John Paul
This week really went by fast, I can't believe I'm going back home tomorrow. Craig has been in some sort of mood all day today, moping and saying he doesn't want to go to work. I know he doesn't want me to leave, but he also knows that I have to, I have to go back home and sort things out, see if I can get transferred to a Uni here, quit my job and well everything.
"Hey," I look at him as he comes down the stairs and into the living room, having finished getting dressed, he looks at me and smiles sadly before sitting down next to me.
"I wish I didn't have to work today," he sighs and I nod my head with a smile.
"We still have tonight after we get home and most of the day tomorrow too, and it won't be long before I come out for my next visit." I hug him and kiss his cheek, "It's only a couple of months Craig, and then we'll be together all the time."
"Just a couple of months," he sighs and kisses me on the lips, "I don't like it, but I'll just have to settle for it, I suppose."
"Not long and with all my visits, well it'll feel like it's even shorter than a couple of months."
He nods his head thoughtfully and holds me tightly. This past week had been amazing, we'd just spent time together like we never did before, we talked, we laughed, we went out, we went on dates, we went clubbing, he got so drunk that night that we ended up sitting huddled together in the bathroom for an hour after we got home, because he was sick. I took care of him that night and he was so embarrassed the following day, but he needn't be, cause that's what I'm there for, that's what being in a relationship is about, to take care of each other, his face when I told him that, he was just so happy and it made me happy too.
Rich was no issue at all for us, after a couple of days he went to be with his girlfriend and we haven't seen or heard from him since, which is just as well, cause I think with the amount of sex Craig and I have had, it was perfectly clear to him and everyone else in that house that we are meant to be together, that I am the only one who can fuck Craig and the only one who can make him scream like that, and come like that.
I'd gotten the job thing sorted, more or less I'd begin the week after the regular DJ stopped and moved to Spain to pursue his career there, Craig had decided that we'd go on holiday together after I moved to Dublin and then we'd start working together the same day, we even made plans with Ben about that and he'd agreed to have my first day on the job be the same day as Craig got back after our holiday.
He has to work today, so Rae, Joe and Kate are coming out with us so that we at least can have a night out while he works and so that we can walk him home too afterwards. Right on cue the three people come into the room and we get up, and it's not long till we're out on the street heading for the club. This time when we get there it's after opening hours, but Craig leads us to the staff entrance to avoid the queue. We enter and deposit our clothes in the staff room, before being guided to the club by him, he kisses me gently and then heads off behind the bar, as we move over to an empty booth that Kate spotted.
It was a rather enjoyable night with my new friends, we didn't see much of Craig though, the bar was swamped so no wonder really, but the four of us had a really good time, I'd gotten to know these people a little bit on this visit, had private conversations with each and every one of them, they all seemed interested in getting to know me better, though I feel like Rae already knows me, since Craig has told her everything about me and us in general, I already feel close to her.
Joe is sort of like the straight version of Craig, almost the same humor and just a great guy to hang out with and watch football or anything sports related, we even have the same taste in music, which is, well nice, since Craig doesn't have the same taste as me and is always going on about some commercialized pop tune that I can't stand, bless him for trying though, and I'll have him listening to proper music sooner or later, I've decided to make that to be my first project with Craig. He can still listen to all his trash but I'd like him to know some of the music I am really into, and I mean really know it, just like I know who his favorite artists are, I want him to know this about me too.
But no, Joe, he knows what good music is, and we'd had some rather good conversations, and even made some plans to go see some bands play when they come to Dublin, something Craig had grumbled about, wondering why I was making dates with Joe, which had made Joe uncomfortable and me sort of proud of my jealous little boyfriend, so I told him he could come too, we'd make a lads night out of it. Joe and Kate had been filled in on the Rich situation by Rae so he didn't suggest us bringing him with us.
Kate I instantly liked, there is just something about her that tells me she'll be a lifelong mate, sort of like Hannah, I feel like I can trust her, and I rarely do that with people, you learn that as a McQueen, don't trust people, you'll end up getting hurt. But sometimes there are some people who are trustworthy and she's one of them, at least that's my gut feeling about her.
She'd been really great about the entire Rich thing, had gone with Rae to talk to him one of the days before he went off back to his girlfriends, it was rather evident that she didn't want him to be hurting, but knew that there wasn't really anything she could do to take away his pain, but hey that's life for you. I know how it feels like to be in love with Craig and him being oblivious to it. I know how it is to be in love with him and him beating me up because of it. I know how it is to be in love with him and being treated like dirt by him, being played until I snapped, and I know how it is to be in love with him and have him be in love with me, have him want me, want to be out and about with me. I know all this and I know I'd be as heartbroken as Rich is right now, if Craig had never shown any interest in being anything other than my mate. It would have slowly destroyed me and I am pretty sure I'd have lost touch with him had he gone to Dublin with Sarah last year. I can't just be his mate, not when I am so in love with him.
I know it'll be somewhat the same for Rich, unless he actually tries it on with Craig, but I plan on having the guys look out for any signs of that, and talk him out of it if he is foolish enough to try and go after Craig. I trust Craig with my life, and I know he won't ever do anything to betray my trust, but when he's drunk, and I mean really wasted, he does lose control and can be touchy feely, and well if he's out with Rich, I am not sure Rich will back down, not when he is in love with Craig, not when he wants him.
Yeah I'll talk to the girls tomorrow in the morning and just ask them to look out for Craig while I'm gone, I know Rae will, regardless of me asking her or not, but it's good to ask anyways I figure, and I think Kate will be up for it too.
Rae is the one I've got the best relationship with of Craig's mates, since well she knows me already, she told me during one of our chats that Craig had told her so much about me when he first opened up that she was a tad bit sick of hearing about me, and he'd told her loads, practically everything he knew about me. I sensed that she was rather protective of him, not wanting him to get hurt again. In a way, she is a combination of Jacqui and Carmel, at least that's who she reminds me of, not that she is intimidating or anything, but just rather protective of someone she cares about and at the same time really loving and caring.
I smile as my cheek is kissed by my boyfriend and turn my head to kiss him on the lips as he wraps his arms around me nuzzling into my neck, to the accompanying awws from the girls, and the roll of the eyes from both me, Craig and Joe too, I notice as I look over at him, our eyes connect for a moment and we both chuckle. "Can I see you for a minute," Craig asks in a whisper, I nod my head, getting up and following him, he walks through the bar area, and to the back rooms. I simply follow him and the next thing I know is I'm being pressed up against the door in the staff room, his lips covering mine in a kiss that takes my breath away. "God, I've wanted to do that all night," he tells me as he pulls back, making me blush and look down at the floor.
"I missed you," looking up I smile when he smiles at what I just said, "I'll miss you when I go back home, but I'll be back soon and I won't let you forget me, I'll text and email and phone and IM you so much these two weeks that you'll tell me to tone it down… a bit anyways."
"Never going to happen, I just want you to be here all the time, I'll miss you so much, but I'll know, I'll know in the back of my head that you'll be back with me soon, and afterwards you'll be here permanently and that will make the pain in my chest ease a tad bit. Cause, being without you for a bit I think I can live with, but being without you for the rest of my life, I can't, I won't… Never." He looks into my eyes, and I can tell he's pleading with me to believe his words, to trust him, and I do, I really do.
"I love you Craig,"
"I love you too John Paul," I let him pull me into his arms, and hug him back just as tightly, breathing in deeply, savoring the smell of him, the feel of him, he's mine, and I'm his and no one and nothing will ever change that.
"I'm thirsty," I tell him after a while as I pull back and look into his eyes, he smiles, nods and then stepping back slightly, he reaches for the handle to take us out to the bar again. I grab his hand though, and push him up against the door, covering his mouth with mine, kissing him deeply, my tongue plundering his mouth and him submitting to me, letting me do what I want, letting me kiss him. "I'm really thirsty Craig," I tell him as I pull back and before he says anything, my hand unbuttons his jeans and delves inside his boxers to play with his semi hard cock, he gasps at this and looks at me, but I just smile as I slowly begin to stroke his cock. It isn't long till he is rock hard and moaning softly. "I'm thirsty Craig, you think I can get a drink?" I wonder as I stop stroking his shaft and look into his eyes, he licks his lips and nods slowly.
I instantly drop to my knees and swallow his cock, making him cry out and then bite down on his arm which he uses to muffle his cries with. I ease his pants and boxers down so that they are around his thighs and drop his cock from my lips momentarily to wet some fingers before taking him into my mouth again. I reach my hand behind him, and play with his hole, before breaching him. My fingers almost instantly find their target and as I begin pushing against his prostate while sucking his cock I feel him shudder and hear him moan. I keep up my double assault on his body for a few more minutes and then he comes, he comes hard, groaning into his arm, shooting four rapid bursts of his milky cum down my throat. I drink it all up, and keep sucking on his cock until he is spent. Sitting back on my heels, I remove my fingers from deep inside of him, and pull his boxers and jeans back up, making sure to do up the button and zip. Then I look up at him with a smile on my lips.
"That was…" he begins as he looks at me, I nod and get to my feet, adjusting my own throbbing erection, he looks down and reaches out, undoubtedly wanting to return the favor, but I step back, away from him and go over to the sofa. As I sit down I notice the frown and the slight hurt expression on his face.
"That was a good drink," I chuckle as I hold out my hand for him, "and later tonight, I am going to show you my gratitude," I whisper in his ear as I pull him down to sit with me, "But now's not the time, and I think your break might be over soon,"
"I can't leave you like that," he gives my cock a squeeze through the denim, making me groan, and slap his hand away.
"Yes you can, I can adjust it somehow so no one will notice,"
"I'll walk you over to the booth, just stay behind me. I'll make it as though I've gone to collect a drinks order from you guys," Craig smiles as he gets up and holds out his hand for me, I grab it and get up, then rearrange my cock so that it is less obvious that I am hard, and he just looks at me while I do this, licking his lips, probably imagining how it is to have my full member in his mouth.
"When we get home Craig, you can do whatever you want, I'm not planning on sleeping that much tonight," I wink at him and he nods his head before stepping forward to kiss me lovingly on the lips.
"You ready?" he asks as he steps back and I look down at myself, then nod, he looks too, bites his lip, then reaches out a hand and just strokes the length of my shaft once making me shudder, "Okay, ready too," he grins wickedly and walks us out of the room. Just before we reach the main club area, we let go of the hand we're holding, and I walk closely behind him back to the booth, dropping down in my seat again. "You guys set for drinks?" Craig asks the others and we place an order of beer with him, before he pecks me on the cheek and goes back to get our order. When he's been to our booth again with the drinks, he goes back behind the bar and stays there for the remainder of the night.
"Everything okay?" I turn from looking at Craig and smile at Joe, "Only you were gone for 20 minutes, we were wondering if something was up?"
We'd been away for 20 minutes? Wow, well I suppose we lost track of time for a bit, I shake my head as I look at each person sat with me, "Nothing was up, we just…" I bite my lip and smile, "We were just being a bit sentimental about me going back home tomorrow, just needed a bit of time alone to just you know, be a couple," I sigh as I look over at Craig again at the same time as he looks over at me, he smiles shyly and waves, then goes back to work. "I just wish he didn't have to work today," I sigh again as I smile and look at our friends, "I suppose it's this not wanting to say good bye thing, but knowing that we have to, at least for a couple of weeks," I shake my head, "We just needed some us time."
"Oh okay," Kate nods her head in understanding, then looks lovingly at Joe, kissing him tenderly on the cheek. As she does that Rae grips my hand and gives it a squeeze, making me look at her and smile.
For the rest of the night we don't bring up the subject of me going back home up again, we just enjoy our night out, we laugh, and drink and dance, and just act our age, I can feel Craig's eyes on me for most of the night, and whenever I look over at him he's in one way or the other looking at me, be it as he's serving a customer or if he's just wiping down the bar, anything really, and each time I tell him I love him with my eyes and he returns the sentiment with his eyes and a smile or blows me a kiss, which I return.
Craig
"Seems like it was a good night at the bar tonight," John Paul tells me as we're curled up in bed together, him having just made love to me, I nod my head from where it's resting on his chest, "You made loads of tips, didn't you?"
I look up and smile as I once more nod my head, "It doesn't hurt to look good when you work the bar, girls love it, and they flirt like crazy and leave insane tips."
"Well as long as they keep it to flirting and flirting only."
"I wouldn't go with them," I raise myself up and look at him, "I swear, I haven't ever and I won't ever, I've got you, I won't ever mess up again."
"I know, I wasn't having a go, just saying you know." He smiles reassuringly as he kisses my hand, "Someone as beautiful as you is bound to attract people, and I don't mind that, I'm actually pleased that my boyfriend is someone that turns heads, that others can see what I see," he tells me as I rest my head back down on his chest. I feel myself blushing at his words, "I mean why shouldn't they flirt with you, eh?" I chuckle, "But I guess I'm wondering if they keep it to just flirting, or if they try it on with you guys?"
I kiss his chest before replying, "Depends on the guy really," I begin, "Like with me, when they flirt, I flirt back cause I know that's what they want, and basically that's part of my job, you know, return the smile or wink while I serve them, and most of the time that's all it takes and they leave a rather good tip," I look up at him and he nods for me to continue, "Naturally there are those of them who are persistent, but you tell them you're in a relationship and they back off, or move on to the next guy, whichever mood they're in really."
"So you tell them you're in a relationship?" he wonders and I nod my head.
"But… even before we got together?" I nod my head once more, "Craig, if you slept with someone from the club, I won't mind, I won't get angry or anything,"
"I haven't, not once," I tell him as I interrupt him.
"But… why not?" I frown at this and he can tell I'm confused so he continues, "I mean, you were free to do whatever you wanted, why not just… I dunno, go for it?"
"Cause it would've been wrong and made me feel horrible," I shrug, "I only wanted you, I was pining for you, so even when I flirted back I just did enough to get the tips, you know." I sigh as I look at him, "I've only wanted you, I wanted you to show up at the club, flirt with me and then go back home with me, to make love to me, to kiss me, to hold me… I just wanted you to be mine again."
"Really?"
"Yeah really," I chuckle and shake my head, "John Paul, I only want you, I only need you, and now I have you, now I won't let go ever again."
"I won't let go ever again, either," he whispers as he pulls me closer to him, and kisses my forehead, "Do the others sleep with the girls?"
I chuckle at this and nod my head, "Yeah, some of them do," I sigh, "Some of them have this competition going as to who beds the most girls in a week, or a month or something, they've tried to get me along, but.." I shrug, "I wasn't interested and they let it go after a while, and well now they know I'm in a relationship, so there's no need to ask me to join them once more, is there now?"
"Suppose not," he sighs, "You don't miss it though?"
"What?"
"Sleeping with girls and all that, I mean… Am I enough for you?"
I sit up and look at him, "John Paul, you know I slept with some girls in Dublin," he nods his head, "You also know how wrong I felt after having done that," another nod, "I don't miss it, because all I was missing was you. I was missing the person I love, the person I lost my heart to, the person who broke my heart and the person who healed it again by showing up on my door a little over a week ago, the same person who is now my boyfriend, again. The same person, who will soon be living here with me permanently, the beautiful blond and blue eyed boy who is now in my bed asking me all sorts of silly questions he already knows the answers to." I chuckle as he blushes. "I love you John Paul, you and only you. There won't ever be anyone else. You have my heart, it's yours to do with what you want, and I trust you, I know I can trust you, to keep it safe, to not break it, to guard it with your life, because I'd do the same with yours."
"You already have my heart Craig, and I know you'd keep it safe, I trust and love you sweetheart."
"I know you do, and any other questions you might have, well in one way or the other the answer will involve you, so just don't worry about things, and enjoy what we have, enjoy the idea of you coming to live here with me and us building our lives together, building a future together. You're it for me John Paul; I can't love anyone as much as I love you."
"You're it for me too sweetheart, and I'm sorry, I guess all this stuff with me leaving has got me a bit worried of what might happen when I'm away."
"The only thing that will happen is that I'll miss you terribly, and annoy the hell out of you with all my phone calls and texts and mails and IM's, I won't go looking for anything with anyone else, I'm with you and that's how it will be."
"I love you,"
"Love you too John Paul," I tell him, then kiss him deeply.
We don't say anything for a while afterwards, we just hold each other and share kisses and looks, and both feel loved, I have him make love to me again, passionately, tenderly and lovingly, which he does and I have him fuck me hard which he also does, he makes me come by sucking me and by jerking me off, and he even has me fuck him, which I do and make him come without having touched his cock at all, I suck him off too and we go back to just kissing and holding each other.
It's about 6am when he drifts off and I soon follow him to the land of sleep, luckily his flight isn't till in the evening so it still gives us some time together when we wake up.
Thanks for reading.