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This story was outlined and plotted a while ago and while I'm not 100% sure on how it will end, (like seriously I had the end written and my computer fucked it up and now I have to do another thing cause that was probably a sign that I was not going the right way), anyways, my depiction of Hell here may not be how Hell is depicted on the show, cause you know, Hell has never been a place that one can 100% say "Yeah I'm certain, hell is 100% like this" cause show writers have done one thousand things to hell that I don't even know about anymore (like getting into hell was such a hassle and now I see Winchesters strutting into hell ... like dude ?!) So yeah, this version of hell was thought about before the SPN plotline included hell again and made it easy to get in, deal with it ;)

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- Alex

Dean crashed the impala into the SUCROCORP sign, we immediately got out with me and Sam decapitating away while Dean and Cas made their way into the building, once inside the two of us tried searching for the laboratories decapitating every leviathan in our way, we ran around the building, for the better part of like fifteen minutes as my plan didn't came with a map attached.

"Anything there?" I asked while guarding Sam's back, he shook his head.

"Let's go this way" he said pointing at the left corridor.

I shrugged and followed, rarely as it was we didn't encounter any more leviathans until we reached one of the labs just in time to see Dean stab Dick who exploded in black goo, Sam and I walked in warily but there was no sign of neither Cas nor Dean, I pulled Sam's sleeve and dragged him out of the lab after leaving a grenade there. Sam and I sprinted down the corridor and out of the building; we reached the car and then stopped looking back at the explosion.

"Alex, where's Dean?" Asked Sam, I looked at Sam grimly.

"Touristing" I said, Sam frowned.

"Why does that sounds bad when you say it?" He asked.

"Cause he was dropped in purgatory and the place sucks" I said, Sam sighed and we started pushing the Impala off the sign "We'll get him back Sammy" I said softly, Sam looked at me, hurt in his eyes.

"How can you be so sure?" He asked as we both pushed the car finally out of the sign, thankfully it only had a couple scratches; I got into the passenger seat while Sam turned it on and started driving.

"Because I will go get him myself," I said, Sam looked at me as I fished my phone out of my back pocket. I dialed up Gabe's number and explained what happened. "Gabe, I need to know something," I said after a moment.

"Yes?" He asked.

"Just how much human I am?" I asked softly.

"Enough were it matters, yet" he answered and I had a feeling that he knew where I was going.

Sam and I arrived to the Cabin at night, Gabriel hugged me immediately and I smiled at him, the Cabin was still protected and he and Balthazar had stocked the place with food enough for a year. Gabriel also fixed the impala with a snap of his fingers.

"Meg, I need your help," I murmured sitting next to her.

"What do you need?" She asked.

"I need you to get me to hell and through hell to purgatory, there's a doorway in hell to purgatory, I need you to get me there and wait for me to push Cas through that door towards you" I said, She eyed me warily.

"And you?" She asked me, I smiled.

"I will find Dean and we will exit through the emergency human portal" I said, she looked unsure but nodded, we left when the resident humans were sleeping, I left Sam a letter and instructions as well as Gabriel.

I let Meg drive the Tahoe as I took a nap, when she woke me it was daytime. She parked in the middle of nowhere, and I was confused.

"Many of us high ranking Demons had secret entrances and exits to hell, this is mine", she said as she pointed at weird rock formation.

"Won't anybody notice me?" I asked; she shook her head.

"Not if I'm with you, you can still back down," she said softly, I shook my head.

"My man and yours are in purgatory because I forgot a detail, I'll be damned if I don't get them out" I said, Meg smiled before leading me in.

We walked for what seemed hours through a dark tunnel, and I had to stop myself from asking 'are we there yet' several times. Meg kept a tight hold on my wrist as if I could disappear at any given time.

"I have to tell you, this entrance does not lead to a calm place, you'll see tortured souls" she whispered, I nodded, the corridor got narrow and suffocating to the point where I could barely breathe "Hold on Alex, we're almost there" she kept whispering as I kept having trouble breathing. Meg kept tugging my arm until we reached a small spot where I could more or less breathe again.

"How long?" I asked; Meg looked around.

"Not much, at least to hell, you do know that time passes differently down here" she said; I nodded.

And it was true, Meg and I walked and walked for days to no end until we finally heard the screams of the damned, she was still keeping the hold on my arm and we were partially hiding in the shadows of hell. We continued making our way down, or at least it felt like we were going down.

"Do you know where the doorway is?" I asked several days later, Meg smirked.

"Of course, we old Demons know this place, most of us were around when this place was being built, its the newer demons that think that they are so strong and know everything," she said as we kept walking.

"I thought this place would be different," I said suddenly, Meg laughed.

"Different how? Its hell"

"Exactly, its hell, shouldn't there be fire pits or something scary?"

"Well there are some pits here and there and the kennels for the hellhounds, fortunately for you, you're getting the VIP treatment here," she said with a smile, we turned on a boulder and Meg smirked as we heard wind rushing.

"I'm surprised we haven't found anyone down here" I said, Meg rolled her eyes.

"We have, several reapers, you just can't see them and they know better than to mess with me"

"Oh" I said as we reached a small opening where wind could be heard again.

"There's your entrance, you can still back down and I'll take you back, no pressure," she said with a kind smile.

"Nah, I'll go and bring Cas through here, you'll wait right?" I asked; she nodded.

"It'll be easier for me to wait by myself, I've been hiding your very human soul here" she said and I was surprised for a moment "Pure souls like yours are like a beacon in places like this, now don't you get killed or your boyfriend might kill me for helping you"

"I won't" I said, she nodded and handed me an angel blade and two bags of m&m's.

"That's Gabriel's he trusted me enough to hand me this" she said and my eyes widened.

"Gabe gave you his blade?" I asked as I stuffed the bags of candy in my pockets, she nodded.

"While you got dressed, he knows he couldn't go to purgatory but he wanted to keep you safe, make sure you don't lose it, an archangel blade in the hands of monsters could be bad news" she said as I twirled the weapon in my hands, it felt completely balanced and lightweight.

"Thanks Meg" I said before hugging her, "See you on the other side" I said stepping into the portal.

A fine breeze hit my face and I remembered that time I had gone camping in my senior year, the place was completely silent save from the leaves of the trees and the wind, I looked around trying to remember the place, there was a strange looking tree that I was sure I could remember, I fished a red ribbon from my pocket and tied it in a small hole within the tree, unseen to the unknown but completely working for me. I smiled at the tree before I started walking, trying to keep my senses sharp and alert and dropping an M&M on the floor every now and then.

I walked in a straight line for a really long time before finding two werewolves that I quickly snuck up on and decapitated, Archangel blade - 1, Purgatory - 0. I continued walking, now adrenaline pumping my system before I was jumped by a group of vampires. I kicked, slashed, rolled in dirt probably ate some of it, got kicked, stood again, slashed, until the four vampires were no more than bodies on the floor, killing them in such manner was extremely therapeutic. I wiped the blood from the blade with my pants and continued my journey.

It was not until probably three days later after much killing and almost dying several times that Castiel found me as I tried to take on a pack of leviathans, he helped me kill them and stared at me confused.

"Cas!" I said hugging him tightly, it was hard to keep track of time in places like this but I'm sure that it had been at least three weeks since he and Dean had been dumped in purgatory.

"Alexandra, what are you doing here?" He asked; I smiled.

"Saving your ass, come on" I said tugging on his arm so I could lead him down back the path that I had taken and checking on the discarded candy on the floor.

"I cannot get out Alexandra," he said as we walked, "And it's dangerous for you to be with me, I attract monsters"

"I know" I said looking at him, then corrected myself "I know about the monster thing, now I have a wait out for you, Meg is waiting for you on the other side"

"Meg? And how about you?" He asked; I smiled at him.

"Hell is your way out of here, as for me, I have to look for Dean and then for the human portal, Dean and I have a way out" I explained, he seemed surprised.

"Hell? You came in through hell" he said, I nodded.

"Hell its useful if you have friends, fortunately Meg is family, now come on, she must be tired of waiting" I said quickening our pace.

"Thank you," he said after a while, I smiled at him.

"Cas you're family, and family means no one gets left behind or forgotten" I said softly, he smiled at me.

"That's really insightful," he said making me laugh.

"Cas once you get back please tell one of the guys or Meg to watch Lilo and Stitch with you, will you?" I asked; he nodded.

It took us like two days and several killings to reach the portal; I grabbed the red bow from the tree and tied it around Cas's hand.

"If Meg's not there, I trust you know a way out of hell" I said, Cas nodded "Good" I said before pushing into the portal before he could say anything and complain about me staying or about penance, I trusted Meg to set him straight.

Once I found myself alone again, I had to hold back my tears, I hated being alone in cold dark places, I also hated the place and the fact that Cas had been a comforting presence for a few days didn't really sit well with me being alone for the moment. I gathered myself, and tightened my hold on Gabe's blade before walking again in the same direction of the M&M's.

Like two or three weeks later, covered in blood and grime and tired as fuck I sat next to a small body of water, I was exhausted and felt like if a Dementor had sucked my happiness, I was tired and jumpy, having encountered all kinds of monsters in my trek including some type of gorilla thing hybrid and a few Leviathans, I was by the edge of a tree taking a small break, I was crying again and my only comfort was actually Gabe's blade that was proving to be my best friend against monsters. Some leaves crunched in the distance and I sighed wiping my tears as I stood clutching the blade, I took a stance until a familiar figure stepped into my line of sight.

My eyes widened as I took in Dean's form, he looked roughened and weary but hale, he squinted and a figure moved close to him, I recognized Benny and let out a breath I didn't know that I was holding.

"Dean" I breathed as I walked up to him, his eyes widened but he kept his strange blade up, I raised my hands still grasping Gabe's blade "It's me" I said.

"Alex?" He asked surprised, I nodded.

"Who'd you think would venture into this place to save your ass?" I asked with a smirk, Dean let out a laugh but didn't move towards me, I sighed and lifted one of my sleeves cutting my arm with the blade "See, no black goo" I said and just then Dean ran towards me holding me in a crushing embrace.

"Its really you, who let you come here?" He asked letting go of me.

"No one lets me do anything Dean, I'm a grown woman" I said wiping away my tears, Dean actually smiled at me "I'd kiss you, but we're both filthy"

"If you're done with your tearful reunion, we need to keep moving" said Benny, I smiled at him.

"Hello, you must be Benny" I said, he looked surprised and I laughed.

"Have you seen Cas?" Asked Dean, I nodded "And he left you alone?"

"No, I pushed through a portal that led to hell, Meg was on the other side waiting for him they are probably home now" I said, Dean looked troubled.

"You went to hell for me?" He asked; I shook my head.

"I went through hell Dean, two different things, now I've been here like for a whole month, or more looking for you, now I found you and our resident vampire knows a way out, I say let's get the hell out of here and I promise to tell you everything you want to know about my journey" I said, Dean nodded and turned to look at Benny.

"Lets go then," said the vampire, I twirled the blade in my hand and smiled.

"Fancy blade you got there," said Benny as we walked; I twirled again.

"An archangel lent it to me" I said, Dean raised an eyebrow.

"Gabriel was okay with you coming here?" He asked, I snorted.

"No, but he knew he couldn't stop me either, I tasked him to look out for Sammy until we got back and to hit Cas on the back of his head for being an idiot" I said, Dean laughed.

"You have an archangel that you boss around?" Asked Benny, I shrugged.

"I mean, Gabe doesn't really lets me boss him around but he does listen to my suggestions" I said as Benny stopped walking abruptly, I looked at Dean and took a stance.

We were jumped by leviathans, I immediately went towards the female looking one, kicking and slashing as I did so, she threw me on the floor and I rolled before standing again and slashing her stomach and kicking her again until she fell to the floor and I cut her head off. I stood to see Dean and Benny finishing with their leviathans.

"Quite a firecracker, are you?" Asked Benny as we started walking again, I laughed.

"Nah, you should have seen my first... Say twenty hunts, it was me and my survival instinct running towards the opposite way of danger, Bobby used to get so pissed" I said fondly remembering simpler times, I had truly gone a long way.

"So not a fan of hunting?"

"Not really, I'm more of being part of the research team than actual field work, unless it concerns the end of the world as we know it, then I hunt and trust me Benny, I've become quite skilled at it" I said proudly, he looked impressed.

"What got you into hunting?" Asked Benny, I snorted and looked at Dean.

"Would you believe me if tell you that it was the affection I felt towards Rambo over here" I said grabbing Dean's arm, the three of us laughed.

"Well you are here, aren't you? Not much people can say that their partners went to purgatory to look for them" Benny said, I shrugged but kept my hold on Dean.

"Are we there yet?" I asked; Benny shook his head.

"But we're near" he said.

Near turned out to be two days away and several encounters with monsters that left me in pain as I had been thrown to the floor several times, dirt was not a good substitute for cereal. When we reached the portal Dean did the enchantment to get Benny's soul in his arm, and I was happy to jump through the portal with Dean.

Once out we were in a forest, Dean was looking around, his blade still in hand. As we made it out probably earlier than in canon there was no couple camping in the woods.

"Where are we?" He asked as we walked.

"Maine, if I do remember correctly" I said, we walked around in the forest; we stopped by a stream that I insisted on getting in, fully clothed. And pulled Dean in with me.

"I don't see the point," he said the water reached up to his waist, a little higher for me.

"Look, it's been a while since I've taken something remotely close to a bath, Purgatory doesn't really cater that way and I was honestly scared of some water monster pulling me into the water and drowning me" I said as I tried to rub the grime off my skin and clothes.

"You're right" he said and started washing off the dirt too.

"You know, your hair even looks black" I said moving a hand towards his hair; he kneeled so I could wash it for him.

We spent like forty minutes washing off the dirt and blood from ourselves as good as we could without soap, instead of two psychopaths we now looked like a couple that had a bad camping trip. We eventually found the road and managed to hitch a ride to the nearest town, there we bought clothes and found an auto shop, thankfully I still had my black card in my pocket and I bought a car, a top of the line black Chevy Camaro that I fell in love with the moment we walked into the shop.

I took first drive, as I wanted to try out the car so I prompted Dean to nap. I handed Dean the wheel when I made it to Virginia, as I wanted to take a well-deserved nap. When I woke up, like 12 hours later Dean already had us in Alabama, just six hours away from Louisiana. We stopped at a small dinner and sat in a booth by the window.

"I missed being back," I said cuddling up to Dean; he passed his arm around my shoulder.

"Me too" he said pressing a kiss to my forehead, "Thank you" he said against my skin, it was the first time that we had truly stopped since coming out of purgatory.

"It was nothing, I'd do it a thousand times Dean" I said quietly, I put my hand on his cheeks and pulled him into a kiss.

"Sonofabitch" Dean said breaking the kiss, he lifted his sleeve to find his skin glowing; I laughed.

"No more kisses until Benny is out then" I said as the waitress placed our bacon cheeseburgers in front of us "Oh god" I said as I took a bite, Dean actually moaned into his burger.

"Home sweet home" he said, I laughed.

"I'll never take burgers for granted again" I said; Dean nodded.

As it turned out they had pie at the Dinner, so we each had a slice of pie before leaving, I took the wheel, as Dean felt tired, I handed him a blanket and a pillow that I had been using.

"Get comfy, I'll drive through" I said with a smile and taking a sip of the coffee I had ordered to go.

"You sure?" He asked; I nodded.

"I love how my Beauty runs," I said with a smirk.

"You named your car Beauty?" He asked; I nodded.

"Its actually Black Beauty, but you know, nicknames" I said, Dean looked amused "Awe come on, you can call your car Baby but I can't name mine Beauty?" I asked; Dean raised his hands.

I managed a good time to Louisiana, I was not a slow driver as I actually enjoyed racing and fast things very much, Dean was surprised when I got us there a little over four hours. We found the cemetery when night was falling and Dean and I dug out Benny's grave. I wrote down my phone number in a strip of paper and gave it to him telling him to call us if he ran into trouble, Benny nodded and disappeared into the night.

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