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Ready to Make Nice

The next week, consisted of the same routine. Nessie would come down stairs, completely ignore me, even if I was in the same room, then go about her business. Her window remained closed, letting me know that I was not welcome. I would still sleep on the ground, below her window. Sometimes as a wolf, and sometimes as a human. Sometimes I would hear her sob at night, and I knew she would be having bad dreams. I couldn't bare the thought of not being around her anymore, so I decided, tomorrow would be the day I finally talked to her.

Esme and the rest of the family returned, and we all decided to go to their private beach. Me, Alice, Rosalie, Bella and Esme, were reclining in chairs, while we sun bathed. The sun did nothing to their skin, but it did make them sparkle. I guess it was their way of feeling somewhat human. We all had on our bathing suits, but I wore a pair of girl swimming trunks over my two piece. Jake and the other boys, were playing Volleyball, while Seth and Nessie played in the water. I watched intently as Nessie splashed about. It reminded me so much of that vivid dream, and i felt myself grow wet at the thought.

Enjoying the view. Leah? Alice asked, with that all knowing smirk.

I uh.....dont know what your talking about. I shifted nervously, as a blush worked its way onto my face.

Oh please, Leah! Not only can i smell you from here, but youve been ogling her for the past ten minutes! From the way jaspers been staring at Alice, its safe to say he can feel it to. Hell, we all can! Whay do think Edwards been glaring daggers at you? He can tell what your thinking. Rosalie rambled on, causeing my blush to intensify.

Oh hush , Rosalie! Doont pay her any mind, Leah. I found out what happened from Nessie. If you ever want to talk, im always here for you Honey. Esme was always so nice, and so loving.

I dont know what wrong with me Esme. She envokes so many different feeling in me. The lust, the want, the need. I do want her, but i just feel like a pervert, since she's so young. I dont know, maybe im just scared.

Oh sweetie, these feeling are perfeckly normal, and your not a monster for feeling them either. Nessie is hormonal, but she needs to learn patience. Yes, she is young, but she truly loves you, in all aspects. Its okay to show her some sort of physical attention, but i wouldnt recommend having sex. Its way to early for that. She does miss though, even if shes to stubborn to admit it.

You should go talk to her. I heard Bella say, as she waved towards Edward.

I sat there debating my contemplating my decision. Taking a deep breath, i hopped to my feet. Come on, Leah! grow some fucking balls! Shes yours and if you want to keep it that way, fuckin show her! I mentally pumped myself up.

Your right Bella, i will go talk to her.

As i began walking over towards Nessie, i could here Alice cheering me on, and i was so grateful for that. I made my way into the water, and stopped, when the water hit just above shoulder length. Nessie was a few feet away from me, blissfully unaware of my presence . I placed my finger to my lips, telling Seth not to say anything. I quietly submerged my body underwater, and swan until i was directly under Nessie. Without warning, I used all mystregth to push Nessie out the water. I used so much force, that she jumped out the water, and fell back face first. The look on her face, when she emerged from the water,was priceless.

What the frea.......She immediately stopped, when she saw me. She looked mad, but she also looked as if she was fighting back a smile.

I couldnt help but laugh, which only caused her to splash water in my face.

Its not funny Lee-Lee! The fact that she used my nickname, caused a big dumb grin on my face.

I know. There was a slight pause, and i watched as she bit her lip nervously. Will you....take a walk with me? She reluctantly nodded her head, and we both swam towards the shore. We walked along the beach in silence, until we reached her ship. We stood side by side, just gazing at the water.

Nessie? I spoke quietly, then took her hand into mine. She turned to face me, and i could only admire her beauty. Her eyes shimmered from the sun, and her skin lightly sparkled.

Im sorry about what happened. I hate the thought of you being mad at me, it hurts to much.

No Lee-Lee, im sorry. I was being really selfish and immature. I dont know whats wrong with me. I just want you all the time. I feel like i need you, with every breath that i take.

I want you too Nessie, I really do. But were not ready for that step yet. I want our first time to be special, something we'll remember forever. Im gonna try to show you more attention, i promise. Just please...please just wait for me. I was so caught up in the moment that i hadnt really noticed the tears running down my face

I sorry Lee-Lee, ill wait, i promise.....just please dont cry. She eveloped me into a hug, and i had almost forgot how soft she was.

I missed you, so much.

I missed you too. I couldnt sleep without you, and i had alot of bad dreams. I dreamt about this man, he wanted to hurt you..and...and he tried to kill you. You...you wont leave me...will you Lee- Lee? I dont know what i would do if you...you ever left me.

I wont ever leave you, not even in death. I'll remain in here. I Whispered and tapped her heart. Watching, and protecting you, i promise. We stared at each other, as if it was the first time we had ever met.

We should probably head back, its getting dark. Nessie turned her gazed back to the water, but i could see the faint blush on her cheeks.

Dont i get a kiss? I asked, with an unusual amount of confidence.

She gave me a big toothy grin, then stood on her tippy-toes. Wrapping her arms around my neck, she gently brushed our lips togter. It was gentle at first, but then something happened. I dont know if it was from us being apart, or whatever else reason, but the kiss turned very heated. At some point, she had manage to pin me to the head of the ship. Instead of resisting, i decided to just give in, as long as we didnt cross to many lines. Grabbing her hand, which was roaming quite close to my crotch, i pushed her back slightly. we were both panting heavy, and clutching onto one another.

Sorry. she panted out, while resting her forehead against mine. I just..really missed you...alot.

I sighed contently. I think we better head back now, Emmet might come barging in on us again. She laughed and rested her head on my shoulder.

I love you, Leah.

I love you too, Nessie, with every fiber of my soul.