I'm sorry, I know I'm very late! But I've been very busy with exams. This chapter is a bit longer to make it up :P I'm sorry if there are any mistakes I honestly don't have any time to revise it D:


Chapter 11:

I had noticed something before everything seemed to explode. There had been glances and whispers when I passed by but I paid no attention to them. Until that one morning. Remus woke me up with a small kiss after James and Peter had left to go to have breakfast. I smiled at him and threw him on my bed, pinning him under me while I showered him with kisses. He giggled, trying to push me off without really meaning to. We fooled around for a few more minutes until it was late and we hurried down to the great hall.

When I entered the big room it felt like all the eyes had turned to me. Half of the conversations stopped and the people started whispering.

I sat down as usual in front of Remus and next to James. We had breakfast as usual, I let my pill drop into the water and watched it turn red but I could feel all the eyes on the back of my neck, like they were burning me. I groaned and turned around, glaring at the people who were staring at me, making me irritated. All the people let out a gasp and turned around facing their table. I furrowed my eyebrows and stared at my friends. Peter was wide eyed and James was trying to contain his laugh.

'What's the matter today?'

'Dude, your eyes are red.' snickered James. Remus sighed and glanced around. Lots of people were whispering and staring at me discretely. I groaned and lifted myself, leaving the great hall. I headed to the dungeons, where our next lesson took place. I heard a pair of feet run towards me and turned around to see Remus running, his bag swinging behind him.

'Sirius!' he shouted at me. He grabbed me by the arm and stared at me with worried eyes. 'What's wrong?'

'It's just those stupid pricks, staring at me, what the hell is wrong with them?!' I screamed. Remus stared at be, taken aback. He grabbed my hand and made sure we were alone before hugging me tight, his arms encircling my neck. I grabbed him by the waist and pressed his body against mine, feeling save and warm.

'The Sirius I know didn't care about what others said or thought.' Remus muttered.

'I know but... What if they know..?'

'Don't worry, Pads. I'm sure they don't know anything, but if they do and decide to do something we'll be there to defend you.' Remus assured. I smiled at him and pecked his lips softly. We headed to the classroom and a few minutes later the classroom filled with the other students. James and Lily strolled in with Peter, all lovely together.

'Hey, Siri! You okay? We wanted to go but Remus made us stay.' James said, approaching me. I just nodded with a smirk. 'Sooo, we were wondering, we as in Lily and I, if we could change partners?' wondered James. 'I could go with Lily and you could go with Remus.' he offered. I glanced briefly at Remus to see him staring at me.

'Sure, I will help Remmy with potions then.' I answered with a wide smile. I was happy to go with Remus, even though he was terrible.

Slughorn made us brew a potion of our choice and after a lot of thinking we chose Amortentia. It was sappy that we had chosen a love potion but I really wanted to know what Remus could smell. Ten minutes before the class ended we finished our potion and the smell of chocolate was very strong for me. All I could smell in there was Remus.

'What does it smell like for you?' I asked Remus before giving the potion to Slughorn. He sniffed and a small blush appeared on his pale cheeks.

'Of... Mint... Rain and...'

'And...?' I smirked.

'And your shampoo.' he muttered. I sniggered and bit my lip.

'Aw Moons, that's so sweet. Don't be embarrassed, for me it smells like you.'

'And what do I smell like?'

'Chocolate and vanilla' I winked at him and stood up to hand our small bottle of Amortentia to Professor Slughorn.

We left the classroom, both of us walking close to each other, our hands brushing between our bodies. Then, a word caught my interest, my body tensing.

'I'm sure, they told me he's a vampire. They've seen him drink someone's blood!'

'Whose blood?'

'Somebody in Hogsmeade.'

Remus grabbed my hand and stroked it with his fingers.

'Sirius?'

'They know.' I growled low. He looked around, but nobody was there. I didn't know where the people were, but I knew they were talking about me. I disentangled my hand from Remus' and ran down the empty hallway, the voices growing stronger with each step. I could hear Remus running behind me but I was enraged, I couldn't stop.

'What if he sucks our blood? I don't want to be a vampire!'

'I don't, maybe it's pretty awesome!'

'Awesome? You're dead!' there they were, two boys and a girl, the three of them from Hufflepuff. They hadn't noticed me yet, so I approached them quietly, my eyes glowing with anger.

'Don't worry,' I growled. 'your blood is not my type.' The three of them turned around and their eyes widened. The girl let out a yelp and grabbed one of the boy's hands.

'It's him!' she screamed. The three of them scurried away and I could almost feel their blood in their veins, their heart thumping loudly. I sighed deeply, trying to calm myself when I felt Remus hands on my shoulders. I suddenly felt sick and wanted to cry. They knew, they knew I was a monster. Someone had told everybody I was a monster. That was why everyone was staring me at the Great Hall, that was the cause of the snickering and the murmurs. I was the cause.

'Oh Merlin… Sirius… They…'

'They know Remus, they know.' He hugged me tightly, my head resting over his.

'Don't worry… We'll figure this out.' He murmured against my chest. I nodded, believing him, but my chest still felt heavy.

We spent the rest of the day in our room. I was really tired so I slept during two hours while Remus read or did homework. I still felt shaky when we went down to have dinner, but James had assured me everything was going to be okay. When we entered all the eyes fell on me. I bit my lip, trying to cool down, gripping Remus arm probably too tight.

While I sipped my fake blood I wondered how nobody had noticed before I wasn't eating and I only drank a red liquid. I guess was interested in me while they were eating but still… And I wondered who was the first to say I was a vampire… Or maybe one of my friends had told someone about it… First I looked at James. No, he didn't tell anybody. Maybe Lily, probably not, but even if he did tell Lily she would have kept the secret, 'cause even if I though she was a cold-hearted bitch she was still a great friend.

Then I looked at Remus. Oh, sweet Remus. He couldn't even if he wanted to. He was too sweet and loyal to us, and probably to shy to tell that to anybody. And he was my boyfriend. So, no, Remus wasn't guilty. Peter… Nah, he was loyal to us, he couldn't have done it.

I shook my head with a sigh. Remus stared at me through his eyelashes with a worried look. I shot him a smile and winked at him. He blushed a bit and lowered his gaze.

'Do you think he is? Look, he's drinking something red. I bet it's blood!'

'Human blood?'

'Whose?'

'Maybe one of his friends…' My hand clenched around the glass until it broke, cutting my hand in the process but no blood came out. I growled, feeling all the stares burning on me. My friends gaped at me as I stood up and climbed on the table, making everybody in the Great Hall stare at me.

'Mr. Black!' screamed McGongall. I ignored her and glared at everybody.

'Okay!' I shouted. 'Everybody has been talking about me today and I'm fed up with it! Want to know the truth?! YES! I'm a vampire. But don't be afraid, all of your bloods disgust me and I wouldn't even think about it! Now that all of you know the truth I don't want to hear any of you talking about me because if I do you won't survive another day! Did I made that clear?'

Everyone in the Great Hall stayed silent, gaping with wide eyes. I breathed out and nodded solemnly.

'Good.' I climbed off the table and I stormed out of the Great Hall towards the Common Room. I let myself fall on the couch, still feeling the anger that ran through my veins. I groaned, rubbing my face. I heard someone enter through the portrait hole but I paid no attention.

'Hey…' sighed Remus. I smiled a bit, opening my eyes to look at his cute, worried face. I extended a hand and he took it, seating next to me. 'I'm sorry…'

'It's not your fault. It's theirs, they're assholes.' I grumbled. But when his fingers stroked my hand my whole body relaxed.

'I know, but I'm sorry that it had to go like that… I just hoped… That…'

'It's okay. I bet all the teachers are very angry with me. But I don't care. I'm only worried about the thought of them expelling me, I don't want to leave you alone.' He laughed a bit and shook his head.

'You're impossible.'

'Hey, no, I'm being serious here.'

'Oh, but I thought you were always Sirius…' he joked, raising his eyebrows. I took him in my arms, laughing, shaking my head.

'And I was the one that made horrible puns…' I kissed his lips softly, sweetly. He responded, circling my neck with his arms, pressing his body against mine. I wished we could stay forever like that but all good things come to an end. We had just pulled apart when James and Peter barged into the Common Room, utterly surprised.

'Wow Sirius! That was… That was amazing! Totally out of the blue! You left everyone with a stupid look on their faces!' James laughed. Peter just nodded excitedly. 'But dude, all the chicks were totally crazy about you being a vampire. Even Slytherins. You should go down there, you could get a thousand girlfriends!'

I stared at Remus with a small smile.

'I'm not interested.' James and Peter looked surprised but I didn't care. After chattering a bit about my outburst we headed upstairs before everyone came from dinner. Around two in the morning Remus climbed in my bed and hugged me tight, his head tucked under my chin.

'I'm very proud about you.' He whispered. I smiled at kissed his head, stroking his back.

'Thank you baby, that's all I care about.' He hummed happily against my chest and fell asleep.


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