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Colonel Sheppard was avoiding me yet again and I turned to Teyla as to why he was. Yet she did not know either. So I went to Doctor Weir and she was happy to see me. She told me not to worry about it to much. I just nodded and soon we were talking away about many things. She then told me that there was a mandatory break day coming up and that we should sit and talk more. I just nodded at her offer and she smiled at me. As I was walking away I came across Teyla and a science officer. Teyla was teaching her some moves and I decided to go with them. I was watching them and of course I saw John walk in as well and when he saw me I quickly walked out the other door. If he wanted to avoid me I was going to do the same. I was trying to avoid him as much as possible and yet it was a little difficult. When the mandatory break day came I was with Teyla when she was teaching the girl more defence moves. As I was walking with them I remembered I had the little sit and talk thing with Doctor Weir soon. So we kept on walking and I turned to Teyla.

"Are you still going to spend the day with me later?" I asked her.

"Yes, do not forget though you still have that little talk you promised Doctor Weir"

"I know" I said.

She smiled and as we were walking I felt a sharp pain at my side and we were both tossed against the wall. I felt numb yet my world went black. The last thing I saw was Teyla getting pierced by a piece of metal. When I awoke I saw chaos all around. My arm was in so much pain and so were my legs. I looked ahead of me and I saw there was a hole in the wall. When I turned to Teyla she was still unconscious and I tried to move. I screamed in pain and that was when a medical team came. They told me not to move and I just nodded at them. I then looked at Teyla and I tried to touch her but I was unable to.

"Akisa do not move" said Doctor Beckett.

I looked at him and I looked to Teyla. She was slowly waking up and when I saw Colonel Sheppard he was quickly at our sides. He grabbed my hand and I looked at him. He was worried and confused. I still did not remember what happened and yet I saw the hole and knew there was something that exploded. I was quickly rushed to the infirmary and I was worked on. I tried to use my powers but the force of being thrown against the wall made me to weak so I had to heal the old fashion way. Teyla was beside me and I looked at her she seemed so vulnerable. When she opened her eyes she looked at me and smiled.

"Hey how are you doing?" she asked weakly.

I just smiled at her and I walked over to her. I held my hands over her wound and was about to heal her when she stopped me. I looked at her and she held my hands away from her wound and looked into my eyes.

"You will be to weak, just rest I will be fine" she said.

I just nodded at her and that was when I saw Colonel Sheppard walk in. He was looking at me and when I walked back to my bed I cringed a little.

"You should be resting, not walking around" he said.

I just nodded at him and I slowly crawled back into bed and he covered me up with my blanket. He looked into my eyes and I saw the sincerity within them. I looked over to Teyla and Ronan was beside her making sure she was comfortable. Next thing I knew Doctor Weir was walking in and she was checking on the two of us. I just smiled at her and soon everyone had their own thing to do and both Teyla and I were given some sedatives. I slept peacefully for once and I did not dream about Selin and Zarika. Instead I dreamt about Colonel Sheppard. His words echoed in my mind as I remembered the moments when he said he could not lose me. When I awoke I heard another loud explosion and I looked over to Teyla. She was still sleeping peacefully so I tried not to disturb her. I then slowly walked over to the hallway and as I walked I saw Doctor Beckett covered in burns laying on the floor. Colonel Sheppard was talking with some people as a medical team covered his burnt body. I looked at everyone and I knew I could not save him. When the Colonel saw me he quickly walked over to me.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

"I-I-I"

"Let's go, there is nothing you can do" he said.

I just looked at him and nodded and I looked down at my hands. They were shaking and so was every move in my steps. I was lost for words as we lost yet another member of the team. Rodney was just as shaken and so was Teyla when she awoke. Colonel Sheppard told her the news and she actually was saddened. When it was time to mourn his loss we all stood near the gate and I looked at the spot that Selin and Zarika died at and I closed my eyes for a moment. The thought of seeing them in pain and die before my eyes still lingered in my mind. I then felt a tear drop from my eyes and that was when I felt a hand hold onto mine. I looked at who was holding my hand and I saw Colonel Sheppard was just looking on as he held onto me tightly. His fingers interlaced with mine as we stood there. Everyone else unaware of the fact that he was holding my hand. Soon it was time to take his coffin back to earth and Colonel Sheppard wanted me to come. So Teyla and I followed carrying two bouquets of flowers. It was beautiful and yet I knew people were still saddened by the loss of Doctor Beckett. When we arrived back home it was late at night and I slowly walked back to my room. Not a word was exchanged between me and Colonel Sheppard and yet I knew he wanted to say something I just didn't know what.