MUHAHAHA!!! countrydoglover here, helping harrypottermeetstwilight by posting this chapter for her while she can't!! Yes, i am the one responsible for all the evil cliffies and wicked ideas, but oh well! but here is the long awaited chapter 11...

Chapter 11 Never Again

Bella's POV

The drive to Edward's apartment seemed to take forever even though he only lived about ten minutes away. When we got there everything was silent. Too much silence, i thought. Alice walked over to the counter that was right inside the door and saw a letter. The front said To Alice, Carlisle, Esme and anyone else who cared. While Alice started to open and read the letter I wandered into the living room where I saw Edward lying on the floor drenched in blood and right next to him was a gun.

Jacob must have already been here.

"Alice!!" I screamed. She ran into the room. Her face paled still holding the letter. That was when I realized that the gun on the ground was mine. Jacob hadn't done this!

Edward did this to himself.

Why?! I wondered, my heart breaking even more.

But right now that didn't matter Edward couldn't die!

"Edward!" I screamed "No Edward please don't leave me" I was crying so hard I didn't notice that Alice had called 911 until the paramedics were there. I moved out of their way and Alice drove me to the hospital with her. She was on the phone with Jasper the whole way there. When we finally got to the hospital Jasper and Emmett were both there along with a beautiful woman I guessed was Rosalie because Emmett had his arm around her. Alice ran straight into Jasper's arms and we walked into the waiting room together.

"It's all my fault" Alice whispered "If I hadn't left him home alone with that gun he wouldn't have been able to shoot himself and even if he did I could have gotten help sooner"

"It wasn't your fault Alice" I said "If I hadn't tried to kill him in the first place ...."

"I would have had a new sister" Alice finished.

"What!?" I asked shocked.

"He was about to ask you to marry him" Alice told me.

Wow, I thought to myself, great timing. "Your right, I would have said yes and now I don't know if I'll even get the chance to at least say I'm sorry" I said sobbing again, thinking of how close I had come to a normal happily ever after. They do only exist in fiction.

We were in the waiting room what seemed like days, but was really only a couple hours but each second dragged on slowly and we never knew if Edward was going to be okay or not or if he was already.... No! I wouldn't let myself think that he would be… be… he had to be fine. He had to be.

It was about two in the morning when a short nurse called for the family of Edward Masen. We were led back to room 215 and there he was. He was sleeping and his chest was bandaged but he was still breathing and according to the heart monitor he still had a strong heartbeat.

Alice was whispering to someone who looked very familiar. Then I realized it was Dr. Cullen, Edward's adopted father. He must hate me. I wondered if they told his mom, Esme. Then my question was answered when a woman came into the room looked at Edward and fainted.

That must be her, I thought to myself.

She was back on her feet in a matter of seconds and by Edwards's side. I took a seat by the window, yet in the corner, and sat there staring at the love of my life. Even like this he looked so handsome.

Eventually we all fell asleep but a couple hours later I was woken by the sound of the door creaking. I couldn't see much because there wasn't any lights on only the light from the moon which was full tonight. Then the person came into the light and I gasped.

There stood Jacob.....

Yup, this cliffie was countrydoglover's (that's me) idea...(i like hate mail...) anyways... REVEIW!!! (then read my stories! please?)