Chapter 11
As i get up to go my phone rings.
(Monster By Skillet)
The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it.
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly, I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratchin on the walls,
In the closet in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hidin under the bed,
In my body in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this—make it end
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin,
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I hate what I've become,
The nightmare's just begun,
I must confess that I feel like a monster!
I, I feel like a monster!
I, I feel like a monster!
"That your boyfriend Bells" Emmett asked, more liked teased. Edward growled so low that I am not shure if I was imagening or if he did in fact growl.
"No, but Ethan is one of my shifter friends. And he is a Lepored shifter, no man other than the white lion likes being a feline shifter," I tell them.
"You can answer it here if you like and tell him about us to if you want," Esma tells me as she starts to clean up the dishesh that I was going to wash for her.
"I will answer it here for I have not told my dad about the few shifters I know yet from Phoenix," I tell them then answer the phone.
"Hey, Ethan," I say, I have no clue how to tell him not to mintion imprinting here.
"How are you Bells," Ethan answers, now I know something is up for he only calls me Bells, Bell, or Bella when he needs something done for him or he needs help. See he rather call me Izzy, I have no clue as why and I hate that name. (No offence to any one that might be called Izzy, I do not hate it but I know some that do)
"What do you need Ethan," I ask him.
"Why do you ask me that I could just be calling to just talk," he answers.
"Because you called me Bells, not Izzy, witch you only do when you want something. Now what is it you want," I ask him.
"Fine, look I have to move and I have no where to go the last family member I had has died and I am out of money. So, do you think your dad would mind if I came to stay with you and him until I have saved up some money to get my own place," Ethan tells me.
"Bella, tell him we have an extra house here if he does not mind having my wife fret over him he can stay there rent free until he gets on his feet to get his own place," Carilses tells me.
"Who was that?" Ethan asks.
"That was Carilses Cullen he is a cold one and he and his family feed on animals not humans. He was letting me know that they have two houses here and you can stay in the other one rent free if you do not mind his wife fretting over you making sure you eat and have clean clothes and house," I tell him.
"Sing me up I will take it. I do not care if it is owned by cold ones that is a deal if the house is nice," Ethan says.
"Well as seeing as I am in one of their houses right now and it is amazing I do believe that the other one will be to," I tell him.
"How many are there in the house with you," Ethan asks.
"Well there are four male and three female cold ones, all but one of the males has a mate. There is Carilse and his mate Esme, Emmett and his mate Rose, Jasper and his mate Alice, than the odd man out Edward. All of them are here and can hear everything you say so watch your mouth Ethan," I tell him, I hope he does not mention the way I said Edwards name.
"Fine, I will. So, found your imprint yet, because I think you have but are trying to run from it," Ethan I will kill you one day.
"I am not sure yet for I do not know anyone that has found their impirnt yet to know if I have found mine," I tell him.
"One way to tell is you start to dream about the person you imprinted one. Another way is they are all you can think of, as you see something and you think of that person. Also if you are fighting the imprint then you will have a dream of them and your first child with them calling to you asking why you are running," Ethan says with a tone that tells me he knows how it is.
"Have you imprinted on someone Ethan," I ask.
"Yes, and I am running she hates me there is no way she will ever want to be with me so I am leaving and going to Forks is she wants me then she can come and find me. See the imprint works both ways if your imprint wants a friend then you are the best friend, if they want a lover you are the best lover in the world to them, if they just want someone to talk to then you become the one they talk to, you become whatever they want you to be if they tell you to leave then you will leave and if they want you back then they must find you. She has told me to leave so i must leave and I will let everyone know i am going to Forks so if she wants me then she can come and get me," Ethan says and I know then that if I was talking in my sleep then Edward knows that he is my imprint. Now there is no way that he cannot be my imprint I have had the dream and I will do what it is he wants me to do.
"I am sorry that she does not want to be with you right now but she will see that you are the right one for her and come and get you. Leave her a note that tells her all that you just told me about the imprint working both ways and I think she will be here faster than you think," I tell him.
"So do you know if you are imprinted yet," Ethan asks.
"I will not discuss my imprinting status over the phone and if I am or not I would not tell you before my imprint," I tell him hopeing that he will drop it or at least relize that my imprint is right here in the room lesting as we talk on the phone.
"Oh, so I take it that you do not know how to tell him. Just tell him Bells, you never know he might want you as well," Ethan said.
"That is not what I am worried about Ethan," I tell him.
"Why is he bad looking or is he a jerk," Ethan asks.
"No to both but I do not know him that well yet, and I do not wish to date someone just because I imprinted on them," I tell him.
"I see your point but it might be easyer for you if you tell him," Ethan tells me.
"I know but i am not ready to tell him yet," I tell him.
"Fine Bell but do not wait to long O.K." Ethan tells me.
"I won't," I let him know.
"Alright see you in a few days then, bye," Ethan says.
"Bye," I say.
I look up at the Cullen's and see some looks of joy and some of shock and one that is mad.