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Spencer woke up and jumped at the first sound. Evelyn had been back for 3 weeks now and Spencer had barely been getting sleep, they would take turns but Spencer was still pumping constantly. Toby was loving every second of her being home, he loved to see Spencer holding or feeding her. He got the opportunity to look at Spencer's breasts, although he wasn't aloud to touch them.
She always said they hurt and they always we hard as rocks, according to Spencer. Spencer walked through the hallway into Evelyn's room. There Toby was, standing there holding their daughter. The sight if this made Spencer's heart melt. She never wanted anything more than this, to be happy with the love of her life and the most precious child to be there with them.
"Hey there." Spencer smiled, putting her hand on her belly.
"Hi," Toby whispered turning around showing a sleeping child in his arms. Spencer smiled at the both of them and walked closer. Toby handed their daughter off to her and moved out of the way so Spencer could sit down in her rocking chair. She still had the rocking chair that Toby made her back in high school.
Spencer sat down in the chair and looked up at the god standing over her. "I'm so tired." Spencer smiled lazily at Toby and leaned forward to rest her head on the taught stomach.
"I know and as soon as we can afford one we will get an all time nanny." he leaned down and kissed her forehead. Spencer continued to rock Evelyn until she was nodding off. As these few days they had learned a few things about Evelyn: she loved being held, she didn't like to drink out of bottles at night when she knew that Spencer was holding her, and she never let anyone put her down until she was completely asleep.
"Baby, please sleep." Spencer pleaded. Toby knew that she was more than tired, she was exhausted.
Spencer knew that Evelyn was still hungry and pulled out her boob. Toby laughed a little, he was still surprised that he was not aloud to touch them. They were so damn tempting. Evelyn didn't take it automatically so she put a little bit of the milk on her lips and she took it finally.
"Do they always hurt like that?" Toby asked Spencer.
"Yeah, they hurt like this. You try having a child that only wants your boobs and they're hard as rocks 24/7." Spencer said in almost an angry voice.
"I'm sorry baby." He kissed her hair and rubbed her back and Evelyn continued to eat. After about five minutes of Evelyn falling asleep and waking back up to have more food, she finally was done. The good thing about Spencer constantly breastfeeding Evelyn was that was going to put her period off for a few more months. Spencer laid Evelyn down and finally she didn't have to pick her up again, she was actually asleep this time.
"I didn't think it was going to be this hard." Spencer said as she hugged Toby, watching their daughter sleep in her bed. She was a pretty good sleeper when it came to staying out of their bed, for the first few days Spencer had her bed in their, fear of loosing her again.
"I know, neither did I, but I think it's the lack of sleep getting to us." He continued. "Come, let's go to bed." They walked into their bedroom and laid down.
"Hold me?" She questioned as he climbed into bed with her. He nodded and wrapped his big arms around her as if she were a child. They fell asleep into a peaceful sleep.
"DON'T DO THIS, NOT AGAIN!" Spencer screamed at Wren, he was pinning her hands to the bed with his own and was about to take her without consent. This was the second time that this had happened to her. The first time she was drunk and she didn't know that she didn't want it.
"JUST STOP STRUGGLING YOU BITCH!" He yelled back and slammed himself into her, she stopped moving and let it happen. There was not much that she could do to stop it.
"I'm gonna give you a baby, I'm gonna be your baby daddy." He groaned as he continued to pump into her.
"No, please no." Spencer, she thought if she would beg maybe that would get him to stop or at least not do it again.
After he found his release she laid there and cried herself to sleep. There was no way she could be around him any longer.
"SPENCER!" She could hear her name being called but she ignored it.
"Spencer, sweet heart please wake up!" Toby was lightly shaking her shoulder. She finally opened her eyes and looked up at him. She had tears running down her face.
"No, don't touch me!" She screamed and jumped out of the bed.
"Spencer it was just a dream. I won't touch you, but it's me Toby." He had feared in the past that she was going to start having nightmares of her past.
"I'm sorry." She whispered and pulled her knees to her chest.
"It's okay. What happened?" He was scared for her.
"Wren." Was all she said and he instantly understood what she was dreaming about.
Toby could hear the soft whimpers of Evelyn in the next room. He climbed out of bed and Spencer climbed back into, wrapping her arms back around herself. A few seconds later he came back in with the baby and handed her to Spencer and sat behind her and looked over her shoulder.
"She looks so much like you when you were a baby." Toby said and kissed the side of her head. Spencer let out a dry laugh and leaned into Toby's kiss.
"I want her to sleep in here with us until you have to go back to work." She said lying down with Evelyn in between them. Toby nodded and laid down, stroking Evelyn blonde covered head.
So this chapter was kid of short but then again I have to lead up to something else that might be happening. Just remember to look for this story, I will try to update every Thursday and maybe more MAYBE. Spencer's nightmares have started, what do you think will come of them? Go check out my one hots and "Take me to London" to get more of my writing. DON'T FORGET TO REVIEW!