opened the packages. I opened them both and started eating them together. Nate looked at me strangely and then shook his head.

"Nate! I'm having cravings!I can't control what our baby wants!" Nate nodded and then smiled at Cassie. Cassie was playing with one of her baby dolls. She was holding it like a baby and feeding it her bottle.

"mommy! Mommy! See! I have a baby like you and Daddy made!" I almost choked when i heard her say that.

"Cassie, sweetie, what did you just say?" She turned to me and looked at me with her innocent eyes and repeated herself.

"Mommy, i said I have a baby like you and Daddy made." I looked at Nate and he had the same expression as I did. i couldn't believe that she had said that.

"Cassie, sweetie, where did you hear that from?" She looked at me and smiled ever so innocently.

"Uncle Shane and Uncle Jason were talking about it."