Chapter eleven; Connection, or what?

JESSICA POV;

"Right, right, right!" I giggled towards my newly found BFF. Alice, was grinning like a wild child right beside me. The school day was almost over. Just another boring day. Once again, the Cullen's joined our table. Emmett and Rosalie weren't in, apparently Rose had caught a cold; and Emmett wanted to stay by her side. Sweet right? If only Mike was like that. He could be, you never know. And after this party; I just knew we would end up together. And I'd have Alice to thank. I'd get the guy I was waiting for. Sure, he was no Edward Cullen, but then again no one was. Alice had explained to me on our walk to History that he didn't date. That he never had taken a interest in dating. Maybe he was gay?

I chose not to say anything. Instead, I settled into the class. Chatted endlessly with Alice about the shopping trip. Lauren was joining in, also showing allot of interest. But Angela, she was reluctant. I didn't know whither that was due to the fact her dad wouldn't really like the thought of her being at a party late. But at least one thing was for sure, The Cullen's were now welcome. I personally think the party was the thing that topped it all off. I mean, there looks helped. Causing almost everyone- including me to drool over there presence. And to be invited to the party Alice was throwing for Lauren's wishes-she-was-his-girlfriend Emmett. Oh, this party was going to be the bombshell.

And all the better, I didn't have to go around waiting for a date; or have to even mope over the fact Edward wasn't going to ask me. I had to get him out of my head, and resume with the fact I had Mike. Finally. What wasn't there to like? He was funny, cute, sweet, kind, caring, had a deep personality, and his parents liked me. Well, so did Edward; but maybe that was because they were being polite. Oh well. Jessica Newton was back on track.

The remainder of the night was somewhat suttle. I sat alone within my home. Mom was at work, like always. I made myself something to eat, had a shower, did my homework and then went to bed. But not before watching the Vampire Diaries. Can you believe it's the end of the series? What a bitch! Klaus, is a total arse hole, but he's hot. Got to give him that, right? And Katherine? Don't you think she still cares for Damon, in just a little way? What confused me was when she said she loved them both. But, she stated in a previous episode that she didn't care for him, at all. That bitch, confused me. In a way, I kind of classed Katherine a bit like Rosalie. Though she acted cold and bitter, in all things hating, Katherine loved Stefan. Sort of like Rosalie with Emmett. Alice, told me that Carlisle and Esme married young. And Esme, is unable to have kids of her own; but always wanted to be a mother. So, the adoption thing kind of grew to a obsession. She told me- without knowing that I was doing research on Edward- that she and Edward were adopted first at the age of nine-ten. And that Rosalie and Jasper- the twins- were adopted next around eleven twelve. Over a few years, when Rosalie was fifteen, they adopted Emmett, and they clicked. Becoming a couple. Though it was weird, it wasn't a rule breaker. They weren't really related. Only adopted brother and sister. Same with Alice and Jasper. It confused me at first why Esme hadn't gotten another girl to 'complete' Edward, but Alice had yet against stated, he wasn't interested in finding love. Which brought me to the conclusion he might have been gay.

I settled into my bed, hugging up to my favourite pillow. The one that smelt like my father. Maybe that was because every month or so- I would go out and buy the calone he always wore and sprinkle it onto my pillow. I, hated to admit it, was a daddy's girl. Always would be.

The night was peaceful, my dreams, were like usual. Thoughts of being rich and famous. For everyone to love me. But, then they spiraled out of control. I was no longer walking along the red carpet. Instead, the bright lights turned into dim ones. I was no longer waring that long, beautiful red dress. But, instead, waring a red silky night gown. my hair, that was held up, was waving by my sides. And my feet, that were in the best killer shoes, were left bare.

"Come here, love." His velvet satin voice echoed in my head. I looked down at myself, and then up to the four posted bed. Drapes hugging onto the wooden stands. He, was shirtless. The covers, resting up to his waist. Covering the most heart thrilling bit. My feet began to stroll along. My eyes never leaving his. His crooked smile mustered over his lips, while I crawled up the bed to him. And almost instantly, my lips crushed with his. His hands, pulled me to him, holding my head in place.
"Marry me.." Edward whispered against my lips, causing my breath to jult.
"We are meant for one another, Jessica.." He whispered, trailing his lips over my jaw.. and..

BANG!;

My eyes darted open. I sat up, quickly and gazed around the room. First thing I noticed, was my lamp beside my computer had fallen off it's stand. The next, the window was open. I could have sworn I shut it. I frowned, and looked to the clock. 4:53 am. Gah. I had hours left before school and my shopping trip. I layed myself back down, closing my eyes.
Please, oh please let me dream of him again.

RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING!

The final bell. My English class was far from boring. Considering the Edward wasn't there, but I had my dream to fixated upon. Lauren was back with Tyler- who had asked her to be his date to the party. Angela had agreed to go with Eric. Somehow, Mike had ended up sitting beside me in the lesson. Lauren had taken Angela's seat next to Tyler, and wound up next to Eric. I figured we all wanted to colour clash for the party. Though Tyler, was too busy boasting over the upcoming football game, making Lauren go complete go-go-eyed over him. Angela, and Eric were talking science. Those two were going to get married. I just had that strange feeling. Mike and I? Well, we were told countless times to shut up. Going over plan for the party. How he planned to spend his time around me, and dance and crap like that. Then he went on to making me laugh. Telling me jokes. At one point, he even smiled himself and called me beautiful. That had to be a start, right?

All girls ever wanted was to be called beautiful, and to be loved. Guys these days took too long to figure that out. I stood from my desk, and put my bag over my shoulder. Angela, Eric, Lauren and Tyler walked on ahead. The guys, weren't coming to the shopping trip. But the girls were. So, it shouldn't be so boring. Since us girls always had something to talk about. Mike took my hand.

I froze. Totally stunned. His hand, was actually holding mine and walking beside me. Hand in hand! What did this mean? We were a couple? Oh, god! Please! I looked to him, stunned- but he didn't seem effected. In fact, he looked the same. Just.. normal. His smile still there while walking out into the crowded corridors and out into the parking lott. The plan was that Edward would be picking us up at mine. All five of us would go into port Angeles, and be all awesome. I liked that idea. Mikes hand never left mine. We stood by Tyler's van, while I kept my eyes on Mike.

"See you tonight! Be ready for 5?" my head peaked up seeing Alice waving and getting into Emmett's jeep. I nodded, and waved back with my free hand.
"Five? That doesn't give us enough time. Come on." Lauren frowned, taking my arm and dragging me to my car. My hand broke with Mike's. He just smiled and waved me off.

"So, Edward's coming." Lauren pointed out, while straightening her bleach blond hair. I rolled my eyes, laying across my bed, with my feet in the air crossed at the ankles. Angela was sitting in the corner, flicking threw something.
"Yeah. I think Alice is getting him something to ware."
"Whatever that guy puts on it's like.. totally hot." Lauren giggled, brushing her fringe to the side. My eyes lit up, and nodded frantically.
"I know! I mean.. oh, his abs. His ass.. imagine what it would be like to touch them." I grinned, a mad laugh coming from my lips. Lauren turned around in the seat. A wide smile on her lips.
"Oh, and his hair. Don't you just want to pull it? During rough-"

"Stop it. He's a guy. Not a object." Angela frowned, butting in. I looked to her, and tilted my head. I knew Angela didn't like talking about people, but seriously? Didn't she like anyone? Apart from Eric.
"Stop your moaning, Angie. We all know you'd jump at the chance to shag one of them senseless." Lauren smirked. I couldn't help it. Even I smirked.
"No, actually. I find it wrong that people are.. talking about them like that! Edward has feelings, you know. How would you like it if he's talking about you like that?" Angela stood from her seat, walking to my bed and sitting down.
"Oh! I'd like it! Emmett especially. Oh, what I wouldn't do." Lauren laughed, turning to look in the mirror once again. I sighed, and looked to Angela. Giving a smile, as if to say 'Sorry.'

"Don't you mean what you wouldn't do for anyone." I muttered, changing the subject off the Cullen's. And it worked. For the remainder of the hour, Lauren kept going on about how she didn't want to be all 'whore' on Emmett. How she'd stick by him in sickness and health. Angela made a comment that it wasn't a wedding, but Lauren shot back that it might happen. Those two, would forever be bickering. At five, Edward picked us up. Alice was in the front, so us girls had to squeeze in the back. The trip wasn't long. We drove, talking endlessly. Edward, was quiet. Keeping himself to himself. Wonder why? I felt like asking him why he wasn't in school- but I figured asking him in front of everyone would only cause unwanted attention. So I waited. Waited until we were alone.

"Right, Lauren; try on this. Angela.. you try this, and I'll be right back." Alice handed dresses to each girl. I was listening from the stall I was in. Trying to fasten up this dang dress. I popped my head out of the curtain, and saw no one. Apart from Edward, sitting there. Bored. Just gazing out the window, as if shouting for someone to help him. I had said this was going to be fun. And so far, I had broken that promise. Gah, I was a bad person.

"Erm.. Edward?" I perked up the courage to ask. He looked up to me, and frowned.

"Yes?"

"Could you.. help me?" I blushed, biting at the skin on my lip. He looked reluctant, but nodded. I stepped out the stall. Revealing my choice in dress. A short- up to the knees - puffy blue dress. No straps. Just a simple, yet perfect colour. I turned, and held the dress by the chest; so it wouldn't fall. I heard Edward get up suppressing a sigh; and come over. His hands were what I felt next. Pulling the zipper up from the back. His skin from his knuckle brushed the arch of my back. Making my skin turn into jelly. Once it was up, he moved my hair from my shoulder to my back. And stepped back. "There." He muttered, going back to his original seat. "Thanks."
With the fact the dress was on, I danced towards the mirror. Excited to see what my choice looked like on me. As my reflection showed, my smile grew. It was perfect! It hugged all the right places. I, was soo getting this. I twirled to myself, before looking back to Edward. This time, his eyes weren't glued to the outside world. But on me. "You like?" I asked, patting out the bottom of the dress.

He took his time in replying. But I figured he was just trying to find a way not to lead me on. As if that would happen. He, and Alice had made it clear. He, wasn't interested in anyone. Thus, why should I worry? Just because he rejected me didn't mean we couldn't be friends.

"Beautiful, as always."

Okay, I take that back. My heart sprung in my chest. 'As always' was his words. I could hardly breathe. He was just looking at me. Nothing showing on his face. No emotion, no hits to what he was thinking. Nothing. I felt my cheeks pool over with colour. Swirling within my face. Before I could react, my cheeks were scarlet. "Think.. I should get it?" I asked, turning my eyes to the floor.

"I do."

Flashes of my dream flickered threw my mind. Him, asking me to marry him. If only. His cough was what I heard next. Breaking me from my state of.. whatever. I nodded, and walked back into the stall. Managing to somehow get the darn zipper down. I knew I'd need either Alice's or Lauren's help to get this dress on for the party.

"So, I think your next." I called from behind the door.

"Oh? Why do you think that?" His voice called back.

"Because its like the only reason I could think of for Alice to actually like.. invite you."

"Ouch, Jessica. I am hurt by such words. Don't you think that Alice might want to spend some time with her big brother?" He chuckled, causing my own lips to form into a smile while pulling my jeans up.

"Psht. Alice is like everyone else around here with brothers or sisters. Wants to keep hell away from them. Apart from Jasper, obviously. 'Cus there like.. a thing." I answered, doing up the button.
"Mm, people have noticed that then." He called back, sounding like he had a smile on his face.
"Eh.. S'yeah. I mean, who goes around kissing people there not dating?" I poked my head out the stall. Not really caring the fact I still didn't have my top on. He could barely see anything. Plus, he was gay, right? "And you can't say Lauren.. even if it is true." I whispered towards him. Lauren was still lurking within this store. Getting changed somewhere. Couldn't chance her hearing that. He chuckled while I flashed a grin and hid back in the stall.
"You have us totally figured out, Jessica. No secrets held from you." Edward replied, as I pulled on my jacket- walking out of the stall.
"Totally. I'm like.. the best Sherlock Holmes on the planet. Apart from Sherlock Holmes himself, obviously." I smirked, putting the dress back on its hanger and folding it. I'd wait for Alice before I bought it. Taking a seat beside him, I put my back onto my lap, and the dress over the top of it. This dress, was perfection. Apart from Adonis sitting right beside me, of course.
"I bet you are." Was all Edward said. I smiled, and lent back. Letting my eyes closed. It felt weird being around him. Well, not as weird as it did after he rejected me, but still strange. He knew- well everyone knew - that I liked him. Everyone knew he said no. And yet, I was still around him due to the fact Alice and I had grown really close. But, in a good way I guessed.
"D'you have a cell phone?" I asked, keeping my eyes closed. I waited for his reply.
"Why?" He toyed, I figured. But I didn't bother opening my eyes.
"Two reasons. Because A; mine is flat. So, my mom will probably be going nuts due to the fact I'm not home for dinner. That is.. if she's actually home. And B; because you ain't got my number. And.. everyone has my number. It's like.. a thing I have. Everyone must have it. Including guys like you." I replied. Showing no remorse in my words. He was a dick to me, a huge one. So, even though I still liked the guy- allot, but was moving on. I figured screw it. Making someone feel guilty was healthy in some way.
"Guys like me?" He questioned. That is when I opened my eyes to see him tilting his head and looking my way. God Jessica, show that your not completely under his spell. Have a little respect for yourself. Your not fricking Lauren.
"Y'know. Too good to have. Ones that are like.. too good to be true, if you get what I mean."
"I don't follow." He sounded really confused. His head was still cocked to one side. God, he was so hot when he was confused. No, scratch that. He was hot. Full, fricking stop.
"Dude, you gotta' loosen up. I'm kidding. But I do need to call my mom though. Don't worry 'bout it. I'll use Lauren's cell." I shrugged, giving a smile and closing my eyes again.

I felt something being placed in my hand. Opening my eyes, I looked down and smiled. His lush, sleek blackberry. In a rich, shining coat of black. It looked fricking new! I looked to him and smiled. "How many minutes have you got? Don't want to get you into trouble with your parents for going over the limit."
"Unlimited." Edward shrugged, and looked up the isle Alice was strutting down. I nodded and moved my bag and dress out the way. With one hand holding the cell; and the other making way to find something to help me up; I pushed up off the chair and stood. Rushing out the store, I stood in the doorway like a bloody doorman, or whatever and dialed my mothers number. Here it comes...

A/N;;

So, I think I got really carried away today. :3 I couldn't stop writing this. It seem's, I have my muse back. And I hope it stays long enough for me to get to the party. I have ALOT of plans for this party. A might, might, might... let the hint that there will be a JessxEd scene. ;D I will let your minds do the wandering. Those of you who are reviwing, thank you. Your all amazing. Keep on telling me what you think, and let me know it's being read? Because, there isn't really much point in writing something if its not being read, is it? It's like.. giving a bone to a dog, and the dog walking away from it. The offer for the bone is there, but the dog isn't taking it. So, be good puppies and take the bone? Tell me what 'cha think. Good or bad comments, I don't mind. Just be nice about 'em? Much thankies. And the party.. IS CLOSE! I can already hear the music. :3