He couldn't believe it, his mate, alive, right in front of him. All those years trying to act fine, act like he could deal with everything. Trying to act like he wasn't broken, like he didn't cry himself to sleep every night. He needed to be strong, he ran of his instincts after the fire, he killed his own niece, then he died and came back and he was Peter again.

He ran up to her, to everyone but Derek and Lisa the run looked feral, like he was going for the kill, but he grabber her in his arms, making sure she was real. He never wanted to let go but he did because he didn't deserve her.

"I'm sorry, I don't deserve you anymore. I've done things, horrible, unforgivable things. I killed Laura, bit Scott against his will, nearly made him kill all his friends. Almost bit Derek's mate against his will. I died and came back and became me again, but I closed the bond after the fire. I thought you were dead and I felt empty, if i kept the bond open that i would have been worse." Peter taking a few steps back.

"Maybe you guys should talk some where private." Derek cut in. Lisa nodded with sad eyes, she gave Derek a hug and whispered, "Missed you Jelly bean" and walked toward Peter, leaving Derek smiling like a loon, because she actually remembered that.

"Jelly bean?" Scott asked with a raised eye brow.

"Yea." And that was the only answer they got. He turned to his pack and said, "I'm going up to my room you can come up in about an hour for a few minutes to see him but after that no interruptions."

"Bu-"

"NO! Scott please, I need it to just be us for the night, you get a few minutes, just let me be there with my mate."

"Okay" Scott agreed easily, he didn't know what he'd do if anyone tried to kiss Isaac, he probably wouldn't let anyone near him. It was actually a miracle that Derek was giving them a few minutes.

PETER P.O.V

Peter was shitting himself, his mate was back, and he didn't know what do, what to say. All he could do was stare, his beautiful mate was back, alive. He's never felt his wolf so happy, excited before.

"Peter, I thought you died. You weren't breathing you had no pulse. I thought I was the only one that survived , so I ran. I didn't run far, couldn't bare to be away from this place, but I kept who I was from everyone. When they needed some help I kept my face covered, I didn't learn there name and they didn't learn mine. But you're alive, Derek's alive, god he's the alpha. I'm guessing you're his Left Hand?"

"Y-Yea" Was all he could say.

"I know, I can't believe it either but do you still want me as your mate? I understand if you do-" She was cut of by Peters lips on her. "I love you, always" she whispered against his lips. He smiled into the kiss. When they broke apart Peter felt whole.

"I'm going to court you again" He said with a grin.

"You don't have to, we've been through that process before, I don't think you want to again."

"Oh, I do. I just got you back, this requires a proper courting. Starting tomorrow, after we make all the pups ears burn." Peter said smugly.

"As much as I want that, Stiles is injured and i don't think they'll-well Derek-will need to here that. He needs quite, he's going to awake all night with him, you know that."

"Yea, yea. I get it, but we can still spend the night together, just talking."

"That's a very good answer Pet." She laughed when peter groaned at his name. She'd call him before the fire, but he secretly loved it, and she knew it.

"I need to talk to you about Stile, its very important. There's two thing about him that everyone need to know. The wolves will be able to smell it first but it could have been...how can i put this?...it could have been kill.

Derek P.O.V

Derek is curled around his mate, making sure no more harm comes to he hears a knock at his door.

"Who is it?" He asked

"Its Scott, I was wondering if we could come see Stiles now?"

"Yea, okay. But only for a few minutes." With that everyone apart from Peter and Lisa burst through the door. Derek growled at them when they got on the bed recklessly.

"Be careful, he's still hurt."

"sorry" They all said.

"Derek, are you sure we can trust that witch? She hurt mom." Isaac whimpered. Derek sighed and put a soothing hand on Isaacs head and ruffled it.

"She's my aunt pup and Peters mate. She can be trusted, I promise." And they all believed it, because anyone that could be with Peter and mate with him can be trusted.

After a few minutes, Derek shooed away the pack and was once again alone with his mate.

"Hey baby, the pack just went to there rooms, they miss you. They want you to wake up, I want you to wake up. Please mate, wake up soon. Remember when I started to court you, I was terrified, and you acted oblivious but I knew you then just as much as I know you know. You weren't oblivious, were you? Oh no, you knew exactly what was going on. I saw you research it and then freak out. Your little 'OMD DEREK FREAKING HALE WANT ME!?!' I thought it was the cutest thing I'd ever seen." He says with a smile and tears threatening to fall. "But then you went on and said stuff like, 'I can't believe he found out I was practically in love with him, them takes the piss out of me.' or when you said 'God why me, If only it was real.' And I couldn't believe you were doubting your self in such a way. Your perfect my mate, perfect. Please wake up, I can't stand you not rambling or telling the pups to shut the fuck up or wh-"

"Derek shut the fuck up" Stiles groaned, and turned so he was face to face with Derek.

He opened his mouth to reply, but all that came out was a strangled sob. Derek rarely cried, never mind sobbed, Stiles had never seen him like this.

"You almost d-di-died a-and I c-cant loose you. P-pl-please don't l-leave me. I l-love you, mate." He sobbed, uncontrollable tears flowing down his face, face buried in the crook of his mates neck. Stiles ran a soothing hand up and down Derek's arm.

"I'm here, its me. I would never leave you, I will always fight and always comeback as long as I have the pack and you, mate. Only you." Derek looked up at him with crimson eyes, but Stiles wasn't scared of Derek, he never really was.

"MINE" Derek growled and leaned do to put a demanding kiss on stiles lips. Derek nibbled at his bottom lip, as he opened his mouth wider to give him more access. Derek's tongue explored stiles mouth as it had many times before. They broke apart and gasped for air. Derek leant down a places a soft gentle kiss to Stiles closed mouth.

"Um, mom you're awake and I was wondering..." Isaac trailed of as he stood in the threshold of Stiles and Derek's bedroom, but that was all Stiles needed to know as he opened his arms and Isaac came bouncing across the room to cuddle with his two Alphas. When ever they would have a 'puppy pile' as Stiles likes to call it, Isaac is always, always in the middle of is two Alpha as he is such as puppy, but make no mistake, he kicked Derek's ass in training once.

With that the whole pack burst through the door, there was a chorus of 'Stiles' and 'mom' and snuggled down. Stiles looked at them all and saw none of them were hurt. He felt proud but he noticed one missing.

"I want all my pups here, where's Peter?" Stiles literally growled. The pack herd two voices coming from downstairs and tensed a little bit, Stiles hasn't actually met Lisa properly. It didn't go unnoticed, and Stiles sighed.

"Peter! Get your ass up here, come snuggle with the pack." He shouted.

Peter came up the stair and leaned in to nuzzle Stiles, but then Lisa came in and Stiles noticed her. He got of the bed and walked up to her so they were face to face.

"You're the reason I almost died, my pack could have gotten hurt!" He said voice low and threatening. The witch looked taken back, she did not expect him to be like this not after Peter told her all the stories of the pack. He turned to look at the pack, "What the fuck is she doing here? Did you forget the part where she blew me away, hurt me so Lexi could try and kill me" He shouted at the whole pack. When Isaac whimpered he felt really bad, because it meant he was scared, and Stiles hated that.

"Sorry pup come here." He said opening his arms again. Isaac happily went over to him and started smelling him. "Okay, Explain." He said looking at Derek.

Derek got of the bed and walked over to Stiles, he put his hand on Isaacs shoulder and squeezed, telling him to go to the bed. Derek put his hands on his mates waist and said:

"Okay, so this is my aunt Lisa, we thought she died in the fire and she was Peters mate before the fire and still is now. Please, I'm sorry I didn't tell you when you woke up, but she is staying here, weather you like it or not." Derek voice firm at the end.

"Well you should of just said that wolfie." He smiled and placed a kiss on Derek's lips. He turned to Lisa, face showing no emotion, and everyone started getting worried that he wouldn't except her. Then his face split into a huge grin as he said, "Welcome to the pack." And everyone cheered. Being accepted by the Alphas mate is almost important as being accepted by the Alpha.

"Thanks Stile, but there's a few thing I want to talk about with you. One of them can be in front of your pack while the other, just me, you, Derek and Peter." She said with a serious face.

Stiles was actually shitting himself right now.