Enterprise Moment # 12: where do I belong?
sung by: Spock
He sat on his bed after the destruction of Vulcan and thought did he ever belong and did he ever have a home a place to stay warm besides the enterprise? He started to sing a song that he heard McCoy singing
Spock: when this began
I had nothing to say
and I get lost from the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
and I let it all out to find
that I'm not the only person with these things in my mind
Inside of me
but all they can see is the words revealed
is the only real thing I've got left to feel
nothing to lose
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own, the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna heal
what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
erase the pain until it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
looking everywhere to find
that it's not the way I had imagined it at all in my mind
So what am I
what do I have but negativity
cause I can't justify why everyone is looking at me
nothing to lose
nothing to gain hollow and alone
and the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I wanna heal I wanna feel
like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
somewhere I belong
He had no idea where he belonged but spock knew he must belong with his friends and lover Uhura or else there may not be another place for him to call home because Vulcan was gone and he had them left for comfort.