Do You Love Me?
"Jean?" Marie called out, as she knocked on the door for the second time. "Come on Jean…let me in, I know you're in there!" Marie finished, with a look of worry.
"Go away Marie…before anyone sees you" Jean replied through the other side of the door, causing Marie to jerk into attention at the sound of Jean's voice.
"Then let me in and they won't see me…" Marie replied hopefully, as she strained to hear what else Jean would say to her.
"No Marie…go"
"I'm not leaving…besides, Logan's going to go talk to the Professor and see if he'll lighten up-"
"Logan's a sweet man for doing that…but its no use Marie. We're finished…"
"I don't believe you!" Marie stated, shaking her head as tears threatened to fall.
Her hands now squarely placed against the door, her forehead pressed against the wood surface.
"I don't believe you for a second" Marie added, before pounding on the door, harder this time.
"Marie…go! It's over between us-"
"open the door Jean! Or I'll scream louder until someone will hear me" Marie threatened, as she tried to contain a smile as she knew in her heart that Jean would come to her senses and open the door.
"You wont" Jean finally replied, as Marie listened with a grin on her face.
"I won't?"
"no, you wont…" Jean responded quickly before gasping at the sound of Marie screaming at the top of her lungs.
"AGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH! AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH! HELP ME I'M IN LOVE WITH DR. JEA-" Marie didn't even have time to finish, before Jean's door opened to revealing a skinny hand coming right for Marie's collar. "Ugh!" Marie exclaimed as she soon found herself being pulled into the room, and then slammed against the door, with Jean's hand placed directly over her mouth.
"Are you crazy?"
"ehm crlfly n lfley whun yolhg" Marie replied, her words muffled by Jean's hand, which was still placed over Marie's lips.
"Oh sorry…" Jean replied when she realized that the girl couldn't talk if her hand was in the way.
As soon as Jean's hand left Marie's lips, Marie quickly repeated what she was previously trying to say,
"I'm crazy in love with you!" Jean gave her a puzzled look before asking,
"what?"
"You heard me" Marie responded with a smile, before reaching for Jean and pulling the woman into a heartfelt kiss, that almost knocked the women off her feet.
The kiss deepened, as Marie and Jean kissed and held each other lovingly. With lips pressed firmly together, and hands caught in the quest to feel the forbidden fruit of their passion, Marie and Jean felt the heat begin to rise within them. When air seemed to be an issue, Jean pulled back, her hands gripping Marie's face as her eyes widened at the shock of what just happened.
"Shit! This can't happen again…" Jean responded after taking a moment to catch her breath.
"We seem to be doing just fine" Marie replied with a smirk, before pulling Jean back into a well needed kiss. Jean couldn't help but feel weak in the knees, as she held Marie against her, relishing in the moment of the well-needed kiss.
After a moment, the forbidden lovers broke apart again, still focusing their gazes in each other's eyes.
"We shouldn't be doing this…I've been warned not to see you again-"
"then help make this the best moment of our lives…so when I leave this room, I can go to bed every night and dream this moment over and over again…" Marie replied before pulling Jean back into another loving kiss.
Now lying on the bed, with Marie on top, the two woman continued to kiss each other with such passion that neither dared to break away. And as Marie's hand traveled down to Jean's pants, Marie soon removed the women's article of clothing, before letting her fingers work their magic.
"You promise not to leave me?" Marie asked as she teased Jean's sex, with her hand rubbing overtop of Jean's panties.
"Marie we shouldn't…" Jean commented as she sighed at the feel of Marie's fingers rubbing her sex over top of her panties.
"Why not?" Marie asked a grin playing on her features, as she watched Jean's flushed face.
"Because if we get caught-" Jean was about to reply before being silenced by Marie's playful nips against her lips.
"Come one! Live a little! Besides, you've taught me how to control my powers…why not enjoy the spotlight of your success?" Marie replied with a sexy grin, before moving her hand away from Jean's panties for a moment, before skillfully placing the hand under the thin fabric to feel the moist treasure inside.
"Ah! Marie…I don't think this is such a good idea" Jean commented, before closing her eyes in response to the arousing sensation of Marie's fingers moving between her folds.
"Shhh! Don't speak! Just feel…" Marie instructed as she shifted her weight onto one side, and slowly moved her fingers in and out of Jean's sex. "I want to feel you! Incase I never get this chance again…" Marie added as her eyes fixed themselves onto Jean's beautiful face.
God! She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen! How could my love for her be considered wrong? Marie thought to herself as she watched Jean's chest rise and fall.
As Marie placed a gentle kiss on Jean's lips, Jean let her hand grasp Marie's, clenching it in the midst of her increasing pleasure. Marie grinned happily, as she watched Jean's expression, while quickening the movement of her fingers, to match the bucking of Jean's hips. And as Jean focused on the growing pleasure between her thighs, she listened as hard as she could to each whispered word that Marie said to her.
"If sin is as sweet as your lips…than sin must be sweeter than the bitter taste of social perfection!" Marie whispered, before placing a seductive lick against Jean's pulse point, releasing a moan from the already pleasured women.
And with one last thrust; Marie gave her girl what she needed. But as Marie buried her head in the crook of Jean's neck, something unnatural took form in Jean's eyes. As the passion and pleasure began to envelope Jean's senses, suddenly her eyes took to the momentary color of black, as her face darkened for just a moment. She held Marie closer to her, almost painfully closer, as Jean began to feel something within her that she never felt before. It was like the sudden rush of energy, of power, of strength, of something that she never felt before. But assuming that this was due to Marie's skillful fingers, and erotic words, she thought nothing of it.
"MARIE!" Jean practically screamed, when her orgasm finally came to her. And as the orgasm rippled through her, Jean felt the strange feeling again, but stronger this time. And as she enjoyed Marie's gentle kisses along her jaw line, she couldn't help but enjoy the strange sensation that left her feeling invincible.
What is this? God! If this is what it's like to have sex with Marie…then why did I wait so long to experience this? I feel so strange…so powerful…so invincible! I feel like I could do anything…anything I can think of! Jean thought to herself as she enjoyed Marie's loving caresses and gentle kisses near her pulse point.
Marie still hadn't noticed the discoloration in Jean's eyes, since her own were shut and concentrated on containing her own arousal. By the time Marie did open her eyes to look into Jean's, whatever darkness that was in Jean's eye, was now gone. There were no visible signs of anything different in Jean; all that was there was an exhausted and somewhat dazed Jean Grey.
After a moment, when Jean began to recover from her exhaustion, Marie watched her intently. With her one hand, Marie placed a rogue strand of Jean's hair behind her ear, and continued to watch her with a look of wonder in her eyes. She bit her bottom lip in thought, as she remembered what Logan asked her not long before.
She must love me…after all; Jean wouldn't let me make love to her if she didn't love me…right? I have to know…I didn't really plan to do this-but I couldn't help myself…I know she loves me, I just need to hear her say it-even if I only hear it once! Marie thought to herself.
"Do you love me?" Marie whispered in Jean's ear as she held the exhausted women in her arms.
Jean's eyes widened in response, her thoughts a blank, as she struggled to voice an answer to Maire's surprise question.
Meanwhile, while Marie waited patiently for Jean's answer. Logan was just moments away from entering the Professor's office, a grim expression on his stubbly features. As he made his way towards the solid oak door, he raised his hands in front of him, and pushed the door open with one mighty and defiant shove.
"Wheels! We need to talk" Logan stated briskly as he walked into the room, pushing the door accidentally into shadowcat, who expertly fazed through the door. "Oh…sorry Kitty I didn't see you there" Logan apologized, earning him a raised eyebrow from the girl before she replied,
"that's alright Logan…I'm just glad that I heard you coming…"
"Logan! You came to see me?" The Professor inquired knowingly, his face neutral, his hands folding neatly on his desk.
"Yeah that's right" Logan replied, before making his way towards the Professor, stopping short of the desk with his arms crossed and leaning to the side.
"Well, what is it?" The Professor asked, although he could guess the reason why Logan was paying him such a rare visit at such an awkward time.
"I think you should reconsider your discussion"
"concerning Jean and Marie?"
"You bet your paralyzed ass" Logan replied with his usual insensitive measures.
"There's nothing more to say on that topic-"
"easy for you to say…you don't got to live on the other side of the mansion alone!" Logan interrupted strongly, his eyes fixed on the Professor defiantly.
"This issue is resolved as far as I am concerned-"
"I don't think so. Sit tight Professor…we're going to have a very long talk about this." Logan responded knowingly, his eyes never giving the slightest sign that he would waver from his personal mission.
"I did what was necessary Logan! I'm not the bad guy here!" The Professor exclaimed dominantly, his eyebrows raised.
"Bullshit! Next thing you'll be telling me is that you care about Jean-"
"I care about Jean more than your stubborn mind could comprehend!" The Professor rebounded boldly, his eyes sparking at the mention of Jean's name.
Logan sighed heavily as he looked away for a moment to digest the words that just left the Professor's lips,
"again…bullshit!" Logan finally replied as his eyes threw darts into the Professors unwavering gaze. "You sure as hell have a funny way of caring about people-"
"I am not the bad guy in this Logan! I did what I had to" the Professor replied, his voice adding another dose of emotion to his statement.
"Then why? Why make Jean's life so difficult?" Logan asked, his arms leaving his sides to wave in the air before falling back down to his waist, while his eyes refused to look away from the Professor's.
"It was either that…or I banish Jean from the mansion forever! Not to mention that if the authorities ever found out about this…then Jean could find herself in a very tight predicament, which is not good for her as well as mutant reputation!" The Professor explained, his eyes changing into a look of hope as Logan could tell that the man was trying desperately to get him to understand.
"Is that more important than Jean's happiness?" Logan asked, his face contorting into a look of anger as he fought hard to control his voice.
"I have to look out for everyone's best interests Logan. Jean needs to understand that-"
"Oh…I'm sure she'll understand that the man who was like a father to her, would be more than willing to feed her to the dogs than to fight for her happiness!" Logan replied, as thoughts of Jean crying almost choked back his words.
"I love Jean as if she were my own daughter!"
"Yeah? Well, Jean loves Marie more than anything…and Marie would do anything to be with her! You know that's true…Jean wouldn't risk her life-her reputation-if Marie was just a fuck buddy-"
"I'm curious Logan…why are you willing to help Jean be with the women that she loves? When you're not getting anything out of it?" The Professor asked as his face twisted into a look of confusion, while he waited patiently for an answer from Logan.
"…Because I love her," Logan replied truthfully, his eyes searching the floor as he embraced the reality of his words.
"And helping her be with Marie is an expression of your love for her?"
"I love her! I'd die for her-I'd do anything to make her happy…" Logan began before pausing to collect himself. "Let me tell you something Professor. Before I met Jean and Marie I didn't take responsibility for anything! But now…now, when I see the woman I love in distress-and the girl who I care about the most in pain…I take the responsibility to do what I know is right! So that Jean can love and be loved by Marie-who loves her so badly it hurts! It takes a lot for me to say this Charles, so don't take this lightly!" Logan replied with an outstretched finger before returning to his next words. "Anyways… I realized that if you love someone so much…so much that to see them cry breaks your heart-and to see them happy makes your day worth while…that you'll do anything to make them smile again-even if it means giving them up…" Logan finished truthfully, as the Professor watched him blankly.
"That's very mature of you Logan. But I'm still curious about something…why can't you be with Jean? Why is Marie a better choice than yourself?" The Professor questioned, as he leaned forward, interested in hearing what else Logan had to say.
"I think we all can agree, that I'm not the type of guy a gal would dare bring home to her parents…not to mention that I ain't the type for a beautiful, smart, powerful, inspirational, and caring type of gal that Jean is…I just ain't the bub for her-"
"but Marie is?" The Professor asked, as he watched Logan's eyes focus in on him.
"You got that right bub! I may not be the guy to be with Jean…Marie is the only one that can make Jean happy. I'll be the first to stand up for them whenever they need me! And I ain't about to stand by and watch Jean and Marie fall to pieces because society is nothing but a bag of pussies!" Logan finished, successfully destroying his moment of maturity.
"You bring a very interesting and powerful statement to mind Logan" the Professor began before voicing his next words, "but…I will not waver from my previous decision. I'm sorry Logan but I can't allow Jean and Marie to be together-"
"You're bag of shit you know that! I went all mushy and emotional on you! And expressed my true feelings and stuff…you still didn't hear a thing I said did you?" Logan exclaimed angrily, before the Professor's outstretched hand brought Logan's full attention.
"I won't allow their relationship to continue as of now. But…I am willing to make a deal with you…" the Professor stated, which earned him Logan's complete and uninterrupted attention.
Logan waited, as the Professor suddenly chose this specific time to take a long pause. Despite the anxiety growing within Logan, he couldn't help but feel slight suspicion as he studied the Professor's calm and blank expression. What the hell is he doing? Isn't he supposed to tell me the deal? He must be enjoying the moment…typical Logan thought to himself. After a moment longer of watching the Professor's blank expression, Logan's patience officially ran out.
"Are you going to tell me or what?" Logan inquired, as he continued to eye the Professor suspiciously.
"My apologies! I uh…I was lost in thought" the Professor replied, with a strange smile on his lips before he added, "Here's the deal…if Jean and Marie stay away from each other-and abide by my rules…then, when Marie turns 18, I will allow them to be together-"
"done! I'll go tell them the good news!" Logan interrupted excitedly, as he soon made his way to the door before being stopped by the Professor's next words.
"But…if I they break these rules-and I find out that they have done more than kissing-which will make things worse…than the deals off and as soon as Marie turns 18 and graduates, she'll be forced to leave the X-Men…and Jean will have to agree to stay." The Professor finished, as Logan turned to flash the Professor a look of annoyance.
"deal!"
How would he know if Jean and Marie had sex or not? Logan thought to himself before the Professor's voice interrupted Logan's thoughts.
I'm not the world's most powerful telepath for nothing you know… The Professor's voice inquired.
Before leaving the room, Logan turned to flash the Professor a blank expression, before silently opening the door and making his way into the hallway.
"I thought it wasn't your style to go through peoples minds without their permission" Logan replied, before closing the door shut behind him.
"Logan!" came a small voice.
"Whose there?" Logan responded as his eyes searched the area around him for the owner of the voice.
"Behind you…" the voice replied, as Logan turned to find Kitty Pryde fazing out of the wall with a partially stunned expression. "I heard everything…" Kitty stated, as she watched Logan's expression intently. "Before you say anything…I just want you to know that I'm totally with you on this. And…although I'm a little shocked over the whole thing…I'm more than willing to do what I can to help" Kitty finished, as Logan eyed her suspiciously.
"Why?" Logan asked, his eyes searching the young girl's for any clue to a hidden agenda.
"Rogue and I may not have gotten along so well when it came to Bobby…but we are over that now. We're actually ok around each other-and I care about what happens to Jean and Rogue! Besides…how can the X-Men function during missions if two of its members aren't even allowed to be in the same room!" Kitty explained, her long brown hair gracefully adding to her childish beauty.
"So I can trust you on this?" Logan responded cautiously, as he eyed the girl's expression, while silently wondering if trusting Kitty was such a good idea.
"Damn straight you can!" Kitty replied, as she checked to see if the coast was clear, before returning her full attention to Logan "But we can't spare another second! I was fazed into the wall, listening to you and the Professor…when Storm walks by, right?"
"Right?"
"Well…turns out that while you were talking to the Professor, he sent a mental message to Storm!"
"Uh huh? While he was talking to me?" Tricky bastard! I knew he was up to something! Logan thought to himself before returning his attention to Kitty's next words.
"Yeah! I actually overheard Storm talking to herself, while you were inside the Professor's office. " Kitty replied as she watched Logan's hard-set expression.
"Interesting…what did he tell her?"
"I don't know for sure! But I did hear Storm say something about going to find Jean and Marie..." Kitty finished as Logan eyed her thoughtfully.
"Why would he want Marie and Jean now?" Logan asked out loud, before adding, "I'm going to go see Marie…I'll catch you later Kitty-"
"She won't be in her dorm" Kitty interrupted quickly.
"Where is she then?" Logan asked, as he focused his gaze on the smaller girl.
"I think I have an idea where she may be. I went to talk to her earlier…and she wasn't in her dorm. I needed to talk to her about a school project, and as I left the dorm room and began searching for her around the school…I saw her walk past the Professor's office and towards…the old part of the mansion-I think" Kitty finished just as Logan's eyebrows rose in shock.
"Are you sure?" Christ all mighty! Don't tell me that Marie is with Jean at this very moment-with Ro on the way! Logan thought to himself.
"I don't know! I mean, before I could investigate further the Professor called me into his office to talk…and then after you showed up, I hid in the walls. I was so busy overhearing what you and the Professor were talking about, that I didn't give it a second thought, until now …" Kitty replied, before Logan grabbed for her arm and led her away from the Professor's office. After a few paces, and when Logan was convinced that the coast was clear, he spoke in a low tone, just loud enough for Kitty to hear.
"Kitty, I need you to do something for me…you know where Jean's room is right?"
"Yeah…it's all the way on the other side of the mansion…room number 6, right? Oh, and down the hall from that large plate glass window?" Kitty replied, as she tried to remember exactly where Jean's room was located.
"How did you know that?" Logan asked with a look of confusion, as Kitty flashed him a humorous smile.
"So…I followed you around for a bit" Kitty replied with a grin before adding, "I overheard you talking to Jean about helping her to move all of her belongs…and I was curious…so, I followed you guys-but I wasn't listening in I swear! I was just curious to know where my favorite teacher's room was to be relocated to…" Kitty finished with a sigh as she tried to control the urge to laugh at Logan's awkward expression.
"…Thought I smelled bubble gum and fruity perfume" Logan commented as Kitty flashed him a look of disapproval, before being silenced by Logan's next words.
"All kidding aside…I need you to grab Marie before Ro gets to Jean's room. I don't think I have to tell you what would happen if Ro catches Marie in Jean's room…" Logan instructed as Kitty listened closely.
"We don't know for sure if Rogue is even with Jean…I mean, all I saw was her walking in that direction. She could have changed her mind and went somewhere else or"
"There's no time for that! Go! Get Marie, bring her back…and if she isn't there, than be grateful that there is a God and that he is on our side! Now go!" Logan replied with a harsh whisper, as he practically shoved Kitty towards a wall.
"Ok, ok…I'm going" Kitty replied before adding thoughtfully, "what will you do in the mean time?"
"I'm going to try and catch up with Ro…maybe I can distract her long enough for you to grab Marie and get out of there unnoticed!" Logan explained, as Kitty nodded her head in agreement.
"Sounds good! I'll try and get there as fast as I can!" Kitty replied before fazing through the nearest wall.
Marie, if you're getting laid right now I swear to God you're gunna get it good! If not from the Professor, than from me! No one makes me get all mushy for nothing! Logan thought to himself, as he made a run for it in the direction of Jean's new room.
Authors Note: Sorry that I took so long to do this…annoying parents and a very busy school schedule doesn't make nice with my writing schedule lol. I'm actually really nervous about this chapter…I'm really nervous to know what you guys think about the direction of this story and this chapter in particular. Just out of curiosity…what do you guys think is going to happen next? Include it in your review if you like or PM me! I really would like to know what you guys think is going to happen-it makes things more interesting for me in a way…lol weird I know…I'm just curious…