I now spent almost every night in Jenna's room. Sometimes we would talk and other times we wouldn't. Jenna and I were getting close, and not in a friend way. We both hated when we had to say goodnight. The nightmare stayed away most of the time, but when it came back, it wasn't so bad. I would just wake up and crawl into bed with Jenna. Thank the Lord that her dad didn't feel the need to check on either of us in the morning. I always slept better next to Jenna.

That night, Jenna and I were sitting on her bed talking. Just about anything. "Have you ever thought about taking your purity ring?" She looked dead serious, but I just laughed. She twisted around in my arms and looked at me like I was insane. "So is that a no?" I just laughed harder at that one.

"Jenna, I am a teenage boy run by my hormones. Believe it or not I have.
Sometimes you just want to save that part of yourself for someone who you truly love."

"What about me? Do you love me?"

"Maybe." I just looked at her and smiled. She reached up for a kiss and I gave it to her. We had forgotten about talking. We were both kinda starting to get into it. We were laying in her bed, locked at the lips, when she rolled over onto me. She broke the kiss and looked at me for a moment. Her arms were on either side of my head and her legs were parallel. Then she started to slowly undo the buttons on my shirt. I didn't stop her at first. I was thinking "Maybe I do love this girl, but how will I know without getting to that level?" We went back to kissing. My shirt was on her floor when I rolled over onto her. I pulled her shirt over her head when I saw Miley's face in my mind. I could hear her voice in my head telling me that what I was doing was wrong. I only tasted Miley's lips at that point, only heard her voice, only saw her eyes. I broke the kiss and got off the bed. I started to put on my shirt. She just looked at me. I couldn't tell you what she was thinking for the life of me. I kissed her on the lips, hoping they would be hers and not Miley's.

"I'm not ready for that yet. And I don't think you are either. Goodnight and I'm sorry." She just nodded her head. No emotion on her face. I just left the room after that, shutting the door behind me. That night the nightmare came back. I was running for the toilet again, I was stayed there all night, on the bathroom floor, but Jenna never came. I think that maybe she understood, and that's why she was so mad. I basically just left her for Miley, a girl who doesn't love me back. In a very strange sense, I was okay with that.

(JENNA'S POINT OF VIEW)

I knew what was happening. I didn't feel pain or hurt. But I didn't feel totally nice either. I heard Nick throwing up later in the night. But I satyed where I was, knowing that every touch of mine was Miley's to him. I feel asleep to the sounds of Nick putting everything he had into the toilet. When I woke up, I went to check on him before I ate breakfast, he was passed out by the toilet. I took out my cell phone and dialed a number.

"Hello?" Was the reply. The voice on the other end sounded like they had just

"Hey Miley. This is Jenna and I need to talk to you about something."

"No problem." She paused to blow her nose quickly. "What's going on?"

"It's about Nick."

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Wow, that was a hard chapter to write. Honestly have you ever tried to write about your best friend getting it on?

yea, it's a first for me too. But she seems perfectly fine about it, just be thankful she didn't write it or this story would be rated XXX.

hahahah :) just kidding :) I love you Jenna!!!!

So the next chapter will be on Thusday of Friday

Excited to write this one :)