'Why?' they demanded

I was deep but everytime I tried to mention his name it's like i can't betray my he's not my master, I just. Something is very wrong it's like he controls me and i can't dare to go against his rule but i know he doesn't rule me. If I tell them it's him what will come of me? I'm sick I must be my heart i don't want him to die by the hands of my kings but I wouldn't wish death on any soul, but it's like once he kissed me he made a claim and I can't hurt him even if I wanted to. Something is wrong, very wrong.

'If I tell you who he is you will kill him but I'm not sure what will become of me. I feel as if I'm bound to him, if any harm comes to him I fear I may also be hurt.' I tried to explain.

'Name' Caius growled

'Promise not to harm him' what did he not understand.

'Someone dare lay there hands on our queen I will kill them for such treachery' He shouted.

'Caius you kill him and you kill me' I bellowed over him, 'Now if you want me dead I can do that for you right now and Edward will be killed in the process but for now I have no powers and am merely a simple mortal. So pick is your need for his death out weight your need for me to remain alive? If so you may aswell kill me yourself.' I glared at him seeing the hurt behind his eyes and the rage at the circumstances resurface.

Marcus had sat on the bed motionless as if he were a marble statue, Aro speaking in hushed tones on the phone pacing, Caius growling pulling at his hair while pacing.

That was 4 days ago since then i had cried myself to sleep all 4 of those nights the kings had equally busied themselves so to avoid contact with me whatsoever. It's as if they had distanced themselves from me so if i were to die they would't miss me and he I sat another day gone by sitting in my chair over looking the horizon above the rose garden.

I was leaving today, i was going to break the spell, i had searched for it and found an answer I would need to put myself in a human dangerous moment in order to break the attachment.

In simple words i need to bring myself close to death.

I called for Jane and moments later she arrived, 'Yes mistress'

'Do you know of and cliffs over water nearby?' I inquired.

'Yes on the east wing and a few 100 miles. May i inquire why you ask?'

'No and set up a car we leave in 5 minutes.' i spoke regally dismissive in my tone.

I changed into thick leggings and a large jumper, tying my hair above my head. I wrote a note explaining to the kings what is to happen adding if i weren't to survive that I love them. Handing the note to Felix I demanded that he only give i to the kings when he gets a call from Jane, I walked out the from getting into the car. When we get 50 miles call felix he will know what to do by then.

30 minutes later Jane took out her phone and dialed Felix's number, I could see this going downhill already. I loud bellow was made down the receiver and I rushed Alec who was driving to speed up.

'Mistress may I ask why you wish to be taken to this location?' Jane inquired once more.

'I wish to jump'

'Why? I don't believe the kings would be very happy with your choice'

'Well it's the only way that I can revoke Edwards curse to put myself into a near death experience. I cannot get out leave me I wished for this. Do you understand.' My voice stern no space for argument. Jane hesitated for a moment before she agreed.

'We're here' Alec spoke.

I was instantly out of the car and walking to the cliff edge, that was a fall and the impact would be a bitch I just knew it.

As I looked over I heard 3 screams all saying the same thing 'Nu', I turned and smiled at them before whispering 'goodbye' and letting my body succumb to the inevitable fall.

The impact wiped all the air from my lungs in one swift motion, and as I reached the surface a wave crashed over my allowing for tons of salt water to enter my lungs. I swam to the top in the hopes of getting fresh water where i was once again crashed into another wave. That was until I heard 3 more crashes into the water and my vision began to blur around the edges. If I didn't get oxygen soon there would be no close to death it would simply mean death. I could feel myself being lifted and dragged in some direction that was until I felt air being pushed into my lungs and all the water flushed out.

I could hear someone shouting at me but I continued to cough out the water that still submerged my lungs. I was swiftly lifted and taken I felt my vision blurring even further before there was nothing left to see.

Do you guys have any questions? suggestiuons on what to do next?

Lets just say next time Sky might get a little bit sick cough cough!