Heres the next chapter, hope you enjoy.

I was bored for the rest of the day, I know everything already and I couldn't wait for lunch to come.

I wasn't really planning a giant mess of doom, I was just going to show them me. Not Bella. Not that girl who was weak and frail. That child who knew nothing. Who never possessed beauty and graceful movements.

I'll give them the chance to know Essy.

I'm just gonna act like its a normal day and like the Cullens sitting at our table was completely and totally obvious.

Lezzie made the rules completely clear, so no one should do anything to piss me off.

Edward might probably do something though. Then again maby not if he wants to get on my good side.

I bet he wants me back though. I'm never going back to him of course but I wonder what he'll do.

I should tell everyone about me and Nick being married later though. A soft blow and not in front of a bunch of people. It would be a be entertaining to watch them freak out though.

I wonder how Rosalie and Alice are gonna react to my fashion sense. Lezzie would love Alice and Rosalie. She loves to shop as much as them and likes all the same kinda clothes probably.

Lezzie doesn't always like shopping with me because 'my sense of style is as good as a pole dancing monkey'. She actually said that to me before and I told her that a monkey would probably be good at pole dancing so it was more of a compliment. She shot me a glare but then realized she said it and we both cracked up for half an hour about. Every time we go shopping one of us bring it up and start cracking up.

But she still doesn't like the clothes I wear all the time. She says I could look better in dresses, skirts and frilly flowery shit stuff like that. She always trys to get me to buy something like that but I never do. She still excepts my outfit choices though and thinks they look good at times.

This was a good distraction. Just thinking about frivalus stuff until it was time for lunch. I was so in my own world that Lezzie had to shake my shoulder to get me to realize where I was.

I just picked up my bag and started walking to the cafeteria with Lezzie right behind me.

Act like you usually would. Act like you usually would. I chanted in my head. We walked right through the doors and headed toward the lunch line.

I didn't look over to see if they were at our table yet. I knew that Nick and Ryan were at it already. It was part of the plan.

We took our trays and took a quick skim and saw them all right away. I didn't have any difference in the way I walked. I sat down right next to Nick and Lezzie next to Ryan.

After I was perfectly fine I let myself take a look.

Alice was next to Jasper and Rosalie and Emmett were together, Edward was in the middle of the four of them.

"Can we go shopping soon Ess?" Lezzie said out of no where.

I internally grinned. I'm glad she started a conversation so I wouldn't have to just sit there and sigh. But I was also miffed about her bringing up shopping.

I groaned. "Why though? You have enough clothes as it is. You don't need any more." I said looking at her with a tired amused look.

"I can always have more you know," She said brightly. " Its always nice to have spears too."

I rolled my eyes and looked at Alice. "You should be bursting right now, " My voice was dripping with expectancy, like she was suppose to. I knew it would freak her out a bit. "I mean you still love shopping right?"

Alice's eyes got wide for a second, but then she pulled back and must have remembered what Nick and Lezzie told them this morning. "I still love shopping and I would love to go." She said brightly.

I groaned again. "Look Lezzie you found a new best friend." I said sarcastically. See that was easy, being myself.

Lezzie rolled her eyes. "Yep you know I can't wait to get rid of you." She said, her face scrunched up like it was mad but she was facing and looked hilarious.

"Oh I didn't mean-" Alice started, think I was actually thinking I was serious. I cut her off though.

"Alice it was a joke. Chill." I said giving her a small annoyed smile.

She opened her mouth once and then closed it, thinking it was better to just shut up.

"I think it would be awesome. The guys could go do guy stuff and the girls can all go shopping." Lezzie said grinning happily.

"Tis the parfect plaaan!" Ryan said in an evil scientist voice and rubbing his hands together.

Lezzie laughed with Ryan. Nick was smiling and I rolled my eyes.

"Well what do you think Rosalie?" Lezzie asked after she finished laughing.

"Sounds good to me" She said with ease. At least she could compose herself, then again she never did like me so maby she was just acting normal for her.

I looked over at Edward. He was the only one staring at me. The others only looked at me a few times after a few moments.

I leaned over the table and got in Edward's face. "Is there something you need?" I asked casually, like everyone talked real close to someone elses face.

His eyes got big for a second and then he looked like he was trying to say something.

I opened my lips a little to show my teeth and let out a small terrifying growl, but still kept the rest of my self normal faced.

He got freaked and leaned back in his chair.

I went back into my chair and let out a laugh. Nick shook his head.

"Don't mind her shes just cranky 'cause she hasn't had her morning-" Ryan was saying, but I threw my soda bottle at his face and stopped him from talking.

He was about to say something about me and Nick. I made it clear that I didn't want them to know yet. What was with Lezzie and Ryan?! I mean honestly! They both went back-to-back on almost spilling this secret.

Ryan took the bottle and placed it in front of him and pouted. Lezzie went over and started rubbing his forehead. I snarled at him and then slouched in my chair. Nick looked over at me and stroked my hand. I smiled with me eyes at him.

"Excuse him, hes just a little cranky because he didn't get enough time in bed last night." Nick said with a tone and facial expression that looked like he was really apologizing for Ryan.

What he said made me crack a smile because last night Lezzie got really pissed when Ryan said he wasn't 'in the mood' when she called him into their room. Since he said that she figured he wasn't going to be in the mood for a little bit so she piled clothes onto herself and when Ryan was finally in the mood Lezzie was reading a Catholic Church brochure. When he asked what was going on she told him she was going the nun way. He freaked out so much! It was hilarious!

The Cullens laughed at him, Edward didn't though. I think he was trying to process my mood.

I crossed my eyes stuck my tongue out to the side of my mouth and tilted my head at him. I did that for five seconds then everyone was laughing at me. Even Edward gave a small smile.

"So fine, whatever," I said going back to the shopping subject. "We can go but no picking out my outfits."

Lezzie and Alice both squealed with delight. Me and Rosalie smiled.

"Fine you girls prance around, while the guys play video games, piss people off and the possibility of going to jail." Ryan said smiling.

"Perfect for me man!" Emmett said giving Ryan a high five.

Nick shook his head and Jasper and Edward rolled their eyes.

"Fine it's planned then," I said in a slight bored voice. "Girls will go shopping guys can commit a felony, but don't think we'll bail you all out."

"When?" Emmett asked excitedly.

I narrowed my eyes. "I don't know. We'll have to see-" The bell ringing cut through my sentence.

I looked at the sky with a pissed look and the bell stopped short. "As I was saying, we'll at your house. Can we go over in a bit?" Of course they were gonna say yes.

They all looked a little confused and surprised. Rosalie pulled herself together the quickest. "Yeah of course you can, all of you."

"Cool we might be over tonight.Bye all" I said getting up and walking away.

"Bye everyone!" Lezzie said bursting with happiness and joy.

"I can't wait to see what the jail here looks like. Bye." Ryan said with a huge grin and he actually sounded a little serious.

"It was nice meeting you all, well kinda." Nick said politely.

We left quickly so they didn't have a chance to say anything back.

After we were a little bit away from them I heard Rosalie ask, "Did she stop the bell? Was that part of her power?"

"Nope. I think it was just scared." I replied in a quiet voice but enough that they heard me.

Then we all walked out of the cafeteria and to our next classes.

Hope you enjoyed, my biggest sorrys for not updating for so long I had to o out of time and I had no availability to wright another chapter I'll try and get more out as soon as I can,more to come.