A/N: GUESS WHAT! I got my ears pierced for the first time a month ago from today. If that makes sense? Anyways, I got like a starting gauge piercing so I can stretch my ears :DD Since it's been a month I can start stretching. I am sort of scared on how much it'll hurt. Considering the fact thaat when my friend pierced her ears and started stretching she like freaked the fuck out at how much it hurt! Hopefully I can be a tough cookie and not care :DDD

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CH.11- Davies Ditch Day

I come over

Quarter past two

Love in my eyes

Blinded by you

Just to get a taste of heaven

I'm on my knees

I'm sort of just sitting in my room. Crying. I hate crying. I feel weak when I cry.

I can't help it

I'm addicted

But I can't stand the

Pain inflicted

In the morning

You're not holding on to me

Why do people pull away? Why do people pull you in so you're just so impossibly close to learning who they really are, then push you away? Why did she have to push me away?

Tell me what's the point of doing this every night

What you're giving me

Is nothing but a heart

It's a lullaby

Gonna kill my dreams, oh

This is the last time

Baby make up your mind

Why is she pulling away? Isn't it crazy how you could fall into something with someone so quickly?

'Cause I can't keep sleeping in your bed

If you keep messing with my head

Before I slip under your sheets

Can you give me something, please?

I can't keeping touching you like this

If it's just temporary bliss

Just temporary bliss

I'm not one to fall... Yet there was something different about her. I constantly want her and not just in a sexual way. I want her in my arms. I want her next to me. I want to hold her when she cries. When she feels like she is alone and about to die. I want to be there. I want to call her mine.

We were on fire

Now we're frozen

There's no desire

Nothing spoken

You're just playing

I keep waiting for your heart

(I keep waiting for you)

But she pulled back. I know she wants me just as much as I want her. I just want to know why she is scared.

I am fiending for the sunshine

To show our love in a good light

Give me reason

I am pleading to the stars

(Tell me)

If you ask me, I'm beyond terrified. I've never felt like this before. Now this new emotion and feeling is coming up and I don't want to stop it.

Tell me what's the point of doing this every night

What you're giving me

Is nothing but a heart

It's a lullaby

Gonna kill my dreams, oh

This is the last time

Baby make up your mind

But at the same time, I don't want these feelings to cause me pain. I don't do pain.

'Cause I can't keep sleeping in your bed

If you keep messing with my head

Before I slip under your sheets

Can you give me something, please?

I can't keeping touching you like this

If it's just temporary bliss

Just temporary bliss

That's why I hurt others. I hurt people before they hurt me. I constantly jump girl to girl for sex. Or just because I want to see if I'll meet the girl I'm willing to settle down with.

I'm your one and only, only when you're lonely

(Na-na-na-na na-na-na-na)

And I have. Unfortunately, she ran. I decide to change and focus, mainly on her. And she decides to pull back and run.

I'm your one and only, only when you're lonely

(Na-na-na-na na-na-na-na)

I wish she would decide and run back. Run back and decide whether or not, she wants to be mine.

I'm your one and only, only when you're lonely

Baby why you callin me?

Not another one night

Try'na be your whole life

I don't wanna fall asleep

I am so close to finally be with her.

I'm your one and only, only when you're lonely

Baby why you callin me?

Not another one night

Try'na be your whole life

But I don't know what I should do. Should I watch her run or chase after her? Should I let her go and decide what she wants or try?

I can't keep sleeping in your bed

If you keep messing with my head

Before I slip under your sheets

Can you give me something, please?

I can't keeping touching you like this

If it's just temporary bliss

Just temporary bliss

Temporary bliss

Everything and everyone slips through my fingers. I don't think I should let this girl slip. I think I should try and chase after her. Make all the things I've wished for to happen with someone. Come true.

I can't keep sleeping in your bed

If you keep messing with my head

I can't keep feeling love like this

It's not worth temporary bliss

Waking up on the ground is definitely not the business. There I was, cuddling with my guitar, laying on my back. Surrounded by hundreds of sheet music, all around me. My head was pounding. I spotted a half empty bottle of vodka across from me.

I burped and felt something in the pit of my stomach, ready to come up. I quickly got up and ran to the bathroom in my room. I pulled back my hair and let it all go. Hangovers suck!

When I was done I leaned back against the bathroom door, cuddled up in ball. I'm trying to figure out what happened last night. But nothing comes to mind. Until I see my clothes hanging from the shower.

"Why is it so freakin cold?!" I laughed and swam closer to Spencer.

"It's night time, what do you suspect?" I watched as Spencer swam to me, both of us slowly making our way closer.

"I suspect that it wouldn't hurt to be warm!" I shook my head

"Come here." I stood still, as Spencer moved so she was right in front of me, faces inches apart. Spencer jumped a little as she felt me put my hands on her hips and pulled her close. Spencer wrapped her arms around my neck and stared into my eyes.

"When are you going to do it?" I tilted my head, with a confused expression on my face

"Do what?"

"Kiss me."

"Right now." I leaned in and smiled as Spencer mimicked my actions. Seconds later, our eyes were closed and our lips had made contact. It was a soft, delicate, strong kiss. Not going further than a kiss. It was perfect...amazing... and short as Spencer pulled away.

I like Spencer a lot... probably more than I should. Although I work with her mom and should talk to her about my feelings for Spencer. I just met her mom today, and I fell for Spencer since the day I laid eyes on her. I know it sounds crazy, especially since I met her only 3 months ago, but I just can't help it.

"I'm sorry. I- we- I got to go." Spencer quickly swam away from me and towards shore.

"Spencer!" All I could do was try my best to swim as fast as I could, and catch up. I followed Spencer onto shore, grabbing everything I needed

I finally caught up to her and stopped Spencer from stepping into her car.

"Spence what's going on?" Spencer just shook her head and looked down

"It's hard to explain."

"I have time."

"I don't" Spencer walked to the back of her car and tossed me towel. We both dried off and she jumped into her car and waited for me

"Um, I don't live too far from you." Spencer just nodded and turned the radio on, driving off. The ride home was a quiet one. The only noise heard was the sound of music. 20 minutes later, we reached her house.

"Thanks for tonight. I'm sorry." I jumped out, grabbing my stuff. Spencer jumped out as well.

"No problem, later." I waved and started to walk away. In a very curious state of mind, I stopped and turned to Spencer.

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why did you freak out?" Spencer pinched the bridge of her nose

"It's...complicated." I shook my head.

"We're going to have to talk about this at some point." Spencer nodded and I made my way into my car.

"Just not right now. Goodnight Ashley." I nodded and turned my car on

"Goodnight Spencer." I pulled out of her driveway and quickly drove off.

The flashback of last night totally just killed my mood for the day. I wipe the few tears that have fallen from my face and hold my face in my hands. The tears wouldn't stop falling but I wasn't upset anymore. Of course it still hurt but I wasn't going to dwell on it today, or at least I was going to try not too.

"Hey Ash I need a ride. Are you crying?" I quickly wiped off my tears and looked up at Kyla.

"Don't worry Kyla I'm fine." Kyla sat down next to me and wrapped her arm around my shoulder, pulling me into her side.

"Ashley Serenity Davies, you better tell me right now as to why you are crying before I go major ape shit on you!" I started laughing so hard, I wanted to pee.

"Fine!" I looked down and started playing with my fingers, "Um last night I took Spencer on a sort of date at the carnival. After awhile I took Spencer down to the beach water and we ended up kissing."

"Aww Ash! Wait, if you two kissed then why are you crying?" Kyla gave me a confused look.

"She just flipped out and ran back to her car. We didn't talk about it but I plan on it soon." Kyla hugged me tightly.

"She'll come around Ash, but let me tell you this." Kyla turned and lifted my head towards her. "Do not and I repeat do not, let this girl go. I see what Spencer does to you. I see how your eyes light up when she walks into the room. Give her time but at the same time, chase after her and don't stop trying."

"I won't. Thank you Kyla." I leaned over and gave my sister a kiss on the cheek. "Go get ready for school. I'll give you your ride." We high fived then went our separate ways.

I need to talk to Spencer at school today, no doubt that I need too.

Finally reaching school, I quickly grabbed my bag and looked around for Spencer. I got to school later than I normally do since I had to strap my surfboard onto the top of my car. I really need to get my mind off of things and surfing helps me.

I crossed the street into the quad, spotting Spencer near the vending machines talking to the head cheer bitch Madison Duarte. Trust me, Madison and I were never this bad. We were friends at some point, really good friends actually. More like the best of friends. Let's just say the thing in my pants doesn't know how to stop. If you're wondering if I had sex with Madison, you're wrong... more like her cheer queer sister.

Madison was not happy when I dissed her sister after the one night stand.

"Hey Spencer can we talk?" I tapped on Spencer's shoulder and she just ignored me."Um Spencer can we please talk?" Once more ignored. What the fuck is going on?

"Not now Ashley" She speaks!

"We need to talk Spener, we can't keep pushing this off." Spencer turned around and gave me a dirty look

"I said not now."

"Listen to her and back off Dirty Davies. She doesn't want to talk." I looked over Spencer and scowled at Madison. I crossed my arms and shifted my weight one foot to the other.

"Was I talking to you Duarte? The last time I checked your name was Madison."

"You don't want to mess with me chica! I am not afraid to kick your ass, right here and right now!" I moved closer trying to get all up in Madison's face.

"What are you going to do about it?!" Right now I was all up in Madison's face, we were glaring at each other, mere inches apart.

"Ashley you better get out of my face before I show you what i'm going to do!" Madison pushed me and I caught myself before I could fall.

"Damn, I guess your sister isn't the only Duarte i have screaming my name" I started laughing and dodged the punch coming my way. I tried to swing back into Madison's face. I was so close until Spencer grabbed my hand and pulled me away.

"Ashley what the hell is wrong with you?"

"What the hell is wrong with me?! What the hell is wrong with you?!"

"I don't know what you're talking about." Spencer crossed her arms and looked at the ground, voice much softer.

"Why are you acting like such a bitch? I asked you simply and nicely if we could talk. Even if it was for a minute. I just want everything settle out from last night." Spencer's eyes were still glued to the ground.

"Are you still coming over later?" Spencer finally looked up at me and I scoffed.

"I don't know yet! Maybe." I fixed my clothes and grabbed my bag off the ground. I took a step back, starting to move away from Spencer. "Oh by the way. Stop being so fucking naive! If I were you, i'd be careful with head cheerleader over there. You think she's great at first then she'll turn on you. Especially if you mess with one of hers." With that said I turned around and made my way back to my car.

Ditching school was a very smart choice. Loading my surfboard onto my car was another very smart choice. I had nowhere else to change so when I got to the beach I changed into my bikini and wet suit. Today I decided to bring my acoustic guitar to the beach, hoping I wouldn't be too loud.

I unstrapped my surfboard from my car and grabbed my wax in the back of my van. Quickly waxing down my board, throwing my hair up and zipping up the rest of my wetsuit, I was off to the waves. The sky was a beautiful, clear baby blue and very sunny. Perfect waves. Perfect timing for a surfing sesh.

After a few hours of surfing, I decided to take a break and write some new songs. I opened the side of my van and grabbed some paper and my acoustic guitar. I started to play some random chords and got the sound for the song. I closed my eyes and just focused on the waves crashing and the music from my guitar and started the lyrics

Silly girl

Meets nice girl

Who didn't think twice

Ended up tongue-tied and turned it into life

Shoulda been nicer

Coulda been wiser

Would saved my Sundays Lord

If i'd only known about rainbows

Lollipops and love

As the cure

To a Cinderella story working fine

I sat indian style on the floor of my van, leaned forward and started to write the first verse

But no not mine

Here we go again

I'm sending out an S.O.S times two

Cause i've been dead

For the longest time

It makes no sense to do it all again

Anybody knows to learn from woe

So i'm sending out an S.O.S times two

I spotted a few people, who stopped and watched as I played.

To fill my shoes

Break my blues

Can be a lonely task with no you

Over there

Me over here

Could I have been happier without

Rainbows

Lollipops and love

As the cure

To a Cinderella story working fine

With a couple of minutes from singing and writing, I started to gain a crowd from everyone

But no not mine

Here we go again

I'm sending out an S.O.S times two

Cause i've been dead

For the longest time

It makes no sense to do it all again

Anybody knows to learn from woe

So i'm sending out an S.O.S times two

By now, everyone was surrounding me by my van, dancing along to my song. I was laughing and smiling at someone. There was a pretty attractive cherry hair colored red head staring at me. She was hot, but definitely can't compare to the beauty of Spencer

Tip toe baby taking me through

Summer makes me crazy for you

Ah do ba da bo le la di do

Can you make a lady change her heartbeat

Take away the people you know

Think about the places you fool

Can you let me go where I go

Ah do ba da bo de be cause mama let me

I thanked people as some put some money next to me in my van, I tried to give it back but nobody would take it back. I was still watching the red head as she smiled and stared at me intensively.

But no not mine

Here we go again

I'm sending out an S.O.S times two

Cause i've been dead

For the longest time

It makes no sense to do it all again

Anybody knows to learn from woe

So i'm sending out an S.O.S

I'm sending out an S.O.S

And i'm sending out an S.O.S. times two

Once I finished the song, everyone started to clap. I thanked everyone for staying and listening. After talking to a few people, everyone slowly departed away from me. Everyone but that red head.

"Hey I really like your song." I smiled and put my guitar down next to me.

"Thanks" I stuck my hand out and smiled. "I'm Ashley Davies."

"Katelyn Caddy." The red head shook my hand and smiled back. "You're welcome by the way."

"Would you like to sit?" Katelyn nodded then sat down next to me.

"Do you usually come here and surf?" I looked out towards the water and listened to the waves crash.

"Haven't that much lately, but yeah considering the fact I live in LA. " Katelyn was staring at me. I could feel it without needing to look at her. I moved and turned my head to look at her.

"It's an awesome beach. I don't live near beaches." I took her hand and brought it up to lips to kiss it.

"You know what else would be awesome?" Katelyn tilted her head, looking confused.

"What's that?" I leaned in, moving closer to her face.

"Shutting up and kissing me." Our lips met into a heated kiss. We moved more into my car so I could close the door.

I really needed to get my mind off of Spencer. Thank you Katelyn.

a/n: Hope you enjoyed! Songs I used (In order): The Cab- Temporary Bliss/ Gin Wigmore- S.O.S

GOOGOO4U: You are awesome as well! I'm glad you love the story. Spencer remains a mystery and be ready because towards the end that's where the best part comes ;) Yeah I have written one chapter for the sequel. The sequel will be called I Never Stopped. I commented because I just wanted you to make sure that you knew I read all reviews! If you decide to make a fanfic account at all. Definitely PM me and let me know any ideas or your feelings about the story. Anything you'd like me to add in or mention or use. I will read it, talk to you about it and definitely see if I can add it into SYS or INS! Thank you for sticking around for my story and I couldn't be more happier!