Soul Songs Chapter 11: Never Again -Sequel to Chap7, a maximum ride fanfic

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Hey guys someone requested a continuation to "Behind This Hazel Eyes", so here it is! Hope you like it!

NEVER AGAIN

By Kelly Clarkson

Max Pov:

A stupid letter addressed to me. Saying goodbye.

That was the beginning of all this pain.

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words

I walk through the streets of France, tears pouring from underneath my glasses.

Go jump into a ditch, Fang!

I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

"MAX! MAX! WAIT!" I hear Fang yelling.

Suddenly, something cracks.

I'm not going to be Max anymore. I'm too dead inside to be that girl anymore.

My name is M. X. Ride.

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again

A hand wraps around my wrist, and I snarl.

"It's not Max, idiot! It's Ride to you," I growl.

He looks at me, pleading.

"I'm not asking for you to jump back into my arms, just to give me a chance!"

And I laugh. Yeah, right!

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone

"Go run back to your little Maya, Fang. I don't want a guy who will leave me, and say goodbye in a letter. Couldn't even say goodbye in person. Some man," I laugh.

"Max, I left because I thought I was hurting everyone by staying! IT KILLED ME!" Fang yells.

You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

I slide off my shades and turn my face to the snowing sky, counting ten.

"Sometimes I wish it was like it was before. Before all the fighting, before the parent-finding, back in the E-shaped house," I sigh, opening my eyes to the snow.

"Let's go back, Max. Let's be kids again," Fang whispers.

I shake my head, and motion for him to follow him.

[Bridge]
Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never

"We're too far gone for that, Fang. I'm too gone. I'm M. X. Ride, Fang. Not Max. I can't go back to smiles and days of waiting and false hoping and all that stuff. I don't want that, Fang. I don't want you like that, anymore. And I'm not sorry because why should I be sorry for who I am? "I say as we walk down the streets.

Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never

"Never again?" Fang asks quietly.

I nod.

"Then... I'll remember the old Max. Hold onto that girl and hope one day she comes back to me. Truce and maybe see you later?" Fang asks, holding out his hand.

I grab his hand, and shake it, but he pulls me into a hug and we rock back and forth. Fang kisses my forehead, and the old Max's heart screams at me to stay, but M. X Ride's heart doesn't want that.

"I'm sorry, Fang, but never again. But remember the girl I used to be," I whisper, pulling out of his embrace.

I walk down the street, by myself, feeling his eyes on my back.

Never again, M.

Never again

I don't turn around and look back at him.

Author's note:

Hey guys, it's Ever! This hurt my chest to write, because Max and Fang are meant to be together! Sorry I haven't updated! Please review, and watch my stories because soon my other stories will be updated.

Thanks for hanging on!

~Ever