Lost and Found
Disclaimer – sadly I do not own Twilight or its characters . . . oh a girl can wish
Bella is human, the Cullen's are vampires.
"I think you would be to if you walked in on your boyfriend kissing some slut and probably getting infected with too many STD's to count." I sighed at her. Pretending that I wasn't insulting her. I sat down at my desk and started to read my book.
She screamed. It was full of outrage. She came flying at me.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you Tanya. Just because you tricked Edward into kissing you don't mean he won't kill you if you hurt me." I told her. I could feel my hands clenching into fists and anger shooting around me as I pictured them kissing. I wasn't sure if he was lying when he said that but it seemed to work.
I was happy though, knowing my words were true. I liked how Tanya still believed Edward and I were together.
She froze right in front of me. Her hands outstretched and locked in front of my neck. I should have been terrified. I found this slightly amusing.
I placed my book down and folded my arms across my chest before leaning back in my chair. Her hands still outstretched towards me.
"Oh Tanya if my family walk in you are so fucking dead. If I were you I'd move your arms. All I have to do is scream and I'm sure Esme will have them here in a second." I smiled hugely at her. She tossed her hair over her shoulder before putting her hands on her hips.
"You look like my mom Tanya, she was a whore too." I sighed as I started to mentally compare my mom and Tanya.
"Have you followed your mom's footsteps is that why Edward's in to you?" she sneered at me.
"No Tanya that's why he's into you! Now get out our room." I snapped. She stayed still before she started to walk around our room looking in our draws.
"Tanya get out my room now!" I snapped. I was loosing the little bit of patients I had with this slut.
She danced over to me. She stopped right in front of me. Her eyes golden but filled of loathing that I'm sure I was sending right back. Her strawberry blonde hair was pulled over one shoulder revealing her pale skin. Whilst Alice and Rosalie managed to look beautiful, Tanya managed to look like the slut she was. I can't believe I thought she was beautiful when I first met her.
"No." she beamed at me. I glared before walking around her and storming out my room. She was silent but I knew she was following me.
Once I got to the living room I spun around to face her. She seemed shocked that I knew she was there.
"I've known vampires since I was ten. I've lived with vampires for three months. You do not scare me Tanya. You made me feel sick and I hate you but you don't scare me." I yelled at her.
"Upset that I kissed your boyfriend Bella?" she asked whilst dancing around me. It was like she was stalking her prey. I turned my head to follow her.
"No shit bitch." I mumbled. Her laugher filled the air
"I think he was happy not having to worry about killing me. Letting us get lost in the moment." She trailed off in a dream-like tone. She was still dancing around me.
"Did I ask what it was like? No I didn't so shut it!" I snapped at her.
"He can't kiss you like he can kiss me. I'm surprised that he fell for it, I told him that I would make your life hell if he didn't kiss me, I told him I would spend every second I could making your life difficult but if he kissed me I wouldn't. The things he does for you, a pathetic human! " She snapped at me. She looked outraged.
"How does that feel Tanya, knowing that your old sex buddy would rather be with a pathetic human then with you?" I asked with fake concern. She stopped directly in front of me. Her eyes seemed frozen and awash with hate. My words must have hurt.
"I might not be a vampire Tanya but I have my own venom. Now stop pissing me off!" I warned her. I moved around her and sat down. I felt the air move before she hissed into my ear.
"Watch out Bella. You're on my bad side." She started to stroke my hair. I stiffened before jumping out my seat and turning to glare at her. Esme had done the same before; the difference in the actions was huge. Esme did it in a loving motherly way, trying to comfort me. Tanya did it because she was treating me like a dog!
"Bad move Tanya." I told her.
"You don't scare me Bella." She sneered. The only thing between us was the couch . . . and she could rip that in less then a second.
"True. My family do. You don't scare me and my family won't hurt me. Also my best friend is a werewolf and he doesn't like you . . . wow Tanya that's a lot of people who don't like you, and you told me to watch out." I scolded whilst shaking my head back and forth.
"Shut up you slut!" she screamed at me. She must be scared.
"That's rich coming from you!" I screamed back. We were about to have a bitch fight . . . where is Esme?
"Just because you can't keep your man happy doesn't mean I'm a bad person!" she yelled at me. I barked out a sarcastic laugh.
"Not a bad person? You tricked someone into kissing you! That makes you a bad person!" I explained.
"You're just jealous!" she yelled at me. She beamed at her answer.
"Of what? Your slutty ways? The fact that you have to be one of the worse people I have ever met? Your bitch power? What am I jealous of Tanya!?" I bellowed at her.
"The fact that I can keep my men." She bellowed back.
"He wasn't your man! He was my man and you took him, that's called stealing Tanya not keeping!" I said my words slowly as I waited for them to click into her brain.
She stiffened and jumped away from me. Her whole body turned towards the door. I could almost smell the fear pooling off her.
"Is little Tanya scared because Bella's family has come home?" I asked. I made my voice sound like I was talking to a five year old. She glared at me before hunching her shoulders into a defensive position.
"What no snappy answer Tanya. I'm upset I was enjoying your little fit." I sighed before the door burst open to reveal an extremely pissed off Esme. She was stood straight and her lips were curved back over her teeth. She looked terrifying, Esme was no fighter but she seemed to be bluffing.
"What. Are. You. Doing. Here. Again?" she snapped. Her voice just loud enough for me to hear. Her golden eyes were mainly black and they were locked on Tanya who now looked like she was about to attack. She looked like a lioness about to attack its prey for the first time. Esme looked like she had been doing this for years. It was like watching a puppy start fighting against a full grown dog. Tanya wouldn't stand a chance.
"I was talking to Bella." Tanya snapped back. Anger and disbelieve took over.
"Don't talk to her like that you bitch!" I yelled at Tanya. Esme flashed to my side. Tanya jumped at my voice. She straightened up and glared at me.
"You were kicked out last night. Don't make me do it again!" Esme said in a dead voice. Her eyes filled with hate
Tanya started to sarcastically laugh.
"Just leave Tanya!" I screamed at her. She actually listen to me. I saw a flash of her hair before hearing a slam from the back door. Esme stayed still for a few more seconds before relaxing and starting to hum a tune I didn't know.
"Are you hungry dear?" she asked in her normal mother voice. I beamed at her before nodding. She amazed me.
"I'll just go get the shopping." She explained and just like that I heard her car boot slam and the front door seemed to close by it's self. I heard stuff in the kitchen move around.
"Why is your car out front and not in the garage?" I asked as I walked into the kitchen. She was turning on the oven and placing pans here and there.
"I smelled Tanya and I heard you both yelling. What sort of mother would I be if I wasted time and put my car in the garage?" she asked whilst shaking her head like it was obvious.
"Okay. You do know I can cook . . . you don't always have to cook for me." I told her whilst picking up some meat and handing it to her. I saw her try to hide her look of disgust at it. She smiled but ignored my comment.
"Did you know she tricked him?" I asked after a few minutes of silence. Her head flashed up. Her eyes looked so much older then I've ever seen them.
"Yes, we found out last night when she came back from hunting. She was pleased with her self. I don't think she expected Edward to attack her. Emmett had to hold him back." She told me. She was speaking like it wasn't our family.
"Edward tried to attack her?" I asked. An image of Edward leaping at her filled my head. A smile spread onto my face. Esme chuckled at me.
"He was very close before Emmett stopped him. They are still mad at him but they understand now. I was outraged when I found out, and then when Tanya came back . . . I've never felt so much like a vampire before. It was a little scary." She admitted to me. The food completely ignored now.
She looked afraid as she went over her memories. I felt like I needed to comfort her.
"You were just protecting your family. I'm sure that you're a force to be reckoned with when someone messes with your family." I sighed trying to sooth her worries. It seems silly that she worried about being what she is. Embracing her vampire side always worried Esme.
"I guess your right." She allowed before she started to cut and chop.
"Hmm" I mumbled as I watched her.
"Do you think you made a mistake about leaving Edward, Bella?" she asked once the meat was sizzling. I kept my eyes locked on the pan as I answered. I didn't need to think about it.
"Yes. What's done is done though." I sighed. I didn't believe Edward when he told me why he kissed her, but when Tanya was bragging about it . . . it makes my blood boil.
"He would wait forever for you Bella. Even if you forgive me, he won't forgive himself. I know that he will spend eternity trying to make it up to you."
"You do know I'm going to die one day Esme? I won't be here for eternity." I told her as I looked away from the food to face her. She seemed to pale and she started to shake her head. Her eyes were wide and she looked like I had just slapped her.
She kept opening and closing her mouth but nothing came out.
"Esme, are you okay?" I asked. I was frozen on the spot. I've never seen her like this.
"Esme?" Rose called from behind me causing me to jump. I waited and she was next to me in a second followed by the whole Cullen family. Rose kissed the top of my head before walking over to Esme who was still gasping at me.
Her eyes were now filled with tears that would never fall. Tears started to form in my eyes.
"But Bella . . ." she finally whispered.
"I'm sorry I upset you." I told her. She seemed to be having an argument with her self.
"We will be talking about this later on Bella." She suddenly snapped. I nodded and watched as she walked fast out the room. She ignored everyone. I felt all their eyes lock on mine.
"What happened?" Alice asked as she danced to my side.
I didn't look at them. This was going to get un-comfortable for sure.
"Okay Esme came back from shopping to find me and Tanya having a bitch fit because she decided to talk to me. Tanya started to be a bitch to Esme and I told her to just leave, she did. We started to talk and she said how Edward would try to make it up to me for eternality . . . and I told her I wouldn't be here for eternity. She's mad at me, I think." I rushed out the explanation. Not giving details.
My heart was going a little faster then normal but it was slowing down back to normal.
"Bitch fit with Tanya. Talk with Esme . . . what did you say to make her like that?" Rose asked whilst staring at Emmett who looked like I had punched him.
"I said; you do know I'm going to die one day Esme? I won't be here for eternity. And she went like that." I repeated my words. They all drew in a huge amount of air. My eyes locked on Edward. His eyes were boring into me. They looked like they were on fire.
"Oh" Alice mumbled. My eyes flashed to her. She was leaning against the wall like I had made her weak with my words.
"Are you lot okay? I always thought you knew I was going to die . . . I'm a human it sort of goes with the whole beating heart thing." I mumbled. They didn't do anything. They all froze. They all became vampires who didn't have to breathe or move.
"Eh yeh. We're fine Bella." Jasper mumbled as he started to sway on the spot. I could see him trying to fight the urge to scream. He looked in deep concentration as his eyes flashed to each of our family.
"You suck at lying Jasper." I mumbled back.
"I know." He sighed. I gave him a small smile. I always thought they knew. Did they think I was going to become a vampire? I've never thought about becoming a vampire before.
I wanted them all to stop thinking about it, it was making me un-easy. I have other things to do.
"Edward, can I talk to you . . . privately?" I asked quietly. He nodded before walking out the room and walking upstairs. I followed; I noticed that he seemed to be just walking – like his body was working on its own.
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