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Emmett POV

I had been watching Jasper's dorm for the last month. I knew exactly when he left, and most nights he came home in time to shower and change. And on the weekends, he never came home. Rose and I had been taking shifts after the first week once we figured out that he left at the same time and the same way. I decided I was going to follow him tonight. So I sat just outside of the campus, in a friend's car, waiting for Jasper on his bike. I almost missed him when he tore out of the campus. He ran the red and was going WAY to fast. I noticed as we passed under a bright street light he didn't have his helmet on.

He stopped running the reds, and I kept back behind other cars. After a 20 minute ride, he whipped into a parking lot, and I pulled into a lot two buildings over. I locked the door and snuck over to the parking lot. I noticed right away that it was a bar. I hide behind a large bush and sat. I looked at all the patrons in the line and was guessing from the way they dressed, it was a gay bar. I know my brother frequented the bars in the city, and text him. He confirmed it was the biggest gay bar in the city. I was outside 40 minutes before I watched Jasper exit the bar with an older man. I watched as they entered a car, and it drove around the building. I snuck around and watched as the man stepped out and Jasper lay in the back seat. When the man dropped his pants, I turned my head. I heard the man get off with Jasper, and then leave. I watched from behind the large garbage bin as Jasper swiped madly at his cheeks then stalked around the bar. I slipped back out as he high fived the bouncer, and slipped back in the club.

I watched Jasper exit with someone, and enter alone 6 times after that. He then slid onto his bike and drove off. I rushed to my car and followed. He pulled into a park area, and just sat there. I sat in my car until the sun came up and rushed back to the Dorm. Rosie was there, but Edward wasn't. I quickly told Rosie what I saw.

She had tears in her eyes after, "What was he like?"

"Not him, Rosie, He was empty and hollow, and completely passive and submissive."

Rose sobbed a little and I pulled her into my arms. She had confessed to me, that Jasper was a brother to her. They were so alike it wasn't even funny. I hurt me that she was hurting so much because of this. It's been over 2 months since James attacked Jasper. Edward had yet to talk to him, or let Jasper talk. I think seriously that Jasper has given up.

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Hi all. Okay!

So things are still at a stand still. Will they get better, or worse? I'm not sure yet. I haven't written that far.

Let me know what you think so far. Things will change. Just how is the question?

Sorry they are so short, but you can only make them so long.

XOXO

Kai