Back to Dauntless - continued
I don't own any of the Divergent characters. Veronica Roth does.
I do claim the new characters and the plot. This is rated M for strong language and sexual content.
Eric's POV
"No". She hisses. "I just need to-"
"Come on then." I gesture for her to follow me. I knew before she said anything. I'd like to comfort her but how? Surprisingly she follows me. I head to our apartments. We're in the same hall after all. I stop at my door and quickly unlock it. I swing the door open and block her way so she can't get around me to her apartment. "Inside." I command and to my relief she goes in my apartment. "I'm going to fix you dinner." She raises her eyebrows at me. "Consider it my way of making up for being such an ass this morning." She gives me a small smile. I head into my kitchen quickly hoping she doesn't notice my huge grin.
"I'm going to go change into something more comfortable, ok?"
"Just don't come back in a night gown." I holler back.
"You wish..." I hear her mutter and then hear my door open and close. Actually a nightie wouldn't be so bad I smirk at my own thoughts. Stop thinking like that. You're not going to be able to cheer her up if you're distracted. I get to work on browning se meat and begin to boil some water for pasta. I don't have much so a salad and spaghetti will have to do.
As I'm looking over my selection of alcohol I spot an unopened bottle of tequila. If I have limes this will work out just fine to distract her from her encounter with Four. Now do I have limes? I begin looking and hear my door open. I grin at the fact Luna feels comfortable to enough to just walk into my apartment. No one else ever has...no one is as brave as her. Or crazy enough my inner thoughts smirk back at me. I find the limes and set them next to the tequila bottle.
Luna walks in. She's wearing yoga pants and a sweatshirt. Her hair is now down too. Loose and some what curly framing her face. She already looks better. Well she would if her eyes weren't puffy. Guess she had to let some of it out.
"Well now I feel overdressed. How about you cut these up for the salad and I'll go change." I ask her as I slide some vegetables over to her. She nods. I head back to my room and quickly change into some gym shorts and a tank top. Normal I'd go without a shirt but having her here for dinner makes me a little self conscious.
I plate our spaghetti as she dishes out two bowls of salad. I grab some silverware and she gets two napkins. We make our way to my table. I set a plate and fork in front of her and she sets a bowl and napkin in front of me. It's amazing how in synch we appear to be right now. This feels like we do this every night. I wish. Wait what? I shake my head. "I'll get us some water to drink." I quickly return with an ice water for each of us. I place one in front of her and sit down. We begin eating and surprisingly the silence doesn't feel awkward. Nits rather nice actually. I smile internally.
"This is really good Eric. Thank you." I flash her a big toothy grin and she smiles back at me.
After we finish eating I begin to clean up. Luna comes up and takes the dishes from me. "I'll clean up since you cooked." I huff but let her. I hate cleaning up after cooking.
I cut up the limes and place them in a bowl. I then pour us each a shot. I take everything over to my coffee table and sit on my sofa. Luna joins me not a minute after I'm settled.
"What's this?" She asks.
"Something is bothering you. You don't have to say what just understand I'm not good at dealing with emotions. This is how I tend to forget or rather distract myself from a bad day." I gesture at the shots. "Care to give it a whirl?"
"I don't think this is a healthy way of dealing with things but I have to admit it I find it appealing right now. What are those for?" She asks pointing at the limes and salt.
Again I flash her a toothy grin. "Here you do it like this." I lick my hand pour some salt on it. I gesture for her to follow suit and she does. Then I lick up the salt, down my shot and take a lime between my teeth and suck out it's juice. She does the same. I chuckle at her scrunched up face.
"Ugh." She sticks out her tongue and shakes her head. Again I chuckle at her.
"It takes a little getting used to. After a couple more I'm sure you'll actually like it. You are a strong drinker after all." I wink at her.
"Yeah, I can hold my own." She smirks at me and something flashes in her eyes but it was too quick for me to make out. My stomach flips though. Hmm what's that about?
"How about we play Candor with these shots?" She suggests.
"Ok, sure. You want to go first?" I nudge her playfully.
"Yes, which faction did you transfer from?"
"Erudite. What's your tattoo?"
"It's a combination of Amity and Dauntless symbols. Why the maze tattoos?"
"I found them appealing. Always feel like I'm having to navigate my way thru life as if it were a maze." I answer truthfully.
"you know no one makes it out of life alive right?" She smirks at me. Of course she's right. I can't help but smile back at her quick wit.
"Your tattoo appears to be pretty large. How far does it extend and why?" I ask her.
"Isn't that two questions?"
"Technically yes, you can ask two after you answer."
"Do I have to do two shots?"
I smirk at her realizing she wasn't avoiding my questions rather trying to delay a double shot. "No. Let's make it a shot per turn versus per question."
She nods. Does her shot. How many are we up to now? 3 or 4? She stands up, "it goes from here-" she points a few inches down her thigh from her hip, "to here." She points to her neck. "It covers up my scars. I can't make them go away but I decided I could make them into something worth looking at. They kind of add texture to Amity tree." She half smiles. I didn't realize she had that many scars. I assumed she had some but never really thought about how extensive they might have been. "You know my fears. Tell me at least three of yours and explain them."
"Failure, I've never dealt well with failure. Failure and stupidity in an Erudite's eyes is equivalent to cowardice in Dauntless. Humiliation, I don't like being laughed at. Being weak and vulnerable were in one fear together. When I transferred I was scrawny and weak. I like having muscle and feeling strong. I like being powerful and a true force to be reckoned with." She nods in understanding. Did I really just tell her all that?! I mentally face palm. "Why don't you like Four?"
"It's not so much that I do or don't like him. He creeps me out. No, his eyes creep me out. Of course now I know why. His father was the guy who abused me. Four and the monster from my nightmares share the same eyes." Instead of doing a shot she grabs the bottle and gulps down two large swigs of tequila. Maybe this wasn't a good idea. "Why are you being nice to me?" She asks me while sloppily licking her lips. Fuck that's probably the sexiest thing I've seen her do. All I can think about is kissing her now. Fuck it. I lean into her and kiss her gently. I can taste the tequila on her and it's turning me on more. I like that she can drink as much if not more than me. I back up slightly and whisper against her lips, "because I like you more than a mentor should."
She stares into my eyes. Her eyes flick down to my lips a couple of times but I don't move. I don't want to push her. Especially with her abuse fresh in her mind. I don't want to be associated with that by any means. Well maybe as a safe haven or comfort...if I'm even capable of being that for someone. I pulled out of my thoughts by the feeling of Luna kissing me and making her way onto my lap. I didn't expect this kind of reaction from me. Mmm she bites down on my lip and I can't help but let a deep moan slip out. Her tongue eagerly seeks out mine and I welcome it. I wrap my arms around her and press into me. Fuck I want to just take her here and now but I've got to keep it at her pace. Don't fuck this up. I feel tingles shoot down my spine as she moans into the kiss. Fuck me. She feels amazing against me. My hands move under her sweatshirt and I attempt to tug it off.
She takes the hint and breaks away from our kiss only long enough to rip it off. I notice she only had a thin tank top underneath it before her lips crash back into mine. Damn her lips feel so good and that tongue...Mmm. My hands move up and down her back as we continue making out. She's not wearing a bra! I mentally fist pump and move my hands under her shirt. I keep them on her back. Unsure of how she'll react to the skin-on-skin contact. She groans and grinds her hips against me. Fuck. I'm not going to be able to maintain control for much longer if she keeps this up. She's more responsive than I anticipated and damn my body and hormones are about to take over. She kisses along my jaw and her lips find my ears. "Let me have control and we can continue. Otherwise tell me to stop now." She licks the edge of my ear and I can hear her heavy breath. Each breath sends shoots tingles down my body. Huh, like I could stop now even if I wanted to which I definitely don't.
All I can manage is to nod. She can have control. Fuck she can do anything she wants to me as long as this continues. Her fingers make there way into my hair and she tugs in backward exposing my neck. I can feel her smile against my cheek. "Good boy." She murmurs into my ear and again licks the edge of my ear and then heavily sighing into it as I grip her hips. She moves lower and bites my neck. I hiss a little but she begins to soothe it by licking and sucking on the spot. She's marking me and I love it. Yes, make me yours. This is insane I'm never like this...normally I'm the dominate one. There's something about Luna though. Never would've pictured her as a dominatrix but fuck it's hot. I'm already rock hard. I can't help but to grind up and into her as she continues her assault on my neck on the other side. Her hands make there way under my shirt and I gasp at the electric feeling I have when her fingertips skin along my stomach. She pulls my tank up and over my head. I raise my arms so it comes off completely.
"Uh-uh. She quickly pushes my arms down and pulls the tank in reverse. Effectively pinning my arms. Well kind of...we both know I could force my arms free but I'm not the one in control. She is and she clearly wants me pinned. I groan in frustration. I want to feel her, explore her body and discover every wicked secret tender spots she has. Damnit! I glare at her and she stares right back into my eyes. I've never noticed how green her eyes are and how they seem to darken with her arousal. "Stay" she commands. I huff as she slips off my lap. She goes over to my sound system and turns on some music. I don't recognize the song but I hear it's got drums. The goofiest grin makes its way across my face. She smiles at me and nods. Then she begins to move her hips. She moves in front of me. I can't take my eyes off of her. Her hips begin gyrating faster. She ever so slowly begins lifting her tank top up revealing her stomach. I can see more of her tattoo. It's really elaborate. She moves it up higher and stops at her tits. I can barely see the underside of her breasts. Damn she's a tease. She leaves her tank there with her breasts barely peeking out. She then moves a hand to her hair and the other down her stomach. She presses her knees against the inside of mine. The pressure tells me she wants me to spread my legs further so I do. She bites her bottom lip and I lick mine. I'm panting in anticipation. I want to feel those hips rock against mine. I roll my hips trying to tell her since words fail me right now. She turns away from me so that her ass is facing me. The music picks up and so do her movements. Her hands slide to her hips and she dips her fingers below the hem. She pulls up a red string and lets it snap high above her hips. She does this two more times. The red strings look like they're clawing at her hips...like I want to I realize. She steps backwards towards me. Her thumbs slip below the hem and ever so slowly push her pants down. I can see the strings are part of her red thong as her plump ass comes into view.
"Fuck". I manage to groan. She starts to pull the pants back up. "No. Please. Please don't." I beg her. Don't hide that miraculous red thong away. She smiles wickedly over her shoulder.
"Well, if you're going to beg." I mentally slap myself. But then she pushes her pants all the way down and steps out of them. So she likes it when I beg. Oh I can do this if I get rewards like that.
"Mmm. Yes baby. You're so hot. I love that thong. I think red is my new favorite color. Please baby I want to feel you. Let me feel those hips rock against me." I plead with her while rolling my hips again. She backs up further and begins to slowly lower herself. All the while still matching the song. My breathing hitches as I feel her grip my thighs. She backs her ass into me making circles with it. I want to feel it but when I go to move I feel her nails dig into my thighs. I look up at her and she's looking at me over her shoulder shaking her head. I groan. She moves her legs back so that now she's straddling me. She dips down gyrating her hips again. She barely comes into contact with my hard dick before rising up again.
"Baby please. Please press down into me. I want to feel you so bad." Again I beg her.
She lowers down and grinds into me. Fuck. I want to rip my arms free and throw her to the floor and fuck her hard. I want to hear her scream my name and cum on my dick. I clench my fists and I know my knuckles must be white. Luna pulls her tank off. My eyes take in as much as I can before she leans back into me.
"Ugh!" I growl out. She's basically naked on top of me, grinding and gyrating. Her body is so warm against me and her tits. Fuck those tits look amazing. I want to squeeze, bite and suckle them so bad.
"Baby please." My throat is so dry. My tongue feels thick. "Please turn around. Please." She gets off of me. I groan again at the loss of her body heat against me. She turns and faces me. I rub my foot up her calf. "Please come back." She bites her lip and shakes her head. I roll my eyes and throw my head back. I don't think I can take much more.
"Where are your condoms?" She asks. My head snaps up and I break my arms free. I jump up and run to get one ignoring my painfully rock hard cock. Ooh this is going to be worth it little buddy. Hold on a bit longer. I find a few and bring them all with me back out to the living room. I drop them on the table in front of her.
"You look thirsty. Want another shot?" She asks me and something flashes in her eyes.
"Please."
"Lick here". She points to the top of her left breast. I know I'm grinning like a mad man. I step quickly to her. I slide my hands over her hips and pull her to me. Licking her breast as directed though I began a little lower between the two. Damn she feels good against me. Her skin is soft. I can't help myself as I run my fingers over her hips and along those thin little strings clinging to her. She puts the salt over the area I licked. I don't wait for her. I can't. I pull her hard against me somewhat cupping her ass as I lick the salt off. I grab the tequila bottle and take a big gulp. I reach for a lime but she slaps my hand. I turn towards her and inhale deeply as I see her place a lime between her lips. I lean in and bite into it. Juice drips down her lips and chin. I quickly suck the lime into my mouth and tuck it my cheek. I wrap an arm around her as I lick the juice from her chin and then attach her lips. I squeeze her tight as I continue kissing her hard. I pull back and spit the lime out on the table. She stops me before I can kiss her again.
"I want you naked." I quickly comply kicking my shorts and briefs far away from us. "I want you to feel how wet you've made me you naughty boy." My breath catches in my throat. I nod and reach my hand forward to go between her thighs. She grabs my wrist. "Uh-uh. Not with your fingers. I don't think either of us needs any more foreplay do you?" I shake my head. She lifts her leg and places a foot on the table. "You get one stroke without a condom." Fuck yes! I want to squeal and jump around like a little kid on his birthday. She release my wrist. I move closer to her and squat down slightly so I can achieve the right angle. I reach again to pull her underwear to the side. I can already feel she's soaked. Fuck me. I try to swallow but there's a lump forming in my throat. I move my other hand to guide myself against her wet folds. My tip barely grazes her and electricity shoots up and down my spine. I swipe it from the front toward to back until it dips between her folds and I can't help myself. I hear her moan. I thrust up into her. Fuck me. She's so tight and wet. I pull out slightly and thrust back into her. Oh my. This is a bliss I've never experienced. I don't know if it's because of all the teasing, her need to control my actions and make me her's, or the feel of her tight wet pussy around my dick; or all of them combined. I'm complete mush. I let my head fall to her shoulder.
"If you don't want me to fuck you raw then I suggest you take a step back because I don't think I can. I want you so fucking bad right now baby." I barely whisper my confession to her. I feel her pussy tighten around me. "Fuck!" I growl at her.
She takes a step back. Releasing me to my dismay. "Oh I want you to fuck me. I want you to fuck me against the wall. You just have to put one of those on first though." She points down at the condoms. It takes a second for it to click in my head. She wants me. She wants me to fuck her. Against the wall no less. I grab up a condom rip it open and slip it on. I then quickly pull off her thong and snatch her up. Her legs instinctively go around my waist. Two quick strides and she's pressed against a wall. She grabs my dick and I moan at the feel of her grasping my dick. She smirks and guides me to her entrances. As soon as we're aligned I slam into her. Hard. Over and over again. Her nails rake down my back and I growl at the mix of pain and pleasure it brings me. I pump into her faster and deeper. I'm gonna make her scream my name. As if she read my mind I feel her tighten and arch back as she screams out my name. I'm so close. I'm staring down at her, my dick ravaging her. I struggle to continue since she's clenching so hard. She tugs at one of my hands and I adjust so she can take it. She sucks a finger into her mouth and my eyes snap to hers. She wraps her tongue around my finger and sucks hard as she pulls her head back to the wall. My dick deep in her tight clenching pussy and her warm mouth on my finger. It's too much. "Fuck Luna!" I growl as I cum hard. I feel my dick twitch inside her as she clenches and releases my dick a couple of times as we both ride out our orgasmic high.
After we catch our breath and I trust my legs and arms enough to move away from the assistance of the wall. I wrap her tightly to me and walk us over to sofa. I sit us down and she rises off of me enough so that I can remove the condom.
"I think tequila is my new favorite drink. You were right this is a good way to deal with complicated emotions." She kisses me lightly and the. Rests against my chest. I can't help but laugh at her confession.
"You are one of a kind Lulu." I kiss the top of her head.
Please review. I need a little encouragement to continue this storyline.