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Chapter 11

The Only Thing I Want I Can't Have

Renesmee's POV

Airenn jumped up and started patting my back.

"What's wrong? What happened?" He asked.

"Nothing!" I coughed and slammed the computer shut. Xavior had gone offline, but I still didn't want Airenn to see our conversation. He would flip and I needed to think about this without

him asking abunch of questions.

"Airenn, could I be alone for a second?" I asked.

He looked hesitant, but left. I took a deep breath and leaned against my bed. My life totally sucked. Of course the guy that I had had feelings for the moment I saw him but I was already

taken and theguy that had moved away in sixth grade, admitted that he liked me A LOT on facebook. I missed him dearly, but I would probably never see him again. I mean we could talk

on the phone and video chat and stuff, but it's not the same. I wanted to be able to talk to him face to face. I sighed and frowned. What was I gonna do? I needed to see him again and

soon. Suddenly my phone started buzzing. Ilooked at the caller ID and saw it was Xavior. I immediately flipped open the phone, pressed the talk button and said, "Hello?" in an all too-

eager-voice.

"Hey, um I just…um…." He trailed.

"Wanted to talk?"I asked.

"Yeah that's it!" He said happily.

"Oh ok, so what's up?" I asked casually, relaxing against my pillows.

"Nothing, just super tired." He said as he yawned.

"Then go to bed!" I replied with a laugh.

"No…I don't want to." He said softly.

"Why not…It's like 12:30?" I asked.

"Because I want to talk to you!" He said.

"Oh…sooooo…What your friend said is true?" I asked.

"Yea…Do you want to video chat?" He asked kind of awkwardly.

I got back on facebook and agreed. After we hung up I turned on my video thing for the computer and we talked the rest of the night. Once we were finally done talking he told me 1 8 3.

At first I didn'tget it, but after he gave me hints like: One meaning, eight letters and three words I got it.

I blushed out of stupidity and flattery because I figured out that it meant I love you. I thought about this. I had liked him since I first laid eyes on him (even while dating Lyndon) and I

missed him more than anybody in the world and to be honest…..I loved him, too. When I told him I loved him too he smiled and said goodnight. I got off of facebook and turned my

computer off. I fell asleep that nightthinking about Xavior and how much I wished he went to my school…

~The Next Day~

I had to drag Airenn to school again! He had this weird thing going on with a girl and didn't want to go to school. I didn't understand why, because I went to school when Lyndon and I were weird.

Oh well…as long as I could get him to school. Anyway I had no idea what I was going to do about Xavior. He didn't even go to the same school as me…what did I have to worry about?

There was just thisweird feeling I had that there was something wrong. I decided to shrug it off after a few days 'cause I was practically losing sleep about it.

Airenn was not very chipper at all. He was acting weird and stayed up all night. He went outside a lot and didn't come home till the sun was coming up. He started looking real bad too. He

lost all his luster and just didn't look well. One day I found him laying right next to a nearby cliff while I was taking a walk and totally freaked out.

I said, "Airenn get away from the edge, you'll fall if you move an inch to the left!" I know I sounded pretty obvious and stupid but I was freaked out. He slowly turned to the RIGHT and sat

up.

"'Kay…sorry." He said. He sounded awful.

"Airenn…"I said sitting down by him, "what's wrong?"

"It's Coraline." He sighed.

"What about her? What did she do to you?" I asked.

"Nothing…I just don't know what she sees in Shayne. What does he have that I don't?" He asked, his voice getting louder as he spoke.

I sighed. Airenn felt like more than a close family member to me and it made me so sad when his eyes had little life in them and he was this sad. It made me sad.

"Airenn, unless you know that she likes you back you have to get over her. You've been making your family suffer along with you these past few days." I said with sympathy.

"My family is dead." He said blankly.

I was offended by his words…but then I was deeply saddened. I got up and slowly walked away because his family wasn't dead.

Last time I checked, I was pretty much alive.

Ok guys… sorry it's kinda short but I'm running out of ideas… But one good idea my friend Lizzy gave me was that I'm not going to update this story until I get at least 15 reviews. If I don't get 2 or 3 reviews for a really long time I'm going to be seriously discouraged , maybe stop it and turn it into something else or maybe end it. You never know. But I still say thanks to all the people that read!