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Chapter 11: The Paul No One Knew

Paul POV

Where am I? I was just in Tara's house, asleep in the spare bedroom. I know I didn't walk into the woods. And where is all this fog coming from? Its the middle of the afternoon not five in the morning! I know I didn't sleep that long yet.

"Paul" My name being whispered pulled me from my thoughts. Who was that. I know that voice. I turned in a full circle, searching for...something. All I see are dark outlines of trees and fog. I can hear ocean waves crashing onto the shore. Wait, this looks kinda familiar.

"Paul." The voice is a little bit louder, but still a soft whisper.

I turned to my right, it sounded like it was coming from that direction. I slowly start walking. The sound of the waves getting louder and the trees started thinning. I walk past the last line of trees. I'm at a cliff. Tara is standing near the edge, a little close for my liking. Shes barefoot, her hair down her back. She's wearing a floor length white sundress. Her face is emotionless, dead. I wanted to go to her, I did, but I couldn't seem to be able to move. I was frozen to the spot.

"Paul."Her voice even sounds dead. "Why?"

"What?" Why what? What is she talking about?

Her shoulders slumped, " Why did you do it? I thought you loved me? Why Paul?"

I took one step forward, only for her to take a small step back, towards the edge of the cliff. I thought it better not to move towards her again with her that close. So close. "Tara, baby I don't know what you're talking about. What happened?"

She closes her eyes, shaking her head very slowly,"Was I not enough for you? Was I not what you wanted? You didn't have to have me."

A lump formed in my throat,it hurt to breath. I swallowed hard a couple of times before I could speak. "All I want is you Tara. Come with me back to the house and we can talk. Okay?"

She opened her eyes as a single tear ran slowly down her pale cheek. "I love you." She whispered before taken that final step back, falling over the edge and into the dark water.

"TARA!" I jumped, only to land at the edge of the cliff, my arm reaching out in the air, hand open. I can't see her. She's gone. All because of something I can't remember doing. All because of me. I clench my fist and hit the side of the cliff, tears pour down my cheeks. Then came the pain.

I jerked up in the bed, out of breath and heart going twelve times faster than normal. I look around the house, its almost dark. Sweat coated my body and I couldn't stop shaking. I was not about to phase though. I bent my knees, propping my elbows on my knees, I held my head. An actual lump formed in my throat this time. There was a knock at the door,"Paul, Paulie. Come on man, Sam's looking for you. You have to come to a meting. Tara will be home when we are done." Jared.

At least I hope for the person sake their Jared. Only Tara, Claire, Jason, Emily, and Jared are allowed to call me Paulie. I take a really deep and shaky breath, before slowly getting up and answering the door. Jared and the pack, minus Sam, are at the door. They all take a big step back after seeing me. Jared though, took a step forward, eyebrows knitted together. He placed a hand on my shoulder,"Man...You look like shit."

I snorted,"I look way better than I feel. Trust me. Lets just get this over with. I have somewhere I gotta be later."

Quil smiled big,"Cheer up Lahote! She'll come around!" He turned to head out, but at the bottom of the steps, turned,"By the way, duck."

To late. I had silly string, pie, mud, and syrup covering me. I tried to growl, but it came out as a whimper. Everyone froze, the laughing stopped dead. They all looked at me like I'd just grown a second or maybe second and third head. Jared went to speak but before he got the chance, I phased and ran. When I hit Sam's yard, I didn't even stop. I just flopped onto the ground and whined, skidding across the yard a bit. Sam would probably make me fix that later. I placed a paw over my muzzle as baseball size tears ran down my face to the ground. Sam burst through the door. He stopped at the door and crossed his arms over his chest. "Can you phase and come in?"

I just lay there. The dream I had only thirty minutes ago running through my head. Over and over I replayed Tara telling me she loves me one last time before jumping to her death. I hadn't noticed the pack had gotten here or that they all had phased, seeing my dream. Or really, my nightmare. They all looked at one another before they all landed their eyes on me.

I've never in my life seen you like this Paul. We grew up together and not once have I seen you shed a tear. Jared's quiet calm voice entered my head.

Sam sat down in front of me. He knew my pain. Almost. He had been the one to physically hurt his imprint. Something he kills himself over everyday. He sighs, Paul, I know what your going through. I felt the exact same way when...He choked not being able to say it.

I know Sam. Its okay. I sat up shakily, Have..Have you seen her?

Sam nodded, She talked to me this afternoon. I was about ready to rip your head off.

Jacob shook his fur out, Paul..If you want to know exactly what happened I can show you.

Did I really want to know? Did it even matter? She's mad I get that. Her sent lingers from where she had been her all afternoon. Se wasn't here now though. She probably went home and has everything locked down. Getting away from me.

I take in a deep breath, Yeah. Start from a little before the phone rang though okay? And Black..Thanks man.

No problem. She loves you. She'd want me to help ya. Just don't hurt her again, she means a lot to me. To all of us. After he had his say, he replayed the call for me. I got to see the look on her face, up til I showed up and she ran off. I whined at her expression. I don't think anyone else has noticed, but she had tears in her eyes from the moment Stacy mentioned me cheating.

When Sam showed me what she had said to him, I lost it. I just couldn't watch anymore. I phased. I sat in Sam's yard, for the world to see. I growl. "I hate crying. Hate it. Never doing it again. This girls already turned me into a whipped wimp like Jared and Quil." Of course they growled at that but stopped when Sam phased. He placed a hand on my shoulder, "Get some shorts on before Em see's you. Talk to her. She will be able to help you. I'll send Jacob to talk to Tara."

I stood, pulling on the shorts. "Send Brady, Collin, and Seth with him. She loves them like they where her own. She'll want them around the house."

Everyone had phased by now. Brady just nodded and shot off towards they house. Collin and Seth not far behind. Jacob got Sam's keys and took the truck. We all walked inside, Em giving me a motherly hug before popping me on top of the head with a wooden spoon. She scowled at me,"I ever hear about you hurting her again I'll not feed you for a month. And if you cry again and don't come here then I'll beat you with this spoon Paul!"

I smile, chuckling, I hug her again. "Thanks Em."

Tara POV

Soon the boys came to the house. Jacob pulled up not three minutes later. We all pile in the living room and start watching movies. I didn't feel like talking. They understood. I just needed them around, to keep my mind off everything. I held Jason close. He was starting to fall asleep when he looked up at me with his big eyes. "Tawa, when Pawl coming howme?"

I sigh,"I don't know little man. I'm still very upset with him."

He stayed quiet for a while after that. Then turned around again. "Bwut he woves you Tawa."

Before I could reply, A voice behind me did."He really does."

I jerked around. Paul and Sam stood in the doorway. I gave Sam a confused look. "In case you want him to leave." He grunted.

I nod. Paul asked me to come to our room, or my room. Sam watched the rest of the movie with the boys, watching Jason for me.

Paul sat on one side of the bed, while I sat on the other. I curled my legs under me and waited. He sighs," She was my ex. We fooled around a little. Never anything serious. We just used each other. Finally she took it over the top, saying we were together when we weren't. I told her to leave me alone and to get out of my life. This was about a month before you fist met me. I don't know why she just suddenly called looking for me. I don't want her around. Tara, I love you more than life itself. I would walk through hell fire and high water for you. You are my everything. With out you I'm nothing. Your to good for me. Beautiful, kind, smart, and so much more. Your heart is so big and your attitude is so great that even Leah can't help but love you. I'm never going to stop loving you and I'm willing to do anything to prove to you that I'm serious about me and you."

"Anything?"

He didn't even hesitate. He looked me straight in the eye,"Anything."

"Bring every single girl you've been with to the house tomorrow night. No questions."

He jerked back and looked shocked. Then his face went from dark tan to starch white."But.."

"No. You said anything."

He sighs but agrees. I know he doesn't understand, I don't fully understand either. I just want them all here. At one time for me to see. Maybe I'll learn more about what Paul likes, maybe I'll get in a few fights. But mostly, I want to show them all that he belongs to ME and they need to BACK OFF!

I know...another short chapter:*( Don't be upset with me. I am working on making my chapter longer. I just didn't want to start with all Paul's ex's being together and having to stop in the middle. Please tell me your honest opinion. I am open to criticism. It will help me grow as a writer. Thanks for reading:)