My heart dropped to the floor. I felt my stomach turning. This could not be happening. Kendall and I just got settled into a great relationship.

Kendall started to stir in his sleep and I quickly put the phone back next to him. I went into the kitchen to start my day and act like nothing happened. Maybe he would bring it up. I just prayed he wasn't cheating on me.

After a couple of hours Kendall came into the kitchen.

"Hey"

"Hey. Did you sleep well?"

"I guess so."

There was awkward silence between us for a few minutes before I finally spoke up.

"I think we should talk about last night. I don't think you remember much of it."

"I remember all of it Kenzie."

"Ok well then I'm sorry that I won't give you what you want and that you have to go elsewhere to find it."

"What are you talking about?"

"Just don't Kendall. Don't play dumb with me." I whispered. Tears already threatening to fall from my eyes.

"So what I went out and drank to loosen up and get my mind off things! What's the big deal?"

"The big deal is that you slept with someone Kendall. Someone that isn't me!?

By now I was crying and his face was red with anger.

"No I didn't Kenzie!"

"Then why in the hell is Kayslee texting you?"

Then Kendall's face went pale and he became rigid.

"Why were you looking through my phone?"

"I didn't look through your phone Kendall. It kept going off. I figured it might be important if someone wouldn't stop calling and texting you."

I looked at him and saw his face was full of regret.

"You slept with her didn't you?"

No answer.

"DIDN'T YOU!"

No answer again.

"I can't believe this. I'm such an idiot. I knew this was all too good to be true. I should have known i could never be happy. That's the story of my life. I'm never allowed happiness."

"Kenzie… I don't know what I can say or do to make this better. I'm sorry."

"Just get out. Don't come back. Get out. I'm done."

"No Kenzie! Please. I'm sorry!"

"Get out!"

"Please baby!"

We were both crying by now. I couldn't even look at him. I have never felt so betrayed in my life. I went to the bedroom and started packing his things. I could never look at him again or forgive him.

"Kenzie what are you doing. Kenzie don't! Please Kenzie! I don't want to leave you! I made a mistake!"

I didn't say anything. I just handed him his bag and locked myself in the bedroom.

A few minutes later I heard the front door shut. Then I collapsed and cried until I felt I couldn't cry anymore.

Elle came over and tried to comfort me. I knew she had her own problems so I told her to leave. I didn't want her here.

After a while I decided to go for a drive. After about a 3 hour drive I ended up at Jeremy and Tanya's house. I knocked on their door and Tanya answered.

"Hey guys! Sorry to just drop by un-announced, but I was in the neighborhood and decided to see my Godchildren."

"Oh my gosh! Kenzie! It is so good to see you! Come in!"

"Hey baby sis! What's going on? Wow you don't look good."

I pulled out of his hug with tears already in my eyes.

"Hey Kenz. I was just kidding I didn't mean to upset you."

"It's not you Jeremy. It's Kendall."

Just saying his name made me cry harder.

"What did he do?"

"He cheated on me and I kicked him out. We hadn't even lived together for a day and things already went to hell!"

Jeremy was fuming. Tanya tried to comfort both of us.

"Kenzie I'm sorry he did that. I wish I knew what to say sweetie."

I just cried some more. By that time Jeremy disappeared. Tanya and I looked at each other when we heard his car start and him pull away.

Tanya called Jeremy to see where he was going. I knew exactly where he was going and I couldn't let either one of the two people I loved get hurt.

You might want to hide. I think Jeremy is coming to find you.

You told him?

It was hard not to.

Kenzie I'm sorry. I love you. I'll take the beating your brother gives me. I deserve it. The guys want to kill me too. Hell I want to kill me for what I did.

Dont say that. I know you're sorry and that you love me. It's just that can't be with you anymore. You can get the rest of your stuff tomorrow. I'm going to stay here for a few days.

I can't change your mind?

No.

I'm so sorry. I will always love you. I give you my word on that.

I couldn't text him back after that. I couldn't tell him I loved him. I knew I did but I couldn't say it to him. I didn't want to give him false hope.

I was helping Tanya with the babies when the front door busted open. Jeremy came walking in sporting a bruised and swollen hand. My stomach turned upside down I got sick. I didn't want him to hurt Kendall. I knew he deserved it but it hurt just the same as if I were getting beat up.

"He won't ever bother you again."

He pulled me into a hug and I started crying. Sad part was is that I wanted him to bother me again. I wanted him to be with me.

A few days later I decided to go home. I didn't want to overstay my welcome at Jeremy and Tanya's.

"Call me if you need me Kenzie."

I hugged Tanya bye.

"Call me if you need a babysitter."

I gave the twins hugs and kisses bye.

"Love you babies!"

I hugged Jeremy last. His hand was doing better but I think he was starting to regret beating up Kendall. I couldn't be mad at him. But at the same time I felt like I was.

"Love you baby sis. Remember I'm a phone call away."

"Love you too."

I drove home with an empty feeling in my stomach. When I arrived back there was a moving van outside my house. I dreaded this moment. I was hoping he had everything moved out before.

I parked my car and went inside. I spotted Carlos and Logan talking in the corner. They gave me a small sympathetic smile when they saw me. I was about to go talk to them when I heard Kendall's voice coming out of my bedroom.

"Hey guys I have a few more boxes I want to move. I want to get everything out before Kenzie…gets…home… I didn't know you were coming back today."

"I felt I was overstaying my welcome there."

"Oh. Well we'll be out of your way soon. I took the pictures of us. I figured you wouldn't want to see them."

"Ok."

I finally looked up at him and saw all the bruises and cuts on him. My poor boy. All I wanted to do was hold him and take care of him. But I couldn't do that.

I walked outside on my back porch. Milo was out there playing. He went to me as soon as he saw me. I began crying knowing that Kendall would never sleep in the bed next to me. He would never wake up next me to again. I didn't want him to go but I couldn't trust him either.

I heard the glass door open and Logan came out.

"Hey beautiful."

"Ha thanks for the compliment. I know I am far from beautiful."

"Oh Kenzie but you are. I'm so sorry about you guys. I was really hoping things wouldn't end with you two. He loves you. He regrets everything. I just hope you can forgive him someday. I'd hate to see you soul mates never together again. Also me and the guys are here for you Kenzie. We still want you to work for us as our assistant. You have friends in all of us."

"Thanks Logan but I'm not going to work for you guys. It's just too hard. I got my old job back at the vet clinic. I can't promise I'll keep in touch. I just need time to think. But I love you guys and I love Kendall. I just can't be with him right now."

His phone started to vibrate in his pocket.

"Well everyone's done. It's time to head out."

"I'll go in and say goodbye."

Logan and I walked back into the house and spotted the rest of the crew standing by the front door. I went over to James and Carlos and hugged them bye and then Logan. Kendall was the last to leave.

"One last hug?"

I nodded yes and wrapped my arms around him one last time.

"You don't know how much I love you Kenzie. I will always love you." Kendall whispered through tears.

"Me too Kendall."

We pulled away from each other after a few minutes and I wiped the tears from his face. Slowly he turned towards the door and walked out.