A/N: I had time to update and give you all the pleasure of finding out what happened to this pair! Review as usual and I'll be content!

PS- Let me clarify something. The Seiichi that I'm writing about is an OC of my making; so don't mistake him as Yukimura Seiichi! XD

I'm mentioning this just to give people a heads up about when I'm going to update. The next Mass Release will be on November 21. What gets updated then is up to reviews and feedback! (Most likely 9-11 pm PST).

XP I'm too tired to answer (have to study for three tests and a essay) so I'll answer reviews next chapter!

Wet With Tears

Rated: M

Summary: Ryoma never wanted to fall in love…because falling in love meant losing your mind, losing logic, and an Echizen Ryoma without a mind shouldn't exist.

Pairing: FujiXRyoma

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Chapter Eleven: Walk Away

"It's happening again."

-Ryoma-

Recap

What mattered most to Fuji at the moment was the innocence in Ryoma's eyes…the innocent pure love and look he tried so hard to protect crumbled before his very eyes.

Fuji Syuusuke got his first wish…he had, with his own hands, broken the innocence that Ryoma held within his eyes.

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During the five seconds where everyone had frozen in place, Ryoma's expression changed from emotionless to anger and Fuji had finally pulled on his boxers successfully.

"Ryoma…" Fuji started walking towards Ryoma quickly. He reached out to touch Ryoma only to find Ryoma flinching from his touch. Ryoma didn't say anything as he turned to walk out of the room.

"Ryoma…" Fuji started again grabbing wildly at Ryoma only to find his arms flung off angrily.

"Don't touch me!" Ryoma stated with sharp emotionless eyes and a deadly aura. " Tezuka was right, you're just passing yourself around!"

Fuji didn't even have time to process that sentence and defend himself before Ryoma stalked out of the room and away from him.

A wave of guilt washed over Fuji…he hadn't meant for Ryoma to ever find him in this situation…after all, Seiichi and he were breaking up!

'How could I do something so stupid…' Fuji thought as he collapsed on the floor watching Ryoma stalk to the elevator and furiously press on the button. He felt so drained at the moment…so hurt, so stupid for doing this to the one who he loved.

Fuji felt so lost now…he knew it was Ryoma he wanted when all the emotions he threw away were found in Ryoma…he knew it was Ryoma when he felt so attached to the cocky bastard…now because of his fickleness the one he wanted to love was walking…and all he could do was sit here and feel sorry for himself!

"Aww…he was going to find out sooner of later anyways!" Seiichi said wrapping an arm around Fuji only to find himself flung away.

"Get away from me!" Fuji said calmly. "I should've broken up with you officially since the day we met at the bar!"

"Don't say that sweetheart-"

"Don't refer to me at all!" Fuji said standing to walk back into his office. " The point of tonight was to break up with you anyways."

Seiichi laughed as he roughly wrapped his arms around Fuji's waist. " You honestly think you can just break up with me when your body needs me so much…"

Fuji flung his arms off angrily. " You killed his mother!"

"What?" Seiichi asked with small smile.

"You killed his mother on that day and…he still has nightmares thanks to you!" Fuji finished angrily. He was a Tensai in the arts of everything…so why was it that love eluded him?

"You…how'd you know it was me?" Seiichi asked quietly.

"Did you forget that I came there after you did that? Did you know that your dearfather disliked the thought of us together so he raped me and told me how unworthy of you I was…how he humiliated me with all his friends as he gleefully told me that you were following in his footsteps by eliminating competition at Tokyo Tower?" Fuji yelled as tears he had suppressed for so long fell from his eyes and trailed on his cheek. He knew it was absurd to stand here ranting in his boxers but when Ryoma walked the whole dam he held for so long just broke through.

"You're just a slut…a toy my son can use."

"Let's see your technique that my son can't get enough of!"

"Is that the deepest you can take?"

"You'll never be worth more than taking the cocks of any man!"

"At this moment; no one needs trash like you…not even him!"

All the scenes filled his thoughts once more as he felt the roughened hands moving over his skin once more as he felt himself being split apart again and again as each man jammed their cock down his throat or inside of him. The scenes of him pulling on his clothes as he rushed in his car to Tokyo Tower to stop Seiichi from committing any crime…

"Syuusuke… I truly loved you!" Seiichi said wrapping his arms around Fuji again. " Why didn't you tell me my father did such a thing to you!"

"Just get out of here before Ryoma knows you were the one to shoot and kill his mother!" Fuji uttered pulling away from Seiichi to go back to his bedroom.

"Come with me!" Seiichi said holding his hand tightly. " He'll blame you as well when he finds out that you were the one to drive there and help me and my buddies escape the crime scene and get off Scot free!"

Fuji didn't reply, he merely stared hollowly at the elevator with a heavy heart.

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Ryoma pushed his hands through his hair roughly as he felt like crying. But even he knew that his tears had dried up like dust since the day his mother died. All he had to do was banish the memories he made…right? If he just forgot like he did his mom and dad the pain welling will disappear…right?

Ryoma looked out the window of his suite at Tokyo tower and for the first time ever he watched his reflection as his dry face was wet with tears…tears he threw away…tears that wasn't suppose to be there!

"Why…why…"Ryoma whispered. Had Fuji Syuusuke hurt him so much? Hadn't he hurt him even more by walking? Hadn't he got his revenge as well? After all…they weren't even together! YES! They weren't….so why was his face wet with tears? Why was his heart burning and breaking? why?

"Don't ever fall in love Seishounen…"

"Oyaji…" Ryoma whispered as his hands touched the cool pane of the glass window. " I tried…it's not love right? It can't be! I…he and I…we weren't like that!"

Yet no one agreed with him, no one disagreed with him…he was alone…

Ryoma collapsed on the floor as he cursed the destiny he couldn't escape! The painful dreams…the reflections that he wanted to forgot…it was all coming back… his Okaa-san's smiling face, his father's bored face, Nanako's childish face pointing at Tokyo…the masked men who jerked his mother away, his father's drinking, the gun in his face! EVERYTHING!!!

Ryoma let out an anguished cry as the darkness between his heart and soul reopened the gaping wound that still overflowed…the wound time couldn't heal, the heartache from yesterday that no one could take and hide!

"Echizen-san!"

"Ryoma!"

Ryoma turned to see Takumi and Nanako rushing towards him through the tears that filled his eyes. They immediately had that expression, the expression he didn't want to see…the expression of sadness and worry for him.

"I'm okay…" Ryoma croaked out shakily but both knew he wasn't. For the first time in so long, they saw tears streaming down his face and not one of them knew what to do with a broken Ryoma…

"Ryoma…can I do something for you?" Nanako asked holding Ryoma close in her embrace.

Ryoma swallowed and nodded. He needed out…he needed to leave this hurtful place…he was wrong…he couldn't face Tokyo...he couldn't!

"What can we do?" Takumi asked.

"Get ready to go…" Ryoma said.

"To where?" Nanako asked.

"To L.A.… to where your Ren lives." Ryoma said aguishly. " I need to get out…to go far.."

"Shhh…" Nanako comforted. She rocked Ryoma back and forth a couple of times as she nodded for Takumi to arrange it by tomorrow afternoon at the latest. Satisfied that Takumi was taking care of that, Nanako helped her precious Ryoma onto his bed.

"Rest…Takumi and I will take care of everything…" Nanako said and waited for his nod before she got up and went came out of his room.

"How is he?" Takumi said as soon as he hung up.

"Better than earlier…the jet?" Nanako asked sitting on the sofa with a sigh.

"Tomorrow…early afternoon at the airport." Takumi confirmed. " Should I start packing?"

Nanako nodded slightly although her thoughts were elsewhere. Ryoma had left fine earlier…so why was it that he came back from visiting Fuji-san like this?

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Fuji barely felt the pain as he slammed against the door.

"What did you do to him?" Atobe demanded angrily.

Fuji hadn't gone home last night at all and now 8 in the morning, Tezuka and Atobe come in and Atobe is throwing him around.

"Atobe-san…" Tezuka said restraining Atobe slightly.

"You bastard! I saw Ryoma and he's not the same…what the hell did you do to him? Why is he running away? Why is he flying to LA after seeing YOU?" Atobe asked pounding his fist into the wall next to Fuji's head.

"Is that what he said…" Fuji finally said

"You-" Atobe started but felt Tezuka pull him back. " Let me at him Tezuka!"

"Why?" Fuji said staring at Tezuka now. " Why would you tell him that?" Fuji finished painfully.

Tezuka merely looked at Fuji quietly before he finally said, "I wanted him to know what he was getting into."

Fuji merely looked at him hurt.

"Don't tell me you…are you over Seiichi?" Tezuka asked skimming Fuji's face.

Fuji merely slumped down in thought that Ryoma was leaving.

Suddenly he felt Atobe jerk him up.

"Bring him Tezuka… we'll drop the poor man off at the airport!"

"But…" Fuji started to protest.

"If you don't fix my brat! I'll fix your face!" Atobe said haughtily as he walked ahead while Tezuka guided Fuji.

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"Ryoma?"

Ryoma turned slightly and saw a smiling Asuka and emotionless Ita standing by him.

"What are you doing here?" Asuka asked with a small smile. Although she couldn't actually tell what he was thinking, she knew he was different than he usually was.

"I'm going to LA." Ryoma said bluntly and emotionlessly.

"Really?" Asuka said looking at Ita in uncertainty. " So are we."

"Is that so? Why?" Ryoma asked monotonously.

"To pick up a few things for Asuka." Ita said softly. "Anata…we have to go buy the tickets."

"Right!" Asuka agreed, " Then we'll-"

"Why don't you guys just come with me?" Ryoma asked, " My private jet could hold all of us."

"I…" Asuka looked at Ita.

" We don't want to bother you…" Ita said with a small polite smile.

" It's all right…the company will help me pass the time till we get there." Ryoma said emotionlessly.

"Well then… thank you so much." Asuka said with a small bow.

"What are you doing anata?" Ita asked looking at his fiancée suspiciously.

"What does it look like?" Asuka whispered to Ita. "He looks down and lonely…we should keep him company!"

Ita merely sighed as he gave in. It did seem something was a little off with Echizen-san today.

"Then let's go this way." Ryoma said and led the way to where his jet would be waiting.

"Miyazaki Asuka!"

All of them turned to see whom it was. To their surprise it was four men pointing guns all at her…to Ryoma's surprise…he recognized the middleman completely.

"How funny to see you here as well Echizen-san!" Seiichi jeered as his gun still pointed at his initial target. Turning back to face Asuka he smiled, as he looked her up and down. With a low whistle, he turned to his buddy next to him and said loudly. " What a waste to have to kill such a beauty!"

"Kill?" Asuka asked gripping Ita's arm tightly.

Seiichi nodded a "bit" sadly. "I'm afraid you have the unfortunate fate of incurring the wrath of two people…who almost simultaneously asked me to kill you."
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" Just go!" Atobe demanded. "Tezuka and I will follow as soon as I get something to eat and hit you with should you fail!"

Fuji didn't say anything as he headed towards the business part of the airport. For sure if Ryoma was leaving by his personal jet or publicly, it'd be located over here!

Climbing the stairs two at a time he came to a halt as he saw Seiichi pointing a gun at the group across from him…who happened to be all his friends.

"Don't do it Seiichi!" Fuji yelled as he ran over as quickly as he could. Everyone watched as Fuji ran between Seiichi and his target with outspread hands and opened eyes.

Seiichi frowned and signaled one of his men to shoot. The shot had exactly the effect Seiichi wanted as everyone cowered to the floor in fear.

"Seiichi!" Fuji said angrily.

"Syuusuke… do you understand why I even came back to this place… I only came for three reasons…and that was to kill Miyazaki Asuka for her mother, to see my son, Kazaki Tachi and to take you with me Syuusuke!"

"Tachi?" Ita said with widened eyes.

"Okaa-san?" Asuka asked in surprise as well.

Seiichi smiled. " Why of course…she pain quite a sum to have you killed Miyazaki Asuka…and I'm very thankful that you will keep my whore and son under your roof Kazaki Ita…of course you can't exist now that you know…" Seiichi said moving his gun between Asuka and Ita.

"Don't kill him!" Asuka said trying her best to cover Ita bravely. " I'm the one you want!"

Seiichi sneered. " I don't want you, I want Syuusuke… you're merely a reason I came!"

"Seiichi! I'll go with you…just don't hurt them!" Syuusuke announced.

"Are you crazy?" Ryoma asked pissed by the situation and Syuusuke sacrificing himself like this. The anger clouded over the reason of why he was leaving in the first place at the moment.

"Ahh…Echizen-san… you and I go way back as well!" Seiichi smiled.

"Seiichi are you crazy?" Fuji asked.

"Never… he's to die here as well so it doesn't matter if I tell him that I was the one who shot his ugly mother through the head."

"My…" Ryoma started before his golden eyes narrowed dangerously.

"Ryoma!" Nanako screamed holding onto Ryoma. " Don't go near that psycho!"

Seiichi laughed, " Oh ho! Surprised Echizen? Or was it that you're in shock that I took the money and shot your mother?"

Ryoma grit his teeth in anger at Seiichi's taunting. How dare this man make fun of such a situation!!!

"But I'm not done yet!" Seiichi said proudly. " I have to thank Syuusuke for me escaping as well right Echizen-san?"

"What?" Ryoma asked shifting his gaze to Fuji who looked strangely guilty. " You as well?"

"Oh yes!" Seiichi said with a large grin. " Syuusuke drove his car in and we snuck out while he acted as a bystander…if it wasn't for him, I might be in jail now for your mother's death."

Ryoma didn't say anything as his jaw flexed in anger. He solely turned to Fuji and asked in the most controlled voice he could muster at the moment.

"Is it true?"

Fuji trembled a bit as he looked at Ryoma's emotionless, yet deadly face.

"In a way…yes…" Fuji said softly meeting Ryoma's eyes fully.

"Enough talking!" Seiichi said ushering the three guys with him to remove Asuka from Ita's side.

The three advance as Seiichi wrapped an arm around Syuusuke to take him as well. " You can watch me kill that those guys then Miyazaki…after that we will go." Seiichi said to Syuusuke who struggled against him in horror at his plans. "you're crazy!"
"It's not crazy Syuusuke… it's called money!" Seiichi said with a grin until he heard one of his guys cry out in pain.

Everyone looked at Ita kicked one man down and managed to twist the other man's arm to grab his gun and shoot the one he kicked and held onto.

BANG!
"Ita!" Asuka screamed as she collapsed on the floor with a bleeding Ita. It seemed the third man finally reacted and shot Ita on his right arm.

Seiichi watched in horror as Takumi and Nanako reacted as well and managed to shoot the third guy on his shoulder with the gun Ita dropped.

While all this was happening Ryoma was frozen in anger at his mother's killer and the man he now was having mixed feelings for.

"Shit!" Seiichi swore seeing he was outnumbered. Pushing Fuji out of the way for a bit he shot towards Asuka and aimed one at Ryoma.

BANG
BANG

The gun went off twice…

Scared, Fuji acted on instinct as he blocked Ryoma from the bullet with his body. If he couldn't have Ryoma then at least he could save him.

At the same time Fuji reacted on instinct, Ryoma snapped out of his stupor by Fuji's action, seeing the scene of his mother before his eyes as she protected him only to be shot in the head….and blood…blood was everywhere as his mother lay dying in front of him

"Don't look Seishounen!"

"Yadda!" Ryoma screamed pushing Fuji out of the way…he didn't want any more sacrifices…no…he didn't want anyone else to sacrifice their life for his.

'It's happening again…' Ryoma thought fearfully…

A/N: Cruel as it seems, This ends this chapter and let me tell you how happy I am to tell all of you Wet With Tears is ending next chater! Please look forward to it and review your thoughts! If I get a satisfactory rate of reviews this story will be one of the chapters updated for the MASS Release I mentioned in the A/N at the beginning. The power is in your hands!