It was two days later, Lucas re-entered his dorm with Atticus following him, their hands linked. Tears had stained the younger boys face, he had just returned from the hospital, it was the first time he had seen Jaden since he woke up. The brunette had had examinations and tests the previous day and Lucas didn't want to intrude on the his friends newfound relationship. It had been a teary renunion for the friend, they had embraced as soon as their eyes met and didn't pull away from each other for fifteen minutes, leaving their respective partners standing awkwardly looking at them. Said partners left thier boyfriends to talk soon after they pulled away from eachother. During their time alone together Lucas asked about why he did it and Jaden told him everything, the dark haired boy already knew about Jaden's depression but he was confused by the relapse, the brunette had been doing better. The pair had sat and talked for hours, Lucas would have stayed longer but Jaden was being examined by a doctor and the dark haired boy decided to leave his friend with Jesse.

Lucas kissed Atticus on the cheek and entered the bathroom to wash his face. The dark haired boy filled the sink and instead of calmly wiping his face he just plunged his face into the cold water, needing to come up for air Lucas pulled up his head and wiped his eyes. The younger boy felt arms snaking around his waist, "Atticus, what's up?" The brunette rested his head on his boyfriends shoulder, "now that Jaden's ok, can we finally celebrate your birthday?" Lucas had said that he didn't want to celebrate while Jaden was still in hospital so he had postponed it. He had in fact turned seventeen the week before, he smiled, wiped his face dry and turned around in the embrace so he was facing Atticus, "alright, but he only just woke up, so nothing big. Just you and me." Atticus smiled, Lucas knew that smile, "what have you got planned? Should i be worried?" Atticus rested his forehead against Lucas' "not at all," he winked then left the bathroom.

"Jess are you sure you want to be with someone like me?" Jesse turned to look at the brunette in the bed, Jaden had been asking questions like this all day, "Jaden i love you, so stop asking." With that Jesse planted a light kiss on Jaden's lips, he pulled away and smiled, "i'm surprised you want to be with me after all i put you through." Jaden looked at his boyfriend, "you haven't done anything to me, even if you had its worth it if this is the end result." Jaden kissed the bluenette, their lips meeting more forcefully this time, Jaden ran his tongue over the teal haired boys lips begging for entrance, something which Jesse would gladly allow. Jaden's tongue snaked into the bluenette's mouth exploring every aspect of his lover he could, Jesse began to move his tongue, fighting for dominance, Jesse won, not that the brunette was disappointed. Kissing Jesse was like pure ecstasy, Jaden moaned but it was lost in his boyfriends mouth. The brunette began to whimper as Jesse pulled away from the kiss, however he was cut short when a moan escaped his lips, Jesse had began to kiss the brunette's neck, the bluenette loved how Jaden was trying to keep his moans at a low volume, not that he was succeeding. The brunette leaned his head back to expose more flesh to Jesse, who was sucking on Jaden's skin leaving a large red mark. "A-ah J-Jesse..." Jesse gradually climbed on top of Jaden so he was kneeling with his legs spread on either side of Jaden's hips, their groins pressed together. The bluenette began to grind his hips against Jaden's causing moans to escape the boy in the bed which were quickly silenced as a tongue entered his mouth. The fierce make out session was cut short when the pair heard a cough from behind them. "Sorry to intrude, but we need to talk about your situation Mr. Yuki." Jesse climbed off Jaden quickly, both of their faces flushed red, "i'll leave you too it." The bluenette quickly left the room for the doctor and Jaden to speak privatetly.

"Mr. Yuki, we need to talk about what you did." Jaden's face dropped, "i know, i just didn't think you'd ask so soon." The doctor smiled sympathetically, "i know it must be hard for you, but we can't let you leave until we have this talk." Jaden smiled at the prospect of going home, he was sick of seeing the bleached walls of the hospital. "Ok..." Jaden told the doctor everything. "From what you've told me Jaden, i think your safe to go home. We'll give you some stronger anti-depressants as a precaution but personally i think it was just caused by a series of unlucky events which just got to you. I think you'll be out by the end of the week provided nothing happens." Jaden smiled, he could go home.

"Just let me go mum." Sara had a suitcase in one hand stood in a door way. Her arm was being held firmly by a woman who looked about mid forties, she had dark hair just like Lucas and Sara. The older woman wore a white top and denim dungaree's, this was Matilda Clarke, the twins mother. "Your not leaving like this, i'm not having bad blood between us." Sara looked blankly at her mother, "there always has been and always will be bad blood between us." She stated plainly, the dark haired girl then turned and walked into the farmyard, the farm had been left to her mother after their grandfather had died, it was habitable but it was extremely outdated. For the second time Sara felt a tug on her arm, "what's that supposed to mean, i've always loved you." Sara fianlly said what she had always felt, she let out all the anguish and resentment she felt towards the woman in front of her, "oh you always loved me did you? How about when you left us to go travelling around the world with him." She emphasized the last word with such venom, "i-i didn't realise-" the older woman was cut off, tears burst from Sara's cheeks, "YOU DIDN'T REALISE? YOU FORCED ME TO GROW UP, I HAD TO LOOK AFTER LUCAS WHILE WE WERE BEING THROWN AROUND FROM CAREHOME TO CAREHOME!" The younger girl was breathing heavily, "i didn't force you to do anyth-" once again Sara cut her off, "take some responsibility, i wasn't going to let you ruin both of our lives, so yeah i was forced to grow up. Lucas may have forgiven you, but to me your a lost cause." With that Sara shook off her mothers grip and started the long walk to the train station in town.

Sara and Lucas had been left when they were just children, their mother had found 'the love of her life' she was so in love with him that she went travelling around the world and left the children alone. They survived for the first week, but their grandmother phoned child services after she found out they were alone, the old woman would have taken them in herself, but she was old and frail, she had died a year later. The twins were taken into care, but Lucas had troubles adapting, he would fight with the other children and cry when he thought of his mother. For these reasons the twins were moved from home to home until Sara realised she would have to take on a mothering role for her brother, that's how she bacme who she is. She never had a childhood because her mother took it from her, but the dark haired girl wouldn't let her take Lucas' aswell. It wasn't until they were fourteen that they returned to live with their mother, she had left when they were nine and returned when they were twelve, but they weren't allowed to live with her until she sorted out her life. The older woman had been left heartbroken after the man she was with left her for another woman, so Matilda was left with no relationship and no children. But she brought it on herself, her own selfish desires caused her to lose everything she once held dear.

Bastion lay on his bed looking at a photo, he and Sara had met up just before Jaden went into hospital. They had taken this photo together, the pair were stood in a town square, Bastion had an arm around Sara's waist pulling her close, she was resting one of her hands on his chest, it was one of those classic couple photos, a pose which he had always thought of as cliche. But looking at it now he would do anything to be with her. The dark haired boy set the photo down on his bedside table and walked over to the window. Rain skidded down the glass heavily, so heavily in fact that he didn't see the girl with dark wet hair running down his drive with a suitcase.

Syrus and Zane were sat in their living room, they had just gotten back from the hospital after seeing Jaden. Syrus was extremely happy as he sat on a laptop looking through pictures of him and his friends. Zane however did not look happy, he had seen Atticus while Lucas was talking to Jaden, "i've made it so much worse," Zane had tears in his eyes as he recalled the events of the afternoon, he had seen Atticus walking towards him, the other boy looked at him blankly then as Zane walked past had hit his shoulder with his own, this was done with such force that Zane turned, looking at his old friend as the brunette walked away. Atticus was the only person who made him feel like this, Zane rarely showed his emotion, but when he was with the brunette he let the tough extrerior melt away, or at least he did before everything happened. "I still remember it like it was yesterday." Zane thought...

... "Aww c'mon Zaney, i think it's cute" Zane had just burped by mistake and was now extremely embarrased, "Atticus do you really have to call me 'Zaney'?" Atticus nodded slightly and began to move his leg closer to Zane's side of the table, "yeah because you get all flustered," Zane looked confused, "why do you like it when i'm flustered?" Atticus' foot was now dangerously close to Zane's leg, the bluenette was oblivious, "because you get this cute little blush on your cheeks," Zane's cheeks flushed slightly "look there it is." Atticus laughed slightly, "Atticus please stop flirting with me, i don't think of you that way." Atticus looked at Zane blankly, "oh really?" Zane nodded, "really." Atticus smirked, "then how come when i'm out playing football i always see you looking at my ass?" Zane flushed, Atticus knew he had him, he began to move his foot up Zane's leg, "and when we finish, and i'm all sweaty, your looking at me then aren't you?" Zane didn't say anything, "then when i take off my shirt to cool down, and pour water all over my hot, sweaty body, you think i don't see you? Because i do it just for you." Zane was now bright red, "r-really?" Atticus moved in close to Zane's ear, "oh yeah, i've wanted you for so long now, of course you don't look at me that way so..." Atticus got up and began to walk away, knowing exactly what would happen next. Zane got up grabbed Atticus' wrist and dragged him into the toilets...

... Tears streamed down Zane's face as he thought about it, "what's wrong Zane?" Syrus had noticed, he wore a worried expression, quickly realising what the younger bluenette was reffering to Zane wiped his eyes "n-nothing, just... Just happy about Jaden." Zane hated using Jaden as an excuse but the older boy couldn't talk about what he did with Atticus, "i'm going to bed." Zane was back to his emotionless self as he stood and left the room. His brother shrugged, not worried as he had beleived his brothers lie.

It was the next day, Lucas awoke to see a pile of presents at the end of his bed, Atticus stood next to them. "Happy birthday!" Atticus walked over and pressed his lips against Lucas', the younger boy was still in shock, he thought that the pile of presents in front of him would accumulate to more presents than he had been given before in his whole life. "H-how much did you spend?" Atticus laughed, "don't worry about that, just enjoy your day." With that Lucas crawled along the bed to the pile of presents, Atticus sat next to him as the younger boy unwrapped the multitude of presents. It was half an hour later, Lucas had ravaged the presents and wrapping paper now covered his floor. The younger boy had recieved a number of clothes, including a set of surprisingly tight underwear, which would leave little to the imagiantion. Upon opening these Lucas threw a questioning glance at Atticus who winked at him. He also recieved sweets, games for his and Bastion's shared console and books (unlike Jaden, Lucas actually enjoyed reading). Lucas was looking at all his presents, it was already shaping up to be his best birthday yet, "you haven't opened all your presents yet." Atticus smiled and passed an envelope to Lucas, inside the envelope was a piece of paper with "for your eyes only x x x" written on it in red ink. Lucas turned over the piece of paper, it turned out to be a photo which made Lucas blush deeply. The photo showed Atticus completely naked and in an extremely provocative position. "A-Atticus?" Was all the younger boy could say, "what it's not like you've not seen it before?" He winked, "now c'mon or we'll miss breakfast."

Jaden was sat in bed holding hands with Jesse who was sat in the chair next to him, they were talking to Jaden's family, all of whom were currently in the room. Richard, Jaden's father had hair of a similar shade to the bottom of Jaden's hair, he seemed easy going and funny. Then there was Angela, Leon and Jasmine. The whole family approved of Jesse, Leon found that he got on with Jesse particualrly well, but then the older Yuki and his brother were extremely similar. Jaden was collecting his things and handing them to Jesse, the doctor had filed for his discharge and it had gone through quickly, meaning that Jaden was allowed to leave that day. Jesse was packing Jaden's things into his shoulder bag as the family of brunette's talked. "How did i get someone as great as him?" Jesse asked himself, he also thought how strange it was going to be to be living at home again, the bluenette had stayed in the hospital pretty much full time with Jaden, he hadn't seen his brother in over a week, his mother visited alot though, she like Jaden as much as the brunette's parents like Jesse.

Lucas and Atticus had spent the day out, they had eaten breakfast then gone to central park and spent the morning walking around until they stopped and had a picnic lunch, they had then watched a movie in town. They had split up to get changed for a meal, each going to their respective rooms, on the agreement they would meet at Atticus' room later. Lucas entered his room and stripped down to his underwear, until he saw the underwear Atticus had bought him, so he slipped off his boxers aswell and pulled on the tight underwear which hugged his skin closely. After that he pulled on a pair of black chinos which Atticus had bought him aswell as a new white shirt. Then pulling on his favorite purple blazer, he left his dorm. As the dark haired boy approached Atticus' room he heard soft jazz music playing, pushing open the door, he saw that the room was being illuminated by candle light, at least fifty candles were dotted around the room. Upon the bed were black satin sheets, and upon those sheets was Atticus, dressed in a red satin gown which cut off mid thigh, he was dressed in only that and laid across the bed, "dinner reservations are cancelled." Lucas walked over swiftly, "i don't care." With that he pressed his lips to Atticus'.

A/N

hey guys, god it feels like its been ages since i uploaded :( but i'm back and this chapter is a bit longer than the others.

I found that i really missed writing about the other characters other than Jesse and Jaden, it's probably just because i kinda ignored them for the past couple of chapters to focus on the spiritshipping :D

anyway, i decided on my next fan fiction, i'm not sure when i'll start writing it but i'll probably finish this before i do.

sorry for such a slow update guys, i'm starting a new school soon and i've been given loads of work to do, so i'm having to write at night mainly, and well... I keep falling asleep...

anyway thanks for the support, please review, i'm like obsessed with them, i really like reading what you have to say, so yeah...

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