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Is It My Right? (A Byakuya Kuchiki Love Story)

Book One, Chapter Eleven

Don't Let Me Go

Aneko jolted upward, knowing who it was and pointed down at the new student.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE... RYOICHI???!!!!!!" Aneko shouted.

Aneko saw him turn and he shot his evil smile her way. He was wearing not his normal clothes, but the academy uniform. He had a black book in his hand and he strangely wore thin glasses. Aneko twitched and felt she was already crying inside. I don't want him here in school. He's going to harass me throughout the whole class. As if I didn't have enough problems with Kinichi. Aww, man. Aneko thought in her head, whining.

"Miss Mayako, you do understand that I do not allow such profanity in this room and such disrespect to a new student. Apologize this instant before I am forced to speak to Lady Horoko." The teacher scolded with a stern tone in his voice.

Aneko slumped over and bowed politely, "I'm terribly sorry. Forgive me."

Aneko stayed in that position waiting for his answer.

"Don't worry..... darling."

The whole room gasped and looked at Aneko, who fell backwards in shock. He was already messing her up and it wasn't even 10 minutes. She slowly got up and glared at him with disdain.

"Well... this will be interesting. Okay, Ryoichi is actually the new student in the older class, fortunately, but for the time being, please choose your sparring partners for the rest of the period and we shall go out into the training grounds behind the school.

At that moment, Aneko saw everyone walk around, grabbing partners. A group of girls immediately ran up to Byakuya, not to her surprise, but when she turned to Ryoichi, he, too, was surrounded by girls. Aneko whined and slammed her head on her desk, slowly dying inside. She didn't like the idea of having Byakuya and Ryoichi in the same class with her.

"So... I see you do not have a partner, Ryoichi." Aneko heard Byakuya saw.

She snapped her head up and saw Byakuya facing Ryoichi. The group of girls seemed to be watching silently. Aneko looked in horror and came up with all the scenarios that would and could happen if they would partner up.

"It seems I do not. How about you, noble? Anyone?"

"No, nothing that will not bore me to death."

"This must be the best of luck then. Since neither of us has a partner, why don't we spar with each other?" Ryoichi said, with a smile and a glint of evil in his eye.

"I thought you'd never ask." Byakuya said, holding out his hand.

Ryoichi looked at the hand and shook it. His grip tightened around Byakuya's hand as if saying that the competition for Aneko was on. Both boys stayed in that position and glared at each other, still not moving. Aneko looked at them and swore she saw a little lightning bolt shoot from their eyes.

"They look so gay for each other." Aneko suddenly heard beside her.

Aneko turned, blushing and saw it was Kinichi. Kinichi sat on the desk, looking down at the two guys with an emotionless expression. Aneko's mouth gaped open, dumbfounded at Kinichi's blunt comment.

Kinichi looked at her, wondering why she was so surprised, and said, "What? Look at them. They practically love this moment right now. My guess is that Ryoichi is just using you to get into Byakuya's pants. Not a surprise, to tell you the truth."

Aneko's mouth gaped wider and she felt the heat rush up to her face. Kinichi's voice was still very monotone and she had an emotionless ex

"Well, it would be surprise if Byakuya was gay... since he's dating you....." Kinichi said, thinking for a second, then smiled and pointed her index finger up, "I know! He's BISEXUAL!"

Aneko fell backwards and twitched at Kinichi's comment. Byakuya.... gay?! Aneko said, hiding her face. She slowly popped her head over the desk and looked at the two boys, still glaring at each other. Aneko, then, imagined them starting to kiss. Aneko fell backwards again and with this, she began to have a nosebleed. She held her head, while shaking it quickly back and forth.

"BAD THOUGHTS! BAD THOUGHTS!!" Aneko cried.

Kinichi laughed and said, looking back at the guys, "Just kidding. They really do like you, don't they?"

Aneko recovered, fixing her nosebleed, and said, "Yeah, but it's annoying. Ryoichi is going to harass me throughout the whole day. Like I'm not harassed enough by the noble girls because of Byakuya."

"Does everyone have a partner? Good. Now let's head out. The minute we get there you allowed to begin fighting. Please use the school kendo sticks, instead of your zanpakuto's. We wouldn't want any bloodshed. And no killing!!" Aneko saw the teacher up at the front door say.


~In The School Training Grounds~

Two kendo sticks collided with each other that when they collided, they gave out a loud snap. Ryoichi tried to push Byakuya back and Byakuya tried to push him back, causing the two boys to stand in that position. A standstill. Everyone looked at the two fighting boys in awe, as Kinichi and Aneko practiced. It so happened that they were the only other ones practicing from the two dueling boys. Even the teacher looked at the fighting boys, mouth gaping.

Aneko sighed, blocked one of Kinichi's moves, parried, and then said, angry, "Why do they have to draw attention to themselves?"

"They're guys. What do you expect?" Kinichi said, trying to strike Aneko, who parried again, "They don't think with their heads, but with their dicks. This is the only way to determine who is going to sleep with you."

Aneko blushed and lost concentration, giving Kinichi a chance to strike Aneko. Kinichi swiped her kendo stick across Aneko's face, making her fly to the floor. Aneko's kendo stick skidded across the floor and Aneko was sprawled across the ground.

"No fair. You cheated." Aneko said, rubbing her face and sitting up, leaning on one of her hands.

"Sorry. You were just open." Kinichi said, looking at the two boys. "And you deserved it. Having to hot guys fight over you and not letting me get in all the action. It's like in all my beloved manga romance books."

"Give me a break, Kini-chan." Aneko sighed. "If you wanted my life so badly, you should have told me. Then I'll be the one teasing you when you're crying your eyeballs out!"

Kinichi laughed. "Come on. Training like this is pointless. Let's go watch the boys fight."

Kinichi jumped off the fighting platform and jogged to the crowd. She left Aneko dumbstruck, still on the ground. Aneko shook her head. She then jogged after Kinichi, forgetting the awkward conversation.

Aneko finally reached the crowd and the boys were acting up again, trading insults. They were shouting something about each other's flamboyant style. Aneko sighed and placed her hand over her eyes. She kept hearing both of their voices ringing back and forth in her head and then, she felt anger bubble up inside of her. She felt her hands clenching into fist and now she was shaking, wishing they would stop. Wising she was back in the woods with Byakuya, kissing him. Why did Ryoichi have to step in her world when everything was going smoothly? All the rage got to her head.

"STOP IT!!" Aneko screamed.

Everyone looked at her and the two boys stopped, looking at her.

"STOP FIGHTING! YOU TWO ACTING LIKE A BUNCH OF IDIOTS! I HATE YOU BOTH! JUST STOP PLEASE!" Aneko screamed, running away, away from the school, away from everyone, and away from the confused guys. Tears fell from her eyes.

"Aneko!" Ryoichi shouted, jumping down and running after Aneko, dropping his stick.

Byakuya stood there with wide eyes and then he looked around. He wanted so badly to go after her, but everyone would see him and they would know something was going between Aneko and him. Their relationship was kept a secret. He couldn't risk anything that could allow his father to know. He merely looked down and dropped his kendo stick, walking away into the school. Everyone was quiet, wondering what had happened. Kinichi looked at Byakuya, then back at where Ryoichi and Aneko disappeared.


Aneko pushed away the tree branches as she ran over dried leaves and jagged rocks. Tears still falling from her eyes. She was so mad to stop, even though she was so tired. Then, she stepped on a ledge she was too busy to notice and she suddenly tumbled down into the steep valley below.

"Ouch." Aneko whined, trying to stand up.

She had twisted her ankle and found herself on a pile of dead leaves. It was already becoming fall in this forest. She held her ankle tightly, trying to cope with the pain. It was stinging now, forcing her not to move. Then she heard rustling in the bushes around her. She panicked and crawled back against the side of the hill she fell down from, her ankle stinging.

"Aneko. Is that you?" Aneko heard Ryoichi's voice say.

"No." Aneko sighed to herself, not wanting to see him.

She tried to crawl away, but then she felt a hand grasp around her arm and pull her still. She snapped her head over her shoulder and saw Ryoichi, panting, but with a serious face. She tried to pull away, but he didn't let go. He looked at her tear- stained face and collapsed next to her.

With his cheek to the ground, looking up at her, he said, "Little princess, you shouldn't go running off like that. You almost scared me half to death, hearing you scream and fall down here."

Aneko looked away. He let go of her shoulder and moved his hand down to hers, placing his on top. She quickly snatched her hand away and held it at her chest away from him.

Ryoichi smiled, hiding his face by looking at the ground, and said, "You're so cruel. You never once recognized me."

"Because you are a persistent asshole that doesn't know the word no." Aneko snapped.

"I thought you liked guys like that?"

"No. I like guys who are kind-hearted and considerate of others. Those who never give up on the right things. You are none of these qualities."

Aneko looked down at him and saw him, just lying there. She couldn't forgive him for what happened all those years ago. Suddenly he stretched out his hand behind the back of her head and leaned upward and forcing her head down, landing his lips on hers. She looked at him with wide eyes and almost instantly, slapped him across the face.

"What is your problem?! I hate you, Ryoichi, so.... so...." Aneko said, backing away.

Ryoichi looked at her, placing his hand on her waist and pulling her forward. He sat up and placed his other hand on the wall of dirt behind her, leaning in. Aneko placed both her hands on his chest, pushing him away, but it didn't help. He kissed her once more and this time, it was more passionate. He forced his tongue in hers without her consent and ran his tongue over hers. Aneko shook her head, tears falling, pushing his chest harder.

Aneko finally broke the kiss and shouted, "STOP IT, RYOICHI!"

He didn't listen and began to kiss her neck and then sucking it, leaving red spots. She gasped and tried to block his face away, but in response, Ryoichi took his hand that was around her waist away and wrapped the wrist of her hands. Aneko felt him using his spiritual energy around her hand. Binding spell!! Aneko thought. She struggled, whipping her hands away, but failed miserably. She then felt him let go and she tried to move her hands. No use. The binding spell was already in effect. Ryoichi continued to suck her neck.

"What are you going to do with me?" Aneko said, scared now.

He moved his hands down to her legs and did another binding spell. She was helpless now. He then looked up at her and got on top of her paralyzed and shaking body.

"Don't worry. It will hurt at first, but then you'll find it very pleasurable."

Aneko's eyes widened and she knew exactly what he was going to do to her. She then opened her mouth to scream, but then Ryoichi placed his hand on her mouth. He mouthed something instantly and then evilly smiled. Aneko opened her mouth again, but nothing came out. He took away her voice. Dammit. Aneko thought, crying. She would have gotten rid of this guy already if only she had her zanpakuto which was still back at the school.

"Aneko. I'll show so many things that you won't want to leave me. I'm sorry about binding you, but we wouldn't want you running away, telling everyone... right?" Ryoichi said, with an evil smile.

He moved his hand over her kimono top, where the neckline dropped down and the wrapped his fingers around the edge. Aneko shook her head violently, trying to crawl away, but his other hand holding her bound hands tightly. He immediately tore away her top, exposing her bosom. He smiled and felt it with his hands. Aneko screamed as loud as she could, but nothing came out. Tears ran down her face, not believing what he was doing. Then, she felt his other hand slide down, over her cheek, over her stomach, and then lower. She gasped. He then got to his destination and pushed upward. Aneko panted and stopped struggling. She was so tired. Not an inch of spiritual power was left in her. She felt his hand on her cheek.

"I see you have given up. Good. I don't want you tire out even before I started."

Aneko looked at him and then closed them, expecting the worse. It was no use. He had won. He was going to take away everything from her. She didn't want him doing this to her. She wanted Byakuya. She wanted his long slender arms around her and his lip on hers, but this... this monster was going to take that all away. He was going to soil her and she couldn't do anything about it.

"ANEKO!" Aneko heard from the trees above them.

Aneko looked up and saw Byakuya, standing on a branch. He looked at Ryoichi on top of her with furious eyes. He then jumped down and flash-stepped, kicking Ryoichi away. Ryoichi flew into a bush and hit his head against a hidden rock, knocking him out. Byakuya undid the binding spells and at that moment when she had her voice back and she was free to move, Aneko immediately hugged Byakuya around the neck as tight as she could. She was wailing and Byakuya hugged her back.

Byakuya rocked back and forth, shushing her and saying. "It's okay. I'm here. I'm here."

Aneko let go of Byakuya and cried in front of him, her face in her hands. Byakuya sighed and took off his black kimono top and placed it around her shoulders, seeing that hers was torn up. Aneko looked at him and saw his pale-skinned chest. She blushed and looked away, gasping for air through tears. He wrapped his arms around her and let her lean her head on her his strong chest.

"I thought I lost you." Byakuya whispered. "Never do that again. Don't run away from me. I can't take that feeling anymore. I couldn't take the sight of you running away from me. I love you, Aneko and I would do anything, even die for you, just don't..... just don't...."

Aneko looked at the ground and then said, "I won't. I promise. Just don't let go."

"I will never."

Byakuya looked at the sky and noticed it was getting dark. He knew their families would be worried, so he stood up, holding his hand out to help Aneko up. Aneko tried to stand up, but when she leaned on her sprained ankle, she fell right back down. Byakuya sighed and picked her up. He looked back at the knocked-out Ryoichi and then thought, I'll send one of the shinigami out to get him and then tell them what he tried to do. Aneko placed his head on his chest and closed her eyes. He smiled and kissed her softly.

Hearing her breath slow down and equal into a deep sleep, he whispered, "I won't ever let go."


Byakuya then flash-stepped out of the woods. He carried her to her house and allowed Lady Horoko to take her. Byakuya then went to Captain Ukitake's house and told him what had happened. He immediately sent out shinigami to take custody of Ryoichi. After his job was done, Byakuya went back home and immediately collapsed on his bed. He couldn't sleep. So he simply looked up at the ceiling and thought about what would happen if he didn't change his mind and run out of the classroom. After hours and hours of thinking, Byakuya drifted off to sleep, dreaming about Aneko's smile and her kiss.

After about 2 hours of sleep, Byakuya woke up and looked around. He was in his room. He sighed and looked out his window, but he looked confused, finding something he shouldn't. A figure, all in black, stood on the white roof, holding something glittering in his hand. Byakuya noticed it was a knife and ducked, as the figure threw the knife at his window. Glass shattered and Byakuya cover his head. After he heard something drop, he looked back outside, but found nothing. He ran over to the knife and saw a note in it.

It said in dripping ink, "I will kill Aneko. Don't stand in my way."

Byakuya looked at the note with wide eyes. He didn't even notice his mother and father rush in. She hugged her son tightly, while he turned to his father. Lord Kuchiki stood at the doorway, hiding his arms in his sleeves. He looked at Byakuya with a simple subtle smile and then disappeared.

"No. Not you father." Byakuya whispered, covered by his mother's wails.