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"Rose, have you seen- Oh Dimitri, there you are!" exclaimed Tasha.
Dimitri walked towards the door and Tasha hugged him.
Awesome. Here comes that jealous feeling. Great.
He hugged her back but seemed uncomfortable.
"I've been looking for you all morning. Where have you been?"
I looked at her. That was the dumbest question I have ever heard.
"Oh I don't know, maybe he flew to the moon and came crashing down into my room." I replied.
"Rose, watch it." Dimitri warned. "I've been here all morning" he added. I don't think he wants to tell her that he slept here or she might get the wrong idea and I'll be in the infirmary for third degree
burns.
"Oh. I see. Come take a walk with Me." obviously she referred to Dimitri.
Before he left, he turned back to me "Are you sure you're going to be okay?" he asked. Always the concerned one.
"Will you quit being so worried all the time? Go." I pushed him out the door.
"Fine. But don't get your hopes too high. We're going to continue that conversation." damn.
"What conversation" there she goes again. Sticking her nose in other people's business. I'd like to stick her nose up her ass.
"Nothing." Dimitri answered as they started to leave.
"Come on, Dimka." she pushed.
"Not a chance. Let's go take that walk you wanted." he tried changing the subject and that was the last thing I heard before I closed the door.
After making my bed and actually tidying up my room after god knows how long, I decided to take a walk myself.
I went outside, it was still very early so no one was awake yet and I didn't know where I was going. I just went where ever my legs take me.
I enjoyed the cool breeze and the sunlight against my skin. It was so warm and rich...
I walked into the woods to find myself in a very familiar path. A few minutes later I was standing outside the place where I least expected to be. I was standing outside the cabin. Except, I could hear voices from the inside.
I used my super awesome ninja skills, okay not super awesome ninja skills. I just hid in the bushes under the open window where I can see and hear everything.
"What were you doing in Rose's room?" I heard Tasha ask.
Pfft, none of your damned business.
"She was having some trouble. You know, high school." Tasha nodded. "I was there in the early. She was still sleeping when I came."
"Oh. That's fine then." What are you? His protective girlfriend now?
"She said some stuff when she was asleep though." Tasha laughed out loud.
Yeah, laugh louder. I think China couldn't hear you properly.
"She did?" he nodded.
"What did she say?"
"She said my name." She laughed aloud again. Oh yeah. China most definitely heard her this time.
"She also said that she loved me." Wait WHAT?
The room was silent. I said I loved him? Awesome. His chances have been minimized now. Good job, Rose.
"Well, high schools crush." Tasha finally said.
They made eye contact as she continued. "You have that effect on people. Always have. Even when we were back in school. You wouldn't believe the number of girls chasing after you! And when Valentine's Day came. Oh God! It was like a riot! You had to hide all day!" they chuckled at the memory.
The room fell silent once again.
Dimitri finally spoke. "Well, maybe I sort of...you know..."
"I'm sorry but is Dimitri Belikov choking on what he wants to say?" she laughed.
He played with her. "Oh very funny Ozera."
"Spit it out Belikov. Ohh I feel like a teenager again. One who's about to hear juicy gossip or secrets."
"Well, what if I did return those feelings to Rose..."
Wow. Now THIS is juicy stuff. I moved closer.
"Wait, I'm sorry, what did you say?"
Oh, the bitch is speechless. I never thought I'd live to see the day.
"I said that I think I have feelings for Rose. I mean, it all fits. And every time I'm near her, I feel all mushy inside and sometimes all I want to just have her in my arms..."
Tasha was stunned. Heck, I was stunned. I can't believe he actually remembers.
Wait wait wait, hold up. He's not supposed to remember! He's supposed to forget me and move on and go away with Tasha. Sweet move Belikov.
"You think you're in love with Rosemarie Hathaway?"
He took in a deep breath. "Yes." He said it with such confidence.
"Well, then. Maybe this will change your mind."
I wanted to kill her for what she did next.
She leaned in and kissed him. I swear, right at that moment, I wanted to turn into a sadistic woman and just stuff her nose that she's been sticking in my business' up her filthy little ass.
The next thing I knew, I ran. I ran towards the gym and started punching a dummy. I saw Tasha's face on the dummy. I didn't want to know if he kissed her back or if clothes started flying around.
On the bright side, if I see a fucking condom on the floor, I'll know who it belongs to now!
I didn't know how long I punched that dummy. I punched it repeatedly. I punched it so hard that my knuckles were bleeding.
Just then, the gym doors opened.
"Rose?"
I didn't have to turn around to know who that is.
"What." I replied in a harsh tone.
"Are you alright?" I heard his footsteps come closer.
I whipped around to face him. We were only inches apart. But I was filled with rage right now. I jabbed him in his chest with my finger.
"Do I look okay to you?! No wait, I'm just fine. How about you just go make out with every single person who has a crush on you! There are a few gays too if you want! Then maybe you'll go back to Tasha and have sex with her. Happily ever after!" I exclaimed, throwing my arms up in the air. Boy was I MAD. I didn't care if it was the stupid darkness or not right now. All I want is for someone to pay.
"You were there weren't you?"
"No shit Sherlock! And don't you dare give me that 'I think I'm in love with you' crap. I'm sick and tired of listening to it and having my heart broken in the end! So before I break her little neck, why
don't you go run back to Tasha and-"
I was cut off with his lips crashing onto mine. He took my finger and gently placed it down, since my knuckles were bleeding. One of his hands crept up to my back and the other was lost in my hair.
It was only natural that I kissed him back. No matter what I tell myself, I needed him. I love him too much to let him go right now. I threw my arms around his neck.
The passion and lust that was building inside of us just came bursting out. I never wanted to let him go.
We parted to breathe again. He rested his forehead against mine as he whispered "It's you isn't it? It has always been you." he kissed me once more.
"I love you" I whispered. "I always have, and I always will" I leaned in and kissed him once more.
Oh how I've waited for this moment for so long. He returned this kiss hungrily with such passion.
Then, he broke it. "Come on; let's go to your room. I'll fix your knuckles." he gently held them in his large hands. He opened it and kissed each of my palms.
We reached my room and he made me sit on the bed as he sat on a chair opposite of me, with a first aid kit and a wet towel.
"I remember so much now. When I stepped foot in the cabin, I had a flashback of that night. This might sting a little"
He gently wiped my knuckles with the wet cloth. Yes, it hurt. I winced.
"It all clicked. All those memories I had, I couldn't put a face to them. And then, I remember the cabin. It all came rushing back." he explained as he started to bandage my hands.
"I could remember those times so clearly now. Well, not everything but most of them. I remember the first time I saw you in Portland. I remember the night of the lust charm, I remember the first time I touched your hair..."
He paused. He has finished working with my hands. They were still in his as he moved closer.
"And I remember the first time I told you I love you."
He closed the distance between us. It was like he was waiting forever for this moment.
He stood up, without breaking the kiss, and moved towards the bed.
Okay, danger zone. But right now, I didn't really care.
He was hovering above me, with the loose strands of his hair framing his face perfectly.
His hand crept up behind me into my hair to pull me closer, not that I needed to be told, and the other was under my shirt. Everywhere he touched leaved a burning trace. I shivered and moaned and I could feel his lips curl up into a smile. He was definitely enjoying the effect he has on me.
I decided to do the same thing to him.
One of my hands was at the back of his neck and the other went under his shirt, leaving traces on them. I traced his well sculptured chest and abs. I could hear him moan too.
I couldn't help but laugh. After what seems like such a long time, he broke the kiss.
We laid in bed, with my head on his chest. His face was buried in my hair. He hugged me tightly and so did I.
"Why did you lie to me?" be asked. I knew what he was referring to.
"Because a family is what you want most. And I can't give you that..."
I dare not look at him in the eyes.
"Oh Roza," he whispered, "That's where you're wrong. The only thing I wants most is..." he used his free hand to lift up my chin, making me look right into his deep brown eyes.
"You." he finished.
I felt blissful right at this moment. "Consider it done. You already have me."
I leaned in to give him a quick kiss. The moment was so sweet that I started to get teary. Damn these raging hormones and random mood swings. He rubbed the tear off and asked "Why are you always so emotional?"
I looked at him, faking anger. "I'm a growing teenager with raging hormones. So sue me."
He flashed me a smile and I grinned.
"I still can't believe you finally remember..."
"Well, get used to it because it's going to stay this way." he whispered against my hair.
"I can live with that." I joked back.
I wanted to just pinch myself. I couldn't believe he remembers! I never thought I'd be in his embrace like this again. But I'm wrong. And you have no idea how glad I am to be wrong.
"I didn't kiss her back" he suddenly said.
"Hmm?" I looked up towards him.
"I didn't kiss Tasha back. I didn't love her. I mean, I do but as a sister. Plus, the thought of me kissing a sister like that is...gross"
I laughed. I looked down again and started to trace patterns on his stomach. He moved back to burrying his face in my hair.
"If you were given a choice between me and your life, which would you choose?" I asked, filled with curiosity.
"My life." he answered simply.
Wait what did he say?
He moved my head so that I was, once again, looking right at him. "I chose my life because you are my life. And I would die for you."
I playfully smacked him. "I swear Belikov; you're turning me into a big emotional softie."
He laughed and I felt his chest rumble from beneath me. "I don't care what you are, I'll love you anyway."
I sat up. "Are you saying that you only love me because of how I look?"
"Well that's not what I-" I cut him off.
"You really, REALLY need to learn when to shut up and just kiss me."
I leaned in and placed my lips on his.
I could feel his lips pull up into a smile. He kissed me back hungrily. It started to escalate and I pulled the hem of his shirt, signalling that I want it off.
He broke the kiss and said "We can't. Plus, you have class in about ten minutes."
I smiled at him. "It's Stan's class. So fuck it."
"Roza..."
"Fine, fine. I'll go to his stupid class."
I stood up but he pulled me back down. "I love you" he whispered.
"I love you too" I gave him my man-eater smile and a quick peck on the lips. Then, he pushed me back off and rushed me to class.
I sat in my usual seat, next to Eddie and turned back to see Dimitri flash me a quick smile and hid it before anyone noticed.
I turned back, smiling. "Why're you so happy today, Hathaway?" he raised his eyebrow.
"Well, I'm happy now. Wait till Stan walks into class." I replied, just in time for the moron to walk in.
"Speak of the devil and the devil shall appear." I whispered to Eddie and he laughed.
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