Part 8: Wishing only wounds the heart

Elphaba paced across a dark, deserted courtyard. Grim, unfriendly walls fenced her in. Her mind raced with questions, wants and fears, all dancing to the same despairing melody.

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Hands touch, eyes meet,
Sudden silence, sudden heat.
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl.
Stolen smile, so coy…
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Her face shone with the light of what could be.

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But I'm not that girl.

Don't dream too far,
Don't lose sight of who you are,
Don't remember that rush of joy,
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She sat heavily at the foot of a tree, resting her aching head in her hands.

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Just a joke, a toy…
I'm not that girl.

Ev'ry so often we long to steal,
To the land of what-might-have-been.
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel,
When reality sets back in.

Blithe smile, lithe limb,
She who's winsome, bright and trim.
Gold hair with a gentle curl…

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Elphie had never cried so much in her life.

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There's a girl I know,
I love her so…
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Exhausted, she fell into a broken slumber.

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A/N: What? You were expecting some kind of resolution?

Lyrics shamelessly stolen from the musical, with a little adjustment of course. And does anyone realise just how hard it is to find a rhyme for "boy"?!