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Hey everyone. All of the reviews I got from my last chapter made me really happy; which made me write this chapter quicker so that you all could read! I would like to give some credit to MiniBellaSwan for giving me a suggestion for my story that I ended up using; I'll tell you all in an A/n at the very end what her contribution was. Anyway because of that suggestion I ended up changing some things in my story that I had planned and I will probably just alter some of those plans or just not use them at all. Also don't get to excited; this chapter won't end as happily as you might want it to. Please check out my blog for updates/etc as well.

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The Song For this Chapter is:

'Do You Wanna Touch Me by Joan Jett'

EPOV

After helping clean up dinner I headed up to my room. On my way I saw Rosalie exit the family bathroom in pajamas. I watched from behind the corner of the hallway until she went into Alice's room, shutting the door behind her. I stayed behind the corner for around a minute to make sure it was safe before I tip toed up to the door quietly. I pressed my ear up to the door to see what I could hear. The voices were muffled but I was still able to make them out.

"Nice Blue bra!" I heard Rose say loudly. It was silent for a few moments; the silence killed me! I was completely unaware of what was happening on the other side of the door. My mind managed to drift to the gutters and I imagined that Rose was complimenting Bella because she was in nothing but her underwear.

"Ha ha, very funny Rose." Bella's voice brought me back to the present. Not knowing what was going on was actually killing me. I wanted so badly to just open the door and watch, except that wouldn't be the sneakiest thing to do.

"So." My little pixie sister said.

"So." an unknown voice said. It sounded like whoever the person had been was mocking my sister. "Do you like Edward? As in crush like, not friendship like." I heard the wonderful pixie sister of mine ask, who I assumed was Bella. I silently thanked her for getting to the point. She managed to do exactly what I wanted her to do without me even having to ask; it must have been one of those amazing twin things.

"Yes." I heard Bella's voice say. I did the quietest happy dance imaginable before sticking my ear back to the door, ready to listen for more. I heard my voice being called rather harshly and whispered but chose to ignore it, whatever was happening on the other side of the door was just to fascinating. "At least I think I do-" Bella was cut off by my stupid pixie sister. One moment Alice is amazing and the next she's screwing things up, so typical.

"What do you mean you think you like him?" she said sounding annoyed.

"I... I..." I wanted to hear what Bella would say so badly; my concentration was destroyed by a sharp pain at my right ear. My mother pulled me away from the door. 'Ow!' I mouthed to her.

"Ow my ass..." she mumbled sounding angry. She dragged me till we were in front of the door to my room. "What were you just doing?" she hissed to me with her hand placed on her hip.

"Eavesdropping..." I told her quietly sighing. My mother had always talked about how disrespectful and rude eavesdropping was so I knew I was in for something bad.

"I have told you multiple time's before not to..." my mother began the lecture. I faded in and out, adding a few nods and 'I'm Sorrys' here and there for her benefit. I thought about how Bella had said she 'liked' me. I was so giddy just thinking about it, I felt like a little girl who had just found out she was going to get a pony. When I thought about Bella saying she thought she did I frowned. I wasn't one hundred percent sure what that had meant since I had been interrupted by my angry mother, but I didn't think that was a good sign for me.

My mother finally dismissed me after an hour or two of lecturing. I wasn't sure how long it had been so I entered my room to check my digital alarm clock.

10:07pm.

"Shit." I muttered to myself under my breath. I grabbed my towel that was hanging from a hook on my closet and rushed to the family bathroom. My room was big but didn't have a bathroom like Alice's. My parents had agreed to give Alice the room with the bathroom because of the whole girl factor. I entered the bathroom, shutting the door behind me, and turned the shower on before stripping down to nothing and stepping into the shower. I took a twenty-minute shower. I had always loved showering; it was so relaxing and just a nice solitary time to think over what was going on in your life. As I stepped out of the shower I grabbed my towel and towel dried my hair quickly then wrapped the towel around my waist. I reached for my toothbrush until I heard a click; the door to the bathroom had opened. I turned my head to see Bella staring, with her jaw dropped wide open. I watched her as her eyes ran over my body. I began to chuckle after a few moments of her eye-humping me but turned it into a cough. Bella's eyes met mine in an instant; she was blushing for being caught.

"Uh... Uhm, I'm s-sorry, I'll g-go" Bella stuttered. Looking away she grabbed the door and was about to shut it. I grabbed the door without thinking; I didn't want her to leave plus I sort of enjoyed all of her ogling. Bella tugged at the door a few times not realizing I was holding it still. She was blushing like crazy and I couldn't help but smile.

"You don't need to go. Did you need something important?" I asked when she looked up to me. She shook her head no.

"Just R-Rose's bag. I don't need it now though. I can wait." She told me quietly. It looked as if she was trying to hide behind her hair; I wanted to reach out and tuck her hair back behind her ear but resisted.

"Go ahead. You can just search around me." I said as persuasive as I could. I watched her for a few seconds as she debated what to do. Bella noticed my staring and nodded her head. I stayed in the same position as she tried to get past me; secretly praying our bodies would make contact. God answered my silent prayers and I felt her chest brush my back. Bella mumbled a sorry and passed me. I leaned against the wall behind me and watched her search the bathroom. I could see her blue bra through her white tank top; this answered a few of my questions from earlier. To soon for my liking Bella leaned down next to the toilet and grabbed Rose's bag. She stood up quickly rushing out of the washroom. Bella's foot caught on her pajama pants and she began to fall down. I grabbed on to her waist preventing her from colliding with the ground. I held Bella tightly to me, savoring the closeness before setting her on her feet and steadying her.

"Th-Thanks..." she mumbled to me not making eye contact. Bella cheeks were an even brighter red than before; she was so adorable when she blushed.

"No Problem. I replied running my hand through my hair; Bella's attention was drawn to my towel; which was hanging lower than normal due to my saving her from her own clumsiness. I pulled it up and tightened it, wishing I hadn't. Who cared if Bella stared at my crotch anyway? I certainly didn't.

Bella turned around and ran away; to Alice's room probably. I laughed as I watched her; she was just so adorable when she was embarrassed. Shutting the door I returned to what I had been doing before Bella entered. I brushed my teeth quickly then threw on a pair of boxers before running to my room. I laid down in my bed and fell asleep quickly with thoughts of Bella racing through my mind. Tonight had been great.

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When I woke up the next morning I had to pee badly. I lifted my blanket off myself, swinging my legs over the side of the bed. Getting off the bed, I walked over to my dresser quickly and grabbed a pair of jeans to throw over top of my boxers. I didn't expect anyone to be up and about the house because my clock read 8:20am. My parents had already left for work an hour earlier and I didn't expect any of the girls to be awake this early after their sleepover, but I put on a pair of jeans anyway in case any of the girls happened to be awake.

I made my way through the hallway quickly towards the bathroom. I had to pee pretty badly plus if anyone was awake I didn't want them to have to see me shirtless, unless it was Bella of course. I swung the door wide open allowing it to hit the wall. I took a few steps inside before I realized that someone else was in the bathroom. I heard a surprised yelp and looked up to see Bella. Not just the ordinary clothed Bella I knew so well, but a Bella that was wearing a matching set of a Red lace bra and panties. I stared lustily at Bella while multiple fantasies ran through my mind, Bella had an amazing little body. She grabbed the towel that had been hanging from the shower and used it to cover the front part of her body.

"May I help you?" she asked sounding embarrassed. I suddenly remembered why I had come to the bathroom in the first place.

"I- uh had to pee." I told her truthfully, except now I wasn't sure if that fact was completely true anymore, looking at Bella seemed to fill the need of going to the bathroom with lust. Bella looked amused, plus she was taking short glimpses at my exposed torso every few seconds.

"Then I'll just let you do that." she told me as she began to walk towards me, wrapping the towel around her completely. I stood still, as she began to pass me our arms brushed. Bella froze on the spot; I looked down at her to see her biting her lip as if in deep thought. Our eyes locked and hers were filled with lust. With our eyes still locked Bella reached her arm out to shut the door, with her still in the bathroom. Bella angled her body so it was now facing my own. Without breaking our gaze she lifted one hand up to my face, brushing my cheek with it. I stood still, frozen in place. She smiled up at me seductively; I wasn't sure if I was still dreaming or if this was real but I chose to embrace every moment. Bella tilted her head and began to lean in to me. Our lips brushed briefly and softly before she pulled away. Our eyes locked into each other's once more as she slowly snaked her arms around my neck. My heart was racing and my breath uneven. Having the distance between us made me only want more. I pressed my lips to hers harder and rougher this time, unable to take the space between us. Bella allowed her towel to drop to the ground and I swung her around; pressing her back up against the wall.

Our lips pressed and molded together. Her tongue grazed my bottom lip and I granted her access. While our tongue's fought for dominance Bella wrapped both of her legs around my waist, arching her back and pressing our bodies closer together. My arms wrapped around her lower back; pulling her closer to me. Even though both of our bodies were rubbing against one another's this wasn't good enough for me, I wanted to be closer. I broke our kiss and began to kiss along Bella's jaw. Bella purred into my ear seductively.

I was brought to a sudden stop when I heard a deafening scream. Except this wasn't Bella that had screamed, in fact it sounded like Alice. Both Bella and my attention were brought towards where the scream had come from. The door to the bathroom was wide open, with Alice standing and staring at us in shock.

"Oh my effing god!" Alice yelled, making me remove my hands from Bella's waist and up to my ears.

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APOV

I woke up at 8:30am. I hadn't expected to wake up so early but was surprised to find Bella missing from my bed. I shook Rose, waking her up. "Rose, where's Bella?" I asked worried. Rose laughed lightly while yawning.

"She woke me up a few minutes ago to tell me that she wanted to go change." Rose said. Yawning again she closed her eyes. "Now let me sleep. I'm tired!" she murmured restlessly. I threw my blanket that had been covering me earlier to the side jumping out of my bed. "What are you doing?" Rose asked sounding annoyed. I placed my hand on my hip and rolled my eyes at her.

"I can't just leave her alone. What if she's hungry? I don't want to be a bad host!" I told her, making it sound obvious. Rose just laughed at me then snuggled back underneath the blankets. I left my room and raced down the hallway to the bathroom. The door was shut and the light was on underneath so I assumed Bella had to be inside. I knocked lightly on the door because it was the polite thing to do. There was no reply, which worried me. Quickly I opened the door praying that Bella was ok. I screamed when I saw what was actually going on inside the Family Bathroom. Bella was pressed against the wall with her legs wrapped around Edward while the two of them were making out; not to mention the fact that they were both half-naked. Eww. I suddenly understood why Edward wasn't particularly fond of seeing Jasper and me together.

"Oh my effing god!" I yelled half in shock and disgust. I stood there holding the door wide open for a few seconds; Bella and Edward were staring at me with the exact same expression of shock I probably had on my face. No one had any idea of what to do, we all just stood there waiting for someone to say something. Bella's legs were still wrapped around Edward's waist when I heard Rose running down the hallway.

"Oh my god! Oh my god! Is everything ok?" Rose yelled when she saw me. She stopped when she was beside me. Rose was staring at me looking for answers, I pointed towards Bella and Edward and her eyes followed. When she saw the two of them her eyes widened. "Oh my… oh… oh my GOD!" Rose yelled throwing herself to the ground in the hallway and covering her face with her hands. "Oh my God! Ew, Ew, EWW!" she yelled dramatically. I giggled quietly. Rose had always been the more dramatic one out of the two of us. "Tell me when it's safe." Rose said sounding afraid. I turned back towards Edward and Bella; I could still hear Rose mumbling 'Ew' over and over again but tried my best to tune it out. Bella was now standing next to Edward with a towel wrapped around her. They were both fidgeting as if waiting for a lecture from their parents.

"I… uh. I'm gonna go to your room, Alice." Bella told me before running away from the current scene. I wanted to stop her, but decided not to. I would question her all about it later. I looked towards Edward.

"You should go to your room and put a shirt on." I told him firmly. He looked extremely uncomfortable. Not that this surprised me; he should feel extremely uncomfortable after being caught in such a compromising position.

"I actually sort of have to pee… do you mind?" he asked. I sighed, annoyed.

"Fine. Go ahead." I told him before I slammed the bathroom door. I leaned down tapping Rose on the shoulder. "You can get up now." I told her as quietly and sweetly as possible. The poor thing would probably be traumatized. Rose got up rather shakily and I led her to my room. When we entered my room Bella was sitting on the bed, fully clothed, blushing and looking ashamed. I sat down next to Bella and Rose mirrored my actions. "Is there anything you would like to tell us?" I joked, pretending as if that whole scene had never happened. Bella looked up to me hopefully.

"Your not mad?" she asked.

"Of course not, you're my best friend! I mean I might have night mares and all… and you if I have to go to therapy I'm making you pay, but I'm not mad at you!" I teased her lightening the mood. "Plus I think Rose got the worse end of the traumatization." I added sarcastically. Rose mumbled an 'Mhm' and we all giggled.

"Good. I thought you would hate me after seeing that." Bella said happily. I chuckled some more and ruffled her hair.

"Just tell me everything, from the beginning. But no sexual stuff, because Edwards my brother and I think if you tell me that stuff I might just want to throw up." When I told her that I was being completely serious. I felt nauseous just thinking back on seeing them together.

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BPOV

After telling Alice and Rose all about my little encounter with Edward, Alice went downstairs to grab some breakfast for the three of us. I refused to go anywhere outside of the protection of Alice's room because I was afraid of facing Edward. When we were in the bathroom I had no idea what had taken over me; I was definitely interested in Edward in that way but I couldn't be with him because I was still with Jacob. Damn, stupid, Jacob! I wanted to be with Edward so bad, I wanted to have him hold me in his arms and kiss me like he had before, but I knew I couldn't. I wouldn't allow myself to be selfish and disregard my family's well being just for some guy. I told both Rose and Alice that I didn't want to see Edward and neither of them asked questions. They both looked at me, asking me silent questions. Both of them didn't understand that I was thinking about my family's welfare, I think they both thought that I no longer had feelings for Edward. Which was not true, Edward was the only thing I wanted right now.

Alice brought Cheerios upstairs for us to eat and I ate mine quickly. I called Emmett at 10:30am asking him to pick me up. When Emmett finally arrived he called my cell telling me to hurry up because I had woken him up and he wanted to sleep. I sent Alice out to distract Edward while I raced down the stairs and outside to Emmett's Jeep.

"What's the matter? Why'd you want me to pick you up so early?" Emmett asked yawning.

"I'll tell you later." I said resting my head on the windowsill. It was silent for a few moments as Emmett began to pull into the road.

"Give me one hint." Emmett asked innocently. I sighed, giving in.

"Edward Cullen." I told him flatly. I heard Emmett gasp; a million thoughts were probably going through his mind at this very moment. I didn't tell him any more, and he didn't ask. I just wasn't in the mood to have to remind myself once more that I couldn't touch or kiss Edward.

Thank god Emmett wasn't the type of brother that liked to pry into your life and harass you until he knew every little secret. Alice had told me that was exactly the kind of brother Edward was, so I really hoped that he would not attack Alice with questions about our sleepover. I trusted Alice with my secrets but was afraid that something would slip; or even worse that Edward had found a way to listen in on our conversations last night. When we arrived home Emmett headed towards his room grunting something along the lines of going back to sleep; I didn't get why Emmett was so tired. Rose was with Alice and me the entire night so she couldn't have been 'keeping him busy', so I just assumed he must have been playing video games all night. He was the type of guy that would do that. Emmett was currently a fan of the Call of Duty games; I especially hated it when he referred to them as COD. He sounded like such a loser...

I went up to my room. Lying down on my bed I thought about everything that has happened recently implicated my life. I hated that I had to date Jacob. I hated that I couldn't be with Edward. I hated myself most of all. I hated myself for the reason that I had allowed this all to happen. I was just one big ball of hate and mistakes. I wished I could just go to Edward and have him kiss away all my problems, I wished I could but I knew I couldn't. I tried to solve all of my issues by myself but I didn't know what to do about them. For now I had decided to pretend that nothing had ever happened. It was stupid, but it'd have to work for now at least.

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After my hot make-out session was interrupted I went down to the kitchen to wait for the girls to come downstairs; they would have to get hungry eventually. While waiting I managed to organize the straws, in the straw holder my mother had bought, multiple times. First I organized them from light to dark colors, then I organized them from my favorite to least favorite colors, and finally I organized them to match the pattern on the color wheel I learned about in an art class I had taken in the 5th grade. It was surprisingly exciting and helped make the time pass by quickly. Alice came skipping down the stairs as I placed the final purple straw into the straw holder. I stood up to greet Alice but she just skipped past me, ignoring me it seemed.

"Hello Alice." I said trying to grab her attention.

"Hello Edward." my sister said exhaling. It sounded as if she was annoyed to talk to me.

"Where are your friends?" I asked. Mainly thinking of Bella.

Alice answered me as she scavenged the kitchen for what I assumed was food. "Well Rose and your little make-out buddy are upstairs in my room."

"Why?" I asked curiously. I wanted to see Bella as soon as possible so we could talk about what happened, and maybe continue.

"Well we are eating in my room." Alice answered me flatly. Damn! There went my theory that all of them would have to come downstairs to eat. Alice grabbed Three bowls, three spoons, a giant box of Cheerios, and a jug of skim milk then began to walk towards the stairs; balancing everything gracefully.

"Need any help carrying anything?" I practically begged my sister.

"Nope." Alice answered quickly, popping the p. I followed Alice up the stairs and to the door of her room. As if I was completely invisible, Alice opened the door and slammed it in my face. This made me feel somewhat angry. All I wanted was to just see Bella, and yet it seemed like I was being avoided. I was definitely not enjoying this. For the rest of the morning the girls seemed to hide in Alice's room; it was confusing and I didn't understand why I had become invisible today. Alice came out of hiding and visited me while I was sitting in the kitchen. I had been waiting in the kitchen because I knew Bella would have to leave eventually, and I expected her to leave through the front door like a normal person would.

"Edward. Can you come see this?" she asked trying to sound as sweet as possible; only sounding more bittersweet.

"Sure..." I answered suspiciously as I got out of my seat to follow her. Alice led me into the living room; the living room didn't have a view of the front door so I planned to get this over as soon as possible. Alice got down on her knees and pointed towards a spot on the carpet by the couch.

"I think there's a stain here!" she told me rather dramatically.

"Is that why you had me follow you over here? To tell me about a stain?" I asked annoyed.

"No that's not it. I wanted you to look at the stain and tell me what you think!" she patted the spot next to her giving me a puppy dogface. "Fine." I huffed as I got down on my knees. I examined the carpet for a few moments before looking back to Alice. "I don't see anything..." I told her.

"Look again, please." she demanded sweetly. I looked at her confused.

"Why-" I stopped speaking when I heard the front door slam. I understood now; Alice was just some dumb distraction to keep me away from Bella. I grumbled as I stood up and walked up to my room, allowing Alice to know that I was angry with her. I didn't understand why everyone had been trying to keep me away from Bella today. I wondered if Alice and Rosalie told Bella she couldn't see me; this idea pissed me off but it was better than the other idea that was tumbling through my mind. I was afraid that it was Bella that didn't want to see me, that she had regrets about this morning. I tried my best to banish that thought completely. I would just have to wait and talk with Bella.

The entire weekend went by slowly with no sign of Bella. I texted her a few times but had gotten no reply. Persuading Alice to talk to Bella for me was next to impossible, so I gave up on that plan quickly. Without Bella I was a complete mess, my life felt like a living Hell. I woke up Monday morning a groggy disarray of sadness. I threw on a nice shirt and jeans after a long and hot shower. I somehow thought that if I looked nice enough that Bella would want me back. I still didn't know why she had been avoiding me, but I planned to find out when I got to school. After getting ready and eating a breakfast my mother had cooked for me I left my house to go wait in my Volvo for Alice. I blasted music by 'The Spill Canvas' as I waited; it made me feel even more sadness and pity for myself.

Alice opened the door and hopped into the passenger seat. I shivered as the cold air pricked my skin; Alice shut the door quickly. "Wow can this music be any more depressing? I'm surprised you haven't dyed your hair black and started writing poetry about how much you hate your life yet!" Alice teased trying to lighten the mood; it didn't work. I only glared at her, which caused a worried expression to spread across her face. "Show me your wrists." she demanded.

"What the eff! Why do you-" I was cut off by an upset sounding Alice.

"Just show me your fucking wrists." she shouted. I sighed and shoved my arms towards Alice so both my hands were hovering across from her. Alice rolled up my sleeves and examined my arms. When she was finally satisfied she rolled my sleeves back down and pushed my arms away.

"What's the matter with you today?" I asked bitterly.

"I was just checking. I don't want you cutting yourself, and with the current mood you've been sporting it makes me suspicious." she explained quickly. I was surprised that Alice would even think that; I wasn't the type of person to do something like that to myself.

"Alice, you know I would never do anything like that." I told her honestly.

"I know, I just worry sometimes. You've been acting like your life is over these past few days..." she trailed off and smiled sweetly to me. I felt guilty for making Alice worry.

"I'm sorry, Alice." I told her sincerely.

"Its ok. Let's just hurry up and get to school!" I nodded in agreement; making a mental note to make it up to Alice for worrying her. The drive to Forks High School was quick, and quiet like it normally was. We pulled into the parking lot and parked in the closest spot to the school; it was cold and cloudy out so I expected it to rain. I removed my keys from the ignition and stepped out of the car. Moment's later Alice was by my side; ready to walk with me to Emmett's Jeep. I surveyed the parking lot quickly and found the Jeep; we both walked swiftly towards the Jeep to join our friends. I took notice to the fact that Bella looked distressed and burdened; she was leaning with her back pressed against Emmett's Jeep.

I picked up my pace when I saw her; she noticed me and our eyes locked. I refused to look away, but she broke our gaze to look in another direction. Jacob Blacks direction. I watched as he said a few words to her then wrapped his arm around her. I expected Bella to pull away, but she didn't. Instead she wrapped her arms around his torso. I stopped abruptly, remaining in my spot because I was unable to move. I continued to watch as Jacob first kissed the top of her head, then her forehead, and finally her lips. I was filled with sorrow, I felt as if my heart would actually break into two pieces, but I also felt betrayed. Alice waved her hand in front of me, drawing my attention to her.

"Come on Edward. We have to keep walking." Alice urged soothingly. I nodded, afraid to speak. With Alice by my side supportively, I continued towards the group at a slower pace than before.

"Hey Dude." Emmett said sounding excited to see me.

"Hey..." I muttered, looking past him to Bella. My eyes met Bella's; her eyes seemed to mirror my own sadness. I gave her a weak smile, which she returned. "We need to talk later." I mouthed to her. Bella nodded, her lips pursed into a thin line.

A/N-

Ok then. So I hope you all enjoyed this chapter; I didn't plan on Bella and Edward hooking up for about 2 or 3 more chapters but everyone really wanted it to happen so I gave you all what you wanted. As well sorry if the whole Alice asking Edward if he was cutting part shocked you. I thought it was necessary to show how depressed Edward had been acting the entire weekend and how it had affected Alice as well.

Also the part that MiniBellaSwan had suggested to me was the idea that Edward walks in on Bella when she's in the bathroom. Well I took that idea and got a bit carried away :)

The next update should be up by either Thursday or Saturday.

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