Bella's POV

"Edward?" His name escaped my lips without my brain telling it to. It was Edward. I wasn't dreaming or hallucinating or anything stupid like that. My boyfriend, true love, Edward Cullen is stood before me. He wore Jeans and a dark blue T-shirt, the Black Hoody that I thought I saw through the frosted glass was actually Edward's black leather jacket. He looked me up and down for a second and I looked down at myself. Completely naked. Then his eyes moved back up to look into my own but now they held only on look. Pain.

"Edward..." I breathed out before coming to the reality of the situation, Edward. He's here and he's seen me. I cannot lie to him; even if I tried he would not believe me. What was a good enough reason to be stood totally naked in another guys house, and not only that but I also shouted if he was ready for hot and sexy fun when I thought he was Seth, also he would have heard the yelling and the panting from out here, and if that wasn't enough, Jacob came hurrying to the door saying.

"That was quick Seth, almost lost my boner..." and his voice trailed off into nothing when he spotted Edward. There was silence then for a full minute; the only sound was that of the heavy rain bouncing off the metal roof and splashing into puddles in the mud. Edward didn't look at Jacob, he looked only at me. As if this weren't real and that look made me wish it weren't too. I knew this would happen eventually. I knew sometime Edward would discover I've cheated on him; betray his trust and his loyalty and his love. I took a step back and covered myself up with my hands, but I couldn't turn away from him. I didn't know what to do but let my eyes well up with tears.

Edward turned and walked back to his car.

"Edward!" I yelled out as if I was in physical pain and in a way, I was, but no pain could compare to the pain I was causing him now. I grabbed the coat off the back of Jacob's door and threw it around myself. It was long enough I didn't have to cover myself but I ran, barefoot through the puddles of mood and I grabbed his arm which he immediately yanked free without looking at me. "Edward! Stop! You need to let me talk!" I cried but then he came to an abrupt halt and he spun and gently shoved me a couple steps away.

"You need to stay away from me, Bella," he said gently. Jacob appeared at my side, wearing joggers and he passed me my pants, I slid them on quickly then reached for Edward's hand which he moved away.

"Edward-" Jacob barely got to finish Edward's name before he grabbed him.

"Edward, don't! I cried but he launched Jacob across the garden and Jacob hit the side of his house with enough force to break a couple wooden panels and perhaps a bone or two. Jacob slumped to the ground and was covered in mud. "Jake?" I asked, hoping he wasn't hurt. But then Jacob's head snapped up and his eyes glowed amber with rage and he threw himself into the air, fangs appeared, fur sprouted from his shin and a giant russet coloured wolf stood tall before us both and he charged for Edward

"Jacob, don't!" I screamed this time and my legs moved me forward. I found myself standing between two of my lovers but with the back to the one I feared the most at this moment. I lifted my arms high in the air before Jacob as if I was trying to calm a rampaging horse but it didn't stop him. Jake knew it and so did I, he was running too fast, even if he dug his paws into the mud he would still slide and collide with me. Then Edward was next to me, I turned my head a fraction towards him before his hands lifted me gently and threw me out of Jake's path and I rolled in the mud, getting the dirty water in my mouth and eyes. I heard two growls, from two angry creatures and when I rolled onto my knees. Jacob was being held to the floor by Edward's foot on his skull.

"NO, PLEASE STOP!" I cried not wanting to see this. Edward looked at me and his eyes, so full of pain and hurt and anger, softened. He then knelt down and lifted Jacob into the air with both hands, he took Jacob's throat so tightly in his hand it looked as if he has crumpled it and he threw Jacob the entire length of the driveway. Jacob crashed through the front window of his house, taking the curtains and the glass with him; he yelped out in pain and hit the kitchen table which tumbled down with him.

"Jacob!" I cried out, panicking on the spot.

"He'll live, don't you worry." he spat at me before getting in his car and speeding away and I was left, on my knees in the rain and dirt, wondering if I'd ever see the man I loved again.

I cried in the rain for another thirty seconds before I remembered Jacob and I shot off, slipping in the mud a few times but eventually reached the house. Jacob was in human form and leaning up on his elbow which was quiet clearly broken; the bone protruding. He winced at the sight of it but didn't seem entirely bothered, I knew once back in place it would heal and be nothing but an ache and a cut tomorrow. I dropped down next to him and helped him up.

"Bella," he sighed looking out the front door as if expected to see Edward still there. I didn't look either, too hurt. I shook the thought away, not wanting to think about Edward, or what I had done to him, or the pain I put him through, so much pain he must be going through. I couldn't hate myself more right now. Not long later we heard footsteps and my first thought was that Edward had returned to finish Jacob off, maybe yell at me some more, tell me how much of a horrible person I am, that would be nothing compared to what I deserved but it wasn't Edward. It was Seth.

Seeing Seth walk in with a wide and giddy smile made me hate myself even more, the fact that I had agreed to do that behind Edwards back. Seth looked around, ready for some action but he spotted the scene before him; the knocked over kitchen table, the destroyed window, the shards of glass sticking out of Jake's arms and chest.

"Jake, what happened man!" he asked, helping me get Jacob to a chair.

"Nothing." Jake snapped in response before looking up at Seth, "Nothing," he mumbled calmer this time. We both then proceeded to pull the shards of glass out of him and the wounds healed before we could bandage him up. Seth used his werewolf strength to push the bone back in place and he used bandages to wrap the wound up. I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up the best I could. I wiped the dirt off my clothes even though it stained and I blew my nose even though I already had a cold and I wiped the tears away even though more kept coming.

I stayed in the Black home for another hour though there was no hot threesome; the idea disgusted me at the moment. We all cleaned up the best we could, using scrap wood to board up the window Jake came crashing through. Jake would lie about what happened; tell his dad he fell or something stupid like that. Seth said they could tell his dad the two were in wolf form and play fought and accidentally smashed the window. If the other wolves or even a Council Elder like Billy discovered Edward came onto the reservation, the treaty would be broken. We turned the table right and put back the chairs; we all dressed properly and changed. Jacob leant me a pair of his joggers and a shirt and I apologized for dirtying his coat but he didn't care anyway. I apologized to Seth for getting his hopes up, but it felt wrong to think I would go through with it anyway.

But I know I would have, many times over and loved it. I hate myself. I hate myself.

"I've got to go." I mumbled before putting my hood up and heading for the door. Jacob took my hand in his and I felt as if we were naked and he was touching me somewhere he shouldn't be, but it was just a hand hold.

"Bella," he said, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. What can I do to make this better?"

"Nothing, you've done nothing wrong, Jake."

"I agreed to it,"

"And I'd be furious with you if you refused. I'm glad you did it, I am," that was at the same time, both the truth and a lie. How I didn't know. "I just, I know things are going to be different from now on, Jake, and I'd just like some time alone." I told him and he hugged me tightly, the hug of a friend and not a lover.

"Talk to him," he told me,

"I'll be lucky if he ever looks in my direction again, you don't know him, Jake, I've gone too far." I told him and I guessed he didn't know what to say. I hugged him quickly again, said a goodbye to Seth and ran out into the rain and towards my truck.

FanWriter's Note: Well no hot sex in this chapter guys, but there was this cool fight. I hope you enjoyed Edward's reaction. Next chapter should be up tomorrow, which will include what will happen between Edward and Bella. Can their relationship be saved or not?

What do you think?

~FanWriter~