I hadn't seen Claude in about two weeks and I couldn't stop thinking about him. I'm glad I had gang with me, Spike, my best girl friend, Pyro, my old boy friend, and Wes, the guy who just like my brother. We walked into school and sighed in unison.
"Ugh I hate having to come here"I said and they all sighed in agreement.
"Well maybe this year will be our year"Pyro said and we all laughed.
"As if, we're back at the bottom not that it matters I mean its only high school"Spike said and I nodded in agreement.
"Really who cares at all, I mean these people will be begging us for our autographs one day"Pyro said and I grabbed his hands.
"Defintely, babe"I said and he smiled at me.
"Please no PDA while I'm watching"Spike said and I laughed. We walked to our lockers that were all spread out, but on the same hall.
"Kat just hurry up" a familiar voice said. I turned around and saw him. Claude staring at me with his deep, dark, painful, envious, chocolate eyes.
"Spencer are you okay?"Pyro asked and I nodded.
"Yeah fine babe"I said and he cupped my face in his hands the kissed me full on my mouth. It wasn't really all that hot and sexy but it was good, I guess. I really wanted Claude to be the one who did that but I pictured that was kissing me.
"Come on love birds this no time to re-kindle"Spike said and I smirked at her. We passed by Claude and his gang of half vampires. I stared at him and he stared back. His eyes were sad, painful, envious, furious and edgy all at the same time.
"Spencer you sure you're alright?"Pyro asked and I nodded. He wrapped his arm around my waist and I smiled at him.
"Pyro Spencer can we please not be so boring?"Wes said and I blushed.
"Not funny, at all"Pyro said and I laughed.
"Let's go English needs be done"I said and he nodded. We sat in the back, no work that day seeing as it was the first day. I sat back and drew manga versions of Pyro, Spike, Wes, me and Claude. I sighed and Pyro looked at my paper.
"Who's the dude, with the blonde hair?"Pyro asked and I sighed.
"Claude"I said and he wrapped his arm around my middle.
"You still love him huh?"Pyro asked and I sighed.
"Yeah"I groaned and he smiled at me.
"Well go get him"Pyro said and I smiled at him.
"I really don't think he'll have me"I said and he smirked.
"He will, trust me"Pyro said and I smiled. I hugged him and kissed his cheek.
"Remind me why do you give such good advise?"I asked and he smiled.
"I'm just good at it I guess"Pyro shrugged and I nodded. The bell for second period rang and I ran it hoping to see Claude or one of his gang members there. I was in luck he was there. He looked so sullen, hurt, let down and angry. He locked eyes with me and I smiled at him. He put didn't return my smile, he just put his head on his desk. I walked over to him and took a deep calming breath. I placed my hand on his forearm and he looked at me.
"Claude can we talk please?"I asked and he gestured for me to sit. I took the seat in front of him and turned around.
"I'm sorry about that"I said and he chuckled.
"Hey you moved on as I did"Claude said and I was shocked.
"Oh you moved on"I said shocked and he nodded.
"Wow with who?"I asked and he sighed.
"It doesn't matter"Claude said and I grabbed his face.
"With who?"I asked again and he laughed at me.
"The same crazy, get to the point Spencer"Claude said and I looked into his eyes. They weren't as sad and angry as they were before.
"Don't try to change the subject"I said and he smiled.
"Luna"Claude said and I was shocked. I never met Luna but she seemed kinda over the top.
"Wow its great that you did"I said and he smirked at me. We stared at each other for a while just staring, looking into each others hearts. I wanted to kiss him so bad and I could tell he wanted to do the same. I wanted to feel his lip ring on my lip, to tug on his lips, for him to tug back on mine, for him to kiss my forehead and say he forgave me. He moved his hand as if to touch my cheek but withdrew it and I looked at him as if telling to go ahead but he didn't.
"It was nice to talk again"I said half hearted and bland.
"Yeah we should do it again, soon"Claude said and I nodded.
"Yeah"I said and stood then sat on the other side of the room. I sighed and doodle in my notebook. I was going to get him back from Luna, some way, some how, I'm going to get Claude Sterling back. I doodled down a list.
I was on number sixteen when a big shadow came in front of me. I looked up to see Mr. Harley standing over me.
"Ms. Manner is this something that has to with math?"Mr. Harley asked and I shook my head.
"No sir"I said and he grabbed my paper from me.
"Then shall we share it to the class?"Mr. Harley asked and the class nodded and chanted.
"No that's personal"I shouted and he looked at me in disgust. I sighed and he read the paper. He balled it up then threw it in the trash. I jotted down some of the notes from the board then the bell rang. I grabbed my things and started to walk to the library for Study Hall. I noticed that Pyro, Claude, Kat, Tripp, Wes, Spike and I all had it this period. I sighed and went the table in the back of the class. I saw Claude look at me with sad eyes as Pyro approached me. Pyro sat down next to me and we talked.
"So did you talk him?"Pyro asked and I shook my head.
"No he moved on"I said and he grabbed my hand in his.
"Hey have you ever thought it was a lie?"Pyro asked me and I shrugged.
"Could it be?"I asked and he nodded.
"Of course, he thinks that you and me are together, so he makes up someone to make you jealous"Pyro said and I gasped.
"That sounds so right, cause when I talked to him he did think that you and I were together"I said and Pyro nodded. I wonder if he was just pretending. I looked at him and he sighed. I smiled at him and he smirked enviously. I looked back at Pyro who was observing us.
"He still loves you"Pyro said and I gaped.
"How do you know?"I asked and he looked at Claude then back to me.
"Watch I'll tested it"Pyro said and stood then took my hand.
"What are you doing?"I asked then he kissed my cheek. The whole time I watched Claude, his eyes were shocked and angry. I saw his hands clinch into fists as he watched us. Pyro took my hands and pulled me behind the bookshelves.
"I told you he still loves you"Pyro said and I shrugged.
"Then how do I get him back?"I asked and he sighed.
"Just ask him, before its too late"Pyro said and I nodded. I walked back to the table and Claude still watching me. I walked towards him and bent my finger for him to come with me. He sighed and walked over to me. I pulled him towards the doors where no one could really see us.
"I was wondering if-"I said and he put his finger on my lips.
"I heard what you said and yes, I want you to be with me again"Claude said and I smiled so huge, I think I might've looked like the Joker. He pulled me into a huge hug and kissed my head.
"I love you, Spencer Manner, and I will for the rest of my life"Claude said and I jumped on his waist.
"I love you, too, Claude. I was wondering if I could come to the cemetery and we could finally-"I said and he smiled.
"You mean it?"Claude asked like a kid who begging to go Disney World. I placed my hand on his cheek and nodded.
"Yeah but only if have something that starts with a c"I said and he nodded.
"I'm gonna get some right after school, I promise"Claude said and kissed me. His lips were like the sweetest candy ever invented and I was a ten year old with a sweet tooth. I tugged on his lip and he tugged back on mine.
"Can we skip and just go now?"Claude asked and I shook my head.
"Nope but today is Friday, so I can stay all night if you want"I said and he nodded. He placed ad sweet but sexy peck on my lips and I moaned.
"Could be anymore of a slut?"Cindy asked and I stuck the bird at her.
"No thanks"Cindy said and Claude shook his head.
"Shake my head at you, Cindy"I said and she frowned.
"You're mad cause I told you no"Cindy said and I choked on my spit.
"No I have a boyfriend who would love to have sex with me all night long, and I'm not bi or gay"I said and she scoffed.
"What ever"Cindy said and walked out of the door.
"I love your angry side"Claude said and I smirked. He pulled me back and kissed my neck. The bell rung but he didn't budge.
"Free period"Claude said and I nodded. He pulled me outside into the breezeway.
"You might have a free period but I don't"I said and he sighed.
"Please?"Claude pouted with sexy eyes.
"Its the first day I have to make a good impression"I said and he sighed.
"Then I'll walk you"Claude said and I rolled my eyes at him.
"I know my way around"I said and he wrapped his arm around my waist.
"I'm walking you, or you don't go"Claude said and I scoffed.
"Whatever dad"I joked and he kissed my cheek.
"So did I miss anything?"Claude asked and I shrugged.
"Not really I mean, I started playing soft ball but that's it"I said and he smiled at me.
"I bet you look sexy, in those tiny shorts, that tight shirt, and that bat, like a you pose for playboy"Claude said and I laughed.
"Don't give yourself a boner okay sweetie?"I said and he laughed.
"Okay ,okay. But I bet you look sexy"Claude said and I laughed.
"Yeah I guess"I said and Gunner Stevens passed by me. I rolled my eyes at him. Gunner and I have a had a grudge since sixth grade when he transferred here. I was playing guitar at the school talent show, I was half way through Move Along by the All American Rejects, when he started to boo and throw popcorn at me. I couldn't finish my song and every day after that he teased me.
"Look the reject's got a boo"Gunner said and I scoffed. Claude stared us and let go of my waist.
"What'd you call her?"Claude asked and I grabbed his hand.
"Claude-"I said but Gunner cut in.
"Oh would like slut, reject, hoe, or bitch?"Gunner said and Claude cracked his knuckles.
"Claude don't"I said and he shook his head.
"Why so he can insult you more?"Claude asked and I sighed.
"He's not worth you getting expelled over"I said and he nodded. Claude stared at Gunner then parted his lips.
"If I catch you outside of school insulting her we'll have a problem, got it?"Claude said and I smirked at him. Claude was my goth rebellious knight. I placed my hand on his cheek and kissed him. He placed his hands on my lower back and I placed mine around his neck.
"Ms. Manner, Mr. Sterling, would kindly follow me to my office?"Mr. Rogers, the principal asked and we jerked away from each other. I hung my head so my hair covered my face. Claude stepped behind me as we walked to the office, he kissed my cheek and put his lips to my ear.
"Are you afraid?"Claude whispered in a dark voice, I couldn't help smiled. He grabbed my waist and I sighed. Mr. Rogers gestured for us to sit in the seats next to his office. He pulled out some write ups and I sighed.
"Since it is the first day I'll let you off but don't let me catch you two again, okay"Mr. Rogers said and I smiled then nodded.
"Yes sir, I promise it won't happen again"I said and he nodded. I stood and walked to Chemistry.
"It won't happen again?"Claude asked and I nodded.
"Look there's the Spencer you hang with and there's the Spencer at school, they usually never combine so if they do I have to get them apart again"I said and he nodded.
"I like my girlfriend Spencer, the fun one, who doesn't care about anything, the one who just told me we could go to the cemetery, and have fun"Claude said and I laughed.
"I gotta go class starts in five"I said and he sighed.
"Are we still on for the cemetery?"Claude asked and I shrugged.
"Maybe"I said and he sighed. I walked into Chemistry and did my work.
I avoided Claude for the rest of the day, which was a big blur. Pyro, Spike, Wes, and I walked home together. We stopped at the ice cream shop and grabbed a cone each. After that we parted and I was alone. I was so tired all I wanted to do was sleep but I couldn't. I walked to Steve and Stacy's school, which was about two blocks away from my house. They were walking with their friends until they saw me, then Steve ran towards. He squeezed me in a hug and I squeezed him back.
"I missed you Spencer"Steve said and I nodded.
"I missed you too"I yawned and he smiled at me. He grabbed my bag from my shoulder and held it for me.
"Thanks"I yawned again. We walked home and got there in a few minutes. I unlocked the door and slumped up the stairs. I walked towards my bed slunk into it. I felt some blocking my way and I pushed it, but it still wouldn't move. I groaned then opened my eyes, to see Claude sitting on the edge of my bed.
"What?"I groaned and he sighed.
"You forgot?"Claude asked in a sweet tone.
"Forgot what?"I asked and he showed me a box of condoms.
"That we're gonna make love"Claude said and I groaned.
"Do we have to?"I asked and he sighed.
"I wanted to"Claude said and I sighed. I did tell him that we would, but today was long and I wanted to sleep. I groaned and he sighed. He placed his hand on my back and rubbed it in circles. I sighed and he pressed harder.
"Mm keep going"I said and he laughed. His hands felt so amazing on my back. He pressed harder and I moaned. I loved his hands pressing and squeezing my back. I had my eyes and he sighed.
"I love you Claude"I said and he laughed. I guess he some how had me laying on his lap and he was massaging me. I could feel his knees on my stomach.
"I love you too Spencer"Claude said and kissed my head. He stopped massaging my back and I groaned. I opened my eyes and looked into his. He smiled at me and I pouted.
"Why'd you stop?"I whinned and he smirked.
"Cause you never started"Claude said and I sighed.