Hay guys so hear are the next chapter and I hope you like it. It is short but I didn't have much time to write. I would like at least 10 reviews. Thank you.

"Well it was his ideal to let you pick." I said.

"Ok."

"So where do you want to go?"

"Well we could go..."

"Go where?" I asked.

"To Russia I thank that it would be good for us."

"Ok."

"Roza I was wondering if I could stay the night again?" Dimitri asked.

"Yea, and this time you can sleep in the bed with me." I said and walking back to the house to find Nick. When I walked in his room he was sitting on his bed reading, one of the things he got from Dimitri. When he heard me come in he looked up but when right back to his book. I walked over and sat on his bed next to him.

"So guess where we are going." I said to him.

"Where?" he said looking up from his book.

"Russia."

"Ok I'll start packing."

"Ok." I said and left his room and walked back to mine, Dimitri was already in there and he was changing, I couldn't help but stare at him he was a god. He turned around after putting sweet pants on and looked at me with a smile on his face.

"Like what you see?" he asked and all I could do what nod. Dimitri walked over and put his arms around my waist pulling me closer, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. It was nice and sweet but soon turned into some more animal like. Dimitri pulled back and lifted my shirt up a little bit than looked in my eyes; I nodded telling him that it was ok. When he took my shirt all the way off his eyes left mine and started to stair at my breasts. His kissed me again hard, he grabbed me and picked my up and carried me to bed. As soon as my back was on the bed I froze, Dimitri must have felt it because he stopped. I couldn't do it not tonight, when my legs had hit the bed all I could do is thank about last time. He left me and I felt as if I gave my self to him again than he would leave me again. I looked in Dimitri eyes, I saw lust, concern and, love. I knew that he loved me but I couldn't do it.

"I can't." I said in a small voice.

"I love you, Roza. I am fine with waiting."

"I don't know if I'll ever be able to." I said and he got off of me and sat up, I sat up too.

"Why not?" he said looking into my eyes.

"Because just know, when I hit the bed I remember what happened last time we had sex, I just can't do knowing that you might leave me again."

"We never just had sex, I made love to you. Roza I will never leave you again what I did the first time to you was horrible but I will not do it again."

"I'm Sorry." I said hugging him.

"Don't be." He whispered and lied down taking me with him. I pulled the covers over us and cuddled into his side. As soon as I got as close to him as I could I fell asleep.

"Mom." Nick said when he was younger.

"Yes." I said we were in the kitchen.

"Where is my dad?"

"Well he…" I stopped not being able to say it.

"He what?"

"He left." I said tears coming down my face.

"As in he died?"

"No he didn't want me anymore." I said and ran out of the room, I knew it was wrong but I could not let him see me cry over Dimitri again, I got to my room and sat down. Not long after that the door to my room opened and Nick walked in but he was no longer 5 he was 11.

"Rose." I heard a voice say to me.

"Rose wake up." I heard the voice again and I knew Dimitri. I opened my eyes and stare into his deep brown eyes.

"Come on we need to get up."

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Rose