My first love scene. This is rated M as it is pretty explicit, but hopefully still tasteful (yet exciting). I hope you enjoy.

"Aly. Whatever it is, we'll handle it. It cannot be that bad. I promise I'm not going anywhere." He held her hands tighter.

"You know the story about why I took up karate?" Alyssa started tremulously as Chin nodded. "Its not entirely true. The first time….," she took a deep breath, "the first time, I wasn't able to fight them off."

Chin looked at her, his eyes darkening with concern. He had a terribly feeling he knew what she was going to say. "Aly, don't…," he started.

"No. I need to say this." She insisted through her tears. "There were three of them. They were older than me and we were all living in the same group home. I tried to avoid them. God. I tried. But one day they cornered me…I fought, as hard as I could, but it didn't matter." She gasped in some air. "Two held me down and the third one….I fought Chin, as hard as I could." She needed him to believe that. "Then," she choked out, "they took turns."

She was weeping as she looked at Chin searching his face for disgust or hate, but only saw sadness and compassion. "Oh. Aly," he whispered. He pulled her into his arms, relieved that she would permit the contact. "I am so sorry."

After a minute, Alyssa broke the embrace to look up at Chin and he spoke to her gently. "None of this was your fault. You know that, right? You did nothing wrong. There were people who were supposed to protect you and they failed, miserably."

"Nobody knows about this. I have never told anybody, except you," Alyssa continued as if she had not heard him. Chin actually doubted that this was correct. He remembered when Alyssa was delirious after her return from Brazil. Steve, who had been sitting with her, burs out of her room, face pale and lips compressed in anger. He never said what he heard from Aly, only that he needed to clear his head. Chin now thought he knew what Steve had heard.

"What happened next? Was there an investigation or anything?" Chin asked gently.

"Not much," Alyssa was matter of fact. "The decision was to avoid scandal within the foster care system. The boys were sent away and I was sent to counseling. I was 15, what did I know? After some time, they decided that I was cured." Alyssa's voice was sardonic and bitter. "Cured? As soon as I aged out, I joined the Navy where opportunity for…," she searched for the right word, "interactions, were minimal. Afterwards – well there are not many men who want to date a woman cop and those few times….well," she looked down, embarrassed, "they were not good."

"I pushed you too hard," Chin said, "I'm sorry."

"No!" Chin was surprised by her vehemence. "I want…." Alyssa was not really sure what she wanted. "I want you. I want you to make love to me. I want to know what it is supposed to be like between people who actually care about each other. Its not supposed to hurt, is it Chin?" Her question broke his heart.

"No, Aly, its not supposed to hurt. Are you sure this is what you want? You don't have to. Now or ever. I love you and I will never pressure you."

"Yes. Oh God, yes. I'm sure, Chin. Please. Please make love to me." She looked at Chin with unshed tears in her eyes.

Chin pulled her in again and buried his face in her hair. "Thank you for trusting me, Aly. We will go slowly. I swear to you, I will not hurt you. Anytime you want to stop, let me know."

He held her until he felt her body relax. He bent down to kiss her. Chin's intent was to make the kiss gentle and calming, but Alyssa's hands were on his chest and the heat he felt through the thin fabric of his shirt was driving him crazy. He crushed her lips with his and she opened her mouth and pressed against him. She moaned into his mouth, arousing him even more.

He kissed her lips, her eyes, and down her jaw to her neck and shoulders. He removed the fragrant lei, savoring the light floral scent that it left on her skin. He began to unbutton the dress, kissing the exposed flesh as each button was undone. He felt her shiver as his lips touched her skin. She tangled her fingers in his hair. Once the buttons were undone, Chin let her dress fall to the floor where it pooled around her feet. Alyssa had worked all the buttons on Chin shirt and pushed it off his shoulders. She tentatively kissed his chest and was rewarded by a low moan of pleasure. God, he was handsome with his broad shoulders and muscular chest and a flat belly that tapered into a narrow waist and hips. But the sexiest thing was how he was looking at her- with pure desire and love, tenderness and passion. Nobody ever looked at her that way. She continued to explore Chin's body with hands and mouth reveling in the pleasure she was bringing him.

Chin was trying to maintain control. He wanted her so badly, but he was determined to bring her pleasure first; to show her what it was supposed to be like. He stepped away and took her in. She was wearing a simple bra and panty. Nothing fancy or lacy, which did not surprise him – she was not a lacy sort of girl. The simplicity of undergarments only enhanced her healthy tanned body and her halo of gold hair. "Oh, God, Aly. You are so beautiful," his voice was hoarse with his desire and it made Alyssa shiver in pleasure and anticipation.

Chin reached and gently stroked her breast through the fabric. This sent a thrill through her whole body and she gasped. Chin looked at her in concern, but she smiled and nodded. Chin reached around and undid the bra, letting it fall. He stroked one breast then the other. He then bent down and kissed them one a time. He circled his tongue around the nipple and felt it harden. He repeated on the other. Alyssa stood motionless – afraid that the sensations would cease if she moved. Chin kissed her between her breasts and then worked his way down her chest to her stomach. He stopped at the waist band of her panties and stood up, taking her into his arms and kissing her.

Alyssa melted into Chin again and felt a hard bulge below his waist. She smiled to herself and applied herself to undoing his belt. She pulled out the lather band and dropped it. She undid the button and the zipper. She looked up at Chin and felt a thrill when she saw his eyes closed and head thrown back in pleasure. She let the pants drop and ever so gently brushed her finger tips across the bulge. That elicited a growl of pleasure. Chin opened his eyes, took Alyssa's hands in his own and kissed the palms. "Careful," he teased. "Or I may not be able exhibit the remarkable self-control that I have shown to this moment." Alyssa smiled pertly and stroked him again, a little harder this time. He could not contain the pleasure and moaned.

He dropped to his knees in front of Alyssa and gently pulled her panties down. Alyssa shuddered in anticipation. Chin kissed her belly and then worked his way down until he was kissing her mound. Sensations she had never experienced, coursed through her body. Chin fingers gently explored her opening and eliciting moan. The pleasure was indescribable. He kissed her most sensitive spot and it just took her breath away. He tasted her hot wetness and she cried out. He teased her with tongue and fingers until she thought she could not stand it. Her knees actually went weak and she needed to reach out to the nearby table for support as the waves of ecstasy rocked her body. Chin then stood up and gently picking her up, carried her into the bedroom.

Chin laid her on the bed and lay down on his side next to her. He stroked her hair as it fanned out underneath her. Alyssa looked at the man lying next to her. She wanted to pleasure him the way he had pleasured her. She reached out and worked his underwear off. He was fully erect. She gently took him in her hands and moved her hands up and down watching him writhe with pleasure. His breath came in gasps as he whispered, "Yes, oh yes." Her ability to elicit this reaction made her feel incredibly sexy and brave. She kneeled between Chin's legs and gently took him in her mouth. The skin was so warm and soft and dry. Except the very tip which was moist. She moved her mouth up and down experimentally and was rewarded with more gasps and moans. She sped up and felt Chin ensnare his fingers in her hair as he moved his hips in rhythm with her mouth. .

All of a sudden, an urge overcame Alyssa. She wanted more. She needed more. She needed him inside her. Not knowing exactly why Alyssa straddled Chin and slowly lowered herself onto his shaft. She cried out as he filled her and literally touched her very core. She saw Chin's eyes fly open in surprise as his body arched to bring them even closer. "Oh, God, Aly," he moaned as he reached for her. His hands went to her hips. He guided her movements until they were both panting from the sheer excitement. She raked her hands across his chest and he caressed her back.

Then, all of a sudden his hands encountered something on her back. Raised welts. They were the same texture as her skin, so he knew they were old. "Aly?" there was a question and concern in his voice.

"Another time," she whispered raggedly. "Please." She then began to move faster and, although Chin tried to concentrate, all thoughts other than the beautiful woman with him were forgotten.

He gently lifted her off him and laid her down. He moved on top of her kissing her lips and face. Kissing the hollow in her throat and her breasts. She moaned and bucked under him. "Please," she whispered. "Please, Chin. I want you so much."

Chin knelt between her legs and gently started to enter her. He groaned as she arched her hips to meet him. He supported himself on one forearm while his other hand stroked Alyssa's hair and face. Alyssa was panting with her need and began to move her hips as soon as he was fully inside her. Soon they found a rhythm and all that could be heard were moans and cries of pleasure and an occasional whispered endearment.

Alyssa had never felt anything like this. The pleasure kept increasing. She felt it start around her belly and expand outward to encompass her whole body. She cried out again and buried her face in Chin's shoulder. When Chin felt her climax, he permitted himself his own release shuddering with pleasure and whispering Ally's name into her hair. Neither one knew anything but the flow of rapture and the beating of their hearts for a long time.

When Alyssa finally became aware of things around her, she opened her eyes and looked into Chin's brown ones. He was lying on his side next to her. One arm supporting his head and the other one, possessively placed across her stomach. She looked at him in wonder, "That is what its supposed to be like?" she asked.

"Yes, with the right person," Chin answered gently, kissing her forehead. He wrapped both arms around her so that they were both lying on pillow with their eyes on the same level. Alyssa again curled herself into his body feeling warm and safe, sexy and loved.

She reached out and stroked Chin's face. "Thank you," she whispered sleepily.

"For what?"

"For keeping your promise. You said everything was going to be Ok and it was." Chin just pulled her closer to him and held on while they both drifted off to sleep.


Some hours later, Chin awoke in the silent coolness of the night. He looked and saw that Alyssa was sleeping peacefully and again reached out to stroke her cheek. As Alyssa smiled in her sleep, Chin made another promise to himself, to Alyssa and to God. "Whatever else happens, I promise to make you feel like you feel today. I promise to love you and make sure you feel loved every day of your life." He pulled Alyssa back into his arms and drifted back to sleep.


The sunlight was streaming through the bedroom window when Alyssa and Chin were awakened by the ringing of a cell phone. It took Chin several minutes to find his cellphone. "Yes?" he said. "Yes, I'm home. Really? Now. Donuts? Ah, ok. Just give me a couple of minutes"

Alyssa heard her phone ping with a text message and she pulled it out from under the pile of clothing to read it. Chin had hung up the phone and was looking at Alyssa with a little bemused smiled. She looked up from her phone. "That was Steve. He wants to know where I am."

Chin took a breath. "No problem. You can tell him yourself. He's at the door with donuts and coffee.

The End

I so hope that you enjoyed this story. I had fun writing it as I got to explore some ways of writing that I have not done before. Want to know what happens when Steve finds out what his little sister has been up to? Stay tuned. I appreciate you taking the time to read this story and my other ones. I love your reviews and am totally open to requests and recommendations for future pieces. I hope to hear from you on this story and others and look forward to writing more. Thank you