A different world Chapter 11
I dont know how long i sat in Dimitri's arms crying my heart out, but at some point i realized enough was enough. I needed to be brave for Lissa. I slowly stopped the heart wrenching sobs escaping from me and i got out of Dimitri's arms.
"Will you get Dr. Olendiski. I need to try and convince her to let me out." Dimitri nodded his head and walked out of the room. I tried to make myself look as strong as possible to help convince dr. Olendeski i was fine. I saw the door open and Got straight to the point.
"Dr. Olendeski may i please leave." i was trying to be as polite as possible.
"Rosemarie, you just got out of a coma! do you honestly expect me to just let you out." she gave me a disbelieving look that said 'are you serious?'
"Please Dr. Olendeski. I need to get out of here for Lissa. I wont to any training until you give the ok." As much as i hated saying that last part, Lissa was more important. I would do absolutely anything to just be by Lissa's side right now. I will go to her whether i get the ok or not. Its just it would be a lot easier wiht permission.
Dr. Olendeski had indecision all over her face but she finally gave in. She took the IV out of me and gave me pain medication. "I sware if i hear of you training i will go out there and drag you back in here!" She said with a slight smile. I nodded my head solomnly.
Dimitri grabbed my hand and walked me out of the clinic. He walked me to my dorm room and right before he left i grabbed his head and said "Please dont leave me." I was surprised at how weak my voice was. I sounded so small and helpless. Dimitri must have noticed this too because he turned around and walked into my room.
I walked into the bathroom and hopped into the shower. i turned the heat all the way up and just stood there shedding the last of my tears in the steam. I would not cry in front of Lissa, i had to be strong for her. I jumped out of the shower and put on a pair of jeans and a sweater. I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed DImitris hand.
We walked silently to Lissa's dorm. When we got there i could hear her sobs. I took a deep steadying breath. How was i supposed to stay strong while Lissa sounded like she was being tortured in there. Dimitri gave my hand a reasurring squeeze and knocked on the door.
When no one answered i just opened the door and almost broke down seeing the sight in front of me. Lissa looked absolutle terrible. Christian had a look in his eyes that said 'help me.' i mouthed to him "Leave" he nodded his head and got up.
"Christian! Wher-" Lissa started to say. Then she looked up and saw me and ran into my arms. "Rose...oh my god...Rose." I picked her up into my arms and sat down cradeling her. I saw Dimitri and Christian leave the room, and i started petting her head.
I held her for hours after that. She was so much worse then i was last night. I kept murmuring to her and tried to calm her down. I didnt let one tear fall down my cheek. I stayed strong for Lissa, my sister. Sitting there seeing her so fragile and upset, i knew that i was going to look after her more then any guardian watches there charge. Lissa was going to be the best protected moroi in the history of the world.
After another hour i decided Lissa needed blood in her system. "Lissa, sweetie. you need blood." she just continued to cry. Five minutes later i told her "Honey, they wouldnt have wanted this. They wouldnt have wanted you to throw your life away. They would have wanted you to be strong."
Lissa gasped at this and said "How am i supposed to be strong Rose? I'm the last one in the Dragomir line. Im all alone." i made her look me in the eyes and said fiercely "No your not! you have me and Dimitri, and you have Christian, and tons of other friends who love you." she continued to look at me in the eyes and just said "I know Rose, i just dont know how i am going to get through this."
"We'll get through this together." then i pulled her up and brought her into the bathroom. "You need to shower. take as long as you need." She nodded her head meekly and went in. She was in their for about an hour. I couldnt blame her, that's probably how long i was in their earlier. She stepped out and we walked to the feeders.
On the way there i asked her "Were you with Christian all day yesterday?" she nodded her head yes and then i asked the question i was afraid to hear the answer to. "Did you have any dreams last night?" she paled and i saw her eyes fill with tears.
"What were they about Liss?" i asked. She looked at me and whispered "The accident." i felt my heart stop and i froze. How was i seeing what Lissa was seeing? i needed to figure this out...i dont feel like i am insane, but i guess most people didnt feel insane when they were. There was only one person i knew i could talk to about this. Dimitri.
Lissa walked into the feeder room and everyone stared at her and broke out into whispers. That really irked me. Couldnt they see she was already a wrek enough without them whispering about her. i gave everyone the deadliest glare possible. They all could tell i was serious and they went dead silent.
Once Lissa was done, we started heading toward her room, Then Dimitri went beside us and said "Headmistress Kirova wants to talk to you Lissa." Lissa nodded and we setted off toward her office. I know Dimitri didnt say that she wanted to see me, but there was no way in heck i was leaving Lissa.
We walked into her office and Kirova said "Rosemarie i did not summon you her." i glared and her and thought 'this will sure be fun'
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