Thank You a TON for not being mad at me for taking so long on the last chapter!

PLEASE READ- On my other story "Child of Mine" I haven't decided exactly what to do with it yet. Every time I sit down and try to right it, it doesn't feel right. So please if you would like leave you're comments on if you would be pissed if I delete it and not continue or wouldn't really care! Lol honest opinions welcome! : )

Clare POV

Well fuck me sideways and call me Joe Jonas, the little bitch wasn't kidding.

Move in with them? Not just her, but Eli and Fitz as well? This has got to be some kind of sick joke. First of all there is no way I can stand to live with Sparkle Dick over there without rearranging his architecture and making him have a full out vagina. I have learned to live with Alli and there for have slightly learned to be around Fitz but good Jesus I still had to have a break every once in a while and now how was that suppose to happen if he was there twenty-four seven. Oh God they would totally do it all the time and Alli is not quiet, and believe me I know, but that's a different story for a God damned different day.

The next thing is Eli; how and the hell can I just up and move in with him? That would be completely insane and weird. I'm not exactly sure what this thing is between us but I already piss him off enough, why make him kill himself by living with me? That's just a little to spiteful and even I'm not that much of a bitch.

A bitch; that's what this little high pony tailed leopard printed winter coat wearing pregnant by Edward Sparkle Boy Cullen's twin brother is. She is a full on bitch and she knows exactly what she's doing. She's trapping me; putting me in a position where its either this or I go live on the street. Hell, that may even be better than living with them. I hear the homeless are nice people, so maybe I'll give it a try.

"You little bitch." I spat at Alli; oh I will get my two cents in.

"Clare come on you know this is perfect! Just think about it; it will be better than living in the dorms and we don't have to worry about curfew's or rules or anything. We can be free to do as we please and be comfortable."

"Excuse me, but I will sure as hell not be comfortable living with you two fuck bunnies in one house. And lets just face it-" I turned to look directly at Fitz. "It's no fucking secret that I don't like you and I would be lying my pretty little ass off if I said that would change. I also don't think it's a good idea considering mine and Eli's situation." I spoke firmly.

"But it can be a great solution to maybe having you change your mind!" Alli said gleefully.

"Alli get it through you fucking head I am not changing my mind. Just because you two live in a damn fantasy world doesn't mean I do. My reality is a lot different than your's is Alli and you know it."

"Well maybe if you would stop with your pity party and actually see the joy in having a baby than-"

"There is no fucking joy Alli!" I screamed breathing heavily. "Stop trying to change my decisions. We may be best friends and basically sisters but that doesn't mean you get to dictate how my life goes. All you care about anyways is that since you're having a boy and mine is a girl that maybe they will get married one day and have babies of their own. Grow the FUCK up Alli! This isn't kindergarten anymore when we thought that shit was cute. This is real life. This is my life. Not your's, mine!" I screamed at her my face burning red with anger. Fitz looked on wide eyed but smartly he chose to back up. I couldn't tell where Eli was but all I know is in this moment I am not afraid to hit another Pregnant skank, and if Alli doesn't shut the fuck up she's going to find her uterus in her throat.

"I don't live in fantasy world Clare, this is my real world! You are a fucking heartless bitch to not even give being pregnant a chance! To not give that baby a chance!" She yelled back at me pointing to my ever growing belly. I stormed my fiery ass right in front of her face and bitch slapped her across her left cheek. I could feel the tears brimming in my eyes as my best friend chose to ignore my feelings.

"Fuck you Alli, really Fuck you!" I yelled in her face. I felt Eli come up behind me putting his hands on my waist to gently pull me back. "No!" I said to him as I gave him a look to leave me alone. I turned back to Alli giving her the best glare I could but my glare had been shattered as the hurt crossed my features more.

"Never in my life have I wished so much that I had never met you. This isn't even about moving in with all of you. Its about you Alli, its always about you. You cant stop for two seconds to see that this is what I truly want and that what I would really like is my best friends damn support! But you cant even give me that much! Is it really so heartless of me that I don't feel I could give this baby the best life she deserves?" I was sobbing at this point feeling everything in me break even more. It's been an emotional day anyways so might as well get it all out right?

"My way of not being heartless is giving her to someone that is financially and emotionally ready for this! I don't take handouts and I don't take pity. This baby deserves everything that she can be given and I am not the one that can give her that. You of all people I would expect to understand that and not throw it in my face. So don't you dare fucking tell me I'm a heartless bitch when you are so cold hearted and conceited that you cant even see when someone else is going through a broken time! So really Alli in all of this, Fuck you."

"Clare I-" She began but I cut her off with a raised hand not being able to hear anymore.

"Pack up all my shit along with yours. I'll move in with you so you can have your way but don't expect me there for a while."

And with those last words I grabbed my bag and left. I didn't need anything else or any of the people in that room calling after me.

I've shed more tears today that I probably have in my entire life, but maybe Alli was right.

I am a heartless bitch.

Eli POV

"Wow." That was all I could say as I stood there in the door way and watched Clare walk off.

I couldn't even bring myself to follow her; I worried about her but thought that this was what she needed. She needed time to herself, and time to adjust to everything. I could practically see the millions of thoughts running through her head. Everything so jumbled and jammed through in her mind that she cant seem to think properly. I only hoped that she would still be willing to let me be the one to help her.

"God she can be so overdramatic!" Alli huffed. I turned my head and just gaped at her and her obviously fucking conceited thinking.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I snapped.

"What?" She asked innocently. "She blew that way out of hand!"

"Are you really that fucking stupid to not see that you both completely blind sided her? Us?" I yelled at them.

"Hey it's a great idea!" Alli said crossing her arms. "She'll get over it and realize that it's the perfect plan."

"Alli just because you thought of something doesn't mean it's a perfect plan! Just stop for two damn seconds and think about Clare besides yourself!"

"I am thinking about her! She will see how everything is great between Fitz and I and we are expecting a baby and she will finally change her damn stubborn mind!"

"You know what Alli? How about you stay the fuck out of it!" I said enraged. I couldn't even believe I was still having this conversation right now. The girl that I have been crazy about this entire time just walked out the door and I'm seeing just how fucked up her life really is. And how shitty the people in her life are.

"What? You think you know what's best for Clare? You've known her, like really known her for all of what five minutes now? Christ Eli grow up!" She screamed back at me.

"Yes I do know what's best for her, and what's best is for her to not be around such shitty people like you. Right now you are on my shit list about as high as her father is!" She gasped loudly and stared at me with wide eyes.

"Don't bother with Clare's stuff, it will be gone by tomorrow and both Clare and I will be gone by tonight. Don't bother calling and don't expect us to be at that house when we get home. Have a Merry Fucking Christmas!"

I turned and ran out the fucking door and sprinted down the stairs. I wasn't going to let my girl go this time.

Yes my girl. I don't care what fuckery we have ourselves in right now and how complicated this will be. I need her and she needs me. I want her and I'm not letting her go before I even get the chance to try with her.

I ran in the direction I saw her walk to, which considering that we are in New York City isn't exactly the easiest process. Thousands of people everywhere, with smiling faces and holiday cheer everywhere you turn. I kept running, afraid that I had lost her. How could have been so careless as to let her walk off by herself in the first place? Jesus Eli she's pregnant!

Dodging and running around people I finally felt a small smile cross my lips as I seen in the distant those cinnamon curls bounce and sway as she strolled along. Even in her walk you could tell something was wrong with her. I had become so in tune with her emotions and everything about her. Probably because for the past few months my everything has been about her.

"Clare." I shouted, but with no luck of her hearing me in these busy streets of New York. I ran even faster calling her name again just behind her; she stopped slowly turning around and the look on her face broke my heart even more than I could have ever realized. When she turned to face me her eyes were broken more than I'd expected and tears were streaming down her face. She was silently sobbing to herself and shivering from the cold. Her nose and cheeks were bright red from the crisp and freezing air but she was still the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.

I quickly removed my jacket running over to her and wrapping it around her body tightly before hugging her to my chest. She fisted my shirt as she continued to sob. Raising my hand I quickly got us a cab and seated her inside mumbling the directions to the driver.

My full attention on Clare, I wanted to say something that would make her feel better or piss her off just to get that fire back in her eyes but she was defeated at this point. I just held her and comforted the best I could. I didn't know that something Alli could say would be the key in breaking Clare, but she was exactly that: broken.

The driver finally pulled into the address after roaming quickly through the slick streets; throwing some bills at him we quickly exited the car and I guided her into the warm tall building and to the elevator. She had yet to take her head out of my chest as she just held onto me and cried. We rode the elevator in silence to the top floor and when the doors opened I ushered her out and across the hall before pulling out my keys and opening the door. I could feel just how cold she was; still shivering and her color changing quickly. I practically ran us through the foyer not even taking a second to look into the other rooms we passed through before approaching the master bathroom.

Clare still hadn't even responded, spoken or taken notice to her new surroundings . I slowly took my jacket off her and sat her down on the vanity chair as I gently removed her shoes as well as my own. Standing once more I began to slowly lift her shirt and strip off her pants. There was nothing sexual in the act; just the need to get her as close to warm as possible. She didn't respond to my actions so once stripped her down to her bra and panties I turned around and started filling the claw style bathtub with warm steaming water.

I guided her into the large tub and sat down with her in front of me as her back laid against my chest. I wrapped my arms around her and did all I could do at this moment for her. Just being there for her while she fought her internal battle seemed to be the best medicine at this point for her. Nothing I could say right now would make anything easier on her. I didn't want to say things to her that would change her mind or make her rethink her obviously thought out decisions. I was learning that even if her decision was to give away our baby, I was ok with it.

I was ok with it because I wanted her and she wanted that. So for me, I guess that was end of story.

We laid there for hours in the water; it would cool, I would drain it and fill it back up, just letting her be in peace. Eventually her sobs quieted down and her breathing evened out as she fell asleep against me.

In a daze I pulled her out of the water and without even paying attention to what I did I changed her out of the wet clothes left on her and into some dry ones. I led her to the master bedroom and laid her on the bed and covered her in blankets. She fell asleep quickly but I knew I wouldn't sleep for a while.

I started a fire and busied my self as much as I could but always kept a close eye on her. She never whimpered or made a noise, just slept for hours. I found peace in just taking care of her and watching her sleep.

I would do this for her forever.

A/N: YAY! We finally have an update! : ) Sorry!

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